我想活下去....796Please respect copyright.PENANANPuJljZTaN
所以...好想流血.....796Please respect copyright.PENANA7eMBGz2GVn
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....796Please respect copyright.PENANAmy7Z2V81T0
明明流多了就會死....796Please respect copyright.PENANAK6fcwhIwSE
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...796Please respect copyright.PENANAoV9XHMH6bx
可是又不是....796Please respect copyright.PENANAg1P32whqFc
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....796Please respect copyright.PENANAySvIQ3b587
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人796Please respect copyright.PENANAPV0XyapHbw
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮796Please respect copyright.PENANAUv7gLrGZ7f
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....796Please respect copyright.PENANAvH29MfPRmh
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪796Please respect copyright.PENANAi1DIKRCWzH
睡在過去中一睡不醒796Please respect copyright.PENANAeIfTPLMfHd
明明心裹得清楚...796Please respect copyright.PENANAoBWqYSddrv
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....796Please respect copyright.PENANAmRXscORNQe
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....796Please respect copyright.PENANAngB80R57Yn
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力796Please respect copyright.PENANAf36b0M7LeY
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...796Please respect copyright.PENANAUUwIiYJevd
好討厭自己...796Please respect copyright.PENANA7xXcQNzgpe
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...796Please respect copyright.PENANACnGvGT4W4v
自殘就像吸毒796Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ4EI0iDtm
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭796Please respect copyright.PENANA34N5kgqndD
既害怕又讓人不能停止796Please respect copyright.PENANArwjEIfjgeB
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...796Please respect copyright.PENANAlRIS978x4O
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....796Please respect copyright.PENANA2QtEVpzmOH
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....796Please respect copyright.PENANA2brS06QsGh
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...796Please respect copyright.PENANAiMdFCv6pca
想死又想活下去796Please respect copyright.PENANAG8EqpfZ0oS
想流血但不想受傷...796Please respect copyright.PENANA0QSnegp1Fi
怕痛但沒感覺....796Please respect copyright.PENANAFTEGChe1o7
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....796Please respect copyright.PENANAlRNzkbWEqZ
血流多少也不夠....796Please respect copyright.PENANAGIllS5DVGI
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
796Please respect copyright.PENANArIeDLfdV9Y