愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JvzU08WIN
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjsufzGaaX
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82O7fjs46Y
然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmNAMUXKar
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWHkFV5rLr
逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx30v9C8jW
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡror0owU8xi
也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoCE97XsNd
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但他沒有。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnQF97SEdl
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr7WJVF3Px
在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmf51opLhb
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNffE84d5L
或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBy34VLuqE
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbaBvBS6uj
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp1PS2VBTP
再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sHV0UIc7S
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6EX8BnB1J
花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtRrF3geit
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i3yTuBWh3
「妳在家嗎？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk0XqxxhGX
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp5oynRwIV
「嗯。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEByh2Rvnn
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAqewhChmn
「下來。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG2toifbDy
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4M0fv5qYe
我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeKfXcImrI
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8ggR6Y0LH
阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmegiE3Xl
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD8BrK49U6
「上車。」他敲敲車子。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgxpGoTuGB
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0HO9eFRYx
「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2VhKJQjkV
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjHioGM93L
「把妳載去賣。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iWwf4SqCK
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5wSLwD4EA
「嗯，好。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkSeKv3KgS
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR7CcAvzG9
阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42PdPvmjb5
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WA7Xqbgvw
我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic541jYITk
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlQXGg5pqg
「起床了。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡict0krk57U
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99sGDoYnC2
「快點起來，小豺！」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yuHLTu9tu
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHNMEIZ7sb
我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m4q8p2f6F
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrACEjEfWU
「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcafWCEBaVu
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA3PiFPtPj
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMQCnxc698
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUoEKLiyfq
「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkODa3B3Sl
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLzAWofR8i
「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTDUXRax0y
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXjKgY9Dpc
「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmDUE2XBMw
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTQoUAGXvb
「在山上。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkmysv4yzr
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJOWH1yQf7
下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PZbIe76JB
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofTB080nEH
「你要拜拜啊？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGMWfNcRAH
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt423Jt2OUr
「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC7dEas2re
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQy2gkAXVf
「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FMIfGkbAa
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9cJ6SpzQK
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPDVtibNUB
我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWL2fHXhHd
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw5DaCHl5X
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPWrU54MKC
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY8dZ5lxvX
「我哪知道。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxqLx8xxRc
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2XeGNj8dy
「……說的也是。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dqkpbx034
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OE1MtQF5h
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsQopYCNiC
「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdSDD7HLDd
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDljGXHzq1F
「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcjQSYVusn
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEFRM0qwb1
「會發霉。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCw4WEzhPJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkj7j3APSF
「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUkW4Z6GXF
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUqQxaT5ml
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFojCzLOJ1H
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo54K0baV4i
「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXU5rKNkpM
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT9CsHEDlp
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3gd7eYv9S
「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23eYEzerCr
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYd2Y4CkUR
「啊？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXDeCt62S0
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQhl92C0hW
「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq53iRJv6L
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Aanxd3Et
「哈…你很噁心耶。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0d7cE4Y8X
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9cPBvIuq3
「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqiDbbjJBC
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVaUBHa2TC
「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5amkUwvwxJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrUovFmTCg
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC72UXZyWC
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1DWziNUJs
我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWhCRp0Yf5
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mNBZwxxb3
「好啦，我勉強用一下。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw9XDRgLVd
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCACDK0LSQk
我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKT223znGy
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjsN1MLOyJ
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm2sNuDjbv
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMZitCJAdg
我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouoICiJZeS
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAJzWtVRYC
那是我和他最靠近的一次。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyh5UBDAS8
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkXESUG58U
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCBJczbiUa
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPeUyb21qb
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