我不懂...
我想活下去....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nA6BLO0Y4
所以...好想流血.....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVHrBV4Tjw
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt86Lyrmd8
明明流多了就會死....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mH3fhJTEq
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGWzRiiFVh
可是又不是....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WRPvkkZO0
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuFhoQctxK
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouLjf1VPcH
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BzsIoe3mf
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYR5HK3n2g
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFtwpUTxmD
睡在過去中一睡不醒1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaZSrUqWMA
明明心裹得清楚...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNjYWfY72x
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuhm6V39F4
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDpFavPUfo
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XdZ8nmDl8
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDaRz1JgS7
好討厭自己...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKWUNB90rZ
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo5mMaE8K5
自殘就像吸毒1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q8BV9xIB8
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9VXZcDWbY
既害怕又讓人不能停止1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOb7aAeK0r
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZuYveRZqJ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN5BAhWW4P
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHazMqMeD5h
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw8sx8ixxx
想死又想活下去1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD6DvGPzwc
想流血但不想受傷...1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmcugBcxTX
怕痛但沒感覺....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwagI7sLU0
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrvAOgaABy
血流多少也不夠....1083Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf3qRvJu6y
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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