I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpoMGfqGR8
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80HioJSihd
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggQtxp7pnW
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57mwJnCMbK
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87Jov4wKH4
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswftJPMeox
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxkfP4ZQS0
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGl1zjQUDT
He's already someone else's. 921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IwPHz4l8a
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