家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。577Please respect copyright.PENANAR6ejTMzac7
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和很多其他年輕人一樣,她是有夢想的,並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著,要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作,要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊,石沉大海時,她開始著急。577Please respect copyright.PENANABfsWekeWk2
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日復日,她心想:「機會在哪兒?」577Please respect copyright.PENANALZeGkWE8om
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終於,有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會,她仍興奮得很。577Please respect copyright.PENANAL1PPeweL41
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面試當日,她穿著整齊,拿著沉甸甸的公事包,於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時,大汗淋漓的她,被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司!還記得修讀室內設計文憑時,她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司,每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…577Please respect copyright.PENANAkj9SzROk4B
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面試後數日,有回音了。「八千五?」她在心裡嚷著:「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎?」577Please respect copyright.PENANAUCa1ZbOAdl
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「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。577Please respect copyright.PENANA4k0WhzJjD0
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「好。」家宜吁了一口氣,把心裡的標準降低了少許。577Please respect copyright.PENANAdhDeSijXWY
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「那麼,明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。577Please respect copyright.PENANAvzIAmhTvn3
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掛線後,家宜把消息告知媽。577Please respect copyright.PENANAIw6gjBlKR4
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「八千五…」媽想了想:「差不多…」577Please respect copyright.PENANAp0swSuOD9Z
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家宜沉默了。577Please respect copyright.PENANAj16NZDgdVb
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媽瞥了瞥她,續道:「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五,已算是不錯!」577Please respect copyright.PENANAGi4aj7Vy69
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這一句話,又把家宜的標準拉低了。577Please respect copyright.PENANALuMzc1IbtM
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原來,她自己只值八千五!
一年後,進步不少的家宜被擢升,成為初級設計師。577Please respect copyright.PENANAyZOohsIYdX
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自此,仍然年輕的家宜,決定不會再穿著花花綠綠,只會穿黑白灰。577Please respect copyright.PENANAkLEnMIygwi
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有人說她成熟了,進步了。577Please respect copyright.PENANATm1k03TmgM
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「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答,但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。577Please respect copyright.PENANAuVQLq6tIg5
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似乎,大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。577Please respect copyright.PENANApoG8FG1FjO
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這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎?一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲,是屬於青春的年華。真正的她,可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生;但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。577Please respect copyright.PENANA2FevvFegIk
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還是向現實低頭好了。577Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ9mVwCnen
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家宜又再穿上套裝,遮掩仍然年輕的身體;化濃妝、塗豔抹,好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。577Please respect copyright.PENANAHyEpBYASbM
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這就是,大家想要看見的家宜吧!
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋,一屁股坐在沙發上。577Please respect copyright.PENANA1cC7mTStWU
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「發薪了嗎?」媽聞聲而至。577Please respect copyright.PENANAv4W4Tj4dtZ
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「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。577Please respect copyright.PENANAE9nXzKSPYd
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媽看了看,聲線幾近尖叫:「你不是已經升職了嗎?」577Please respect copyright.PENANASJk9m19bxS
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家宜沒答話。577Please respect copyright.PENANAkVUg5S852d
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望著家宜,媽氣得火燒心。577Please respect copyright.PENANARExT4NWYgn
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當初,是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。577Please respect copyright.PENANArDjBaj6KCW
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當初,是她講理想,擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。577Please respect copyright.PENANAhsgv0yUIVO
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當初,她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。577Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wyk2Ri8le
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當初…577Please respect copyright.PENANAODy86KFizJ
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整個晚上,媽一言不發。577Please respect copyright.PENANAMQKY35aajK
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家宜很難受,但卻選擇不多話。是的,她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想?原來,理想真的不可當飽飯吃!577Please respect copyright.PENANAe1rbc1wsmH
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但現在,何如?
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。577Please respect copyright.PENANAGll03FsvG4
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形形色色的男女,都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈;家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。577Please respect copyright.PENANAM49wQuMzyS
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從未試過被人當中那麼奚落,還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。577Please respect copyright.PENANAFOqBecZ5t8
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根本不是她的錯!577Please respect copyright.PENANAD1r91TORxg
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但道歉可保住一椿生意…577Please respect copyright.PENANAvlNnQ7OYAm
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卻扭曲了自己…577Please respect copyright.PENANAjojHhgtPAN
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值得嗎?577Please respect copyright.PENANADXLiJnWjqm
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「你是家宜嗎?」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。577Please respect copyright.PENANATzCvlIOWr5
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「學姐?」家宜不自覺的伸出手來,公式化地打招呼。577Please respect copyright.PENANAqLiMQlXeCu
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「近來好嗎?」學姐也成熟了不少:「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎?」577Please respect copyright.PENANA6SI9IegKe7
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「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏,但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。577Please respect copyright.PENANA2AqmhQtyBV
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「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說:「需要聘請設計師…」577Please respect copyright.PENANA7O8NWZZAEU
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「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。577Please respect copyright.PENANAzyTMTuvyLV
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「雖是自主度高,但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著:「你會來幫忙嗎?」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信,就在手心。577Please respect copyright.PENANAkz05sN3aDd
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只要家宜有勇氣遞上,再加幾個模稜兩可的原因,理想便能確切的握在手心。577Please respect copyright.PENANAcbAX73LjZU
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「理想不能當飽飯吃!」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。577Please respect copyright.PENANAGA7Atuauvs
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曾講過這句話的人,有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得,講這句話時,家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆,活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。577Please respect copyright.PENANA9rjkcYR0lB
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理想,不相干嗎?很遙遠嗎?577Please respect copyright.PENANA1laAdEVV8R
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難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎?577Please respect copyright.PENANAJXVCi3ecEP
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還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想,乾脆直接放棄了?577Please respect copyright.PENANAm40H5YlMio
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不管了,先遞信吧!577Please respect copyright.PENANAOg7SeFHI4P
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒:「很缺錢吧!」577Please respect copyright.PENANATrY6gcKJlW
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家宜呆了。577Please respect copyright.PENANA1DolIK7F9L
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「加薪能留住你嗎?」他豎起兩隻手指,示意加薪兩千元。577Please respect copyright.PENANArCdD6NLK9a
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。577Please respect copyright.PENANARUayvtk91T
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「既然沒問題,你先去工作吧!」他以微笑作結。577Please respect copyright.PENANAL669UhDaQO
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這是…放棄了嗎?577Please respect copyright.PENANAtnp0eViT21
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了,再沒追求理想的資格…
天,灰灰的。577Please respect copyright.PENANA6335zDFyNX
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家宜傻傻的抬起頭來,心想:「我到底在做甚麼?」她的手在顫抖著,弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」;但今天終於領略到。577Please respect copyright.PENANAdYDLcbiUc8
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家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前,勉力地堆起笑容,按下門鈴。應門的是媽。577Please respect copyright.PENANADGwJWZckJn
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昨晚,為了工作上的去留問題,她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤,卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句:「生活艱難!」577Please respect copyright.PENANAkrPCD5ybLX
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當時聽畢,家宜禁不住吐了句:「錢不是萬能的!」但二十四小時後,她願意收回那一句話。577Please respect copyright.PENANAoSCb0TWK6X
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「真的辭職了嗎?」媽的語氣,冷淡得令人難受。577Please respect copyright.PENANAHLR1l7LRCu
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「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。577Please respect copyright.PENANAGARsttnBLR
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「真的?」媽的表情很複雜,既喜且悲。577Please respect copyright.PENANAMO5sMJdyvL
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是的,她很高興家宜沒有辭工;但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了,原因有二:想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。577Please respect copyright.PENANAvALWm7Zxcr
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媽選擇相信後者:「有話要講嗎?」577Please respect copyright.PENANASlP9J8HYTC
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「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。577Please respect copyright.PENANAfQCm6u22d6
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回到房間,家宜躺在床上,呆望著天花板。577Please respect copyright.PENANAToCWT8JQEz
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欲哭無淚。