我們的關係就似兄弟一般,尤其是那年。997Please respect copyright.PENANAiqGFyfO5rZ
那年,我們一起談風說笑,不論在什麼時候什麼地方。997Please respect copyright.PENANA16NKiFFwTg
那年,他有什麼不滿,我都一一妥協。997Please respect copyright.PENANAMhqW1BV1ez
那年,他有什麼要求,我都一一辦理。997Please respect copyright.PENANAEgwcoj0q61
他還跟我說,我們是一對兄弟。997Please respect copyright.PENANANL1OKVgLCz
這一年也是,這一世也是。997Please respect copyright.PENANAYVODwOS6BQ
因此,我還相信我們依然是兄弟。997Please respect copyright.PENANAAsBFonoVeM
我的朋友不多,只有五六個。997Please respect copyright.PENANAvvtB602Cwp
但我有了他就已經足夠了。997Please respect copyright.PENANAkaHeqU5RZ4
但是,我們真的是一世的兄弟嗎?997Please respect copyright.PENANA20fD8eDrL2
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或者,我們連一年都不如?997Please respect copyright.PENANAKftVAJJTdp
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一個月前,我跟我的老朋友阿誠出外敘舊,畢竟我們都已經沒有相見快兩年。997Please respect copyright.PENANAs9Kya7quTe
敘舊前的一天,他問我可否跟在一起見誠。997Please respect copyright.PENANAVaumxRwLMx
他說很想見我的舊朋友,認識一下他997Please respect copyright.PENANA3TRKia7OZM
當然,我答應了他。997Please respect copyright.PENANALuhVwcnX4v
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敘舊那天,我們三個一起逛商場。997Please respect copyright.PENANAIUrJxyHZPK
我們邊逛邊談論學校變成怎樣,同學有什麼改變。997Please respect copyright.PENANAAVbxXjJmxl
邊談論誠的工作如何,生活有什麼改變。997Please respect copyright.PENANAFz2VLd9iRm
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他說雖然比在學校讀書辛苦,但他的工作壓力比讀書少。997Please respect copyright.PENANADqfTA5kgRA
而且聽說,他好像剛剛被升職。997Please respect copyright.PENANAfa5ws3Y0zM
並說計劃存錢買新電腦,新單車。997Please respect copyright.PENANAyeqLdAmaN4
談及單車,這正是他們的興趣。997Please respect copyright.PENANAudL3XLhD4T
而我,則對單車沒有興趣,所以我沒有插嘴說甚麼。997Please respect copyright.PENANACMU6iNujvl
他們一直在談論我不懂的東西,談論我沒有興趣的東西。997Please respect copyright.PENANAWgWjNroMu9
他們一直談論,直到我們已經逛完了整個商場。997Please respect copyright.PENANAd17R4jw2xd
他們離開的時候,還向對方互取電話號碼。997Please respect copyright.PENANAWWyJk806Qj
這原本是我跟誠的聚會,變成了他認識朋友的機會。997Please respect copyright.PENANAy5XcdrCpdo
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自從那天起,我們互相談電話的次數減少了。997Please respect copyright.PENANAkRDcawQvHg
我們一起吃午飯的次數減少了,我們在堂上亦再沒有談天。997Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fw7cGJRpl
原本他是跟我一起坐的,現在卻調了過去對面。997Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQnGy2cUW
就連功課亦再沒有問我拿來借他抄。997Please respect copyright.PENANACyGoPneGnn
是因為他討厭我?997Please respect copyright.PENANAugPAbR8LD6
不,是因為他不再當我是兄弟。997Please respect copyright.PENANAr5ycDIKi2m
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每個星期六,他Facebook都會出現兩三張他踏單車的照片。997Please respect copyright.PENANAjrF3rQ0sI8
當然,我不會在場。997Please respect copyright.PENANAT0tjeQFeVO
隔一兩天,他都不會吃午飯,因為他要存錢來買單車零件。997Please respect copyright.PENANAmNg8W4FIaa
每一兩天,他都會跟誠一起踏單車,差不多走遍整個香港。997Please respect copyright.PENANAxmW81QRSKy
這一切他都沒有通知我,就像我不存在一般。997Please respect copyright.PENANAW2XAYJqx6H
就連誠都沒有。997Please respect copyright.PENANAlhxF6GJ57d
但儘管他不再當我是兄弟,我依然相信他是我兄弟。997Please respect copyright.PENANAyj9YBl9eUs
我相信是因為他不可能就這樣放下了我,忘記了我,取代了我。997Please respect copyright.PENANAPyVupHHk0T
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昨天,我卻跟他吵架。997Please respect copyright.PENANA1uE8Vnlkc2
我問他為什麼不理我,他卻說我很煩。997Please respect copyright.PENANAkjSdWAIMS2
我問他為什麼不跟我吃飯,他卻說我很嘈。997Please respect copyright.PENANAIF04rNmZJl
我問他為什麼不約我一起踏單車,他卻說我一直沒有問他。997Please respect copyright.PENANAdCbfWjmkxN
直到我,我問他是不是想和我絕交時,他卻靜下來。997Please respect copyright.PENANAYCFA4w1dM5
這靜止維持了十幾秒,然後他說:997Please respect copyright.PENANASyz4r0cFyK
「同你做咗朋友咁耐,原來你一直都冇當我係你兄弟!」997Please respect copyright.PENANAHNyO8iAMUp
「乜嘢啊!我一直都當你係兄弟咁處理,甚至好過兄弟!」997Please respect copyright.PENANAg9dWLsDgFC
「夠啦!你知唔知你好假呀!一時又話當我係兄弟,一時又話絕交!你有冇諗過你講過啲乜架!」997Please respect copyright.PENANAWKiaz0NBi3
「我有呀!我一直都當你係兄弟!而且我唔係想絕交呀,只係唔知你係咪仲當我係兄弟!」997Please respect copyright.PENANAvvtkT4z6e0
「你咁樣懷疑我,即係你當我唔係兄弟啦!仲話唔想絕交,虛偽到死!」997Please respect copyright.PENANA9GHWdsy0Ap
「都話唔係咁囉!係你會錯意⋯⋯」997Please respect copyright.PENANAX9fHihApV8
「夠啦!我唔想再聽你講啲廢話!你想絕交嗎,我就同你絕交!」他中斷了我的說話。997Please respect copyright.PENANAwVBbcvqleh
然後,他二話不說就離開了無人的班房,還大力地關門。997Please respect copyright.PENANAtyBzalW5F0
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難道,這一切真的是我錯嗎?997Please respect copyright.PENANAgGkQBkgpL0
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昨晚,我一直在街上流連,因為我不想回家。997Please respect copyright.PENANAwdlz4lIo4D
我一直在回想,我究竟做錯了些什麼。997Please respect copyright.PENANA9DU68eXlO2
究竟是不是我對他不夠好?還是不夠體貼?997Please respect copyright.PENANAJNcVx8UmHc
究竟是不是他以為我是同性戀?還是認為我不理會他?997Please respect copyright.PENANAEhIwUIhPdB
究竟是不是我沒有幫他做功課?還是沒有幫他買水?997Please respect copyright.PENANAWuHOEsxM6Y
我一直逛街一直在想,由九點逛到一點。997Please respect copyright.PENANAZgV3GlEdgv
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最後,我坐上了小巴回家。997Please respect copyright.PENANAU6cyzIKV5G
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