家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1btuGKqay
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFopxKzcEYf
和很多其他年輕人一樣，她是有夢想的，並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著，要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作，要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊，石沉大海時，她開始著急。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY80r9cX94z
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg08m8jeXS
日復日，她心想：「機會在哪兒？」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCIohBvuIr
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGuHF66PbP
終於，有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會，她仍興奮得很。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8B23CzR7s
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls6YOEZnKZ
面試當日，她穿著整齊，拿著沉甸甸的公事包，於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時，大汗淋漓的她，被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司！還記得修讀室內設計文憑時，她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司，每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG63keLUUW
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面試後數日，有回音了。「八千五？」她在心裡嚷著：「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎？」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctvNlZRX1P
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPkJLM72r6
「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZYy7xcr3B
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl08xkWl3TJ
「好。」家宜吁了一口氣，把心裡的標準降低了少許。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6277joSFr
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DzSw5hkAk
「那麼，明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ebR3xWFtf
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1d6xQOslm
掛線後，家宜把消息告知媽。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkMxrW59wW
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZdxWloM4v
「八千五…」媽想了想：「差不多…」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsYnS3Y7e4
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8fu0ANN4l
家宜沉默了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7N2Y9fvDh
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1WPA4eqpB
媽瞥了瞥她，續道：「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五，已算是不錯！」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwq6QbBDoc
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIO3f8IRYG
這一句話，又把家宜的標準拉低了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT3uT0DqIt
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDjoc8eN8m
原來，她自己只值八千五！
一年後，進步不少的家宜被擢升，成為初級設計師。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvFh7xgPGF
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3jMlIXonN
自此，仍然年輕的家宜，決定不會再穿著花花綠綠，只會穿黑白灰。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0igsFr3mxX
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxnEMWkH34
有人說她成熟了，進步了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV2LEGNEEo
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3KT9Huf6Z
「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答，但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7TRxo0VL4
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nk4NdPuXU
似乎，大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRdIVzjPr5
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKjoHchUOi
這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎？一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲，是屬於青春的年華。真正的她，可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生；但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ClZJEiFn
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還是向現實低頭好了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoTbrshSr1
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKROKg8KrA
家宜又再穿上套裝，遮掩仍然年輕的身體；化濃妝、塗豔抹，好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxclB9hlDWQ
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWEL75iSnr
這就是，大家想要看見的家宜吧！
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋，一屁股坐在沙發上。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8oMnNvXTG
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoW66JlEw4
「發薪了嗎？」媽聞聲而至。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO7TeYtlev
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrLd1go0Se
「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8cD58ODYf
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVVwwfXg6Z
媽看了看，聲線幾近尖叫：「你不是已經升職了嗎？」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVQpVdby1Z
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXIqdi4lMi
家宜沒答話。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IMJNg6if8
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihuZip4bg9
望著家宜，媽氣得火燒心。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp05vyIZj3E
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQxtZaPDth
當初，是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnV4mbJpsq
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3lDWw5TbX
當初，是她講理想，擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oc046Cuv0
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ8n6PS1V3
當初，她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTTmDGZJHR
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppwQ6hVrnr
當初…916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNyaAe9GUf
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9NXFFfaDk
整個晚上，媽一言不發。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P4Cjm0auF
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUWzJDCmmN
家宜很難受，但卻選擇不多話。是的，她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想？原來，理想真的不可當飽飯吃！916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzDSo8mam3
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vyf0DLP2D
但現在，何如？
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6XP3f4FrK
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyyZ8FiLzL
形形色色的男女，都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈；家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3cF6aEJCN
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMw0yvkZeo
從未試過被人當中那麼奚落，還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAOBTHpQOt
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJEvxnfZCo
根本不是她的錯！916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdW3L0L4P9
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL37btgezyP
但道歉可保住一椿生意…916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17RDBb4m6C
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卻扭曲了自己…916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQiqoglUXt
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值得嗎？916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4TR1QjfYU
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「你是家宜嗎？」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbZZV6CEYf
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0K8aPNVrr
「學姐？」家宜不自覺的伸出手來，公式化地打招呼。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KdpqEHmeP
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUt909CqHW
「近來好嗎？」學姐也成熟了不少：「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎？」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVY9jo2xZN
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6ORPvaVKa
「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏，但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMHBweAHOK
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4asjnKxz2P
「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說：「需要聘請設計師…」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ9yvXDwBk
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGAnxZKfOv
「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShOeByXKuS
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjexHSezjK
「雖是自主度高，但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著：「你會來幫忙嗎？」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信，就在手心。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVkSD5sDSx
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaXu23Juij
只要家宜有勇氣遞上，再加幾個模稜兩可的原因，理想便能確切的握在手心。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKVj6mBbBN
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdivY8LtnG
「理想不能當飽飯吃！」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUIJCQCurz
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweJUc9yAIN
曾講過這句話的人，有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得，講這句話時，家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆，活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CzeNwHI3W
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ydUbrGsFb
理想，不相干嗎？很遙遠嗎？916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvPyNjXqkX
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefPbYNh6I7
難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎？916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe0KgbjucZ
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還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想，乾脆直接放棄了？916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU56gC6zGg
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENF8ScwD4b
不管了，先遞信吧！916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8Z7qJKlSS
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒：「很缺錢吧！」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWRv2d62oh
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q6DzlziyL
家宜呆了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49PdiKAIUq
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「加薪能留住你嗎？」他豎起兩隻手指，示意加薪兩千元。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pflOuo390
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPKgmYK68H
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgkQ4OSMJP
「既然沒問題，你先去工作吧！」他以微笑作結。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtKWvn59ZG
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN8EhmgiA6
這是…放棄了嗎？916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iOMV6pje5
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了，再沒追求理想的資格…
天，灰灰的。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDXS4QTv1N
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXoBxZGbM2
家宜傻傻的抬起頭來，心想：「我到底在做甚麼？」她的手在顫抖著，弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」；但今天終於領略到。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ750RMJVBDq
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGAkIn7n1A
家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前，勉力地堆起笑容，按下門鈴。應門的是媽。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WkaKVzL5d
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTcDDAxzVt
昨晚，為了工作上的去留問題，她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤，卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句：「生活艱難！」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtUsl0JJhv
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當時聽畢，家宜禁不住吐了句：「錢不是萬能的！」但二十四小時後，她願意收回那一句話。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHTQs4xtdF
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcxIBfFvEb
「真的辭職了嗎？」媽的語氣，冷淡得令人難受。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdwmiTRAwk
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAxXjNfAoa
「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj3pNWrgCq
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8jFoQ6Yom
「真的？」媽的表情很複雜，既喜且悲。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemPiEAs49z
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ogx0Vwxb4
是的，她很高興家宜沒有辭工；但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了，原因有二：想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTabfQubqf
916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB9GMJ7Vrq
媽選擇相信後者：「有話要講嗎？」916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ9I032TY6
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「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWppTj08Vt
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回到房間，家宜躺在床上，呆望著天花板。916Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nPl9CoICx
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欲哭無淚。
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