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他在梳化上猛然醒來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6xfCUAsYN
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OscEZIGNf
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeJUJta5Mq
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05FdE72TVz
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnuNYAk8Jz
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9NyqqQaNq
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJCWtuaXVW
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kFs9j7zVj
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKHSmeS9OM
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抵不住。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBfWGPznES
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他決定到公園散步。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflgp55glno
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ADyhU249Q
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigxHYQQM9i
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiwfQ65r2G
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMFGVHqz4a
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrGUnzX8e1
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPKMnKzapQ
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他不自已憶起亡妻……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikx44ABBq0
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFLSh0owV2
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviql4Z32dF
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHUiOMtl3u
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYnjoRZOpF
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAudyuR4m42
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV8dZyRm2Y
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「即是何時？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawe8MNpwwc
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「下一個夏天。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW7sRNdl2E
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttosRoy2W7
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNQC2Jcf0W
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhR4HLKhqN
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj6frtr98l
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uzhLbKwXi
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內心終於安定下來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aXil7l3hB
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU9O6am3kD
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「但你的血糖……」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFX3QELzBno
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARISa8hppy
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFaiyU69Im
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aAEnpFOUX
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兒子送她一根拐杖。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jSRiaMoWw
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXqt46t9rb
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBUZxNsgm6
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY63NaETmx7
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU78TAAbW4
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdPcwxgDHf
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBHENaiFkV
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAlEnFYmo1
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMHIVn3vWZ
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於願足矣。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZLtrjY7FZ
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LcF2SLuoC
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACM5maeZ7S
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p8tuBvKMa
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總得走下去，不是嗎？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6zktdlS6b
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbrm7X4V2D
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezVAk2pcre
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoh0TW0zJb
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89zwUsolht
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他在床上徐徐張眼。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhn5h7WzeD
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSM6zXamxA
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzmP2gljbO
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嗯。醫院。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wzdIH16k7
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l6KgdgUXg
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAOaT3bMMs
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ExiBUw7Vx
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KztAInGVH
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXeHj9NlWk
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdMdRPu6OY
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「知道。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCoUpccz9Z
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk9HMgfjF5
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVGJNCWeeN
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0NlEDuqsl
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiXw7LIdNC
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ937Xj1q5Rb
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnoce4sArE
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「她知道了沒？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl5J6MpAMU
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「不打算告訴她。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDEwU53qVf
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dMS4mSl8l
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兒子笑而不語。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8jXSNbKsO
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaemdM1IXPj
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVPdZNka5H
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8djITRWIF
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKKeDi8GNV
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTQsDayEm9
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZS0eoO7np
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他決定到公園走走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHcfWjwwu8
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgqtwQrLY1
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zEQESPlaG
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vijey8Yfn
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKj3KZzeoa
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全場一片默然。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNRhSgAITk
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IR2L4nj5F
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不要問為何。不要問感受。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U9xrPmdA1
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTjtH8ZIqH
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bOIlb9Acb
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t86KEcw8Q
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpiAQfikFJ
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtgsxV9JHU
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUruMBB5SA
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLlExXecOr
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuUKKZBuE4
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDHR6HRyBu
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0bsq1h4QO
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYqIpSW5Mo
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sai19sMmg
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不復見。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2H8W3exwT
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他莫名的被深深憾動。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6hhkiyS2U
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7l8bPvU3z
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZjK8VGNQG
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「我不怕死。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpzeQ5sWmf
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsI1sQZ7a6
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WIyYaCefE
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkMEHmSRyc
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「她的叮囑？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6H2c8QvF7
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8hnq8Bfzh
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2czN9AP0oP
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「她沒這麼說。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDcbptoHJ6
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQLp0g77IR
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnnCuDjtM9
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyghtUwsvr
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡputaSzNdRB
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBnchIblW5
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3YQkk7wBy
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqswWlRVLlZ
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「你多活了三年半。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxexfResKpL
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErNDkyhQI1
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「想繼續吃？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIPP2UJyxD
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PE7OQdrUS
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0LW0dSJl0
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfNkI4wyEo
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兒子呢？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaLvsx33zh
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnW4c5OYri
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啊！記起來了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Wpv9TlJY
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2CR0k2r45
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果然。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY7vNpgHVl
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomuAa05sBd
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0yZHiPEWU
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6B8eNaZA2
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWK55VNON1
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8yBP1z9Fm
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbe098LUbh
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若有所失。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DgbsnhorH
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到公園散心吧。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6V1YWTSfS
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP0NHttIQ6
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpKKxwrQvb
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEBZQOD1yR
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找樹。找到那樹。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVAVxE0OUI
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0G7ga1xDG
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ151abk5zA2
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsupe20Jcp
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不願意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp34OwtXqZj
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想逃。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnXBiQi69y
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逃！465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO2ClyPbHB
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逃出樹林。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbNsmS8hti
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彷如隔世。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadjDplpIYl
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUwru9DwMZ
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZANLV25EY
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一青年步入警署。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhQyTOX8X5
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「你是誰？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVTc3ywqDY
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「我是你的孫兒。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAtW75H94R
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「嗯……」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZuaVmAALw
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「爺爺，回家吧。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ80ulHZxWh
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「嗯……」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeb91WFKBx
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL8hlud5Ud
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbctVM5ipc
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是否忘記了甚麼？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZLukQCXsf
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWwp0G5kqh
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbagNvS1ff
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNiQSfTuSX
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNDwJC43Lx
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2wcgTZVUC
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfnbpEZd9o
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6L3wgjAIO
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OyQ9z0xLN
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS6DmT1qBM
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPPLWke24i
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHow27e5MEU
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Vj4NB2tc
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlAwVPbfch
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMV0YRFMlC
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GCWZlHaTM
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「不用發愁啊！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qd1S4u5D5
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYLdvJp5RM
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CuGiK2m83
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結伴走了又一段路。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJRvRgRj7i
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kL9FlAeeF
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PALIjajs9
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8OECuQm1J
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVrfAqpWEy
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHTfJT4wwR
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「不用發愁啊！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9eHz9FrSZ
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiNNPbzmNF
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezC8mJCJgi
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJUddWsql9
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGRdL8CYky
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2oc9ZdXkj
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFEPL2eGn0
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh6934hVUF
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn43Yq4Dk7j
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi1DRC1Ecj
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQUMl31knu
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHwlyO03SL
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找樹？找不到那樹。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl9G5QsLH4
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd7UYS0mlJ
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJABBHcfalE
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願意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQaq6IK6FY
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FucyUd9Qw
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcliN2V6weD
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一青年步入醫院。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb89lkT4g7K
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「你是誰？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyxkmsl8O4
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「我是你的孫兒。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTeSHQzanO
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「嗯……」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UOr801C6v
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「爺爺，回家吧。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21Xq4QAKUD
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「嗯……」
（4）生465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OSDlVQcNQ
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK0GFaNlyP
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XPzESWTnA
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGMdxjSQYR
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUeZv9Sppe
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgsIpOQ8Mk
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他沒有吸吮。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwoKggW1Bv
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyq2EhYJol
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罷。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr8mjMWkxb
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpQE376JDb
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLE8XZbThQ
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不要緊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF31kuXvqx
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvQuna0KQN
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd4P8reTep
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嘴角輕揚。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGHSS9j7Sw
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一。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrKRvxzXjf
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LA5iiw3M
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHv7aTNrWa
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要緊的，不再要緊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwT6M7juXZ
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罷。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvoghKpE7c
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog9gK8l74A
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitQ1YOJGQP
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6WYdmr9Cu
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ySPJRWjH
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紅燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpgBP3jT1t
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzr6PnEFKi
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ivJ529Qey
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綠燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOcWIUvhYu
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孫兒沒有開步走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDDjqlXGbd
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紅燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHe6wPahNG
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzvuFXJ7sZ
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSoEEV7OSF
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綠燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIQNZb6N8m
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfY2DARYwZ
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紅燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdtbHH2Y9j
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCKI4ryfW5
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h5EoQfbuh
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綠燈。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr50rKtRgX8
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdi4iPGg4d
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oaBeBkgVY
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkWw0mHAs5
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這是從他身上學懂的。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JnPvd6VY0
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一生受用。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDazXEdnJV
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6LY5I6GTp
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtVls7IhKw
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要緊的，其實不要緊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyNTBcrAOl
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罷。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VjVl3E4un
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他被送上安老院專車。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgTig2lZK
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7kzeBeVe5
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSabTRfrdG
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvDARZCVoj
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要緊的，不再要緊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31qofdvAfB
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk2iKr9epE
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkovOyv2oiD
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT04tauskI
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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