我還是如第一日的情況無異。617Please respect copyright.PENANATozWrxmh6h
下午很努力的吃了一件蛋糕,強逼自己沒有浪費食物。617Please respect copyright.PENANAyhs4GsIeA7
而我發現了,若我不去聽她的聲音,身體就會有一種心理毒癮。617Please respect copyright.PENANAA8vr5WddW6
3小時後,那種如毒癮般的痛苦發作,渾身顫抖得很厲害。617Please respect copyright.PENANAbYc8Htpo0V
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已不能忍受的痛苦。617Please respect copyright.PENANAGbYc1VF5Rz
聽著聽著……617Please respect copyright.PENANAXg2Bos0iIA
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慢慢就安定下來。617Please respect copyright.PENANAIQuvIt0T5Q
心裡很痛苦。617Please respect copyright.PENANAwW7wiRTx2x
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下班後,和同事一起離開。617Please respect copyright.PENANAzXgvdnuMhS
同事說今天吃的午餐很飽。聞言,我心肝裡的蛋糕也糜爛在肚裏,我只記得這個話題,一路上同事也在說著他的事情,但我只能以潛意識的敷衍應對。617Please respect copyright.PENANAjgMLU6KBY6
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在到站前我做了一個說謊的選擇──這是我在公司下樓梯時想到的,這是為了不想讓同事知道。617Please respect copyright.PENANA1mqzrY6TpK
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「我今日搭反轉方向的車,先走了。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ0hNI5QOG
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過了一會我帶上我的「心理鹽水」走遠,回到車廂上,我想可能會是同一班車。617Please respect copyright.PENANA1TYo1OUAq3
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我去了理髮店後,再帶在「心理鹽水」回家,路上買了雞蛋仔和珍珠奶茶,只是吃在嘴巴裡卻是淡然無味。一路上和回家後我在聽著與她的「過去來電」,回家後打開舊手機也看了我寫給她的新詩,來電有很多很有趣很搞笑的內容,我會心微笑。當刻想到黃子華曾說自己過去的創作很好……617Please respect copyright.PENANAkUvQWpQpYX
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為什麼會想到,現在可能已經想不到。617Please respect copyright.PENANAqhsM9CpsxS
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是的,我做了不是設計行業後,我的靈感和創意都慢慢的老死了,我失去了好奇心,是無謂的人。但我在參加設計比賽時,在痛苦的思考過程中,我慢慢地找回自己,也發現了工作毒品葡萄糖。617Please respect copyright.PENANAt55kE7nHhl
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開開心心去找她那天,也是我是希望找回初心的感覺,在那天晚上我也在做了一個圖案給比賽用,但我心裡只想著她的事情。我了解,「聽音看詩」這是我想念她的辨法,也是找回自己的方法。617Please respect copyright.PENANAMKpXETohnM
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我感到無限快樂。我也開始想到了很多點子為她而做。感覺寫的就是我的新詩創作,而且數量不多,但現在寫的是連載小說?
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