那天後,我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。303Please respect copyright.PENANAQMd5OhUgPk
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這天,阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」,他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學,繞過學校後方的巷子,有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路,非常陡峭。303Please respect copyright.PENANAPbO2TgNvOE
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車很快就開到了山頂,只見一塊空地,有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。303Please respect copyright.PENANANRzkTpQbuL
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涼亭滿大的,我們到的時候,有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。303Please respect copyright.PENANAC8elUuIVT5
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAwsflSwAXBk
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「這就是秘密基地哦?哪裡秘密了?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAKtXMu9Iy7X
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「妳不懂,我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天,失戀了也來這,談戀愛了也來這!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAcyNTre582e
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「啊?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAMoLFiEJ8Q9
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAKJpxCc1uE0
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「什麼!那我為什麼不知道?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAKXgI1zeRyZ
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「誰叫妳是女生。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAAExe1PJImz
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「我這個時候又是女生了?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAdoEO2UIxFK
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「不要計較這個啦,妳來這邊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAZPrDvOur3z
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他帶我繞過涼亭,後方是一小塊泥土地,再往外是山崖,山崖的後面,則是整個城市。303Please respect copyright.PENANAXTvSeKjC2l
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。303Please respect copyright.PENANA3pDRr3NZkC
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「對耶!還看得到夜市,跟我們學校!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAFEUwqpvqOK
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fs6e1sKlE
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「啊?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAsWVo2OLwVc
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「他想耍帥踢罐子,結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA4I3T8nCHU8
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他笑起來,我也跟著笑。303Please respect copyright.PENANAtfbkcll23r
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他走到涼亭裡坐下,伸手拍了他旁邊的位置,示意我坐到他旁邊。303Please respect copyright.PENANApjjxWPUAyx
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA2lCjiTcZIs
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「男生也玩這套?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAEY7ROLS2st
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「妳不知道哦,大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAU6gZDzaE3L
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAhdJOgHP1Eg
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「對啊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fl2VKTH0n
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「都是些什麼秘密?」我賊賊的笑。303Please respect copyright.PENANAEj3pAEgxCn
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAeRTLD6FoK1
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASc3uAbqyYa
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「哈哈哈,那勃起的要知道嗎?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAYQJ54el503
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「不用,如果有不舉的再跟我說好了,說不定可以當成把柄哈。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASGF8etEHSV
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生,就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAyqqTKbfuG1
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「哇,你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAHv2Qt400pJ
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「反正都過去了嘛。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAeZJpfO4IQ4
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。303Please respect copyright.PENANADveqROd6cU
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「那你呢?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAcjwcB1fBsS
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「我怎樣?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAt5ehRR5SkR
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAUmzaW1DWh4
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他轉過來,看著我,不發一語。
有幾秒鐘,我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。303Please respect copyright.PENANAnPCD8P7B1E
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「我忘記了。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAOl8nRljLpG
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「最好是。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA86HIawk2TS
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他笑了,又把頭轉開。303Please respect copyright.PENANApB3p96O0b7
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAKKjtbvFhJf
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「為什麼?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQe5QLZ7HOA
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健,雖然看起來好好的,可是時不時就會痛,官司也還在打,對方一直擺爛,出庭要嘛請假,要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊,不知道要拖幾年…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAvcs526v5yQ
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAuOhvRAL4rq
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「復健到我都煩了,難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAw0YZYnoXbz
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「這…應該還好吧?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAzGA68QwU2k
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「唉不是啦,就有時候覺得自己是個廢人,跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA47urGjnjCE
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQV8Y2dwJ9y
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「我爸媽啊,親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生,福大命大,每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀,可是復健這麼久了,還是一直沒有完全好,就會覺得對不起家人…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAjEM4c4gTyT
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「……………」303Please respect copyright.PENANAk52LnCCKs6
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他說這些話的時候,一直沒看我。303Please respect copyright.PENANAnV4lkC4pdA
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了?雖然不是很正,但人很溫柔哈…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAs0HXX9XThX
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。303Please respect copyright.PENANAfEErGCPNKt
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「開玩笑啦,我沒膽要電話。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA0EjClYAmiE
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你喜歡我嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAtel8uWZKTG
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人,所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANACw5O3okO5O
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭,還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAmJt5Ru5daA
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如果他不說,那就是不說,不會因為我的問句而改變的。303Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Guwnm0S8
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡,問了都是白問。303Please respect copyright.PENANApoglqv8E8V
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「欸我們好久沒合照了,來拍一下。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAfTfRx6K28j
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我舉起手機,和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。303Please respect copyright.PENANAALQyru4BSL
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地,十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧!〞
上傳facebook。303Please respect copyright.PENANA7kxx7FjcYB
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去!〞303Please respect copyright.PENANAZsRtH8Hb0g
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〝背叛者阿龍!〞303Please respect copyright.PENANA3OwJY71pQ8
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〝不!我們的基地啊…〞303Please respect copyright.PENANA3GrNPgzYvb
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。303Please respect copyright.PENANAW5WOL45vc8
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。303Please respect copyright.PENANAlMZpBBT5IY
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〝對,媽的,妳怎麼連這都知道…〞303Please respect copyright.PENANA1itNkGFweV
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〝你們被阿龍賣了,我知道你們所有的秘密!〞303Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ6krYwu6m
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〝靠,那我也要賣阿龍!〞303Please respect copyright.PENANAefn8MuZbzV
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本來笑嘻嘻的,跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去,直接撥出阿彥的電話。303Please respect copyright.PENANAioUWLk1qGh
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「幹,不要鬧喔。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAnKRwwci5zG
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼,他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。303Please respect copyright.PENANAySTGeUNy7z
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我看著他緊張的臉,瞬間明白了些什麼。303Please respect copyright.PENANAw6w02KY1s6
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「妳不要理他們哦。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAnmWV6olDrP
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「嗯,好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個,我不會說出去啦。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA132lYhOkF9
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「…………靠腰。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASRSeci1M1O
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他放鬆了下來,而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。303Please respect copyright.PENANAPWqRY9VwB2
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我們又陷入了沉默,肩靠著肩,一起看著這個,我們居住的城市。303Please respect copyright.PENANAnbNxtGkmhI
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話:「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊,而是就算一句話都不說,也不會感到尷尬。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAGAOncg5hEQ
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我們就那樣持續了好久,直到天空變成淡橘色。303Please respect copyright.PENANAjwGAYhb3wS
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。303Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7gac0nKuL
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好多以前不曾注意的事情,都清晰了起來。303Please respect copyright.PENANA60Eq3bXSf8
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。303Please respect copyright.PENANAWJZFbdj0F9
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「嗯。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAJhGOAdBAaG
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失,隨時都可以信賴,也都會支持我。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA0YeAlGv93B
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「嗯。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAT2mYkjmNe0
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「阿龍。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAbUEItWjqnD
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「嗯?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAt2IRMA2Cpf
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「不管我們是怎樣的人,都應該要相信自己可以更好,我們才會更好。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASzBPJVbruR
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「嗯。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA2xifhtRAbi
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回家之後,我掉了幾滴眼淚 。303Please respect copyright.PENANApCRsYN784U
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來,一切終於劃上句點的感覺。303Please respect copyright.PENANAexwakpLpQH
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生,話題也沒有那麼深入。303Please respect copyright.PENANAMuFaGP572A
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只是你就是明白,結束了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAK6IywYfWfd
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感,關於男女之間的。303Please respect copyright.PENANAkZOuhb4JUj
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆,如同家人一樣的情感。303Please respect copyright.PENANAGf5NkuEHFP
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待續。
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