我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCCyUhdK5o
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYNamANL5Q
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVaSDtFhVp
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaeoZdysf1
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn3AhJBXqQ
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX87kZd4oo
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMGMckEWvo
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1ep14QJd3
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNEkDZUyo9
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRdseSTELc
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「不要動。」我說。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzOVjZH0pZ
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybaL8dfGzE
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkE5KycOIw
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaS7Gl3uhE
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tD7NHXbb6
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT57K8htfZ
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wLG6XWOdf
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrFv1f6B2L
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaFPyLI7w8
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWhcLtQqFG
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JojctcCsM
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP0kvAqfoP
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「為什麼？」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bAxFosRzP
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDOCSd1Bry
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「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xV8vNkGD5
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「我做錯什麼了嗎？」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQQjNjLX6h
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIobU2AtkZ
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWCPCRsWO9
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HsfDezWj6
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNIFpmlr0k
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjjdFpYRvk
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlKpZ93uta
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwh5kNnxqf
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Wd7HWOAL
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPrFctcJQD
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2Ahk71SiI
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「……」他語塞。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVnCzbS0Aj
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86oKa0Y3RO
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUjGGsyy12
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Z4fqMqrN
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RXPFDaMwP
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL7xexv6E1
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJUrSO1R88
「為什麼不行？」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6tJg1V2o2
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「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZqdotgrH6
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他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjR97A6LDa
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59XYAVpmtW
「我…沒想過。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Fgh7SL6t
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「是了。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBHrh8Uzok
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLDLjXdjZZ
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dKUxajokD
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukfu24iE6L
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAJqZOrkLb
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhin1pXO4bh
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5kL2sSpiD
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrFbrFXc7d
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惹人憐愛。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq2Egx4oYh
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciFYI6YdyV
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95rX7pMMGR
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpDiRSNfu5
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pG36AORlE
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaepriiW1X
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnZ8USx4TV
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSEJ9irzbz
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac2UKvquIA
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83qPqhbaTL
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMH4CFvhAS
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1psiN0Zi3t
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V4dDNhqB1
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF3kdbsat6
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdkeiYukWH
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9LD6kdPJG
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk7ej7wal4
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbWe0bANjG
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGYTYDCUl3
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg5186gLil
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sNMnXa7yx
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxvpp9eLAU
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「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPAOORVfGW
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEQXgJplB1
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUlhBBWy35
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FmPSr84Wr
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE81C5lNm0z
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XdhVhTYgm
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRdLzXrCAu
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBoLLf1sLI
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqguO6NOen
「那是因為我以前也做過。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqe6UyoFVk
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXr2fePau
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPo3gpa2L2
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvy3JtfjJa
「……我以前是服從的角色。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiDxKqu8VF
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEUYNIhWhl
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbHQnfxBRh
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlTmeNTrnY
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0xjFizvZK
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufvjcFMD4j
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsYw42mqYM
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMtzCnb8Ce
我看著他，沒有移開目光。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizob8rLjvJ
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeDqpzkJR5
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXbQBc8rQ7
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rlTu9LHnS
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpBaEduMmk
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYT8mUaEy9
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAgK1lRP54
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbNvpzV2Ut
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk6Y73LukG
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ447DtW4vzo
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhkXPPkKc1
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZykjE284a
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8vSr9RW1D
412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfHpaRuT8d
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoVORojmM9
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412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKTCnRCduG
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFoPYHJzHJ
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」412Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtgf4VxDn1
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