家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39l03J0qu6
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iX9JR2031
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1M5FjZEkf
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbtOTZqhJu
日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGixvswQlcv
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1liz0a86Z
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IGMaWDc3N
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqckAoRZa5l
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBarVyb2ZZ1
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjHjiBOOxO
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV3lJwihpI
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkFc8a8Fo6
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV1O3HoHwV
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW8FS1wWEl
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZA6G5AZXY
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc32z3N139
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ5j5kfgGc
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypF2cWNVcj
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t4w5QXu8E
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOsKLN4FBE
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd72hOFntw
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgB6yu20dj
家宜沉默了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Op9i9j4j
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs7OlNLCrs
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN07BbLKOci
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYBxIGuhst
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3UyibfcFx
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XVfKoRDq
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDIZOI0EKQ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46m4Wg1tV6
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcs1W1Nmbu
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsCngAeGr4
有人說她成熟了，進步了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy0geSPvHk
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENbsEQ021I
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOG6TpxQMC
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qWMNMXz4H
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxaNVSI96l
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiV7Y8FIYo
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ObLzJCwkv
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsngktQxkA3
還是向現實低頭好了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm3Gy2T6MR
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaqXgM5sig
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uws9xdhb8
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMO5jek4iX
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnwKtyiCDI
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4EKAlE6mq
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiB2vVe3Ir
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFvvUVV6Tr
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspF1x6rA5V
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ7yVeFYHc
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sGmHQmX71
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuTVQhDOSm
家宜沒答話。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWIQZi0uUw
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP33rCToC2B
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8sWgoJ1t3
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR1lYwpTyQ
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyfvrwpm6H
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9nMOZpPXY
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwthSEZSSZA
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30IgectI3O
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRQXVlGkVJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbguHYPdeB
當初…872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdAzFajOjg
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8QQLVhW0B
整個晚上，媽一言不發。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnRphXbcg1
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDL0DO4HYV
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJt7gFodeX
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62FFKhUlvT
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKq6wxuT0R
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq21ZsZps8z
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37vYqyhSm2
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMsUv03qMU
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdbClyNOEs
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmqH4QKqCp
根本不是她的錯！872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVg4slRD0B
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQkxZYu0zZ
但道歉可保住一椿生意…872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRDhqm1HcM
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0pNYyessD
卻扭曲了自己…872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwpKo4orRg
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmTReFOMuI
值得嗎？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyqaDnDiFo
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aJjixHFCO
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2joeEuXJD
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUjLjQsmnG
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUl4uF2GDg
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQDHsDz8mb
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93kwgGFs1H
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71l1goDsd8
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYulsa7Q6J
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK35k3Y4lK
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7Jk7eid77
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ12zEhDook
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP7KT8VjvN
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVkXBcxi5o
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5eQFjOEL5
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJgG07ShDz
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabF4KBnD94
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduGiOx9fiy
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh0bUxTl6p
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1eClF9yUJ
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGViRRGz7k
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho3GqReQ2D
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnqVGSGeeA
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIQwBSuTLu
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHO2wMY0eI
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT8IT4kjb7
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNzhRcZbEx
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu3N15ZLYB
不管了，先遞信吧！872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0lk8jbFgc
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK8K1qbqbV
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YcF7Ft07g
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZohS1THc5
家宜呆了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGs87l7faL
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVvFfB8Up3
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiRKwkuU1r
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bNfMMLHdq
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUYQKr9G5Q
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetqEClItIK
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsGZuOip17
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30nrP0kqu8
這是…放棄了嗎？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkb96Tlkuy
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXYQbnPa4Y
家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPjbijjLKJ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuT6EEKt4n
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlISm15NpE
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGvn2owo8f
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjPg15n3nR
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2XiGPwPaR
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIKC6bff06
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaDzNWLOuG
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDY7od03sQ
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwealqMXflE
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYSSyuJWyb
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkbiHaM6Eo
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnB8MFFu1u
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXea3rjYeyd
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qBPFWrBsA
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU7JgT7yMg
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn07j9UZuCu
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaGcIKlumt
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJzqt6F5zz
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hsKDYDk2a
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nNNtzNvMz
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVgLcVTw21
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrodLPPctC
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1X3rPwvdV
欲哭無淚。
然後按「加至主畫面」