我想活下去....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrKXf63P0X
所以...好想流血.....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgMLq5JWpx
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50MDmPm9mF
明明流多了就會死....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWvSkK0hL9
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00kKwDU0u9
可是又不是....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLpA2bygLG
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTygFzbVDBh
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4QntVnXIC
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98RnFugJ1o
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYQidFwedh
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTklxUJEOu7
睡在過去中一睡不醒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HzHKbYdcd
明明心裹得清楚...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsehBCppSR
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExXsGCD8dH
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZB6DYVCco
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC4MS1A8Xo
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa1ofJJvAd
好討厭自己...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwaFyrbEzs
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AobhxnAaz
自殘就像吸毒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVrtZK5E8I
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCBkBM8O9K
既害怕又讓人不能停止662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVUKauCtsW
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lbrkqeFDs
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRL6kqTvj4
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxWBTVoRbY
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg6ZTCWypi
想死又想活下去662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMnWwNQqDr
想流血但不想受傷...662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImTU9geiXS
怕痛但沒感覺....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwRL4HuZxe
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjVlSdkc6t
血流多少也不夠....662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSdtXVJRhY
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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