我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI3QSAuGr3
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh4lPJKXQg
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcFHd8eEGj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd81ER73d7f
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWw48VThWt
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45TEoi6ytZ
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fp7yHlIYV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c2FN5oaGR
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWdPBfsBeE
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23DCAu2b2V
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXSkQlSn9d
「不要動。」我說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG3kWVTU1K
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdzhfM1Fu7
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MaB3Vae8u
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mVqvGP4Vc
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qpHWGB2v7
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUuKl3h1XY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf42wrWlXBK
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfruFkxqpx
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFzubZtXGU
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp053kTh9b
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6RAc7rcIv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEOIr5bZs3
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUqdpUCtkC
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrltjaeycUg
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PAu2opoB2
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「為什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQeJPIYUVs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDGVORBsyc
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpxcmnNbh1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaQZDftvlt
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Maznl8dsD
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasKCkuE39L
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKX31drqFV
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtaVqSaP2d
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ869H3MtSxN
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmFLcvET99
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpDveXoLEP
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5uPYiuDcF
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5NJx5SAfS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk5DRvLReH
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNmTvXthjB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjC7oAD69M
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TtbIjMfhp
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp6c2WaxoG
「……」他語塞。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNNS9Tsq76
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGePcRQDKJH
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclJuY03oWc
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylFhEfUcBq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1E26ctD3q
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUxkRp5YhW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOasO3J3ia
「為什麼不行？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe0Mrp1jOS
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUh7dWdqtV
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn6eQBA8NL
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N6EGbFVzH
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeUxRPikT0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lrcx496tN
「我…沒想過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SSLVZvwWr
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpr6zngOQH
「是了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsxgSRa6Ra
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbxeivY73y
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4uhKKjH6N
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniz7vVhXMW
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpabtFcgVt5
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuykgi3hhyN
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxJpZLAse3
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKha9tpfZrb
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU5awGMRks
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惹人憐愛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgROMbvYpfv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBOlJrNzIY
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglTqkINtzI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPHlCiXwTB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPjDNd0QiY
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHCyEsphrO
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL4d3KZwvo
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mxSY1j9Em
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouiXuNNRgu
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRTx8Ra65I
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfGtoXDxxI
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB3UW44J51
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCBTuL3k15
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVnVrmLIQ
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPa16vYZVX
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fPkUHcCs4
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsfENnREBv
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUTdHcdmWZ
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuWSTlsPBP
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0xXFlPtP7
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFX6qVWDkK
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbOPIIEQLl
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RHgsuJTIB
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlL50k4Ol9
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUivY9NiS6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL55fmoEHLw
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypCtwacuhY
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtAXS09OW1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh3fZAhQtZ
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDzCptR0Kn
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaHI4B3a2w
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MbwZPrQtG
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6wyi9cuuP
「那是因為我以前也做過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cOSsMHtX1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD0A7CxsF5
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyYYAmlnYs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO6320aC9j
「……我以前是服從的角色。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw50GgcTbW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmhNeDijhN
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6WSxZ1WBh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aFAuTym8u
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02ISkjPx1n
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9pLVkrq0i
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaoVCUtFqH
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKoD7sEC9u
我看著他，沒有移開目光。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4b4UtB3um
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqFo7YMxFc
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEla8UF4ipy
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TK64rY5CR
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeczt6Krjd
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他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeNknfCak4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxY39M9VKb
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHbNZy9GCj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4uWKGqWtR
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxv7cVtYgo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CAhbtc7lj
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpnRo0lQp9
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDTSZwawtZ
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m4SErdwTx
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsM37Eh5nw
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