天亮，上班。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCsxI3aGVL
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擠進人山人海的車廂，心竟是難得的平靜。看著人們專注把玩手中的電子玩物，我心中更覺異常的安全。畢竟，好不容易才能擺脫熟人的注意。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nAyf1PGze
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車廂一如往常，平穩中帶輕微搖晃，教本已帶睡意的乘客更為昏昏欲睡。有些嘴饞的人不理會廣播的呼籲，繼續進食，令人側目。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q163YKgE3
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食物的細碎，像沙子一樣，在人們毫不注意的情況下，悄然掉在地上，再被無意地踏個粉碎。在接著的數個車站，人們再肆意加以踐踏，令碎粉再度粉碎。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJeKaXHDaK
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到站了，我有意無意地繞過人羣，「不經意」踏中那些有數隻小蟻的食物碎粉，心中是一陣少有的快意。幕門關上，我回頭望進車廂，想要看看被我蹂躪過的碎粉，但列車經已開駛。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkTe0EG7DH
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看不見，罷。
天黑，下班。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRCJS8DbWz
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身心俱疲。好不容易才與同路的男同事擠進車廂，繼續講上司的壞話。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpymxvr0Cg
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「有蟻。」男同事突然指著快由我鞋面爬到小腿的一隻小螞蟻。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0m8cuwmIl
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我呆了。腦海中一片空白。不！有一個很遙遠的身影。那是誰？我看不見……我不想看見……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTSZ476G2E
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「啪」的一聲，男同事一手拍在我的小腿上，那隻螞蟻——扁了。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdpa8knSk9
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「沒事了！」他笑了笑，問我：「你很怕小昆蟲？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxotU87V8gQ
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFerrUUfr5G
「不，只是怕蟻。」我感覺到，我的唇還在顫抖，但卻仍勉力一笑。
公司，午飯時間。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxdJWSsMgk
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甲小姐正在上網看劇；乙先生在打盹；丙小姐外出吃飯去；丁先生仍在享用他那巨型飯盒；戊小姐……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHUF1Sb9qr
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyJnQ584M8
看著同事們的百態，我突然覺得自己和他們一樣，都是很渺小的生命體，小得……有點兒……像……螞蟻。這是我最不想要看到的事，尤其是發生在我自己身上。大家營役勞碌，不也是只為求兩餐溫飽嗎？那與盲目求存的螞蟻有何分別？989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFec7McHbc
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驀地，我看見一隻螞蟻在我手背上路過，卻沒意識去按扁它。我把手輕輕放在枱面上，讓它自然而然的爬走。看著它在牆角消失，我感到自己也消失了似的。
其實，真正的我只是一隻螞蟻，不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己變成人類，過著那荒唐無稽的生活。那種生活，是有目的的付出，有希望的付出。每天朝著那所謂的「希望」跑，多奢侈！無他，這就是意義。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG6PT1UmC1
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還是……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y2dzNe6pm
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其實，真正的我只是一個渺小的人類。不過會偶爾做白日夢，幻想自己是一隻蟻，過著那種沒頭沒腦的生活。那種生活很乏味，只懂一味尋找食物。無他，這就是生存！
公司，工作。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IR9d5QH2g
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被上司罵個狗血淋頭。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qG4j2DDee
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大家心知犯錯的不是我，奈何人是怕事的，只好把我推上斷頭台。事後，一句道歉或安慰也欠奉。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep9yXGCMuu
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很難過。我只好躲進廁格稍作自我冷靜。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mKLXLLw8A
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT2avynzqK
剛巧，一隻螞蟻經過廁格。我毫不猶豫一腳踏扁它。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgY9rXY5UW
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快意，笑了。
酒吧，喝酒。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaorOrA55Gh
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「你不是只怕螞蟻而已嗎？為何現在也怕酒起來？」男同事笑問。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHnGNAEIZj
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGS3BpKIGE
「其實，我不大好喝酒。」我怯怯的道。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEyA0E4EVW
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「還是……你根本不會喝酒？」他哈哈大笑。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOCn7a8Lfc
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聽著他那豁然開朗開朗的笑聲，我突然變得不大抗拒，乾脆把小杯裡的酒一飲而盡。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MaGhqz0gU
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRuwAUbY3M
醉倒。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VqwX5rKof
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迷糊間，我看見男同事以螞蟻姿態爬上我的身體，不停遊走於每吋肌膚。他似乎沒停下來的意欲，想要到它的洞穴去……989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoNDtGFzwi
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「上天取走你的一扇門，定會留給你一扇窗。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClusWnxSoh
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aKxfUvidw
今趟，上天留給我一隻螞蟻。我給其取名為「男朋友」。
假期，醫院。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NjAZOiANR
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC19fyd9F6
媽就在這間醫院裡。她患了甚麼病，還未明確，因為報告要待下星期才會完成。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6whIdomw6
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看見媽的時候，家中各人都是淚眼漣漣，很憂心。這種氣氛令健壯的人也難免感到窒息。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzhTA8BCET
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOgs5oQGc8
「我覺得……」近幾天，媽的話都變得斷斷續續：「自己……」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhLJw43qn5
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcOCZyFJIP
大家都屏息靜氣，深怕這是她的最後一句話。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo78mNigJN
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqepoInwa7
「自己是……一隻螞蟻……」她的聲音，輕如柔絲，但我知道大家都聽得很清楚。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUUyhy3Zu5
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死寂。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5Zasf4S2p
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出乎我意料，這竟是她講得最清楚的一句話，不論是肉體還是心靈上。
回家，晚飯。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmebOUVKx3X
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一枱六椅，異常的沉默。電視的聲浪，掩不住大家的咀嚼聲——大家口中的食物似乎比鋼鐵更硬。我裝作不以為意，繼續吃。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK5RWVwCuG
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JfDFS4Pfy
「很難吃。」爸突然放下筷子：「不如外出吃飯。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CouWCI3rU
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48Aa1tnoPI
妹放下筷子衝進房內，甩門；姨低下頭來，但她盯著枱上菜餚的怒目卻仍清晰可見；婆呆了，眼眶紅潤；我默默望著對面牆身上一隻偶然經過的螞蟻。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLJ4Tro3b0
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpN4C6RDN5
我心想：世界末日來臨後，地球會否只剩下這隻螞蟻？
每次望著媽，心中都生起莫名的感覺。我的腦海裡浮現出一隻螞蟻的模樣，彷彿她根本就是一隻螞蟻。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb54l4dH83k
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnP9ZD9eNT
一隻螞蟻在做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……多可笑！就是因為她是一隻螞蟻，所以我從沒有幫忙做家務的念頭，去減輕她的負擔。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJU26gvIfP
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXuvRVQzjC
久而久之，我每次一見到她，便會掉頭走。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5fkCbis35
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但我知道，我永沒能走遠。
男友家，床上。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MGI10XbsS
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前奏後，男友進入極度興奮狀態，沒注意到我正在放空自己。在他還在我身上冒汗之時，我的思緒又飛往遙遠的他方去了——産房。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1oSf53uRf
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu9bC4lIr3
産房內有一張床，床上有一隻非常細小的蟻后。她痛得不得了，是産婦們口中的十級痛楚。那表示，她要生産了。不消一會，整張床上都是幼蟻，恐怖非常。但她的身體卻沒停止的意識。現在幼蟻已攻陷整個産房、整間醫院、整個世界。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzmEdTiAJK
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3yZ8YaVAj
我驚恐萬分之際，耳邊傳來蟻后的淒怨聲音：「他朝君體也相同！」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUCrkh3c4
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAnAfPsGOX
床上的我驚叫。男友以為我也感到興奮，於是更用力……
舊生聚會，內地某酒家。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DdfzUVkA4
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzhHP5X3x0
說也奇怪，舊生聚會竟會選擇在內地舉行。聽聞是聚會發起人的主意，說會給我們驚喜。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKNIMlpCp2
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「蟻宴？」我呆了，但逃不了。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBX4qdEsvG
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsGwajeFot
「你有收看《天與地》嗎？」舊生甲吃一口紅蟻炒蛋。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡootG48gFO1
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwjRvbwlUh
「有。人吃人那幕很震撼！」乙滿口黑蟻殘肢。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQvWEySSMe
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM60rW8tiAo
「結局何如？」丙一口氣喝下半碗白蟻湯。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwZX8fVDkp
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj4EtMBEoL
「沒好下場！」丁邊說邊給我一碗黃蟻糖水。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKebiNiPMT
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWcbpSUAuZ
「對！沒好下場！」我在心裡重覆著，衝到洗手間嘔吐大作。
男友有很多恐怖的寵物：蛇、蜥蝪、蜘蛛……每次做愛時，他都會放一些寵物在床邊，以增加他的性趣。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC9b4VUmtC
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNPmphmvc3
今趟，床邊竟無任何寵物的蹤影。我暗喜。完事後，我不經意的問道：「你的寵物呢？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV5OfPzNFP
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「在你體內。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyXzUM1Coa
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「甚麼？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLMmpS0npY
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「蟻。」
有一隻螞蟻住在我心內。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8WIVf3hgi
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8kyESMofB
它平常會做甚麼？做菜煮飯、洗衣拖地、燙衫抹窗……嗯，它會做的事真的很多，但從沒理會過我的感受。它憑甚麼闖進我的心、我的生活！它最好立刻消失！989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreTqAizXJv
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QMglzlECw
結果，我生命中其中一隻螞蟻真的消失了。我依稀記得它的名字是「媽」。
靈堂上，我一再向來賓欠身鞠躬。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINfeM3t9iB
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9UQz3zZ8u
「她真的死了嗎？」某君的聲音傳到我耳邊，但我心知那不是靈堂裡的人。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZUd9ZBt2z
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGpGjleCF0
「誰？」另一聲音反問。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0lLEEIpa6
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAliew1G9q
「二九三號表妹。」某君不耐煩的道：「她……」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wd3aM83zY
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靜。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbquHBokjDN
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我回過神來，低頭一看——我剛不經意踏扁兩隻小蟻。
我：「我的耳朵有毛病嗎？為何會聽到螞蟻講話？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUaovgne2L
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Afl1tT8r
醫：「不。是你的壓力過大，導致有幻聽。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ7yaNqezJ
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB63eTBnvu
我：「我有精神病？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K7jZmwEVO
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIXdt0dz2l
醫：「是情緒病。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTkdYoH6wU
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我：「怎麼辦？」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V9GTV2jh8
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjzmTjSIWN
醫：「我會處方一些藥物，你要按時服用；另外，你也要多休息……」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoomlaltpSL
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RtjXgm1kH
我：「謝謝醫生。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUo0hotjfg
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d1kbUClyx
醫：「不用謝。」989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNyzmUCJGO
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離開診所時，我回頭望一望地上的廣告牌——「馬義專科」。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr8r9EsFex
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HxTfmjJtb
不，我走近細看，是「虫馬虫義」專科。
總覺得體內有東西在蠶食著我。是蟻？989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVnSn2coSO
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaBMEZsZP8
醫生替我作身體檢查，一切正常；989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5on0jvLku
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TVRftqa2t
男友向我解釋，螞蟻之說，純粹幽默；989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64qDJG9kJC
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同事都勸我休息，減少工作量；989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VE58OvfsA
989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwV2oO5nHN
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「真的有蟻在我體內！」我尖叫，奪門而出，從天台一躍而下，肝腦塗地。989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDVQ0L57hu
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臨死前，我看見那東西了——不是蟻，是……
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