You know they say the pen is mightier than the sword. Then if might makes right, the pen makes right. So yeah, i right to deliver a message. A message that otherwise i cant deliver.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXZU6uwLzMa
Just Joking, I am writing to beg for help. Here is my story Please help. If you can follow that would be great.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ96FL64zY
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Some of us search for the meaning of life. However, do we find1815Please respect copyright.PENANAYxPL7hodhi
it. Or do we settle for less. Follow me your average boring 20 year old as he1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXPTDcJKzhS
tried to find his meaning of life. What does it mean to love an idol who has1815Please respect copyright.PENANAd7bsdZ0rjx
the love ban rule.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAezYoZVbu0n
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About me:1815Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mh6BL9vpg
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Yeah i am one of those people who when you asked other for an1815Please respect copyright.PENANA9OBF40JiBx
impression, they would say I am a nice guy. Yeah awesome I am nice, everybody1815Please respect copyright.PENANApffYPxbVCu
loves me. Except nice, is the excuse you say when you got nothing else to say1815Please respect copyright.PENANAKFkJ7C5U6D
about the guy. So yeah, I am that awkward guy who pretends to listen to music1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXACFyfYr5a
when I cant talk to anybody. That guy who can’t even pose for a fun photo. Yup,1815Please respect copyright.PENANAbhvPrKhHAs
your typical akward, “nice” friend.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXcvJgZ9O5G
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Of course now lets move on to my adventure.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAMZxKtVLy4S
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Before coming to japan i had recently been into this super1815Please respect copyright.PENANAMT8BFxCAJw
popular group called Nogizaka 46. Their music is honestly amazing and their1815Please respect copyright.PENANAEvOflIsU0m
show Nogizaka Koujichuu is hilarious. 1815Please respect copyright.PENANAVTKKDgWtdh
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As they were going to have a national concert the next day1815Please respect copyright.PENANA0B1TaNtnYa
(Ikoma's Graduation concert ). I was going to buy their Cds. As my brother1815Please respect copyright.PENANAn5qHV0ViX0
suggested tower records, we went there to buy the Cd. 1815Please respect copyright.PENANATFFRTU1ehb
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It was then I heard somebody singing. “Anata no dake wo~ Anata1815Please respect copyright.PENANA50jZeBzvLU
no dake wo~”, Just for you, Just for you… In my mind I was like Yes, thank you1815Please respect copyright.PENANA5sSsqZAQyZ
god the idol girl of my dream is singing for me. So I turned around and was1815Please respect copyright.PENANA0aTdxU2exk
stunned to see 5 cute idol girls singing. “ Just like the animes its time for1815Please respect copyright.PENANAwxrMQsWjpj
my harem” I snickered in delusion. However,1815Please respect copyright.PENANAahfyceGsBO
the song ended and I was brought back to reality. Yup I am still loser Jon, the1815Please respect copyright.PENANAvX1OSsaYMn
one who hides in the shadows . Reality hurts doesn’t it.1815Please respect copyright.PENANADSn1fc6tqy
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Afterwards, they introduced themselves as Shine fine movement1815Please respect copyright.PENANANa85iBWiOm
and then left after saying something in Japanese.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAzEwB6RnxvU
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Of course, I studied Japanese once a week for 6 months before1815Please respect copyright.PENANABJwRpfSQEL
coming to Japan. However, since I was not that smart ikeman (popular guy) my1815Please respect copyright.PENANAbi5C1NTxKL
level was quite low. Despite this i tried to play it cool attempting to talk to the manger in Japanese about the1815Please respect copyright.PENANA9eNVyIHtjN
idol group. Spoke in Japanese, like Hai, Hai. But understanding basically1815Please respect copyright.PENANAJh8e1YAonY
nothing, I ended It with the coolest line that makes it seem you understand1815Please respect copyright.PENANA7jyhxz34E8
everything. Wakarimashita, arigatou gozaimasu. (I got it ,thank you very much) At1815Please respect copyright.PENANAVn1YPyltBS
least I protected my pride. Then I went back to my brother. But you know the1815Please respect copyright.PENANA4mYGHBAWgE
thing about siblings they see right through your soul. Then he tried talking to1815Please respect copyright.PENANAVZfySZjYXU
the Manager. 1815Please respect copyright.PENANAUyzT9NNVCj
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Yup, the Manager could speak English. Now I looked like a total1815Please respect copyright.PENANANBTNRcCUI7
idiot. Wait that is how I always look. Okay no change then. Great. So he told us that if we bought a cd we could1815Please respect copyright.PENANAO9hEgpZ86Z
go for handshake event. Ok, pause for a moment , let me rephrase that handshake1815Please respect copyright.PENANAvCVa3o5rBt
with a cute girl. Now having not touched a girls hand other than my mothers1815Please respect copyright.PENANABe8GZHwLT2
(wait did I even touch that I am not sure but whatever) this was going to be1815Please respect copyright.PENANAkiuYWiX5Ki
the greatest moment of my life. 1815Please respect copyright.PENANAi99ZPRiMlJ
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So I bought the cd and shook hands with to me the cutest girl,1815Please respect copyright.PENANAZQS6VANW9w
Nao Chan. So I shook hands with her. Yes girls are mysterious beings who are1815Please respect copyright.PENANAP5cgoepjxk
soft and smell nice , ok anymore and I will be called a pervert. So I wanted to1815Please respect copyright.PENANAEEDgKKdHRD
say something but was so nervous that I started shaking. Damn I was lame. But1815Please respect copyright.PENANAtg1payDNj5
then I remembered Medaka box (manga), if you shake, shake to the max. So as1815Please respect copyright.PENANAoFKRhU70U2
lame as I was I said that I was super nervous because she was so cute. Of1815Please respect copyright.PENANA41DJdB7JBn
course she said no, no not at all . But she only said it with an even cuter1815Please respect copyright.PENANAU7rn1MPCac
face . Dude you can die from that cuteness overload. During the handshake, she1815Please respect copyright.PENANANfLqYFrhtL
was quite excited that I came from Singapore, so she asked me about why I came1815Please respect copyright.PENANALQgU3JNliH
to Japan. Yes I accomplished my life goal of getting a girl to take notice of1815Please respect copyright.PENANATeRkb3gJrR
me.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXVsFalQH5h
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Then they had this event where you could take a photo with a1815Please respect copyright.PENANASObd4Jz64N
random member. Of course though it was a luck draw. However I contemplated for1815Please respect copyright.PENANAQm82m5OpOu
a long time as you had to buy another cd. Then I decided to trust Jesus. So I1815Please respect copyright.PENANAOUZ1Fm9Wur
decided to buy the cd. However being the dark hero that I was, I bought it at1815Please respect copyright.PENANAElksklPPqv
the really eleventh hour. By the time I filled up the Japanese form (in1815Please respect copyright.PENANA0xDOWE5FQj
Japanese).The event was over. Typical life of Jon.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAvRPAI3ZcuS
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However as they were about to leave they saw my distressed face.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAZNyJLjARJ0
(look the face iwas born with finally served its purpose).They then realised1815Please respect copyright.PENANAtbc2qe8MTy
that I had bought a ticket and wanted to use it. So they said (kawaii sou) poor1815Please respect copyright.PENANAy5X7HFmKnM
thing . As I had come all the way from Singapore they decided to extend the1815Please respect copyright.PENANAXQxKMh4XjN
event for my sake. Me. Ok now I just love them even more.1815Please respect copyright.PENANA94n5RtgFVL
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Thank you Jesus, I drew Naochan. She told me your luck must be1815Please respect copyright.PENANAk3rCPGDmNM
really good. So I smoothly replied back, Yeah the luckiest thing I did was met1815Please respect copyright.PENANAuE7OyHBFb1
you. In reality I was like um, yeah. Lame but dude it me, sorry I couldn’t be1815Please respect copyright.PENANAmA7OiBsRBi
as cool as you.1815Please respect copyright.PENANAjrmX9gxLB1
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To be continued. But dude this is just day one : I am (wait I1815Please respect copyright.PENANAzeMa9E6xfi
mean Jon is going to be in Japan for 3 months. So the adventure continues. )1815Please respect copyright.PENANAScHoZQ7hvl
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Dude but if you like this story please follow naochan on1815Please respect copyright.PENANAhDWsphEV74
twitter. Cause she is the cutest thing ever. twitter.com/nao_ltg?lang=en1815Please respect copyright.PENANAzZbyUrWeZb
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This girl is so great that i just had to write. Please follow her on twitter and i will follow you back. 1815Please respect copyright.PENANAATjPEN833z
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