家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8vfVBAWau
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和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYQKWCRPQI
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日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbacYehLHwC
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ZNE41CG9
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU4DyoXzpw
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsvcO6bqgg
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hZdUM1pwc
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSoEQ3Sa0Z
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS9ZgZ2Lva
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAkvEbZveg
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpIff6ITFR
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q9dSnJA8F
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUb7v6R1hf
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHLwX4p35p
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzUGI67Icx
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5huivv9Kh
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1xfcwsWnU
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaJfW4Cbfo
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNlhu2JP0d
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPitF0MAm3p
家宜沉默了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dZQclYKZB
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvWtKZz2Jr
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb2mBejP1a
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這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WA7ImjSpv
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1OSpvzSy9
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLqtG6MJ7H
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEmj9yS8NO
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe21o1777UN
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwn8y5qC74
有人說她成熟了，進步了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxTqo3M5CN
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK9EreneWM
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0F9v3BVs8
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMYXK18cdj
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2RoyYPYCW
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDQfSvdHeY
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kr7FYeMAd
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4Fw0h8BgY
還是向現實低頭好了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2G8m5ABSe
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vRiy1EUS9
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVmsHw3541
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTYTxYBQaO
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYduJh6gcH
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcCzG0l5fV
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOes4YJPix
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOz0Tc6fdU
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZZr29rLPd
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLcC4Owez0
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YNu41m8SJ
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7eVoyjsci
家宜沒答話。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalKKU3C19H
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9TiKVEF3G
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm2dj3g7Wr
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsewZRwDPS
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX9NRSPdIp
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8qSJDNkT7
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjlDwjnQVp
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lU8w3hjgH
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmek5RSf4Oo
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhVi9L9fQX
當初…799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrddXEuubjU
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDlD8bDCJN
整個晚上，媽一言不發。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5G8OzWfJy
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K2v1uuCYu
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0p79x7msN
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQkgm7VSD5
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6cUku3WXT
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWZSp4NzLk
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T0H3wkO5n
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K2hHXyZhF
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffkROzFxdu
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDysmrber5D
根本不是她的錯！799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpnHiucZo0
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但道歉可保住一椿生意…799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2GX4DUU0M
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卻扭曲了自己…799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwjdfYYtzo
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值得嗎？799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvuSKj91U7
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIsrqH87jB
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0y2F9CttM
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1veEZBfIg
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMTEPQsd4v
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwRcSHwbOF
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtzeGqLQ4D
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRqmXMSznt
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFkqYbfdBV
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEabGQKsNYl
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimhccZM9Sf
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeBPiepdc7
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ny8ThxtRr
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV2j2eOXM7
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4n3z6RVEj
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKbo1Pz1YW
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMDkOuvXSd
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg282mGhL3
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp24PabguY
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dYBwNYzOS
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHISrOQJ0Ua
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPQo653XfM
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hr7pzEuEh
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dJCaJYZOV
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtVaCAFPCV
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vfeFpBszk
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrbmQKxBPa
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UA3GAuDOK
不管了，先遞信吧！799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kr6uOiBuQ
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8HiWf8RpQ
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrFQp7Nb1W
家宜呆了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdVHoYCqbL
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYvjJWwft8
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHvPSPe60b
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPbpLv0SvE
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tKZBMb8FE
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEyOE6Aau4
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0kAp4GXec
這是…放棄了嗎？799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGuceDM3NU
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuDLtFsqoF
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKToOgqyaA2
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobh4KK2058
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5geP5I2EK
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2SFQSaW8j
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU4zzaeTPB
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXILXuLEUH
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utT7gzAFY
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWP542Iq2l
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE6YneNvoT
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkccaGfUms6
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTtkCmSoIR
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQweeRzuXRp
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2g2wYRHjX
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHv5DG53Ho
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgfu2auDcI
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SahWmotMn
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媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbH5bt4dWf
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiQimYgm6G
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEYUyj8cfC
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGor3Az8pe3
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN7SJJPwhl
799Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG04gYDNU8
欲哭無淚。
然後按「加至主畫面」