我想活下去....420Please respect copyright.PENANAuPCdgFPxJx
所以...好想流血.....420Please respect copyright.PENANAvx5W7D7yUf
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....420Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ieke11pCB
明明流多了就會死....420Please respect copyright.PENANABVC92JJCQ2
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...420Please respect copyright.PENANAoQpjJg4VgC
可是又不是....420Please respect copyright.PENANAoExoIfW3ow
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....420Please respect copyright.PENANAIakuFrhaGJ
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人420Please respect copyright.PENANA92LIKvQMBT
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮420Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ3e6EZL7P
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....420Please respect copyright.PENANAcwRIEOcDvo
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪420Please respect copyright.PENANAB9JSKoTnGo
睡在過去中一睡不醒420Please respect copyright.PENANARWJjHJmh52
明明心裹得清楚...420Please respect copyright.PENANATfyku9aNQx
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....420Please respect copyright.PENANA0px5PkUydY
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....420Please respect copyright.PENANAy2j9bq0lf6
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力420Please respect copyright.PENANAebS667VkuP
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...420Please respect copyright.PENANAXM9rDqAUJc
好討厭自己...420Please respect copyright.PENANACotdnBk9Ab
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...420Please respect copyright.PENANAcxfDLausuI
自殘就像吸毒420Please respect copyright.PENANAY8iHNdbtMk
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭420Please respect copyright.PENANAPuaVRd5J0s
既害怕又讓人不能停止420Please respect copyright.PENANAcFxMdpwfXZ
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...420Please respect copyright.PENANAl9dugQUpUA
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....420Please respect copyright.PENANAnXe04QkODv
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....420Please respect copyright.PENANA8LJzlK6zdh
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...420Please respect copyright.PENANAknwlyXdZ4i
想死又想活下去420Please respect copyright.PENANAk08MhdC1W5
想流血但不想受傷...420Please respect copyright.PENANApDQsCbg2q8
怕痛但沒感覺....420Please respect copyright.PENANAaygX9Uedyy
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....420Please respect copyright.PENANAroL3Iesofw
血流多少也不夠....420Please respect copyright.PENANAe61gGvR8JA
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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