我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLtg7bYbfB
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwvu2A7Enr
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW9egqFCd3
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkzcBOXnou
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNuQKWCsTD
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0bBA080om
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz2sKt7eSN
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYijfQyiOT
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrReEZS5KDe
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYJQx3i4v6
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBKKy2HZ9Z
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZworGDXGXg
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEVIK3E0wI
「不要動。」我說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8e2KyoI6w
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwWmOhnaha
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviNT1ugo9M
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10PdOb4Ejl
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyuXjH6W5d
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITRwTST4U1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfGUw1VOA4
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5qqMsv3k1
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS3mt5CWeX
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUic6S4Cv6
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyQuP2fy0E
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP41z9kvha
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL3IYwavbR
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIPYnPlrkQ
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4n1w82lxF
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRohZLvJf9
「為什麼？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaVjSGTB61
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n7jG1LUC2
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9wf8CSD2D
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMEnbQQFVi
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IpgNZB58a
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPwZB9dSZq
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW57OGsvT5e
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWhnimU3nA
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp6N7ALR4k
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCGuBSufmI
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV326dRyUZ0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEaqRBMtFl
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk5LbREVM4
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9TIMcaSgs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD770B4IZbV
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3PpSxoxWs
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXNM6cPQJk
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwl9jvEDQq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaM4P76jc8
「……」他語塞。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPDKPriIGj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd53Wh8GlZL
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZuzH6Buy3
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMa6CXlPcI
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM78imt3dU
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oIkhz80CZ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWMU9SJeaC
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM32aHrEjj8
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vVPihlsDA
「為什麼不行？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlYJxXQC4e
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTBXcRo3tg
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHctcX8BTxh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdJGACZWF2
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7ay9no5T0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU58obyEBfY
「我…沒想過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q7RNh7A0B
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FNdzDrzoX
「是了。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrPMt0ZEco
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1WB5ixqyT
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8NZoQdIvF
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqVcHRCJEk
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojSL23NhOZ
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoy90Lanxg
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NR9JOFFLC
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P61iNmaYj
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQlk2Z2pus
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惹人憐愛。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGuulpLeej
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZFRQFvBGF
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIOopkAFvk
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rSeikCF8U
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSrvTkBszK
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv9dQAmMC4
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbXDS6BulM
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG94o0G6cu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVCw4YSdaw
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQVLOVd0oh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97xmzPnbZ0
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpf952g3wo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhphK8MtWU
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmZuZNKVyH
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR7yxFn8bh
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj8VwjiR4t
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyasIwMCj0R
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXtauGdY3g
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q36BVey46
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCF9lksPe0
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXY1xK8eat
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM6QVxBeAo
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDh3xHVHyz
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogKDSQHXWC
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6rTh8BKh6
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQqTQfZLQu
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZguYsdTXec
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgkERddNAK
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21x6ZWDSdM
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb2NA6ffCN
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN2XOb4zqt
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1anUPdqMg
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWcW1p1vFd
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRNDkfAMO0
「那是因為我以前也做過。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkn7UH0rLg
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPBXnemaUM
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtulMZvJfgj
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNIvvPUuFK
「……我以前是服從的角色。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GmIC4h0i2
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oRiOMuSxm
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGihIGvAcg
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm7k9byvDg
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4vJQBE0in
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje2JMmImoK
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvPeBdpjUW
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDgLTMxvnJ
我看著他，沒有移開目光。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2IpxaTcRG
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhevFItYTgb
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN78LzYZOQU
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHPROfUzAD
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92sDLfuzXq
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEPQHJM1SH
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqSMdgn5u7
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsQfS2oMhh
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXvdZv55gH
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfkkNYXPpl
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRbsuqL16X
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdo43lUCos
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Kwt0IXFA
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6K8CZH8aU
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv1CbHtNiz
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK738YsSG93
445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9kIQmEKeS
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8dxWpBPmw
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」445Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9DxywDhai
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