家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xopd9o7Yy
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和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w1XNbwU5u
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日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxbmOc21nc
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hQIjINtCl
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DCJv8VW5E
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面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQsrlRqWNL
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面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xs50WZt2J
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgtZHXwqoG
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYideiayjc
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhqzZ0AD6x
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Plf8K56Xp
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl38VL6rVR
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo31DwddxHv
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pZNcufSRR
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMvvE57JGy
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XYH4ppR7r
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8G4rdRfCY
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIC2XESFyJ
家宜沉默了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbVWHQksdG
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCVFzUDcZ6
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJqA9YyUPK
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZDsjHdkZz
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA3fji5r3h
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmejB4Ym0k
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7iz3DpMG9
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRZoP7drNp
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2lhSJy5sU
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuWvZCu2HU
有人說她成熟了，進步了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5toZZsr2V
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylwr1SGqtZ
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY8TagKcZJ
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpabCY0XHa
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9lJG8iRTx
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkkllfLT6f
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gr9d0PrVX
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還是向現實低頭好了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuGfjlXmJE
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLIYvhrBIw
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx6K2jM1sk
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfwX30NhP7
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q9A6QgwEl
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ019ocdfMfv
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAR6HKe1VD
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z3pSCDacG
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIWF9fPDzh
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sKFLYVRQP
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQCym2uV1N
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwmFTjY1z5
家宜沒答話。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVdpW26QdX
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjumBnenM7
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2amER7K8Wo
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzpzkAZH0c
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjPI6z8hb7
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fn2GSKpMR
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97PjXSPn9j
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBSHPzneGU
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvUZIzU5wM
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nMLhRiRNk
當初…1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq0PcD43vb
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7FYJ2iHzO
整個晚上，媽一言不發。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuVBquUJFy
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdAT6zFvXP
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz80eepcTu
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW8baRmWG7
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRXpHWasFc
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPYAdz5SHb
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjhfe7fqSl
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNaXAQcXva
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPEVZOp7sq
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlE6iZnRiM
根本不是她的錯！1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFEWBy3ixq
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyrPKdCrQe
但道歉可保住一椿生意…1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXgCuCcFPW
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卻扭曲了自己…1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3wE49rAP7
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值得嗎？1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKt6gbax4u
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jp3VuS9z2
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81c1jTXDFx
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RBDDJL2DC
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF7DQz5Jtj
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu4z1PZNxV
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoXBT1U3FG
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4pWdWXgdS
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHpbt5RgZE
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX5DpPNKjS
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaPQ3Ar4zu
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiLkaTylTm
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrtKOaTh1w
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZONKxfDqd
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSspDMkx0sY
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaktGpATYWi
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8ZqD73MHo
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKuJ39B2AX
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHWCbpAcGL
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnsaPMrKwa
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GgFYieuJs
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx5VNGNFmv
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWz7aCZXaN
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPIifGnn6Z
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHKxJQ0ZHr
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEm37W1g5r
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpC48bs9q3
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nMcP9hWyf
不管了，先遞信吧！1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS3rLSVSx6
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e7I2yrZpV
「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqxLvhL4GS
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmLfIKqxAj
家宜呆了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9EP02LlrW
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「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqW0c9gV06
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLWpE0OoJF
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQkLG8RPqq
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4DB5nZbar
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bGKZ49hPS
這是…放棄了嗎？1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28uFppILRi
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF8eUrVODo
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWkrQMeH52
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpVK8DZoIo
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家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajandnjnZl
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昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDbA1yt2jt
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT62bwDRz2J
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2k0EwEuIG
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvn9w7KxYn
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L7rWzNxKc
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbcW0eRzxv
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Lp9M2z0b
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyEMyBZbTt
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx0sFDCKiJ
1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4MU91XMXY
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS1JhhNULi
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媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKnktVAMwg
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「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa25n1ijEcg
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回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。1146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLotiVzI5M
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欲哭無淚。
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