我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W2a8XLqQM
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR51nP0Gyh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskQPjQVi70
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdOC1NQrZ4
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqfonnQAJR
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBE44B11ds
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7ALrJDuiG
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhIgU5B7BP
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQxdW8Umgh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9S8WMMeWx
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEHldgOBw7
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVurMxuMLOU
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXeKVSXaYz
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPQJSG62SV
「不要動。」我說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PmCFmO5Xv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevH43gxPoY
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA70pzxAdE
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tDaQB8BH6
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrTJ0FY6Kc
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW5ekKGceV
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr92ZQ66oqz
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1LGWh531v
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9x0JYWyYT
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JiAUZN2CH
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8PupMLCs0
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOwBrLnMqp
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumABLElRIq
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZc1o5e7pY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEnBgp4ufv
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFIg2NSW4g
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz2p6V4e1n
「為什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8qa7jKbES
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqMFKGwDJc
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD0bv8lf7o
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LMBnZA0xk
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNCjqLSYEA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPDhA7CZSG
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZzhLsooHv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj6Daicts9
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI25IzPbejC
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0lLIZmRi7
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcC4K2B8ke
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLqdwBwk7f
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbywv5c8R9
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjjNx2TUUL
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjcmKCjqUe
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO1sSKk2he
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch1zItwiDP
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedQsi8duYk
「……」他語塞。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgWhryx30i
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsTpuLSIRI
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr1Fbn9xnu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwgpqDIhA8
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcgQcZeZhf
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqgWbMbyTh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nk3bWPo02
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ac12XwoCo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIABPz4EWl
「為什麼不行？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvrKBP1Ocr
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbngqMg40Nw
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0jvcCP7DB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixEWS7AzOx
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NDRb7LIZv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdP3Lb6mEH
「我…沒想過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZuRe6X3nE
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRxN17R9b3
「是了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXwXGE8Y16
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGV61wzHPw
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlKRQQWzxv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29TAhpNTOP
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4YbkC13v6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHHYzYCVgz
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkx2BaImcB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWvQHaJiJr
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwjC7STUq6
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惹人憐愛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe43fNeI4u4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv8dR7YFef
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb35w11Riw6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd8iZFm9Ss
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxdC4O585J
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3CjJYagxS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMtPMJkOjs
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUkfKIIgWh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt6n3wYKDd
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hrIKVjZhB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhUL8Mf52c
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvBRVUy5jO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHUxgNZ35Z
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhOK9RcaXc
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlOTP9o4CX
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ0aUiHfQa
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhPuvAIrd7
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QrLl8eLzh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S8u14vSAF
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAqBaOv5U0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLZysVamNe
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctUigzsKqQ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ1t5qvILp
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPfogdthjn
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblg7IvFUwy
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2YDKVKVqU
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaRgKt8Qwr
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WFpxzmecA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ7AY7QTJu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJyeqkBNYg
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMerHpSFan
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnQaVcBuy1
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQysxwa7lB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90HVtJd3Ms
「那是因為我以前也做過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrQOfQerQM
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPTOqE6lDT
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbQnaGLIeZ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCI37SwF61
「……我以前是服從的角色。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7hexBntQA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgiuLvwgrI
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i7s9oNqii
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4to1M5uvW
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g1YosuL2K
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQPHo1EGI1
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGchFoBIXI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDW0O9EHGf
我看著他，沒有移開目光。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUk0eYzztX
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEZCU8WFZ4
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJMNlG4Chc
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQe2geOSPO
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfxqQd19DO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2ZqZ0I5eu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMGNRtf8z0
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tzsKnVhGI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCIp4HpIkP
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvmsv0cncA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tvag3lgED
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRVZ5TVVCY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bPmZwp8Lu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny8Gv43G91
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1RviWd2f
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS3MWNqrhS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55FvQKv6fw
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg2zsuU3GQ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKunJrLFVvo
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvahWMaxVg
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