我想活下去....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xEIUnYmyD
所以...好想流血.....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwkgg5jIs3
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqniacHZt5F
明明流多了就會死....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFNM1a4TBt
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVJ1o86RhN
可是又不是....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1mN9gzvS3
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwaAmkBgEa
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmCFlxxiR7
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwbxuOoRqr
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU7cowtkyN
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDB8k8JloX
睡在過去中一睡不醒825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwewnRY08Nc
明明心裹得清楚...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMgWQ4lc9L
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJhloNBI4L
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1VwEYKHLh
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOZsdTIEG9
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgjG3jZqeq
好討厭自己...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DETYjF4y
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv4KmSsT38
自殘就像吸毒825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWi6jlexFa
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS67pWl7G08
既害怕又讓人不能停止825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueXvIjz10T
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJSwVZxtqZ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKqBtWsTPO
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArOXHLbrYr
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAPTYZvSDx
想死又想活下去825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOCEz9ed6w
想流血但不想受傷...825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFnfCsyVGK
怕痛但沒感覺....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinH5EhfBwp
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsqJm7GxVX
血流多少也不夠....825Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrAU9DBRKs
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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