家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex583mtZjK
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和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVVYPkJXtx
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日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcfggHOvKM
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfFTQdHtrx
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4yWaMHgKz
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQjMbE0R9t
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXRyLhTu8b
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面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl7jojAe2X
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2Sh3Nyhlg
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWZVGQQflc
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFC5fVcc3R
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jos4l5Nxl
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「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDcWVsIoD1
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掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXrFKDiRj6
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe2brkLyPO
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNegylhxQo
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家宜沉默了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFEoJ8Kndm
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAaivOdpXU
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO27LHjOd7
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這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRE7MgtjQm
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByx6hgQOMn
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLQaNePHvT
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOI5eLcmtJ
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN7dqlHItR
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有人說她成熟了，進步了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvqrHzyYfY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwdIfXCzBD
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pZvMJ1BE3
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似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWICksKQD1
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVfFWBw5tR
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMCBrosBTw
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還是向現實低頭好了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCn5ykDp6k
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sha5gvH4U
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvELfMmzEp
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj5gu80sL0
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqmLm62T2r
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYvwZzZqhf
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGiW6G6Skt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEvICsrPWj
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JpCkYex64
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf4kygwuta
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3KVNNAApN
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0MKUGrLSj
家宜沒答話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1050IOGNov
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望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrPi9VmsiL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF4G68BKTa
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAaxgWLlKF
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpkxsTUzvs
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMofaKwyHJH
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz8aTHQ46q
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViDvp6sROY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tYVQLIjcS
當初…835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewsXYicNPd
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejqb7jBd9y
整個晚上，媽一言不發。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeVhzSMV8x
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosd6wGbmLq
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbliOwn0CB
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5cjo9P6xH
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraGulEFpl1
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf1yo0mZAc
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnRU25xvgf
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wpPzPC5OA
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFr4oQYaRL
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根本不是她的錯！835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1EFIqa5Dq
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但道歉可保住一椿生意…835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pGjIo5EAh
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卻扭曲了自己…835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeHGYtLIGX
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值得嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2oULntTtK
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「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFyeKKJhEU
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrETakAzgoW
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4R3GlKouf
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eQcFBOrxr
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC3JWq25Oo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb2zl1RxWT
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKaXxGeN9E
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBELaPgyM8
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbzSEZXUTH
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「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY4rQNUKQe
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEsGgV3xX9
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsAVAHzz46
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaIVv9vky6
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL9VG8cJ6M
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaQgIezkdX
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn5TT2ugtr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrXBDd46fs
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5O5jjTOn4
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxH4MW0KhR
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpphfkfLHDG
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkoSr8wYMB
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAQ10H8MFt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY3jh0rpH2
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm0meqbrgD
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不管了，先遞信吧！835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNA7w62iL7
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqUZe6l7R5
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kgFNkkO5E
家宜呆了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfqzNsrgZg
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「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOB8wDjbJh
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxQVR2Dgpo
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「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYQVkokwvL
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這是…放棄了嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm4y3F5E14
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuvRh6nbRk
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4d8geOE8k
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcNTsuemjj
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家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFqgC1sXIo
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昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2wMNUixBu
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當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVKPL9MbMt
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NOi0RtAYV
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTKy7bXDDX
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6sbjnuyl8
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgs7o3Gess
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhcH6NTomT
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqHWdXktFC
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVSoWinSeW
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp7DNI6mxd
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媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFQiH0go15
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「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZdZGSZdLJ
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回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZhTt00SA8
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欲哭無淚。
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