我比他先到達高潮,直到那刻我仍沒有出聲,在雙腿緊繃幾秒,高潮退去後,我靠著牆滑坐到地上。306Please respect copyright.PENANA9zVXlw9GAh
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。306Please respect copyright.PENANAOC7SjEG3Nd
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「豺姐…?」過了一會兒,他出聲。306Please respect copyright.PENANA6VxqFIkOuS
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我做了個深呼吸,站起來,拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。306Please respect copyright.PENANAWpXEqyTARN
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「別動,等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。306Please respect copyright.PENANAJhhn2x8zk9
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出來後,我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾,擦拭他的凌亂。306Please respect copyright.PENANAwtSUnwMSAh
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。306Please respect copyright.PENANA1q0Pf2seP9
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「不要動。」我說。306Please respect copyright.PENANAIDF9ccihoA
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擦拭完畢後,我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。306Please respect copyright.PENANAzSwlgT9yRv
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他慢慢地睜開眼,室內光線是柔和的黃光,他沒有花太多時間適應。306Please respect copyright.PENANAQAcmrWp0hO
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。306Please respect copyright.PENANAmD9BfX9Dyt
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「哪有你紅?」我笑了,對著他的身體使了個眼色。306Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qr151JyZ8
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛,匆忙站起來跑進浴室。306Please respect copyright.PENANARRzzEu58Bt
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。306Please respect copyright.PENANAxbZEYatceA
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待他出來後,我在桌旁等他,示意他坐到另一張椅子上。306Please respect copyright.PENANAacz3VAjphM
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點,在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後,他的表情定格了好幾秒。306Please respect copyright.PENANADQyb1XMkEK
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「為什麼?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAQaQcvuCMIP
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我想像得到他會問為什麼,但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他,只是看著他的眼睛,沉默。306Please respect copyright.PENANATBhoZMSmXR
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「為什麼啊?」他稍稍提高了音量。306Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ285eyGo2
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「我做錯什麼了嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAIdmDFZaUa6
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他不停追問,而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻,我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。306Please respect copyright.PENANAYLvOxC3VRC
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。306Please respect copyright.PENANAJgMlxsurdA
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了?」我輕輕的開口。306Please respect copyright.PENANAVSjw9tYJ79
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「什麼意思?我太黏妳了嗎?我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。306Please respect copyright.PENANAijk59r0I97
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我搖搖頭,「那不是問題,問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻,我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。306Please respect copyright.PENANA7cFmuvKbTE
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「……」他語塞。306Please respect copyright.PENANAUySjBBn2h9
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事,就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候,我們的關係就很難維持了。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAFFu9RDvlAW
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「…妳喜歡我?」他猶疑了一下才說出口。306Please respect copyright.PENANAprveHusv0F
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「可能有一點,或只是習慣你。無論如何,這樣不行。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAw9Pq8jEZvb
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「為什麼不行?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAja2om7a62G
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「你喜歡我嗎?有想過跟我交往嗎?或你有想過要跟我上床嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAqUcQYrTmFt
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他被我突然的問句嚇到,過了一會兒才回應。306Please respect copyright.PENANAulspsG4uRu
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「我…沒想過。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAMFmenAasLt
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「是了。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAp5XXsU9VP8
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊,只是…可是…」他慌了,語無倫次。306Please respect copyright.PENANAOeyhMvwHUM
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「別想了,這樣結束就好。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAVxjW0mrpgC
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「我不要!這樣太突然了,我不要啦…」306Please respect copyright.PENANA2jE04UrDNu
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮,覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗,306Please respect copyright.PENANABiI5mcYNNJ
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惹人憐愛。306Please respect copyright.PENANAt4hFIiRVU6
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的,我心裡的情感疊了太多層,無法和他明說。306Please respect copyright.PENANAlg3pwCzBUz
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已,趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAQfK3qzePIx
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也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了,他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。306Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jlf13Zr1P
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他離開椅子,跪到我面前,像犯錯的孩子。306Please respect copyright.PENANAB5L2pRF2ZV
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如果是情侶,跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧?306Please respect copyright.PENANAPsX09O0kfr
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但他沒有,就是隔著剛好的距離,恭敬的、卑微的,跪著。306Please respect copyright.PENANA7NIFIHvVEs
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那就是我們之間的距離--主與奴的,即便我從不肯承認。306Please respect copyright.PENANAHRQzoh3Klo
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「如果我們變成男女朋友,我就能夠留下妳嗎?」他嗚咽的說。306Please respect copyright.PENANAPpxb6gbImS
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那語氣裡滿是委屈,被拋棄的、不情願的…306Please respect copyright.PENANAd34KcKh8Om
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAOn5v3ZYhPg
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我把椅子拉開,也跪坐到地上,與他平視--不再是主與奴的視角。306Please respect copyright.PENANAqSMVoZYzuD
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「就算我們變成情侶,也沒辦法滿足彼此。」306Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ic9aqCpeP
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他看著我的眼神,表示不懂我說的意思。306Please respect copyright.PENANA47JXohzynw
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我握住他的手,允許自己坦白。306Please respect copyright.PENANAkFaEpwjw0A
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎?不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎?」306Please respect copyright.PENANAbCyEWj6F01
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」306Please respect copyright.PENANA4iMqNuVJVg
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他的眼睛倏地睜大,「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力,示意要他繼續聽我說話。306Please respect copyright.PENANAC8Uf1U1Cet
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「……我以前是服從的角色。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAj9NYqUSuU4
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「那些我對你做的事,都是以前別人對我做過的。」306Please respect copyright.PENANACI5AH6zXkB
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「所以我才知道怎麼進行,但以前那個人很野蠻,我都被弄得很痛,所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」306Please respect copyright.PENANA6r69MSqzg3
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「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAC9Ge5JC5ef
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我看著他,沒有移開目光。306Please respect copyright.PENANAN2KMAoNo4L
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那些時候我看著他,會把自己的過去與他重疊。306Please respect copyright.PENANA6JPF3y1tvN
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼,或許也參雜了更多私心,不曉得是心疼他,還是心疼過去的自己。306Please respect copyright.PENANAFxEg5RAiIE
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他傻住了,什麼話也說不出來。306Please respect copyright.PENANAbtO0C0zRA0
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我放開他的手,再次摸摸他的頭髮。306Please respect copyright.PENANAmIjkNXgG8E
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「去吹乾頭髮吧,會感冒的。」306Please respect copyright.PENANA24hV0UeOHg
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離開旅館後,我們再也沒有見過面了。306Please respect copyright.PENANApiwYCjYX4I
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話:306Please respect copyright.PENANAv8z8AqEdf4
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸,你是狗,但你不知道我是狼。」306Please respect copyright.PENANAavM2xxdYif
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