我想活下去....825Please respect copyright.PENANA1xEIUnYmyD
所以...好想流血.....825Please respect copyright.PENANAxwkgg5jIs3
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....825Please respect copyright.PENANAqniacHZt5F
明明流多了就會死....825Please respect copyright.PENANAUFNM1a4TBt
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...825Please respect copyright.PENANAZVJ1o86RhN
可是又不是....825Please respect copyright.PENANAW1mN9gzvS3
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....825Please respect copyright.PENANAuwaAmkBgEa
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人825Please respect copyright.PENANAEmCFlxxiR7
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮825Please respect copyright.PENANAEwbxuOoRqr
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....825Please respect copyright.PENANABU7cowtkyN
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪825Please respect copyright.PENANAfDB8k8JloX
睡在過去中一睡不醒825Please respect copyright.PENANAwewnRY08Nc
明明心裹得清楚...825Please respect copyright.PENANAxMgWQ4lc9L
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....825Please respect copyright.PENANATJhloNBI4L
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....825Please respect copyright.PENANAu1VwEYKHLh
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力825Please respect copyright.PENANAXOZsdTIEG9
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...825Please respect copyright.PENANAwgjG3jZqeq
好討厭自己...825Please respect copyright.PENANAn1DETYjF4y
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...825Please respect copyright.PENANAdv4KmSsT38
自殘就像吸毒825Please respect copyright.PENANArWi6jlexFa
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭825Please respect copyright.PENANAS67pWl7G08
既害怕又讓人不能停止825Please respect copyright.PENANAueXvIjz10T
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...825Please respect copyright.PENANAMJSwVZxtqZ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....825Please respect copyright.PENANAPKqBtWsTPO
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....825Please respect copyright.PENANAArOXHLbrYr
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...825Please respect copyright.PENANAYAPTYZvSDx
想死又想活下去825Please respect copyright.PENANAiOCEz9ed6w
想流血但不想受傷...825Please respect copyright.PENANAPFnfCsyVGK
怕痛但沒感覺....825Please respect copyright.PENANAinH5EhfBwp
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....825Please respect copyright.PENANAHsqJm7GxVX
血流多少也不夠....825Please respect copyright.PENANACrAU9DBRKs
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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