家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9IonwIxhi
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBcnLCIZLL
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kathglusw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW9UKEUgsz
日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHlI2STDKf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO4EaeFUY3
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiYy05QrPv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbvYxB1T08
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg6V8evwPo
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCviEB9CVA
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyDJ3G5UBO
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6hkibhw1E
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZnKnOvQsu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rilGiJDeX
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRUvss7Qqv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lqrH0lpRV
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJOJzMQKxm
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcjXBFnyF1
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4v6GxdJ26
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKuqyHPkQN
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIaLaEattj
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyol7ifl16
家宜沉默了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUNFcpTdIW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMeHCm4eO1
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ6JqMcwvX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGEhRpom7h
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsBkR2HvpV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TqZRG2BGt
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vy9xIOB6x
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BCKuDv4Vq
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa8olgTxtn
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGR91KPGw1
有人說她成熟了，進步了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuu6LHJCr4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCXdyrohbp
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYgGaQ1iYh
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHmjomvxGP
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd275NFcBYf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbDc6maAMm
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNepj8OtqLt
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoMqqMGFOn
還是向現實低頭好了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHO2WWMrTe
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsWK12G7Sx
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx6BwwjzpE
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T11MIKgb3
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1mpHMqWxZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQPLBchFr7
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BKgzl90DH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XM3AB4IbA
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RT9Mug7Ki
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZZVHBXlRi
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH13fu1lK4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf9euAZiHo
家宜沒答話。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm26Wldyty0
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvWyx7vMG8
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LXWbdZzfF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyTKSM1uok
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFBR6TmoUF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW67fhDmm6E
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeViymJH7R
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd47NaKmDqg
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGLv3ykC7R
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnZ6OQxT5m
當初…796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICGTD5Uim5
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDvr79cGzn
整個晚上，媽一言不發。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtVBdXaJyV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzISgMuaoko
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkcovpf9pv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5a385pdfy
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF5FvUJIx1
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICUsLjx7cO
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBQSITUsjU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v8ZZbMhjZ
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleCYuvDCGI
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeQDFAfBsz
根本不是她的錯！796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws3YflbCQF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgDfnDjtlD
但道歉可保住一椿生意…796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMv4QqMrsm
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUeN9pLlwJ
卻扭曲了自己…796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxhnp2AjNN
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUcmkU0K10
值得嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKgSbN4oik
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpDhmfsrfy
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbOSy69NNQ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I8taDPfny
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWBIkltSEJ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RsZAUl37M
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcCT08mSaw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4eAMl3M1q
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfBKkQv18n
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP56lMrDdXZ
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWXe5S0q0E
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamKtPpGVhL
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn35X7FLB2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUKKSccPEN
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hXtPNBLJ6
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpBGOli6Cc
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDLmuZQXY4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3X02cz0Fi
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97xcATCWPk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbevaLTHzYy
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tbyfxMKQ1
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakMDeA4VkG
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNsHdgVsNF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHWjP8goA3
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl1sMGMMlK
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtopHxJqkj
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxds8b4jFS
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79rvnwDgzS
不管了，先遞信吧！796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTRnu7TDxL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYs8J9OIUd
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21yDM2ywVC
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfBjgXSRDt
家宜呆了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigtCDaSgYn
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL0EWERmAj
「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi1raUWZNb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvdCkHtPz1
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG1qHRLM3G
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXTxbHQMQF
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nq9RGfTEP
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mAQDbgABl
這是…放棄了嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjASSCBvFO
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6pqTVu5AM
家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz8n65xfvH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuQEwXTYIS
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGXGCsxBOD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqvGSaXmRf
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99WT5d3KLx
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMarhIrC5gW
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ277nr0UWVP
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI8M0My5YX
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzghVg4u6S
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFXAF0ADPE
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsrWxpZgzu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnqOi0qCvk
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJZqGAlbYX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99nVj1KJ5O
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgioACNiLq
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0WybQiyMp
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAFejleXz9
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpua4olRDtd
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mYorob9PQ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5g87l0rZt
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9Z0z3uEZ8
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR3Vjqiysc
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9blIX4o7P
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAAwxSEwhk
欲哭無淚。
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