家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTPXqcWcyw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pPAghLPC4
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr7pwCR1EW
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日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG56KveSIrQ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41wOX0kwCM
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0y7FJpRx0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1YfbZJgDb
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwYMELiKWK
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQqD4FQzav
面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHWBZZ9TCS
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngCGFZEK3i
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0nJrIbhgz
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1xfCVI1WN
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BIXNcmFhH
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQOAwU1GnU
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JJABZy2xq
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv8aEnh8G2
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUdfuWKXz4
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnczL80gskw
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneSaOlhtbL
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OgJfo6Q0o
家宜沉默了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZSAG0PtB8
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22PY24lo7z
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdaE2a8Si6
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMoMxDn2tO
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiN1eJtHtF
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfXEI0b2HR
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGNT6fBDKf
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtm2NORWbM
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnmUWXAiTv
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvUVHQWjj7
有人說她成熟了，進步了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4aFhRJajT
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlgno1T9xp
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjBrzPBJgw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EUpwlsXNa
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr3lUXKsSm
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkm4wCqTMd
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkajGz3lA80
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeDTjNKmKM
還是向現實低頭好了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsprzXqZH7
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ9qbYr9Ou
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA0s8cDMha
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNkQALd0pB
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnXOiTda6h
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAknROr6B3
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrIh8R4jmz
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqr8ZeD3h1
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3ycZXVRaI
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3FTUL4epd
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTiY6pZdWx
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiWuGnWNkk
家宜沒答話。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxieaMhgk0h
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwsjx05aj1
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr5dBAMPnX
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvjuvzlTF
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1KSigE08q
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf2ayz055G
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdhLxpoT5S
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4Ad3RHv9R
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglxjjbxD2O
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqYHHJNJ9R
當初…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSNiAREkGA
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQftiVvG6i
整個晚上，媽一言不發。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eeclX5dFo
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX0lHu3qlh
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvghplYoVg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l0yzk4lCs
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50WP5pp83o
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKDGWblIzj
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpz7ysq80X
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthGVESMOCt
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74FXE31DWa
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITRmRnUcaG
根本不是她的錯！918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtM7T7k54K
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NnzWAXUTQ
但道歉可保住一椿生意…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2471FQ4SG
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卻扭曲了自己…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEIPkz1lG5
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值得嗎？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1NfWOh8Ay
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUcWjs2W6M
「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl64PjEGsNH
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7q89FkBuU
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmTuWRkjsC
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVwAmltt6h
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh6w2Nr6ci
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQuEKQ1ym5
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKtlfsQgfB
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dhHe27rCh
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDl5d1nX0N
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NajfBRbcX
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFqaGxAPSo
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23PBYL69yo
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9n2DobzYl
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgm0Rl8No5
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKhzoYveXI
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHtKHZY2Kc
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotq5yNtbwn
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq17fDHWJ0
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOwuxBB6Ba
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCcxhySE5W
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cdoQOn59y
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難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc5OKj2Yya
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUvVWUxisw
還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FdQIeMG4G
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaFMfjMWxt
不管了，先遞信吧！918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RC3i4Jdiq
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AibgRL7n9
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0zqWVxox7
家宜呆了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjFcmvfseU
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「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUzvraWfQn
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7LKnlrLvK
她沒即時否定——猶豫了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFShtfHUjDZ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTrAjBS4EN
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPq3121ylU
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8rNO6nqos
這是…放棄了嗎？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKglWkHflpb
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIi3qsk563
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFsGunTtxG
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT2W365dZI
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家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM5hYsL1Ct
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昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvhYV0SDIO
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kJG4Yg6Q9
當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb17YXBXiO
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP3KFjAMxS
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kZEBD1DFs
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJWCaVr9IH
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpJ9LdPKXB
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PazJvURKY
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly9girUXwW
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN28dmz311z
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P3nfkqmjz
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媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1uEhYFRIK
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rs1k7qST8
「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUKlMSmS8p
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxXmUtIhGV
回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApMXFm9jY6
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欲哭無淚。
然後按「加至主畫面」