我想活下去....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc0nj90eDE
所以...好想流血.....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p0YwIvG0Y
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq98RC4Frn
明明流多了就會死....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4si9RQpkmV
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwDNsAGKQ1
可是又不是....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU0ms80kOk
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtB4B0OeCY
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzHFWxjoPA
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4EjZbmp9L
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGQqrmneda
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXzcF249EW
睡在過去中一睡不醒393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6HBxkn5bK
明明心裹得清楚...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xCjUwxLOc
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwZ4E6ThMY
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGPEmH60Qs
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmu2UruoRh
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuRjhtSoZW
好討厭自己...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jx2XukHgR
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchInpnqe2Z
自殘就像吸毒393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtkeImjY6w
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWtvecryYV
既害怕又讓人不能停止393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2rlNAGMOG
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ3cU4rfxE
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AKYPzWJOR
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpFVpOod5j
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UL80az2ej
想死又想活下去393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlYHjY06Nt
想流血但不想受傷...393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva3KT2fPTC
怕痛但沒感覺....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oSRO8wfTk
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVUcjG9RIS
血流多少也不夠....393Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8CnVPVyjQ
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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