天亮，上班。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqLfPjOgFF
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擠進人山人海的車廂，心竟是難得的平靜。看著人們專注把玩手中的電子玩物，我心中更覺異常的安全。畢竟，好不容易才能擺脫熟人的注意。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD61E4PdRc
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車廂一如往常，平穩中帶輕微搖晃，教本已帶睡意的乘客更為昏昏欲睡。有些嘴饞的人不理會廣播的呼籲，繼續進食，令人側目。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom25zzyDhW
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSrPlGJ8FE
食物的細碎，像沙子一樣，在人們毫不注意的情況下，悄然掉在地上，再被無意地踏個粉碎。在接著的數個車站，人們再肆意加以踐踏，令碎粉再度粉碎。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHF3DmE4vE
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmajgjavjRK
到站了，我有意無意地繞過人羣，「不經意」踏中那些有數隻小蟻的食物碎粉，心中是一陣少有的快意。幕門關上，我回頭望進車廂，想要看看被我蹂躪過的碎粉，但列車經已開駛。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFUJ7g6yu0
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看不見，罷。
天黑，下班。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Euik7fIy
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPho8DiFX8
身心俱疲。好不容易才與同路的男同事擠進車廂，繼續講上司的壞話。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxadePHa2nT
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVL6HsOgUW
「有蟻。」男同事突然指著快由我鞋面爬到小腿的一隻小螞蟻。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiORLiYL9T
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ6HHyH29L
我呆了。腦海中一片空白。不！有一個很遙遠的身影。那是誰？我看不見……我不想看見……823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAEI7xoXYy
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvflAuxJW8c
「啪」的一聲，男同事一手拍在我的小腿上，那隻螞蟻——扁了。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYAcG1agRC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiX1dkebj0
「沒事了！」他笑了笑，問我：「你很怕小昆蟲？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELnaqKWATF
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyayeb8LAv4
「不，只是怕蟻。」我感覺到，我的唇還在顫抖，但卻仍勉力一笑。
公司，午飯時間。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FZAd10FTT
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nKjZQozZ9
甲小姐正在上網看劇；乙先生在打盹；丙小姐外出吃飯去；丁先生仍在享用他那巨型飯盒；戊小姐……823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAsrMtnVQZ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLQO7wfvvO
看著同事們的百態，我突然覺得自己和他們一樣，都是很渺小的生命體，小得……有點兒……像……螞蟻。這是我最不想要看到的事，尤其是發生在我自己身上。大家營役勞碌，不也是只為求兩餐溫飽嗎？那與盲目求存的螞蟻有何分別？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUISjR6jY6z
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58Rmy2Q7Ph
驀地，我看見一隻螞蟻在我手背上路過，卻沒意識去按扁它。我把手輕輕放在枱面上，讓它自然而然的爬走。看著它在牆角消失，我感到自己也消失了似的。
其實，真正的我只是一隻螞蟻，不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己變成人類，過著那荒唐無稽的生活。那種生活，是有目的的付出，有希望的付出。每天朝著那所謂的「希望」跑，多奢侈！無他，這就是意義。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4IQP8wwA4
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還是……823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJf0p2mWGg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZU1sPHl81
其實，真正的我只是一個渺小的人類。不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己是一隻蟻，過著那種沒頭沒腦的生活。那種生活很乏味，只懂一味尋找食物。無他，這就是生存！
公司，工作。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUcM6WcuGM
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPzzUZqpvR
被上司罵個狗血淋頭。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXbYvznp5f
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyqw4fS7ga
大家心知犯錯的不是我，奈何人是怕事的，只好把我推上斷頭台。事後，一句道歉或安慰也欠奉。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVHoO7BcNM
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBp1RiGI5e
很難過。我只好躲進廁格稍作自我冷靜。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZUFWmv3jg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxSo5sxcTs
剛巧，一隻螞蟻經過廁格。我毫不猶豫一腳踏扁它。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdM1vkJFE5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwOlnYqwqC
快意，笑了。
酒吧，喝酒。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kVUEK968R
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqThrDGejMG
「你不是只怕螞蟻而已嗎？為何現在也怕酒起來？」男同事笑問。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH4UZ4oNRm
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYNSyiaGkj
「其實，我不大好喝酒。」我怯怯的道。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg48R618Be
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtULgG7epkr
「還是……你根本不會喝酒？」他哈哈大笑。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGRLHmeFzv
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj4XMbvD2V
聽著他那豁然開朗開朗的笑聲，我突然變得不大抗拒，乾脆把小杯裡的酒一飲而盡。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf1i2Y9zYe
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MXvFFOc4h
醉倒。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUdyM2y1bl
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWXMPniJwO
迷糊間，我看見男同事以螞蟻姿態爬上我的身體，不停遊走於每吋肌膚。他似乎沒停下來的意欲，想要到它的洞穴去……823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IDThoAYpx
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「上天取走你的一扇門，定會留給你一扇窗。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLBwnHX984
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zzmxwz8VO
今趟，上天留給我一隻螞蟻。我給其取名為「男朋友」。
假期，醫院。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1CxnyZzBV
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjMpTqgxsN
媽就在這間醫院裡。她患了甚麼病，還未明確，因為報告要待下星期才會完成。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1GkziFKA4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwLBQbb3Qm
看見媽的時候，家中各人都是淚眼漣漣，很憂心。這種氣氛令健壯的人也難免感到窒息。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7gVgJJpMf
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaciYIiEYL7
「我覺得……」近幾天，媽的話都變得斷斷續續：「自己……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBioOsv8lr
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IDgq063oO
大家都屏息靜氣，深怕這是她的最後一句話。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncCsboFeoB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4mOd4Un4B
「自己是……一隻螞蟻……」她的聲音，輕如柔絲，但我知道大家都聽得很清楚。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsYW6NPIr7
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc8hSMT42n
死寂。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa50N50duf
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出乎我意料，這竟是她講得最清楚的一句話，不論是肉體還是心靈上。
回家，晚飯。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnr4vUGIhu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN2gj3xNXL
一枱六椅，異常的沉默。電視的聲浪，掩不住大家的咀嚼聲——大家口中的食物似乎比鋼鐵更硬。我裝作不以為意，繼續吃。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmksCGi3GA
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkND8pKQZBR
「很難吃。」爸突然放下筷子：「不如外出吃飯。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7QxBaqSuW
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40PgagAldp
妹放下筷子衝進房內，甩門；姨低下頭來，但她盯著枱上菜餚的怒目卻仍清晰可見；婆呆了，眼眶紅潤；我默默望著對面牆身上一隻偶然經過的螞蟻。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKxzTKvxJ2
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkvffX8GAt
我心想：世界末日來臨後，地球會否只剩下這隻螞蟻？
每次望著媽，心中都生起莫名的感覺。我的腦海裡浮現出一隻螞蟻的模樣，彷彿她根本就是一隻螞蟻。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4dIG19I5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnwjEsq2fz
一隻螞蟻在做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……多可笑！就是因為她是一隻螞蟻，所以我從沒有幫忙做家務的念頭，去減輕她的負擔。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJr5tppHVH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3507dZfiy3
久而久之，我每次一見到她，便會掉頭走。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxwZGxDjab
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOmU2hSDwv
但我知道，我永沒能走遠。
男友家，床上。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRDb10TX58
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdtmHIiK7R
前奏後，男友進入極度興奮狀態，沒注意到我正在放空自己。在他還在我身上冒汗之時，我的思緒又飛往遙遠的他方去了——産房。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4TSOxahz3
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbIUtLiegf
産房內有一張床，床上有一隻非常細小的蟻后。她痛得不得了，是産婦們口中的十級痛楚。那表示，她要生産了。不消一會，整張床上都是幼蟻，恐怖非常。但她的身體卻沒停止的意識。現在幼蟻已攻陷整個産房、整間醫院、整個世界。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPu3dKzkCP
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEXimWzNqG
我驚恐萬分之際，耳邊傳來蟻后的淒怨聲音：「他朝君體也相同！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemCBqj5bhS
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6reWsdowV
床上的我驚叫。男友以為我也感到興奮，於是更用力……
舊生聚會，內地某酒家。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJZeOb0e0s
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j8Gn0MSlP
說也奇怪，舊生聚會竟會選擇在內地舉行。聽聞是聚會發起人的主意，說會給我們驚喜。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhD410SL7s
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eGh1tgmhv
「蟻宴？」我呆了，但逃不了。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUDT2GOAHu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbGKoZ5qf0
「你有收看《天與地》嗎？」舊生甲吃一口紅蟻炒蛋。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdwtoEXmXj
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmNfi9MPCV
「有。人吃人那幕很震撼！」乙滿口黑蟻殘肢。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEJGbhX1I1
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKDwilokub
「結局何如？」丙一口氣喝下半碗白蟻湯。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh2pORjAG5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P7sVfPfzX
「沒好下場！」丁邊說邊給我一碗黃蟻糖水。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8GIP71UJ6
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnbubbAV4J
「對！沒好下場！」我在心裡重覆著，衝到洗手間嘔吐大作。
男友有很多恐怖的寵物：蛇、蜥蝪、蜘蛛……每次做愛時，他都會放一些寵物在床邊，以增加他的性趣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rzc3h6m8f
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8BvZEVcKn
今趟，床邊竟無任何寵物的蹤影。我暗喜。完事後，我不經意的問道：「你的寵物呢？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjGgY2A3Yl
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWqiDHI7f4
「在你體內。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvXVJexT9i
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsddtHsOIEi
「甚麼？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9g37WKzEs
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdbx6JcvNF
「蟻。」
有一隻螞蟻住在我心內。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEqBfAo5fe
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m33Tiqdxy
它平常會做甚麼？做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……嗯，它會做的事真的很多，但從沒理會過我的感受。它憑甚麼闖進我的心、我的生活！它最好立刻消失！823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5381UHryb
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEdFXxB0vv
結果，我生命中其中一隻螞蟻真的消失了。我依稀記得它的名字是「媽」。
靈堂上，我一再向來賓欠身鞠躬。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG5oLeV2sZ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRkkUXq0ZA
「她真的死了嗎？」某君的聲音傳到我耳邊，但我心知那不是靈堂裡的人。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf66MIVqyGa
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb3oYAdLw9
「誰？」另一聲音反問。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7shfYMfzy
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA5LfBe8Gl
「二九三號表妹。」某君不耐煩的道：「她……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6CoVsCov2
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqtGU6fmUr
靜。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2AEPAl5mC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Yhr8nB1l
我回過神來，低頭一看——我剛不經意踏扁兩隻小蟻。
我：「我的耳朵有毛病嗎？為何會聽到螞蟻講話？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSQZ8F2Cuc
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pgDq9vNGj
醫：「不。是你的壓力過大，導致有幻聽。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXq79yPCzI
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvkTdyTx65
我：「我有精神病？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWcFKYB23D
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYAdFgBlGT
醫：「是情緒病。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Lb38esgv
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYD9cTddFb
我：「怎麼辦？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthSZdOKpbv
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlgJnNeMm4
醫：「我會處方一些藥物，你要按時服用；另外，你也要多休息……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq0UHZiEAe
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo1zxIr90K
我：「謝謝醫生。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbBuZG9fAQ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBxBCKko81
醫：「不用謝。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTt14qlZqq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSVESYoVlk
離開診所時，我回頭望一望地上的廣告牌——「馬義專科」。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUc4Page5V
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KUgwI3hY0
不，我走近細看，是「虫馬虫義」專科。
總覺得體內有東西在蠶食著我。是蟻？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmxk4qiGxE
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWMFXgYTv1
醫生替我作身體檢查，一切正常；823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEBPoAASbB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvMGrj4iiy
男友向我解釋，螞蟻之說，純粹幽默；823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPXl5IUovj
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「真的有蟻在我體內！」我尖叫，奪門而出，從天台一躍而下，肝腦塗地。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zp1jlOVqQ
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臨死前，我看見那東西了——不是蟻，是……
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