I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVtzowfTqO
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ixbOVytkB
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPa4HTzVse
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdvlXdLMo1
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPNAja8UMY
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGix16hbV2
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLesAm1uLVW
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5nJ9nZnL8
He's already someone else's. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUoU8ft2qR
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