我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBSavexArx
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrgiCsLahN
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk44inevvQI
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFTzPok6A0
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJuvhBiHg3
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQImoHXQ91
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7yvT1KCZ7
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5z85k3LJM
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqq39dkpW7
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tLKmT4UAT
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg812qQmSEJ
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopA0bX9fT1
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgniqwFwhtB
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgkkZak35y
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMJKx3h8S6
「不要動。」我說。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde0ehBsfot
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEFElMFSho
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrirFOxgYUt
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX36eNbBAG
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczhYgo7Z1
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrduJoTcmW9
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct8kM1fxlH
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWrJM5yJGe
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq68JYw8zCy
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECsOdOhPal
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyttcAYoD0j
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTNAiD8A3k
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNjHzjHVRQ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDko8twOa3f
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQPlBxysrC
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLLITtD5Y5
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46vruV2H2g
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal9iKetaFF
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpFdtxj54V
「為什麼？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA8iNPdiJ0
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOAaMVpw1g
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeasWBc6td
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBbBH8KlbX
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURQguKADem
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5pnqbWj68
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QT92o6Z1
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFnVt4B96q
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJACYx8HKT
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYds1cyxu9
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdw6n1vuD6
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MZ9DAYLcG
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYA9jdorKV
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOQnlPP5wA
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn5TxrMnnQ
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbvHmNlgn7
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSg0W5VeTu
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBGkOqVlK8
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffKt7F5Xya
「……」他語塞。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxoUKoowXD
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMgJYUcrLJ
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS1KKLfxb9
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaARpcGxqpY
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF62Qkth4d
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL17ZthTmjG
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXqhq155IP
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q9vcSFyNw
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8PW4o4l1z
「為什麼不行？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXAvSzg6HR
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncJ4EkuIUG
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnRYtvUBJf
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5i3Jw94wc
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU6ewXRUEl
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWWmxPmnEn
「我…沒想過。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DZCmcuIAQ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV1UbZs9mT
「是了。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfIM5RZfCm
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q6php2vdq
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX1O7F83Qt
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJuP11QS2k
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWL5V6d4B3
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpej8fqDrop
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gn36t2sUf
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW6PYHG8bo
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswDQXbImpJ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5JLWtoVUJ
惹人憐愛。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi1w0L0v64
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb2pQih72A
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvpGXxJinf
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYWYYNz0tM
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Asf2M6kA
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfmqNq3lhf
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0bpvn8XcG
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBep6sH35cl
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fIPs8knms
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF3FXH21gt
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiGEumg6sz
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Fppxvx8F
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvItcDPxXV4
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMZWwKCp0g
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ghEw8mQ8
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem8VBbKpiE
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbJyP9Nws0
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq6CXRLNtR
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5kqenMpNF
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbIBkMh0fw
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPZTXXczLp
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2E3b1iOct
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE7xVNV0U1
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlQjUGan2s
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1uxV3egnX
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagbnYc7QJO
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZowVGU07t
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhabULOto1
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypt6akHNb6
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd8TaUegjo
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0f0fMKdv9
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7hSAmugoN
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbZa5gm8ZZ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhif0fnww5
「那是因為我以前也做過。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TYyQqLlTN
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktgNdw1w4c
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWwk9RNxnu
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwgEFEzxil
「……我以前是服從的角色。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjwaEGu7Kq
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAzTkPOb5B
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3apwVExkul
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2hw7hDBCX
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu4JmDquge
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEXlhcSLu9
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFfZzIXhet
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhAO6MYOVK
我看著他，沒有移開目光。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5rh4Ne8K9
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNamOlJGUD
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdj8IUBAT7
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeOzOsy8Fo
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGaQnorfQI
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcvVtrJBC8
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDQsLY0Rb5
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCydIWRi9i
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzJeRupLyn
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTdFo5oTEE
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiPTt1h75e
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdd3H6jb5q
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTivNctp1Eh
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRxDe7QQTo
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV7ivhDlxf
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP6sP22MKa
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLuC157FZT
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6tVnFX4TV
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXpi5LVHOB
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRzPLxaSH8
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhDfmAwZLJ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoplW7Jgu3
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4u61vWKDN
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