「請小心車門……」廣播響起,列車徐徐駛離月台。我如夢初醒,驚覺自己又錯過了一個班次。長嘆一聲,從月台長椅站起,以免坐著候車時不自覺神遊太虛。站著,踱著,盪著,原來十分鐘是那麼的漫長與熬人。267Please respect copyright.PENANAd0hjyd7X1Y
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料不到分手一年以後,我仍然時常不經意、不自覺數算日子。深深愛著?暗暗在恨?抑或對關係依然抱有希望?不肯定。唯一肯定的是,我這神不守舍情況的確是在分手當刻開始。起初以為是心情未平伏所致,奈何情況在一年後的今日仍然持續,我不得不重新檢視內心感受,找出原因。267Please respect copyright.PENANAe9FXkyzSTR
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目前迷惘狀態比分手痛苦更難捱。痛苦是因為分手,是有清晰明確因由。現在為何迷惘?我絞盡腦汁反覆思量,不明自己為何迷惘。267Please respect copyright.PENANA4Gpgr5YGvg
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「列車即將駛入月台……」廣播再次響起。未見列車,先見隧道洞口被照亮大片。隨著眩目燈光進入眼簾,我驀地憶起些許零碎片段——267Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7buX0dGAP
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我和他是同級生,早在共同朋友口中知道對方存在,卻沒有正式相識的契機,直至某個假日在鐵路站偶遇……熱戀時,他提及過就是因為那次偶遇,在毫無心理準備下看見我穿著便服時的獨特氣質,驚為天人……一年前的七月,暑假開始,我倆如常一起放學。我興高采烈提出一起到湖邊露營,說要好好享受藍天白雲、水天一色的大自然美景。他沿途心不在焉,沒說話、沒笑容。來到鐵路月台,列車即將入站、強光照眼時,他突然冷冷講分手……267Please respect copyright.PENANAER2644yH4G
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人流自擠逼車廂魚貫湧出,與呆立原地的我迎面撞個正著,當中包括身穿校服的他與同行友人。眾人穿過我的身體,若無其事走遠。267Please respect copyright.PENANAGq33Y0PMun
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回憶泉湧,偏偏無法想起他說分手以後的事情。頭痛欲裂,意識逐漸迷糊。到旁邊長椅稍息吧,不然昏倒墮軌就麻煩了。267Please respect copyright.PENANAepSmp9LILG
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背靠牆身,瞄瞄手錶——咦?如無意外,他會在這個時間於這節車廂落車步行回校,怎麼還未看見他?難道他為免觸景傷情而改變習慣?我在說甚麼?為何會說他「觸景傷情」,明明提分手的人是他?我是否忘記了甚麼重要事情?267Please respect copyright.PENANAJQKbsKfE7U
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不管了。好好休息,等下一班次,看他會否在。267Please respect copyright.PENANAMgY1ndSlVA
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「請小心車門……」廣播響起,列車徐徐駛離月台。267Please respect copyright.PENANAv7tdZBIESo
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月台(懸疑)
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