我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7JTUaQ77i
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO2ew5T0dx
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqPbA95exK
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp15JlOGyX2
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVqeqKYkxF
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbTZ63lxD0
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlaEGdeeBr
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13cTHEeJA
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSFK2iJ3rf
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「不要動。」我說。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjG3brDlwY
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uYEA1DDlE
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNM85nTdUS
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm3e66buKw
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAqY0L6E8Z
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEywDxUMpYG
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC3ZRq3kmi
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ9YLv6WhX
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVX9Zn9Mqr
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvAgTOTnaR
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8eWfwbvjG
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「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW05v8JMbE
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「為什麼？」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ7nq72gZV
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLBBD7NK8x
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXsjL1dhLO
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllEqyZOxCb
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNDMBiHunl
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZtHLfArqU
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T1Lj7Ac83
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkSciNuzTV
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvnaDjqgLC
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ihuRFMNUJ
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZHyHkqObu
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuvcq8wYVN
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt0y6aAttl
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2bMfciP6J
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我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xG0ucpxJ5
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyj5FaeZXr
「……」他語塞。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby6ZIHr0Hg
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4er7T1bQT
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXomU6Kq6z
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN08WbQQZ7
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S5xnoQevQ
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc58WjTOEi7
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「為什麼不行？」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqed1RK4ToO
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lYwKigmjo
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5WQDvJ9XY
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2QfhddlEd
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP0q7VCtdj
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「我…沒想過。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEIvQ6qoUa
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「是了。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAiJWMRIVc
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8MnIF2otD
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjk9RUbJVr
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「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyosbv23FLl
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEczppWUnZ
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz75nknIIJ
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惹人憐愛。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiheGk7ZR2
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwamj0S4COZ
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0LhGrlNDW
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「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFBJOAwtXv
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVBfqkTt3J
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIBb3tFKW9
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKLU44WBl8
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHKwFbZjAt
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如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNmgUawJSV
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud93nnEgc6
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那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU8HZQ4o3y
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlavKEsXIux
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4rR5tyksf
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw6oMxc1W8
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9eAeTTMmG
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzuueMlTpa
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3w343t0GI
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5ZEuBlGYZ
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqI9PIdFvU
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkZdefyiJ9
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQyzeVHr5j
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN4BHWtfGH
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUxBXuMyKS
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HWRK1OGgi
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7pSHGmqD3
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZblkiFjU0
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesuIdwvwaj
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkWpUGTqTd
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WWM7Hhb4f
「那是因為我以前也做過。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8GIqwZSDi
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLhEXbH6zB
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4YRSlweWb
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBby3Hpgb7
「……我以前是服從的角色。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RkcTwVnvY
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbg6MR56go
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgD0OXPs65
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyebJbqNeBp
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rAw012oOD
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyMTybpoup
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOHGSjLf3Z
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我看著他，沒有移開目光。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiRABm5D4s
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQcZRw0vLZ
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRuJ1c9MWb
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgER30ppHM
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr6x5Cb8DH
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2mgdVOWri
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dWANcW9AG
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3BWbFQiav
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrZvg6uuMu
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsObDdhzeVg
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZviZoAUp8X
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvUkzDSUqI
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSBLzcIwkD
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrWVFfoawH
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Xu2MewHS
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0WQh9nznd
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR54yK19Wt
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