✽南泰│金南俊x金泰亨835Please respect copyright.PENANA7xU6EYB9s4
✽泰亨為了演員夢想而出國的背景,後續使用835Please respect copyright.PENANA5V942Y6bJ9
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金南俊已經不知道自己在喝什麼,酒嗎?那為什麼還沒爛醉?水嗎?那能不能至少讓他可以清醒,好好憶起在心頭放不下的那張臉孔?835Please respect copyright.PENANAESod9xpM7r
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猛一回神,他便看見有個人站在包廂門口,為這封閉混濁的空間,帶來了一道光。835Please respect copyright.PENANAipFcVbHfcR
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──「哥。」835Please respect copyright.PENANAU38yPRe6uX
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這聲呼喚,讓金南俊瞬間軟了眉頭,喉頭的苦轉甜,心頭的冷也變暖了。835Please respect copyright.PENANALoEXwt78rw
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是泰亨吧?他應該在要去機場的路上啊,他得到了一個很棒的機會可以去國外發展,朝他想成為演員的夢想前進──啊沒錯,金南俊想起來了,就算是自己一個人喝得渾身酸楚,他也是來為泰亨慶祝、為泰亨餞別的。835Please respect copyright.PENANAd3vORCWk6u
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「你怎麼會在這?你不是應該出發了嗎?」835Please respect copyright.PENANAqyzADUpPOz
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「不管我出發了沒有……,哥說過會好好照顧自己的不是嗎?」835Please respect copyright.PENANAd4dfu4cN0Q
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一向要人操心的小麻煩,竟以金南俊必須好好照顧自己為他可以安心出發的條件,也太沒說服力了不是嗎?金南俊會心一笑,但酒精的混沌讓他覺得嘴角要揚起,好困難。835Please respect copyright.PENANAA7xFZHu7r1
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金泰亨走了過來,在他面前站著,沒有坐下來,就只是站著;為了不要一直抬頭看他,金南俊也站了起來。835Please respect copyright.PENANAwr7vszhpJN
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一瞬間的頭暈目眩令金南俊有點兒難以招架,但他隨即感受到金泰亨挽住了他的手臂,某種互相拉扯的力道,讓他和金泰亨突然靠近了,像要擁抱,卻遲遲沒有觸碰彼此的身體──835Please respect copyright.PENANAJxOiSYblLI
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「哥,我想留下來。」金泰亨緩緩說著,聲音裡的沙啞讓人充滿了遐思。835Please respect copyright.PENANAxDa9yQJQkF
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「泰亨啊,聽哥說……」金南俊在腦海裡對於金泰亨的退縮,已經培養出了另一條情緒反應路線,他會從容地列出這麼做的優點和缺點,用金泰亨信服的口吻,讓他不再對未來害怕──835Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ4mSrykny
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如果你相信哥,就勇敢去闖吧,因為哥知道你一定會成功的!835Please respect copyright.PENANAeuHMNlkWJE
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「……」但當金南俊往前一傾,輕靠著金泰亨的額頭時,他卻是一陣啞然;不行,他說不出口,他做不到。835Please respect copyright.PENANAl5p2yohHWh
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從知道泰亨要離開的消息以來,為他歡呼,為他找齊一切去到國外需要的生活資訊,為他四處向別人炫耀,為他給予全心全意的支持和意見……。835Please respect copyright.PENANAUDOUg2oBzx
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──於是金南俊就敗在這兒,打從心底地以泰亨為榮,替他換來的只是一份無法任性要求:「但哥會想你,別走。」的寂寞。835Please respect copyright.PENANA1JDTu2enBM
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金南俊眷戀地嗅著金泰亨的鼻息,想從那他熟悉的味道裡找出一絲線索,讓他知道此刻,金泰亨是希望金南俊給他一計鼓勵,還是,大膽地,把他留下來?835Please respect copyright.PENANAqgH0B0lerv
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然而,霎那間金南俊只是腦中一片空白,陣陣耳鳴逼得他腦袋昏漲,眼前一片黑去,他便沒了意識;再次醒來時,包廂內一個人影都沒有,連充滿酒腥味的空氣也是一片死寂。835Please respect copyright.PENANA3YN3azBfAZ
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金南俊按了按自己的眉尖,從沙發上痛苦地直起身來,費力地環顧四周──835Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6VbL26kky
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所以,金泰亨的出現,純粹只是酒精作祟?835Please respect copyright.PENANAmqh3dEhYLE
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那麼,金南俊是否該感到開心,金泰亨仍然是那個不曾因夢想怯步的,令他驕傲的弟弟;或者,是否他終於可以允許自己崩潰,以為這次能把泰亨留住,卻發現從頭到尾只是飲酒過度、自欺欺人的幻想?835Please respect copyright.PENANAWG0RfvS8xw
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