我想活下去....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdI2B9JOwy
所以...好想流血.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlsVfOAMTj
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpqyFZZ2sS
明明流多了就會死....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgyb7fBacm
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfvl4Or62L
可是又不是....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYcldrd4OL
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU88vn53A37
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON6FO1C23Z
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xC4mVmhhc
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs0WQsgtEz
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMXfNrpTT2
睡在過去中一睡不醒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfzFam8cx6
明明心裹得清楚...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEucTFLMxJA
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvzSmPYNdz
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM13YstZrc
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyhGVXzUss
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW7xfKCqxk
好討厭自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwShgnEGhHn
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjLwfai4IJ
自殘就像吸毒801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Jv8RKcr6
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMavem8QOB
既害怕又讓人不能停止801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2TnjDqJMk
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4Amr5K1hL
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcMFuznfE7
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRmuzQnsdd
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIWveBlqf8
想死又想活下去801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGVfvrWffv
想流血但不想受傷...801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJYVWg6WIu
怕痛但沒感覺....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyBZlI8lSE
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLLVuPkQXy
血流多少也不夠....801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyKImgOOHD
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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