天亮，上班。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQpGC3pzqQ
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擠進人山人海的車廂，心竟是難得的平靜。看著人們專注把玩手中的電子玩物，我心中更覺異常的安全。畢竟，好不容易才能擺脫熟人的注意。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenPidbyFhC
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車廂一如往常，平穩中帶輕微搖晃，教本已帶睡意的乘客更為昏昏欲睡。有些嘴饞的人不理會廣播的呼籲，繼續進食，令人側目。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBibVoLsEu
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtGI8w5w5e
食物的細碎，像沙子一樣，在人們毫不注意的情況下，悄然掉在地上，再被無意地踏個粉碎。在接著的數個車站，人們再肆意加以踐踏，令碎粉再度粉碎。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZqbsgatny
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到站了，我有意無意地繞過人羣，「不經意」踏中那些有數隻小蟻的食物碎粉，心中是一陣少有的快意。幕門關上，我回頭望進車廂，想要看看被我蹂躪過的碎粉，但列車經已開駛。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx7sySfMHf
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uWaeVY3ZH
看不見，罷。
天黑，下班。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcDix7K0sD
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bri26mkqd
身心俱疲。好不容易才與同路的男同事擠進車廂，繼續講上司的壞話。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa24fCr484
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7iWzpuwwT
「有蟻。」男同事突然指著快由我鞋面爬到小腿的一隻小螞蟻。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7VOpehStG
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXSSeSel1a
我呆了。腦海中一片空白。不！有一個很遙遠的身影。那是誰？我看不見……我不想看見……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRqM4DkLqx
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVqT2vZtM4
「啪」的一聲，男同事一手拍在我的小腿上，那隻螞蟻——扁了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD4JpbcYfN
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPiKZ6lFXA
「沒事了！」他笑了笑，問我：「你很怕小昆蟲？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xyKNlTo6c
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC0H6DjdjG
「不，只是怕蟻。」我感覺到，我的唇還在顫抖，但卻仍勉力一笑。
公司，午飯時間。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm1riXurkQ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGtoXdZrAi
甲小姐正在上網看劇；乙先生在打盹；丙小姐外出吃飯去；丁先生仍在享用他那巨型飯盒；戊小姐……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtNlpZcQlj
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUchIDe2fb
看著同事們的百態，我突然覺得自己和他們一樣，都是很渺小的生命體，小得……有點兒……像……螞蟻。這是我最不想要看到的事，尤其是發生在我自己身上。大家營役勞碌，不也是只為求兩餐溫飽嗎？那與盲目求存的螞蟻有何分別？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSEdx7FgT0
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfgZAl5qbW
驀地，我看見一隻螞蟻在我手背上路過，卻沒意識去按扁它。我把手輕輕放在枱面上，讓它自然而然的爬走。看著它在牆角消失，我感到自己也消失了似的。
其實，真正的我只是一隻螞蟻，不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己變成人類，過著那荒唐無稽的生活。那種生活，是有目的的付出，有希望的付出。每天朝著那所謂的「希望」跑，多奢侈！無他，這就是意義。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1oIAUhcIC
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTFlOcoe4G
還是……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIqhTifPPz
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1VNsCuqn3
其實，真正的我只是一個渺小的人類。不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己是一隻蟻，過著那種沒頭沒腦的生活。那種生活很乏味，只懂一味尋找食物。無他，這就是生存！
公司，工作。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QxGZSqbkc
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5daTrzlnr
被上司罵個狗血淋頭。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC7jMFE46o
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpF2fxLvmf
大家心知犯錯的不是我，奈何人是怕事的，只好把我推上斷頭台。事後，一句道歉或安慰也欠奉。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NToTQgoI9
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw5gPNIcPc
很難過。我只好躲進廁格稍作自我冷靜。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZedhdo5brw
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMePzpnWb2N
剛巧，一隻螞蟻經過廁格。我毫不猶豫一腳踏扁它。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHSvzXxuOb
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRJTxwcgeP
快意，笑了。
酒吧，喝酒。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiQNGO7SWJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII79m8booA
「你不是只怕螞蟻而已嗎？為何現在也怕酒起來？」男同事笑問。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbBisyqQZ6
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Iw50mAPOB
「其實，我不大好喝酒。」我怯怯的道。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt60RP46Be
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTanJtRM05B
「還是……你根本不會喝酒？」他哈哈大笑。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrBXqOLqat
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZbOnzb9kc
聽著他那豁然開朗開朗的笑聲，我突然變得不大抗拒，乾脆把小杯裡的酒一飲而盡。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX0J5RNMRP
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOuZAsJtrM
醉倒。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4pbnX6gnU
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedKn1XbjGM
迷糊間，我看見男同事以螞蟻姿態爬上我的身體，不停遊走於每吋肌膚。他似乎沒停下來的意欲，想要到它的洞穴去……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0xy2BmK8r
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvywpDsj8Fp
「上天取走你的一扇門，定會留給你一扇窗。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRyCjy4AWf
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TQvJwp9TS
今趟，上天留給我一隻螞蟻。我給其取名為「男朋友」。
假期，醫院。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbpfYLaFtt
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr3uDmHcmS
媽就在這間醫院裡。她患了甚麼病，還未明確，因為報告要待下星期才會完成。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvJSUayHaJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAeDoNg9Td
看見媽的時候，家中各人都是淚眼漣漣，很憂心。這種氣氛令健壯的人也難免感到窒息。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbktrn330k
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypywm8JMFM
「我覺得……」近幾天，媽的話都變得斷斷續續：「自己……」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkbSCJXi5A
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sVs1P6QwH
大家都屏息靜氣，深怕這是她的最後一句話。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv4y83Erah
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8BzDAz15k
「自己是……一隻螞蟻……」她的聲音，輕如柔絲，但我知道大家都聽得很清楚。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLfMpqcx2B
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3NGj3vx9Y
死寂。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyB6nTEwwg
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx2TpylAuk
出乎我意料，這竟是她講得最清楚的一句話，不論是肉體還是心靈上。
回家，晚飯。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMvZpoHt4P
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuSm66dpHq
一枱六椅，異常的沉默。電視的聲浪，掩不住大家的咀嚼聲——大家口中的食物似乎比鋼鐵更硬。我裝作不以為意，繼續吃。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHTMh77qoJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5W5UF6xRB
「很難吃。」爸突然放下筷子：「不如外出吃飯。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbXhDZoJs8
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsd9CTiwgQ
妹放下筷子衝進房內，甩門；姨低下頭來，但她盯著枱上菜餚的怒目卻仍清晰可見；婆呆了，眼眶紅潤；我默默望著對面牆身上一隻偶然經過的螞蟻。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0mrZAIgnS
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPwJrBYdbO
我心想：世界末日來臨後，地球會否只剩下這隻螞蟻？
每次望著媽，心中都生起莫名的感覺。我的腦海裡浮現出一隻螞蟻的模樣，彷彿她根本就是一隻螞蟻。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhrC5iC7Py
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C08B8fCoo
一隻螞蟻在做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……多可笑！就是因為她是一隻螞蟻，所以我從沒有幫忙做家務的念頭，去減輕她的負擔。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRcCvYzjkd
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqpX8Lddba
久而久之，我每次一見到她，便會掉頭走。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEZXttC9y4
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69MRko2Bxh
但我知道，我永沒能走遠。
男友家，床上。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiRvb5S5yW
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRkm8buiH2
前奏後，男友進入極度興奮狀態，沒注意到我正在放空自己。在他還在我身上冒汗之時，我的思緒又飛往遙遠的他方去了——産房。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCXaGt2v5e
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqLaUs9FfY
産房內有一張床，床上有一隻非常細小的蟻后。她痛得不得了，是産婦們口中的十級痛楚。那表示，她要生産了。不消一會，整張床上都是幼蟻，恐怖非常。但她的身體卻沒停止的意識。現在幼蟻已攻陷整個産房、整間醫院、整個世界。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQhvh336CW
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtrGQnw1xD
我驚恐萬分之際，耳邊傳來蟻后的淒怨聲音：「他朝君體也相同！」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLSo8PO1FN
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nd91VyaXJ
床上的我驚叫。男友以為我也感到興奮，於是更用力……
舊生聚會，內地某酒家。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT4NxufJPk
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhyy3vHKTV
說也奇怪，舊生聚會竟會選擇在內地舉行。聽聞是聚會發起人的主意，說會給我們驚喜。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NoG5gE1P7
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCyx8aeBmv
「蟻宴？」我呆了，但逃不了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklL1Dygu5r
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jlHfoFJHd
「你有收看《天與地》嗎？」舊生甲吃一口紅蟻炒蛋。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmcZtU5qT9
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1vIo11rH3
「有。人吃人那幕很震撼！」乙滿口黑蟻殘肢。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kj5XF2IhX
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSybKJXJx3
「結局何如？」丙一口氣喝下半碗白蟻湯。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O2pOiLw9g
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXKzJEClsj
「沒好下場！」丁邊說邊給我一碗黃蟻糖水。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkbwQCnLDD
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTUMbWC7g0
「對！沒好下場！」我在心裡重覆著，衝到洗手間嘔吐大作。
男友有很多恐怖的寵物：蛇、蜥蝪、蜘蛛……每次做愛時，他都會放一些寵物在床邊，以增加他的性趣。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByPnbu57cN
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u86f1HTb8
今趟，床邊竟無任何寵物的蹤影。我暗喜。完事後，我不經意的問道：「你的寵物呢？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj407PfqDAo
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjUCO11kqC
「在你體內。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUaAyKShrJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv61tEruMvf
「甚麼？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri0BteYFjU
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQN0uZLrp6
「蟻。」
有一隻螞蟻住在我心內。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1PkoSZf0A
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N7MygqSde
它平常會做甚麼？做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……嗯，它會做的事真的很多，但從沒理會過我的感受。它憑甚麼闖進我的心、我的生活！它最好立刻消失！872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcCMS1swMg
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOxG3kwe6K
結果，我生命中其中一隻螞蟻真的消失了。我依稀記得它的名字是「媽」。
靈堂上，我一再向來賓欠身鞠躬。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNcB3CgKbK
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtsEQiOsj0
「她真的死了嗎？」某君的聲音傳到我耳邊，但我心知那不是靈堂裡的人。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqykfes2pmV
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUai7uoaPij
「誰？」另一聲音反問。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65GnWPhdoB
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxT9ZJOZZL
「二九三號表妹。」某君不耐煩的道：「她……」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSstKruoPi
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIGXM0EM0c
靜。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxrK3KJZLR
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYH5W3V15b
我回過神來，低頭一看——我剛不經意踏扁兩隻小蟻。
我：「我的耳朵有毛病嗎？為何會聽到螞蟻講話？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkBlxmV1xC
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46bUVMtMPQ
醫：「不。是你的壓力過大，導致有幻聽。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjxLh5uozw
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXMOQ6RiLP
我：「我有精神病？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xYusdu3Ji
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDLN784nYp
醫：「是情緒病。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooQosUnxOX
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h0TUXYypY
我：「怎麼辦？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN9BK8zCAd
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKfRe7AkaY
醫：「我會處方一些藥物，你要按時服用；另外，你也要多休息……」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiIgIvLA15
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9US0MTeiMK
我：「謝謝醫生。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcOpBnESDU
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSlfQIkGwT
醫：「不用謝。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOHRYFnLAW
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobG7MYQd6d
離開診所時，我回頭望一望地上的廣告牌——「馬義專科」。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5Nw2wbp2x
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWAUcOHS7x
不，我走近細看，是「虫馬虫義」專科。
總覺得體內有東西在蠶食著我。是蟻？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpG5Jhs7q6
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZksuILYLjX
醫生替我作身體檢查，一切正常；872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y5vNz9ctN
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36kgsoOwpq
男友向我解釋，螞蟻之說，純粹幽默；872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1pvbgoCjB
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJWnAW7uk2
同事都勸我休息，減少工作量；872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN128Zoh3IS
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7CHTH0cZ7
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臨死前，我看見那東西了——不是蟻，是……
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