預測錯誤,我以為風暴會先來臨,結果是溫暖先來了。627Please respect copyright.PENANA49SRQLQn7s
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鐘聲還沒響,夜間部的選修課程,教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室,還沒挑好位置坐下,冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人,我們都互稱「夥伴」。627Please respect copyright.PENANAAA7ixXnLQQ
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「什麼都沒說,太不夠意思了。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA9jiEsPAtdt
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怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢?我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。627Please respect copyright.PENANATjDS28gWzb
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「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAQDhMp3dFn2
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「上課吧。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAWFqmrUWBSB
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「好 。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAuzP8LnxupV
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夥伴坐在我的左邊,時不時偷瞄我的表情,直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課,下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。627Please respect copyright.PENANApAL0EPboqY
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那堂課是詩經,中國最古老的情歌,本該美麗動人,好巧不巧,當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。627Please respect copyright.PENANAjRvs97KwNw
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下課後,我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果,一邊若無其事地將手機開機。627Please respect copyright.PENANAnjx3NMleUB
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才剛有訊號,手機就開始大叫。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQJIGaOXqyb
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來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。627Please respect copyright.PENANA2piIDeT3m7
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想必對方已經打了好幾通吧?627Please respect copyright.PENANAv35cXEZPBD
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看了看來電顯示,按下拒絕。627Please respect copyright.PENANAb770OMiR2W
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簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。627Please respect copyright.PENANANP4d63p2Ak
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我扯了一下嘴角。627Please respect copyright.PENANAKIs0pgrDWY
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「是那個劈腿男打來的?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAHaq3vyvV4K
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「對啊,他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完,我發現自己也不是不了解他。627Please respect copyright.PENANAzKPzFX5CDi
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「不接嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAc7KtbjWviu
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「不用接,會很麻煩。」627Please respect copyright.PENANArUBljQrhOj
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我打開和他的對話視窗。627Please respect copyright.PENANAwg3i1ABvQG
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〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇,請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了,趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞627Please respect copyright.PENANAKI93e2G8dg
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〝為什麼沒開機?難道是妳去說的嗎?〞627Please respect copyright.PENANA1hIo6DVWYv
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〝快回電給我!〞627Please respect copyright.PENANAISuBiLg8GU
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諸如此類的訊息。627Please respect copyright.PENANA8LPPuMSVMn
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所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…627Please respect copyright.PENANAEkXAY5N9xJ
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「是我密她的,不是我的朋友,你以為自己很了解我,但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAruaPTvlF28
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敲下這些回應,我又開啟了另一個程式。627Please respect copyright.PENANAYSY1J26Bbo
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她顯然是看到訊息後,先向他質問,得到他的回應後,再來回覆我的。627Please respect copyright.PENANAL4hpnR4ek7
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她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字,強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」,也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」,說是我倒貼她的丈夫,說是我有幻想症,說我不要再打擾他們,說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話,說她相信自己的丈夫,最後還用力的強調自己外表過人,「完全不擔心」我比得過她。627Please respect copyright.PENANA1RXM8lcvWb
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。627Please respect copyright.PENANAJ47pO9rJ0n
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因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時,他的第一個回答:「因為妳漂亮」。627Please respect copyright.PENANAqAkxZZqEof
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「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊!」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的,她又補傳了一句話來。627Please respect copyright.PENANAyZuPxNJUzP
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「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為627Please respect copyright.PENANActakWJCph0
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全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的627Please respect copyright.PENANAubvMIJVa7I
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其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」627Please respect copyright.PENANA58Md2nzrsa
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發送之後,覺得自己很過份,明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊,明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生,我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人,充滿自信,覺得自己永遠掌控情況,所以情況突然改變時,她只能先武裝,展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片,但我雖笨,還不至於蠢到害死自己,她的自信絕不容許自己出醜,除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時,內心很自責,我的確是小三,但我也是被騙的人,同時,我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過,而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。627Please respect copyright.PENANAwgw0u2lUCg
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「怎樣都好,請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話,然後不再理會她的咒罵,按下封鎖。627Please respect copyright.PENANAG23STmwyE8
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另一邊又傳訊息來了。627Please respect copyright.PENANANZin4OtotM
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「她沒有錯,妳不該傷害她的。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAABoQzRwBZ2
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「這段關係裡,唯一錯的是你,傷害,也是由你造成。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAGTH4elrtve
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這邊,我也按下了封鎖。627Please respect copyright.PENANAuZWwbaOoaM
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然後我把手機丟給夥伴,讓他看看方才的激烈對話。627Please respect copyright.PENANAROc6K9PAfq
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「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAaQYncuveiA
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「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Ocjugk6m
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「討厭甜食還需要奶茶,看來很糟喔。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAk9JS3idrzc
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「是啊。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAjYP7khrv1d
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「再兩週期末考,熬得過吧,hold住妳學霸的位置啊,別忘了獎學金。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA4J1N4pUGea
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「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。627Please respect copyright.PENANArYlQp8MNS8
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事情到這裡,算是結束了,剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘,努力振作。627Please respect copyright.PENANAL1NWG2ouEJ
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但那得花上一些時間。627Please respect copyright.PENANAsibyLq0wvZ
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待續。
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