愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq0f5QwSu0
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7SBglJFtj
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o6JMtl1ay
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUF4xUQSLi
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij2iJv3830
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但他沒有。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0wtoIrvPA
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DpXVMHf83
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DZ5h0cknH
或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9vRYn9J8L
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMRiz5CR3O
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbniV6M2l1A
花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jJ7DbsSlM
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV6XK5u6AC
「妳在家嗎？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ2aGWd1NX
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTqQfmGcSx
「嗯。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHu7Dez4LV
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「下來。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod3WEdxQJn
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我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonoioOjlxL
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阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWCe7cbb7d
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO8EiFpVsU
「上車。」他敲敲車子。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2gpV1mqBd
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI2M4HhV0x
「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDXPcXjjwB
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTuM4wKSSO
「把妳載去賣。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcvh780yry
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE15sCJvwm
「嗯，好。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaON7L2boy
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阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20AwLZA7wS
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我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl8dBGkBSN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEoKWE471K
「起床了。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxG5vrCzuI
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIELDZVvnK4
「快點起來，小豺！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBh1wvj2Cu
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHSW1FfBba
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「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouvh7w9XTL
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeNjwO8HoW
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGKH70cSNW
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgETA00J2kk
「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVnXJGoAc8
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「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUTkhnFBJ8
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aSk12PNhY
「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZW2vS3Vlv
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「在山上。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD9z2FA9eN
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20hRLMH0di
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「你要拜拜啊？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi2rcuL9fF
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlAU05JVSQ
「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSbdIT3EEY
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rVrk9Flsd
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC38SdjmGGq
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzeEb1hPgr
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqypLPpIiD
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「我哪知道。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHKOkzDwkX
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「……說的也是。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEqQd8rITy
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711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZpY4NpNsO
「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx4BDyk31v
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「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ1OUZPZbl
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「會發霉。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69pj3HwJ1s
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJWYs7Hddq
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKPTdhTMNX
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYjGvQxwNv
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj4Xndb9X7
「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv28opKbfG
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4mQGJhU1Z
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「啊？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LZCphU42t
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKJDbtHDSu
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPRWGHqr1A
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCreZLygCQ4
「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u6pKIeyCw
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「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbSAjJqtpo
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn3JPVY53X
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK8iwweNIN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H3TqTDJzK
我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx5kiZL19w
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「好啦，我勉強用一下。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4LENNpsNy
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7tClfB6ZK
我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vYRl6NwIW
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G5WyCHsRI
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFTFb0mNbM
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxfoqRSC3e
我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXUXLLomAN
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmOPoBrIT3
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