I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQrA0JCyTR
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpcJbsFhGF
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc2bV8yZfr
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkeTPHWMau
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxwq2WJTF7
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9q7dg036Y
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKx0t8CQcZ
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pzEmQDoVQ
He's already someone else's. 909Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FXo99GypC
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