我想活下去....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OCUeKFqPO
所以...好想流血.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpui6S3kOv
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eaE9q1U3A
明明流多了就會死....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehRSfvR5CP
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TveqX8Uzt
可是又不是....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVkdhHdPsC
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQzPTaijl5
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd7Prx6Mk3
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKl9nqwOjL
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXbyzIQMrt
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn35yEvJlVF
睡在過去中一睡不醒749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAjFoQAMmN
明明心裹得清楚...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5oVZTUkbG
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELP0UqsE5i
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IPYb6Puyy
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5h13PaVP1
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcWD29402C
好討厭自己...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDr3UUnWGd
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKWAHCawCv
自殘就像吸毒749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2DCabuIfZ
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE9nIolLsE
既害怕又讓人不能停止749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VGD9Z9TQL
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahXYIZUw9i
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztyyx0PEmW
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkSsqvzjT4
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKEC3qj9Jp
想死又想活下去749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN8qG3NqxF
想流血但不想受傷...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dgWlsGH8z
怕痛但沒感覺....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dli6NsKuX
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJMX2pbfsr
血流多少也不夠....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3QTV8NUgf
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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