我比他先到達高潮,直到那刻我仍沒有出聲,在雙腿緊繃幾秒,高潮退去後,我靠著牆滑坐到地上。297Please respect copyright.PENANAkv34YFdepX
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。297Please respect copyright.PENANA0VAFfosKxX
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「豺姐…?」過了一會兒,他出聲。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUqAp3j3q0D
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我做了個深呼吸,站起來,拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。297Please respect copyright.PENANA6uP3NMHbfl
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「別動,等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。297Please respect copyright.PENANAkc5TIMlwPR
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出來後,我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾,擦拭他的凌亂。297Please respect copyright.PENANA077pQiocwo
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。297Please respect copyright.PENANAT09jyMswJO
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「不要動。」我說。297Please respect copyright.PENANAPtLW8RnIGR
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擦拭完畢後,我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYb03HbmXoo
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他慢慢地睜開眼,室內光線是柔和的黃光,他沒有花太多時間適應。297Please respect copyright.PENANAHuXCTM1EKq
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。297Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2RUml34c6
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「哪有你紅?」我笑了,對著他的身體使了個眼色。297Please respect copyright.PENANAdziQvvr1XO
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛,匆忙站起來跑進浴室。297Please respect copyright.PENANADUlxpaSmnB
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYvi2SKBcZv
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待他出來後,我在桌旁等他,示意他坐到另一張椅子上。297Please respect copyright.PENANACA5iXlTAOO
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點,在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後,他的表情定格了好幾秒。297Please respect copyright.PENANAdmhGFLE6Ly
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「為什麼?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5UgrRhpbn
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我想像得到他會問為什麼,但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他,只是看著他的眼睛,沉默。297Please respect copyright.PENANAM0pckx1XKn
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「為什麼啊?」他稍稍提高了音量。297Please respect copyright.PENANAoNLITtdNsk
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「我做錯什麼了嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAm6v2lucY84
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他不停追問,而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻,我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsPoIO1cB7E
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。297Please respect copyright.PENANA1UVMKnVh9z
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了?」我輕輕的開口。297Please respect copyright.PENANAFk0VKkgtJI
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「什麼意思?我太黏妳了嗎?我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。297Please respect copyright.PENANATrsysId2QO
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我搖搖頭,「那不是問題,問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻,我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。297Please respect copyright.PENANA0L7f3Ryyz1
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「……」他語塞。297Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cn9qWzf4q
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事,就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候,我們的關係就很難維持了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANASF2dvrp9hx
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「…妳喜歡我?」他猶疑了一下才說出口。297Please respect copyright.PENANAiNPYUFEkXx
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「可能有一點,或只是習慣你。無論如何,這樣不行。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAs1Am3qQBDg
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「為什麼不行?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAGlwNHMKdFT
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「你喜歡我嗎?有想過跟我交往嗎?或你有想過要跟我上床嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAgmrAGAZO44
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他被我突然的問句嚇到,過了一會兒才回應。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3vicVGX9Ls
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「我…沒想過。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAdAtGAWjbvO
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「是了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANABVL80HC9ga
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊,只是…可是…」他慌了,語無倫次。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsGduyKdKys
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「別想了,這樣結束就好。」297Please respect copyright.PENANALXx4iolwFE
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「我不要!這樣太突然了,我不要啦…」297Please respect copyright.PENANAN6yEHab5nL
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮,覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗,297Please respect copyright.PENANAvB0yU5mmaJ
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惹人憐愛。297Please respect copyright.PENANAugvAyva14b
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的,我心裡的情感疊了太多層,無法和他明說。297Please respect copyright.PENANAvoPX0TvN6g
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已,趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAIJIajPqcCk
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也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了,他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。297Please respect copyright.PENANAKhQyPoNM2x
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他離開椅子,跪到我面前,像犯錯的孩子。297Please respect copyright.PENANAGlTRHQV6Es
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如果是情侶,跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧?297Please respect copyright.PENANAdjt6fJTBnl
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但他沒有,就是隔著剛好的距離,恭敬的、卑微的,跪著。297Please respect copyright.PENANANbQT8LdXXP
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那就是我們之間的距離--主與奴的,即便我從不肯承認。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUtt4D3CqWF
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「如果我們變成男女朋友,我就能夠留下妳嗎?」他嗚咽的說。297Please respect copyright.PENANAFyllvo2Fcg
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那語氣裡滿是委屈,被拋棄的、不情願的…297Please respect copyright.PENANAXWortWCBUP
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAFIxnOpJSfQ
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我把椅子拉開,也跪坐到地上,與他平視--不再是主與奴的視角。297Please respect copyright.PENANAnS2Xpl1Yl7
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「就算我們變成情侶,也沒辦法滿足彼此。」297Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZebcSSEty
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他看著我的眼神,表示不懂我說的意思。297Please respect copyright.PENANA6JKzkUAcTJ
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我握住他的手,允許自己坦白。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgpuyHYVhiJ
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎?不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANA8el9HWwsIY
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAyLgGewyk4P
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他的眼睛倏地睜大,「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力,示意要他繼續聽我說話。297Please respect copyright.PENANAWUQnpGBAJV
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「……我以前是服從的角色。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAVzH67Qsf9F
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「那些我對你做的事,都是以前別人對我做過的。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAOdGhnwZIhW
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「所以我才知道怎麼進行,但以前那個人很野蠻,我都被弄得很痛,所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAKMSXECcRDn
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「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」297Please respect copyright.PENANALkj85KyRto
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我看著他,沒有移開目光。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYpYmYCbahu
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那些時候我看著他,會把自己的過去與他重疊。297Please respect copyright.PENANAvZy6Im26iw
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼,或許也參雜了更多私心,不曉得是心疼他,還是心疼過去的自己。297Please respect copyright.PENANARvawA8n7hY
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他傻住了,什麼話也說不出來。297Please respect copyright.PENANAK7ioXC5vqf
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我放開他的手,再次摸摸他的頭髮。297Please respect copyright.PENANATgj9B5Y382
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「去吹乾頭髮吧,會感冒的。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAh3UOe6UcaY
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離開旅館後,我們再也沒有見過面了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAPPpAHaOSER
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話:297Please respect copyright.PENANAPgof0sy89s
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸,你是狗,但你不知道我是狼。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAPx5Xwe0aGa
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