愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLXA3Uw1V4
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyI9wcPKyV
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhQRfQIRBL
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs44QCoCRo5
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFXZ3mB6af
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但他沒有。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cUM0nuyiI
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6rl7mpMDY
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrBKqXnqFA
或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRT4kHZhRg
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf55iX50Bb4
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花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAlLi8rVeR
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「妳在家嗎？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAPlBd1si4
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「嗯。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttVCLDI9Oy
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA5dYqlDU6
「下來。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKQ2KjVjLM
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我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9VUrqmZu5
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUulW7jqTbm
阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaHPUtGCiu
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJd0F1wBxh
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「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTIIIaQHFQ
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wq0joaJS
「把妳載去賣。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBKg9vnwEr
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURNhhMEuGf
「嗯，好。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZMmUMt07z
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStYfvexkUo
阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1FluaL8v3
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我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJRkco7l27
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8DCBsi1kh
「起床了。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX85TLbUxs
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「快點起來，小豺！」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pC4Q6I17B
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6kou8u6JC
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQug2QnS5Yj
「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozzXzbRFIV
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYO8jF3cJe
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S4f3vRd2M
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BQlpx93ro
「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4bJ5CWtvH
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOnEtASVNM
「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡateu9gn5cU
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHauZUHTUk
「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2eTMgUKvp
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「在山上。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAdtTXqfcm
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ415aUrDR0D
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「你要拜拜啊？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12zhh0bEhW
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「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonhHcvRDjf
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRE1zMUaQC
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1PrW9fXHb
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuirQz18WJU
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeUvFuNRyh
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「我哪知道。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWFBQBefn3
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「……說的也是。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhTEwdcED6
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6W8XvtzoF
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNVdZtGMiB
「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVziYfXgcd
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「會發霉。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9csOuaWkNP
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrkhxR3NLi
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRESKDMaVV
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpciUCIpxIx
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「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpVvy3Q99W
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhnCJCj94D
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「啊？」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAaxTrB2Rd
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnzNGcWblF
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX8BQGtIPl
「哈…你很噁心耶。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IjeanT4q5
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7flVrBG0JW
「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir6Yx3vPKc
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8MhJOeQIQ
「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11neM1okWb
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQyHG08Io3
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADtv6J7epr
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我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKhZ3UAZVC
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「好啦，我勉強用一下。」582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b6vze4Gji
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvPSWlkfeK
我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscpUIPtyNu
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJNDTAxHuF
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWHKPbnWt2
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我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn3yQjW8Xj
582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJazsXr4S1S
那是我和他最靠近的一次。582Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmtLJuwDJh
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