愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4CE1NJjdW
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAScHk5QSKd
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcYUYMnlrL
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXHd2Y52bv
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a6sxa8fFn
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但他沒有。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dHIdurTGJ
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzf3OC9PON
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或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5PhHZg9c6
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDblovFtRl
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花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxxRg0WRjW
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「妳在家嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ugO2H93bh
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「嗯。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG2cBqjKpO
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「下來。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sh7BpgVF9
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我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJjPwcunlS
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阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq9FDSwsn9
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLFL9cu1VO
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「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw3NX60leT
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbfHKBDvbC
「把妳載去賣。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg2tWACnxw
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「嗯，好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiE1svqCvo
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阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtEeOEQHAi
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我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoXWvGDPSS
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「起床了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8UIhMsg8s
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「快點起來，小豺！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3frrjrgqZ
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tM1iAwkb2
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「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD548mIiohN
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我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWDobExYJb
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「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPYh9ValJU
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「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hyTVhhyWT
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「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCuKr3W1oh
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「在山上。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnEAanoibk
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnddlaw0VOk
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「你要拜拜啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lWK2C3V01
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「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDykbelT7VN
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbwEbAfMMp
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJSgfi0Vzw
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「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk2GhCMTLD
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「我哪知道。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7TfFc83wG
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「……說的也是。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumFd90O3B9
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF38BpqnAd
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「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcAgj4IBYC
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「會發霉。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eYgVxaxrh
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DqOZsJYAX
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQRQH4ZVjC
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mr6MaIWNb
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「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksZk1Fir2T
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd1tDzpyGV
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「啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpcn6Ljx0J
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxq07C9NEW
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDlEvNCX2z
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「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxd4gWLSSR
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「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyCCSgYZKV
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bj3HvIGv1
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMyQtRpuzT
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我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5VDG1e6rX
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「好啦，我勉強用一下。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HzIoZdswE
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocci2eZMQq
我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdllV8N91p
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他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzZooNZ3J3
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我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG4udOqJyJ
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNd5NXeK5Q
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