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他在梳化上猛然醒來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SrnEgIB5d
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj8okASo2j
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GPGQblfV8
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbGOLoAEMY
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i6udegAfC
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kygnDAYkm
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhhmC5yhxp
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUP2qlPjvD
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxoTD9QqIK
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nOhxlJG3z
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抵不住。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD5bNdi99F
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他決定到公園散步。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP5at4xIXo
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRRZb9rMku
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRxieYoSpj
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV4cRFyn7w
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES1Nvk0Cmf
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEvEvPUxL6
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDsUOMxebZ
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他不自已憶起亡妻……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW0N7rg0Db
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlat7cZwoRN
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPtz7mP0vF
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiCiTxvBBm
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdckZkex1og
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzBbNNxnf8
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CKuNtwn7y
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「即是何時？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXXtvBOvmS
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「下一個夏天。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahgAs8rrzN
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNukvyR8zeg
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2mQadbSf9
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnJtEFXb2V
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2una8ZQFN
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55UIQ2sn5Y
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內心終於安定下來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUeJmQ7E4k
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOKI31LPxJ
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「但你的血糖……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwfvuAcvF4
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJBDIrFUNQ
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5PMRdLpRr
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpbeDJce2w
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兒子送她一根拐杖。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3tHwYkGl3
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2ZxsGabcf
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvlAIlOz0Y
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzEicXWZV5
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobgHTfotZ6
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMC1dpcJbK
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQqB0T8DEG
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVYr3hQSZV
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUbe5JGdPA
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於願足矣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ4CRriklT
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd082RA7ZU4
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZCRxRa6Vx
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs3a2UNlYy
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總得走下去，不是嗎？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKbMC6cFmA
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cy5ebT1c1
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iTDHLVzft
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75XOmtKXaO
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTtNQre8ui
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他在床上徐徐張眼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7gKq0vwr3
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi20sHGDcTB
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4iEww7O0
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嗯。醫院。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGfxXt6RKt
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDtrfGXZi7
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91UP7R7Bif
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylzxJ2uoWD
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvlgnec0n8
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYHGH8m8Qg
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7jxcuEQUM
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「知道。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb9k0Kh0Hf
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKQMj4zb4s
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRYI2ZUlry
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fjpMGPM5l
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wfNzAEFAG
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ4MioAuj3
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGANiEMuCno
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「她知道了沒？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbXeWG2JYu
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「不打算告訴她。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn9yH07vZ0
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfXwHpaVJI
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兒子笑而不語。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFayEA6MGE
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkZDFCyonR
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxvm893hCw
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8kBiR6wSj
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpCaMnpU2r
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKT8cbb1GB
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVcvLVsJpO
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他決定到公園走走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UQ1ee9mXm
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmzPRusW3D
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkThh4PghD
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeAlsRkr9n
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp4CwJ1dEc
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全場一片默然。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uFsIwVE6d
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaOc0m7c5t
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不要問為何。不要問感受。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H7gwHoBuh
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWNt6trg8
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY165qCFPJv
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukZPKrryEy
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC5GFUHqjh
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAImTpARMw
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcvq1VBfYY
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhJ6V45Wi0
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2XzBq9qUv
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXYJWD2s5A
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BiVCm2yo4
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xH2DcSuHr
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUXIVz2rg9
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不復見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fYOyMwVSQ
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他莫名的被深深憾動。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K71GegS0g
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNObekKwPN4
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUQOwzwjdu
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「我不怕死。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUxVfQ2KRZ
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdeTdT3vCt
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tnyISqfIj
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARm6Mlm61w
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「她的叮囑？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjvEMc9Gi0
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdwc6QGDaA
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPF6mRX9fP
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「她沒這麼說。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP60L1OW7k
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QVtBlqxNb
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeBu9aauGj
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgcHUZudyx
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEiD21MLfG
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdMSaSguFO
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qECnvzKC9
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMXjytk6S7
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「你多活了三年半。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARGm5vVM2n
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQBHLJ8Ear
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「想繼續吃？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m64CCWuVL
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw627pQhz3Z
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxk3bhFidS
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogjllcFcQT
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兒子呢？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuvgkYZ9N0
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniNGjUCkDo
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啊！記起來了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI9W1twNPO
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS1ZOosZYR
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果然。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaUDx6pyhj
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTvme3q5lX
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DhbHv4kBt
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLi3IMxXRl
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZSQOKILTj
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJHGG2HLiB
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwurSxA4oy
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若有所失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gr6DeeFK5
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到公園散心吧。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcgkmi6NTH
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoAQoyhL5t
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iRazycDTL
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19ZW2nl3Yr
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找樹。找到那樹。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZei9eIuJ3
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Fi4IURhx
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqeDM17xNs
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps0wIgm8da
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不願意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgxQOFP2s8
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想逃。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50lewDuy6M
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逃！432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJwg34UYlx
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逃出樹林。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnGCwuOZpC
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彷如隔世。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF81rOIz8u7
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf46Roq3NyT
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GPTYEzuFk
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一青年步入警署。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxWQYdG970
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「你是誰？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkCjmtGOpr
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「我是你的孫兒。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC5tjZV9C4
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「嗯……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh6MrLub01
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「爺爺，回家吧。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlycDzAD1V
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「嗯……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWsKcTE2J5
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyv0Ew6tK3
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVMKfMMW3F
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是否忘記了甚麼？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEW66tK9ne
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevbXaixMyn
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Eqv8sJG5a
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxH3BUzsqf
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mkqwyPEFT
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHmZarw0pg
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RuKlzlj1X
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWMts0S8dI
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEfMNi615T
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tYvdRDMNr
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgdGrJl1dZ
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dkAnweFY9
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwHFnZ08O9
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRzqb5QDV4
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Iz4qkDrQu
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99NsuAs9Mf
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「不用發愁啊！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4FEw6td2o
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「考試成績嘛！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJoGCwBFVX
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl2dkf2Mxe
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6MljApRHf
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「嗯，我知道了……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoZYBoD2De
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5vPQfAGHD
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結伴走了又一段路。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mb4Jz1vxT
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLglo4Wa9J
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNNL8zEpiz
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6ehB2j0yq
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlzHSJHPaW
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaOdZHl3Hz
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「不用發愁啊！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EDJXYxWsH
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspKKggztR2
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUVqSTWwhA
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxr7nyqc1h
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s0YaH5PuG
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BaXczwxpU
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpoRn74hmp
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3I0qivM7S
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwybqM8KX2S
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8IVslHlQi
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIf89H57Q7
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvBJBQKD8T
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找樹？找不到那樹。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXgyQ6zT8k
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHkuqkIZ13
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBtNBuB7hP
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願意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmRzKdFIDl
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1P2sw51gC
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIK8kQatCA
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一青年步入醫院。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde0Ce1yAgi
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「你是誰？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgLFXrkTAh
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「我是你的孫兒。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgE0S0NinO
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「嗯……」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5TdUzJs2V
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「爺爺，回家吧。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnax4DBf9n
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「嗯……」
（4）生432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a5ilCu10z
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4tDFoafUd
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZApXyA7j1
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvlAU2vMcM
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRhkbOeam3
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrJdRQvPKa
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他沒有吸吮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAiTlRN0iS
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrl3yPQNqw
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罷。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1TsCluPaH
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebJF2m9ELw
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx89zgmZzD
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不要緊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3qyMwtKF5
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ5hMXsaOl
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx0PjgzJeN
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嘴角輕揚。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsZIvHNhM2
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一。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5esJrKKJ9
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二。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAssiJjjXa
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三。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBQpkHEuuE
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktBY88htpP
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMwc3ChtLm
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要緊的，不再要緊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlFFNp7GJ4
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罷。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuiFkyTHNA
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazChJ3VfrY
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZILId8aYH
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKiosf3gqR
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOf58ahUoz
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紅燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4EXGnN0A
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCIHexfRaB
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxtDcYgb0C
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綠燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjc0FPCuao
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孫兒沒有開步走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Sf2C1MyB
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紅燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWrDJkLrFC
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gK5Dkg1DQ
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7fWylZM4d
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綠燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQx3VCLsMs
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBeBs201EN
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紅燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsDvTSyXQz
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFkcsOpDaW
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qm978oiiH
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綠燈。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAW7DJNHrM
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbHrxrqt6C
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEyEcQBqmv
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYDMXtzlMT
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這是從他身上學懂的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NJDIkjUxe
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一生受用。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2PGEtCUNV
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6dJIsb2EB
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmhx3YC5c3
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要緊的，其實不要緊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZmlVDUbvu
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罷。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZJlRRI7ne
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他被送上安老院專車。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN57ZiysiP
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN93rLfb4d9
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlNHTJKFOj
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DxBHx7sen
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要緊的，不再要緊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynnmEeXRYu
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbloy3jiud
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNMRKUeFfc
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ox1OEvDtW
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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