我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。965Please respect copyright.PENANAQyEvHoPnE5
他姓佘,叫卓謙。965Please respect copyright.PENANADsj8wp0Jz1
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8f976zfFpz
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。965Please respect copyright.PENANAfSjuJ7B0UA
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。965Please respect copyright.PENANAMxhsZGBUyA
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。965Please respect copyright.PENANAfqAmoogIXH
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。965Please respect copyright.PENANAQMJedwHsw0
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」965Please respect copyright.PENANA1rkqV1SHkg
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。965Please respect copyright.PENANAvkPpREdMFF
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」965Please respect copyright.PENANAO0ZuZwn8C2
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。965Please respect copyright.PENANACVhHo9Z2WK
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。965Please respect copyright.PENANAAfyCWccC1N
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」965Please respect copyright.PENANAeYwyXoF8fc
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」965Please respect copyright.PENANACU66jbVHsp
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。965Please respect copyright.PENANAGjotMvURTV
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」965Please respect copyright.PENANAUQGMPfqcUR
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。965Please respect copyright.PENANAruT79Jmn4q
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」965Please respect copyright.PENANALYJ118XpgT
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。965Please respect copyright.PENANAoLPc1lzccV
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。965Please respect copyright.PENANATPRUxC9maN
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。965Please respect copyright.PENANApwwOqXMtxe
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。965Please respect copyright.PENANA03uk0jWtVL
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。965Please respect copyright.PENANAzitEiZqAFf
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。965Please respect copyright.PENANAbWYTZrbAQQ
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。965Please respect copyright.PENANAsTEzaH0U6w
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。965Please respect copyright.PENANA3zCevtvGfF
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。965Please respect copyright.PENANAYpBFRIDZXY
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。965Please respect copyright.PENANAOE952i8q8Z
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。965Please respect copyright.PENANAb5tNsCzVMu
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。965Please respect copyright.PENANAwl94gLRfj3
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。965Please respect copyright.PENANAOygAN5GsRo
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。965Please respect copyright.PENANALBbSJNgFpL
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。965Please respect copyright.PENANA9rr3kkjZdf
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAi3J6v8xJvD
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAcJGkU0mhKh
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAmyoxH2wQ09
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAqfqY2uAaga
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAwkTKgk1rT2
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」965Please respect copyright.PENANApGG9YgPiPi
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」965Please respect copyright.PENANApa9ge4JOZL
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAtbktYfKYat
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」965Please respect copyright.PENANArjkg0CuLW9
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」965Please respect copyright.PENANAAuIBaTdaEx
就是這樣,他就收了線。965Please respect copyright.PENANAj5elq31HAG
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。965Please respect copyright.PENANAJCugwYaO5D
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。965Please respect copyright.PENANA2QiGpnOoJ6
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。965Please respect copyright.PENANAoZjbUdg5HN
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。965Please respect copyright.PENANAh0XENmG1qI
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。965Please respect copyright.PENANAQvO57aKKh7
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。965Please respect copyright.PENANA22P3wVqfJQ
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唯獨是他沒有。965Please respect copyright.PENANA8Avt7Sz2zn
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。965Please respect copyright.PENANANaFl1B5fxh
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。965Please respect copyright.PENANAjMfXqWn2Bn
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。965Please respect copyright.PENANA4QlT5UHoRg
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。965Please respect copyright.PENANAeZuoScORmD
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAwT82x5Xsu8
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。965Please respect copyright.PENANA2HBCrdkFS4
他沒有回答我。965Please respect copyright.PENANAognelygl1V
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAPAi8F8s4p3
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAJ00rOzuQOa
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。965Please respect copyright.PENANAtU86yQC3jp
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。965Please respect copyright.PENANA6YeRGH9eEN
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。965Please respect copyright.PENANAmr13Ws6eQF
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。965Please respect copyright.PENANAAfBuyfGHgt
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。965Please respect copyright.PENANAfTO0VTVo2s
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。965Please respect copyright.PENANAzzYP9yINQ7
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今日,我出外吃午餐。965Please respect copyright.PENANATiXThf57Qk
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。965Please respect copyright.PENANAwGjlPuueFr
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。965Please respect copyright.PENANAWdMoV0J6y0
就只剩下那一個卡位。965Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTjZSFH8O
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。965Please respect copyright.PENANAGbBz7uv8VF
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唯獨他拋下一句:965Please respect copyright.PENANAcnHG0Kt5r1
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAQKMfO3YiVS