家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnKuNz6xyo
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和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFOkPwgFMe
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日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRH2EL7VYB
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXj7BpEnKw
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqNrwRK319
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAaf0wiCl9
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7aextp3DI
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面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg1sfUDAWW
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJhtoxC0VE
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6KwZpXeSM
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tHqSV3LGJ
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMIQCoTogX
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvvwkQqhDI
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVh5l0Bkiz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nTFvjJsqg
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNHTW8THoK
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8i5w3DLtR
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FHIHoCpon
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家宜沉默了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKygCm0UmbX
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIpYphaYQC
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxqEwH534p
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9e7J7cFfd
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Mnq5L7VC
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnirHBXa4u
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSMcPNqT1P
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9kbA6HoJM
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B5cSmEvbx
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuwM1RjWA9
有人說她成熟了，進步了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNUtRzv3Sb
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9nv29bI60
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKlV3OJERF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp73eQbbhC
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhBVWirNIa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW5zgMliY7
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn9bBmV2wN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXwRWJ8ZVr
還是向現實低頭好了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WXIdkvFOb
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83jHQEAYBn
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UJNU8QxAa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpJ090hqx6
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnd93YFlkR
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2nwKfaQ5b
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvMOsdqBiw
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWemkR8wxtY
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiUSSjFFMv
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MOrBGtwxE
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMauwUJMWa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pHdCuJnca
家宜沒答話。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVHVMncm1r
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CrJtMmcZm
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGooAVCcnA
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmRPspq6xx
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UTeVhlPbI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyJWqw4zyS
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8rkLVDxOq
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwB1ynexqi
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLIKmnM3bP
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1vhdRqVo2
當初…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIgUfp4md6
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiSo6aREya
整個晚上，媽一言不發。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCgGr3aXFx
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94PXzybcQM
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvPrht9X2t
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfik4bdIghd
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIbIwp3EFA
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsa7g9js0O
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQy3PXxhwX
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG179N24ZUl
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBMyMyiEzG
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQsKd0c0LN
根本不是她的錯！797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXIWmQnQlh
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8WGDe1ZM0
但道歉可保住一椿生意…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cF5xvq56A
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys0PFzzQRk
卻扭曲了自己…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6lpGcmeo5
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi1Ze5NyEj
值得嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDPD8xEDBE
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyZwIWU1F4
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5bU983iiJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHudN2b5g99
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PflI3FyLa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8xVvv3amh
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJGsKtM55H
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bxhlc9IvS
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2Vvfk7Nev
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqoA00712M
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBldvX9P21E
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5jsnxwIHE
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0N9F9bHK1
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZi0FtGEyR
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoJgZ7j6lI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchfUWkceWS
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaa64xYQqt
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6RPVAPC30
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3eqPPeYRv
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBwy4FiLmY
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Lbknc0KV
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEHInFkYOJ
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1jIVr8Cvz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznf3UlYvVm
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt7nlDJR7s
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvXpMVvlvk
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiOGJ7mRg0
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacJKXLT55Q
不管了，先遞信吧！797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBvFGgSK96
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XVnR0mBGl
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOqbJNz97V
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXCoz8V4wT
家宜呆了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0MG8aAX79
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMDZ7u457r
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf2dURjl57
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPZ1aZWoU8
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLD0GZBBfP
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M3rDWk6Nz
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04nsI0htK6
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmv1gwMTsJ
這是…放棄了嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrjENS6Z3s
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY9u9ZQywz
家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhqDPLHDCd
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSab2hJlrL
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuClmRpzAh
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YhTB58z89
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG00pYtC6Z
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ASh4jabTq
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomi1zJB5CN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0quzpTVUfK
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOveRH6AkqB
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9GgIsYqQG
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wIaZQJS2X
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcozWynlqG
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwomBFvsRt
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhaHWEM63g
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnSAGBNwtF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUvoVxzMXN
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4jrh8GECV
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgm5HX727Q
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv155a3sRG
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ2vJrXnjW
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlfX475ElT
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwXB4QfxCx
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPLkqLvqez
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavmZ20wnN9
欲哭無淚。
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