
倏忽一顫,我從夢中猛然醒來。483Please respect copyright.PENANAnDTYT1Jh5j
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已然忘記夢境內容,卻殘留著夢中的感覺——自重自愛,有如懂得愛情的單身女人。483Please respect copyright.PENANATIn6I4wvoq
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終歸清醒了。原來我不知不覺倚著車窗入睡了,幸好親手製作的小禮物依然在我手心間安靜待著,沒有掉到地上去,不然我連日的心血就會白白浪費掉。483Please respect copyright.PENANArc7cKLudlV
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我望望手錶,估計尚有一小時車程。483Please respect copyright.PENANAcEEmba3Ufh
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他的住處就像他的心,遙不可及。明明市中心有大量便宜又實用的租盤,他偏偏喜歡住郊區。我每次邀約他外出,他總是以路途遙遠為由推卻。現在我反客為主,倒過來主動找他,看他還怎麼拒絕!483Please respect copyright.PENANAjHiHKEHU19
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不要面子?是的,我就是如此沒有矜持的傢伙!誰叫我真的很愛他!483Please respect copyright.PENANAy71QiDCHFi
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想起他的臉,我傻傻笑了。直至巴士的輪胎被不知名的硬物絆了絆,整個車廂狠狠的晃了晃,將我的心神晃回現實世界。483Please respect copyright.PENANABRMLzo3tyj
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鄰坐的大嬸抱著微微腥臭的菜籃打盹,籃裡膠袋內的半死活魚偶爾一彈一跳,可能會將膠袋表面的鹹鮮海水濺到我身上。對面卡座的兩個胖嘟嘟小學生不斷講幼稚黃色笑話,嬉鬧聲煩人又羞人。加上滿車乘客的酸臭汗味和悶焗的空氣,所有令人心煩的元素頃刻間混在一起。483Please respect copyright.PENANAgdUw9naPLe
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我被動又主動地側臉往窗外望去,不自覺將小禮物握得更緊。483Please respect copyright.PENANAi3F9C4Pdtz
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嗯,這是我唯一可以做到的。
倏忽一顫,我從夢中猛然醒來。483Please respect copyright.PENANAKVEkDdxC54
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已然忘記夢境內容,卻殘留著夢中的感覺——忐忑不安,有如準備向心儀對象表白。483Please respect copyright.PENANAR7eoW1Mfc5
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終歸清醒了。原來我不知不覺抱著大背包入睡了,幸好包裝精緻的賀禮依然穩妥夾在我身與大背包之間,沒有掉到地上去,不然他定會以為我是故意在他的婚禮上鬧事。483Please respect copyright.PENANAFLhCprmKva
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其實收到他的喜帖當刻,我有強烈衝動去破壞他的婚禮。惟冷靜過後,我反倒恨自己、怨自己——明明事隔多年,怎麼我還如此在意?483Please respect copyright.PENANAj3MT4vUJ8v
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未忘情。這是唯一的合理解釋。483Please respect copyright.PENANAhQNXKnwe8Q
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為免其他人發現我的心思,我不得不硬著頭皮前往觀禮。483Please respect copyright.PENANASuRcgPEOM1
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我望望手錶,估計尚有半小時船程。483Please respect copyright.PENANAzLeXIVDK4W
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是日烏雲密佈,風雨交加,船身隨著波濤起起伏伏。我驀地憶起自己曾伏在他的胸膛上,嗅著帶有菸味的鼻息,聽著那規律的心跳聲。心跳、鼻息、胸膛、船身、波濤共享同一節奏,起起伏伏、起起伏伏、起起伏伏……483Please respect copyright.PENANAALyGY4lOp3
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我輕嘆一聲,打斷那亂人心神的催眠節奏。483Please respect copyright.PENANA6LJLtPksW7
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嗯,這是我唯一可以做到的。
倏忽一顫,我從夢中猛然醒來。483Please respect copyright.PENANAvp2LNwqGBY
483Please respect copyright.PENANANONjbrJjiF
已然忘記夢境內容,卻殘留著夢中的感覺——自欺欺人,有如參加舊愛婚禮。483Please respect copyright.PENANA8MgeGxtmIz
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終歸清醒了。原來我不知不覺枕著頸枕入睡了,幸好那手提膠箱依然安放在我的坐椅下,沒有滑出來,不然內裡的三個瓷娃娃定會全數碎成垃圾。483Please respect copyright.PENANAs5HUHTlXKt
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相愛三年,我每年親手燒製一個瓷娃娃給他,因為他曾盛讚我的瓷娃娃天下無雙。後來我知道那全是花言巧語。對他而言,我的瓷娃娃從來只是垃圾。483Please respect copyright.PENANAacKtxGvDk9
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我望望手錶,估計尚有十五分鐘機程。483Please respect copyright.PENANAyfGh1zCiKt
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我向空姐要一杯橙汁。她奉上化學合成的假橙汁。假的橙色,假的果香,假的味道。假得徹底,假得光明正大,我喜歡。我細嚐它的假,正如我曾細嘗他的假。他的假滲著真,他的假偷偷摸摸地偷走我的心。483Please respect copyright.PENANAdw2FVOLOCQ
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我舉杯一飲而盡,盡力消化它的假和他的假。483Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Ol5myHFt
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嗯,這是我唯一可以做到的。
倏忽一顫,我從夢中猛然醒來。483Please respect copyright.PENANAq0hSSJl5Ay
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已然忘記夢境內容,卻殘留著夢中的感覺——剛強獨立,有如走出失戀陰霾的過程。483Please respect copyright.PENANA7sIJp1nHaN
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終歸清醒了。原來我不知不覺伏在工作枱上入睡了,幸好那包裝瓷娃娃的禮物盒依然完好,沒有被壓歪。483Please respect copyright.PENANAOJhaNnrW48
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我每年都會燒製一個瓷娃娃。如果我有伴侶,我會將瓷娃娃送他;如果我是單身,我會把瓷娃娃留在身邊。今年的瓷娃娃去向未明,因為我有暗戀的人——我打算今天帶這瓷娃娃向他表白。483Please respect copyright.PENANAxgZtfzRmA1
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我望望掛鐘,驚覺只有七分半鐘趕往車站。483Please respect copyright.PENANApqsvkJ7dpC
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我匆匆更衣妝扮出門,誰料途中下起傾盆大雨來。沒有帶傘,我彎身將禮物盒護在胸前,一股勁兒衝往車站。正在車站排隊的兩個小學生看見我的狼狽相,忍不住笑得前仰後翻。我不介意他們的嘲笑,只怕心裡的他會認為我異相。483Please respect copyright.PENANAv4w5cBQh9U
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不!絕不能有此想法!483Please respect copyright.PENANA7b3qYN4Ljr
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無論如何,總得要用最好的姿態和心態示現人前!483Please respect copyright.PENANAJYKExn21W1
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我揚手拍掉掛在髮梢的雨珠,細心拉整衣衫和裙子,用紙巾抹去黏附腳踝的微濕灰塵。執整以後,我回望兩個無禮的小傢伙輕蔑一笑。483Please respect copyright.PENANAelp8HhW6YR
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嗯,這是我唯一可以做到的。