我比他先到達高潮,直到那刻我仍沒有出聲,在雙腿緊繃幾秒,高潮退去後,我靠著牆滑坐到地上。382Please respect copyright.PENANACiPK2SInTo
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。382Please respect copyright.PENANArrs2kRnZt6
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「豺姐…?」過了一會兒,他出聲。382Please respect copyright.PENANAtqLC46tHMD
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我做了個深呼吸,站起來,拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。382Please respect copyright.PENANAWP8wOO3kI7
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「別動,等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。382Please respect copyright.PENANAWuPKe7T85o
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出來後,我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾,擦拭他的凌亂。382Please respect copyright.PENANAVIKTvsjSiw
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。382Please respect copyright.PENANA372jPArHmT
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「不要動。」我說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAenhSEanbKg
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擦拭完畢後,我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。382Please respect copyright.PENANAWL0ZNFb91z
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他慢慢地睜開眼,室內光線是柔和的黃光,他沒有花太多時間適應。382Please respect copyright.PENANApg29yOai3x
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。382Please respect copyright.PENANASK1shhEG1B
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「哪有你紅?」我笑了,對著他的身體使了個眼色。382Please respect copyright.PENANATUjfT57Oon
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛,匆忙站起來跑進浴室。382Please respect copyright.PENANAPST7EfD04Z
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。382Please respect copyright.PENANA9N0oukPwSO
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待他出來後,我在桌旁等他,示意他坐到另一張椅子上。382Please respect copyright.PENANACuvT2aKWwH
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點,在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後,他的表情定格了好幾秒。382Please respect copyright.PENANAEPolIHjrHW
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「為什麼?」382Please respect copyright.PENANAeuC7L11D5S
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我想像得到他會問為什麼,但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他,只是看著他的眼睛,沉默。382Please respect copyright.PENANAhgI9vyy9Sv
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「為什麼啊?」他稍稍提高了音量。382Please respect copyright.PENANAXqe4MlF99t
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「我做錯什麼了嗎?」382Please respect copyright.PENANA3hLQ4UuU8h
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他不停追問,而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻,我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。382Please respect copyright.PENANApsIekehXHG
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。382Please respect copyright.PENANAD40ylyCkEg
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了?」我輕輕的開口。382Please respect copyright.PENANAtkf9cBjHXR
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「什麼意思?我太黏妳了嗎?我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。382Please respect copyright.PENANAzpp2SNOu68
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我搖搖頭,「那不是問題,問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻,我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。382Please respect copyright.PENANAwajG8QFfdi
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「……」他語塞。382Please respect copyright.PENANA69IzKzEWgy
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事,就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候,我們的關係就很難維持了。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAgeGBoqUnON
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「…妳喜歡我?」他猶疑了一下才說出口。382Please respect copyright.PENANArFm0n6tZst
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「可能有一點,或只是習慣你。無論如何,這樣不行。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA9xcMx8ytv0
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「為什麼不行?」382Please respect copyright.PENANAkGdUySxnhZ
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「你喜歡我嗎?有想過跟我交往嗎?或你有想過要跟我上床嗎?」382Please respect copyright.PENANA9X4fl4kobq
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他被我突然的問句嚇到,過了一會兒才回應。382Please respect copyright.PENANAYOX1G9kvgD
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「我…沒想過。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAFIdjdg2uvb
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「是了。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA0nspZ7MPNY
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊,只是…可是…」他慌了,語無倫次。382Please respect copyright.PENANAbjnE31uaRf
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「別想了,這樣結束就好。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAFDz4VJOe5l
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「我不要!這樣太突然了,我不要啦…」382Please respect copyright.PENANAlSQB6YJwzH
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我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮,覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗,382Please respect copyright.PENANAz4z6aeIDLS
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惹人憐愛。382Please respect copyright.PENANAHID28UfQAr
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的,我心裡的情感疊了太多層,無法和他明說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAS4ULdnpZWH
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已,趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAnCPp2BOYwn
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也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了,他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。382Please respect copyright.PENANAc4DVR196ZZ
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他離開椅子,跪到我面前,像犯錯的孩子。382Please respect copyright.PENANAD1srUnAJAr
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如果是情侶,跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧?382Please respect copyright.PENANAEig6oT8gsU
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但他沒有,就是隔著剛好的距離,恭敬的、卑微的,跪著。382Please respect copyright.PENANAXBdSZfnI2Y
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那就是我們之間的距離--主與奴的,即便我從不肯承認。382Please respect copyright.PENANAUyJy1yTd6K
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「如果我們變成男女朋友,我就能夠留下妳嗎?」他嗚咽的說。382Please respect copyright.PENANAm8zbH6AZZr
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那語氣裡滿是委屈,被拋棄的、不情願的…382Please respect copyright.PENANAYE7CHyjKH3
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「我們不會變成男女朋友。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAqU8jMmhvGv
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我把椅子拉開,也跪坐到地上,與他平視--不再是主與奴的視角。382Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ6NJPaNTG
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「就算我們變成情侶,也沒辦法滿足彼此。」382Please respect copyright.PENANANJ11Nvs25y
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他看著我的眼神,表示不懂我說的意思。382Please respect copyright.PENANAM0b74SsX9Z
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我握住他的手,允許自己坦白。382Please respect copyright.PENANA07VkZAgD8P
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「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎?不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎?」382Please respect copyright.PENANAyaDbZnIC8R
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「那是因為我以前也做過。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAEhp5FbM4eN
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他的眼睛倏地睜大,「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力,示意要他繼續聽我說話。382Please respect copyright.PENANAP7JxTIHGeh
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「……我以前是服從的角色。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAhsHzagkeim
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「那些我對你做的事,都是以前別人對我做過的。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAmDytd0mxsk
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「所以我才知道怎麼進行,但以前那個人很野蠻,我都被弄得很痛,所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAXHlmRuvt9N
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「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」382Please respect copyright.PENANAZwsAbAGn7v
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我看著他,沒有移開目光。382Please respect copyright.PENANAy1vkVVyezt
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那些時候我看著他,會把自己的過去與他重疊。382Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZlUBaoWX7
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對他的處境所衍生的心疼,或許也參雜了更多私心,不曉得是心疼他,還是心疼過去的自己。382Please respect copyright.PENANA16Vkny6nCB
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他傻住了,什麼話也說不出來。382Please respect copyright.PENANAmyxi54IQSO
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我放開他的手,再次摸摸他的頭髮。382Please respect copyright.PENANAG8rOmYNml5
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「去吹乾頭髮吧,會感冒的。」382Please respect copyright.PENANALEsHenWyer
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離開旅館後,我們再也沒有見過面了。382Please respect copyright.PENANALlhCXqqxhP
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話:382Please respect copyright.PENANAbWvZ8I8SKH
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸,你是狗,但你不知道我是狼。」382Please respect copyright.PENANA6d70j0XPeS
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