I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJqO6gCtnM
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf97ZYMYtp9
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7IedbV5W3
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaQ124LBGi
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLZqpRwy5r
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwKl9XiiIb
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZVONgcB3f
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkzyodTjWj
He's already someone else's. 953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LlyiJdIRX
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