預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75M2cjd8TJ
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鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNDLeNtOD7
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「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnOEK5eoDY
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgetLpGp5o
怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1gsc2BkAL
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「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9jEt7w1X6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCV2kcaIHq
「上課吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y30aZNB3Q
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J7AxHryCE
「好 。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumYNKKMSxU
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3vmaLCSzw
夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BfIOsQFNh
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPudu7gNiAj
那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM2J0pe4jW
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJuULyoyMw
下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUZ9SEU1u7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvWQEewLVP
才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU4o1TeapJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk39oPOoXG
來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujBNLN44Ga
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想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJceS0HD7D
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM5QkAh12Y
看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCeNfjpWTE
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ3vLemJ7X
簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJINlA4O2d
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNilV1kAUG
我扯了一下嘴角。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWXIi4DQfw
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「是那個劈腿男打來的？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU88wp7G5Kr
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uQX0xpLfB
「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ9SDS2hFu
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrv66mL6gz
「不接嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM2m8l5upH
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUW7fZQrFK
「不用接，會很麻煩。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK04M182VGt
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我打開和他的對話視窗。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL6YH6QXgR
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5256ewFllB
〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJoi8mO4EM
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〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYHpaPg3Pv
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKAb2R385M
〝快回電給我！〞497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHu1BrQREF
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諸如此類的訊息。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGZsPjOJjE
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhnoqVbZLy
所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT4CVgsNBP
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMY10hqHP1
「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2no2md1eW8
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbCgzr59jh
敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfOLiX8PEJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaDZuxGr7n
她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVAK314pXs
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncGZDrLf02
她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAgD7uBrQ6
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUVw7rFkpH
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOixeBA4nmc
因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEQz44Kqzf
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUUvpJDJlb
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「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1NMFWZCJ6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAKeK7hGuj
「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7SFlDp9zK
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvxSmM9OcM
全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeLpYe7Ahz
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxLQ387An4
其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrPEnhCsCQ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE8ALN702u
發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nQShI78rl
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「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdebptdp7P
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另一邊又傳訊息來了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGffuSqvpaX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnZ8Hk02I2
「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPueaet3Wjm
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvsDsvCzcw
「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPnuhbEdp4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDPfhr85zN
這邊，我也按下了封鎖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVUQ6zuDkC
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiKhXb8T7L
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqXkBiRU3m
然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDA8i3QUxB
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO75J2Xh4bt
「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPyArjBHYo
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDZcGdLYR9
「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSc4Xa9r29
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRjyzpJiJp
「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22t1uH9dy0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk7VhcDlmu
「是啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSryfEDU4Y8
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE6H4AVxb0
「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4dPjE5p6Y
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cWN11Dyop
「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs6gB9MNpm
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事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jq9x6AYVs
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但那得花上一些時間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVAi2Qwf6a
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待續。
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