我想活下去....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbewV8Lpw5H
所以...好想流血.....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRdwjyIysC
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmDIBLeAAr
明明流多了就會死....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2zyBR5be1
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0BR3BwQG8
可是又不是....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ832XhfS7P7
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogkwpCDVOu
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFUY6U1YGo
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrz3GaTpob
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE165r1xaC
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2MlblXmD4
睡在過去中一睡不醒713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRC4IfhDDU
明明心裹得清楚...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnvahy06Xi
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwBRvu22gA
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQLTPSuioc
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCLQpAB5sa
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlt08YOwkN
好討厭自己...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJle2E17GE
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAjHc3gD4u
自殘就像吸毒713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBluWkQEaUj
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZQ2iUYVqj
既害怕又讓人不能停止713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CE5S7XXfL
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgA3HL6KgZ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyOEXWP3ms
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9O4AEHFHF
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAff1OYi3L4
想死又想活下去713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgcIySVfaH
想流血但不想受傷...713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bDXarY8g9
怕痛但沒感覺....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBlB9dghHK
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHy22BzuWC
血流多少也不夠....713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR1HQ4Hd8d
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
713Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisbW0wApni
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