I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAFhYUI8pKKE
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAsIKkL4RnHw
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 708Please respect copyright.PENANATd9WkbSfDv
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 708Please respect copyright.PENANAYaSicZV5Ic
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAWhGv0ljfL6
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAVYY32Kl2TJ
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAG984OcaiwQ
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 708Please respect copyright.PENANACctvNjg6gH
He's already someone else's. 708Please respect copyright.PENANAkZGptVNFtN
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