✽圍巾│金泰亨x金碩珍
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「所以,金碩珍,是你唯一的親人嗎?」920Please respect copyright.PENANA7vcxgTay3H
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「對。」920Please respect copyright.PENANACUlqkDd1Ei
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「那麼……,是什麼原因,讓他變成你唯一的親人?你願意談談你的父母嗎,泰亨?」920Please respect copyright.PENANANSaaLKtmLz
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「我不需要他們,有碩珍哥對我來說就夠了。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAVKMHpHTvVk
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腦海中閃過父親和母親眼窩深處凹陷發黑的模樣,抽搐、痙攣,躺在破爛的床鋪上呻吟著,毒癮把他們兩人折磨得不成人形,就是在那時候,金碩珍從身後,摀住了年僅五歲的他的雙眼。920Please respect copyright.PENANA0uIuLDGrBw
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「所以一直以來都只有你哥哥照顧你嗎?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAHLkgXLhub0
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「……」920Please respect copyright.PENANA7P3Dt9dib7
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「泰亨?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAnBChN9Xdjg
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「他不只有照顧我。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAMvGio1TZnv
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和金碩珍一起走在去學校的路上,單單這樣一個畫面也奢侈到只會在夢裡出現。920Please respect copyright.PENANAYYZGT6ktrP
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事實是金碩珍輟了學,從早到晚都在工作,為他湊足學費好讓他上學;在鞦韆上望著同齡孩子玩耍的身影,他想著的是去哪裡尋一個像那樣的童年給他哥哥。920Please respect copyright.PENANAx9nI0wpjxW
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他沒有朋友,這世界每一個角落都讓他覺得飄零、散亂,就算在鬧街上或節慶裡也沒有差別;但只要和金碩珍在一起,就算居無定所,沒有去處,他也覺得無風無雨。920Please respect copyright.PENANA2QFpCrh4Yt
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水漬的霉味在房裡發酵,變得混濁、難聞。他和金碩珍躺在地板上,彼此都冷得睡不著。920Please respect copyright.PENANAJP6QcIm0MI
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於是他朝金碩珍爬去,一聲不響地潛入他哥哥的懷抱裡,閉上雙眼,睫毛上的淚水沾濕了金碩珍乾澀的雙唇;哥哥身上那股連疲憊和酸楚都掩蓋不掉的溫暖體香,在他鼻尖蔓延開來,金碩珍把他抱得好緊,緊到他肺部裡的空氣從嘴邊溢出,吐了個輕微的喘息在他哥哥的耳邊。920Please respect copyright.PENANANAWpPSPgHL
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「泰亨啊,如果哥能夠讓你再暖和一點就好了。」920Please respect copyright.PENANArQJsFFq297
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那低沉溫潤的嗓音,發著燒所以滾燙的雙頰,用全身上下來傳遞的呵護。920Please respect copyright.PENANAUeBugnm1N4
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霎時,那成了金泰亨擁有的全世界。920Please respect copyright.PENANAhRwWLL14UZ
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當那個世界在他擁有之後又被奪走,當他親眼看著金碩珍終於撐不下去了,身體和精神都是,有個社會機構介入了他們,自此,金碩珍像是從他身邊被隔離一般,他再也沒見過他哥哥。920Please respect copyright.PENANAPk54dze4B8
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不斷有人來問他需要什麼、想要什麼,他的答案永遠只有一個,那不僅僅是他只想要的,更是他只知道的。920Please respect copyright.PENANAAMkmapzVYS
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他不需要創傷輔導,不需要有人承諾他會有更好的生活,不需要有人在挖空他心底深處名為金碩珍的生存條件後,再來慰藉和關懷。920Please respect copyright.PENANALecViaKSXZ
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他只想要回到碩珍哥身邊,僅此而已。但對一個曾經一無所有的人來說,一口氣要求富足完滿,是否不應該?他不確定,他會怯縮。920Please respect copyright.PENANAvZQAyMxbQe
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然而,他聽到的總是金碩珍還在醫院觀察,時機還未到,還要再等等,這類的回答,彷彿他是個哄哄便罷的孩子,永遠也不會知道真相──920Please respect copyright.PENANAqJcRZeHeGA
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他開始在夢裡回到那個寒冷的夜晚,重新感受因為金碩珍的體溫,他體內燃起了一股前所未有的悸動。920Please respect copyright.PENANA6eAaXDvSey
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他將金碩珍的眼簾吻上,傾盡全部向哥哥傳遞那份一直以來從金碩珍身上得到的安全感,只有擁有金碩珍,他才會是金泰亨;於是,金泰亨低喃,「哥,沒事的,一切都會更好的。」920Please respect copyright.PENANAfDFrfa16DX
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直到他醒過來,他才知道那是個真實到不像話的夢。920Please respect copyright.PENANAPBiYny5ddw
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「我什麼時候能見碩珍哥?」920Please respect copyright.PENANAe8viuamXEc
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「……關於這一點,我想,是時候跟你說明……」920Please respect copyright.PENANA2Bmr8dEwom
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那般口氣令他害怕了,彷彿他即將要迎來一個難以接受的結局。920Please respect copyright.PENANAxvXlnuiPaU
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不,他不希望對方再說下去了,因為早在這結局之前,他就知道為什麼他們不讓他見金碩珍了,不是嗎?920Please respect copyright.PENANACMCSjidvy0
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──是因為他的要求太過份了,太貪心了。920Please respect copyright.PENANAqdj4TwJGhv
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他說服自己,沒錯,一定是這樣的。920Please respect copyright.PENANAhQbR5CUZxs
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那麼他會承認,對,他貪心。如果承認錯誤才是個正確回應,承認錯誤,他們才願意讓他和金碩珍聚首的話,他會的。920Please respect copyright.PENANAFtzEQnINri
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當下一次再被問到相同問題,他會試著更懂事點、更耐心點,或許他會改口,不做多餘的要求──920Please respect copyright.PENANAfXeH4YsXsy
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「很遺憾,我必須告訴你,泰亨……」920Please respect copyright.PENANAaj9wU8znoS
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如此一來,是不是可以別聽這結局呢?920Please respect copyright.PENANAZcEV1plQII
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