我想活下去....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pexppcoS4
所以...好想流血.....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4qKdj07At
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoSl1iRdM2
明明流多了就會死....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt66ikZrgB
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ExZng4rPM
可是又不是....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9DQDhgcoU
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MT9QE2Jwr
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSdKMgf8cj
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg2oaq3k7N
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GArhOCv25
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQPmiJR5zJ
睡在過去中一睡不醒717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ROCd3UltM
明明心裹得清楚...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt54RT7lL8t
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36TIvKrZQI
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQqMjlwONy
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkds7V2I7iA
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NkVaYfe1v
好討厭自己...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIBHMgbRfu
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0FOAvGVxq
自殘就像吸毒717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnmFGIDE05
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3iBd3dD2G
既害怕又讓人不能停止717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT7h7Qvexi
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVCtehq5bI
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufr7kG7fCY
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaFns8JjU0
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlGCffBN5N
想死又想活下去717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGtc3GVIej
想流血但不想受傷...717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVQkJxpibU
怕痛但沒感覺....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyITnrdSuZK
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLmn5UcK5r
血流多少也不夠....717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWkmbJsTwp
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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