愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W0k1I0SJV
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjSypkO1eY
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU77StgJ2J4
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIhdLNG3LS
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGCm2eOXJY
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但他沒有。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhjoCNSzGO
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbUKE0kags
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或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRRfwFakIe
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevPy0FQID9
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXv9dbTwTE
花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvaO0BIozT
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「妳在家嗎？」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKntWrVqRgw
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「嗯。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhgZzDCBOi
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「下來。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqmg0DT1DZ
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3sF7r8Kmu
我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqWF7KyPDW
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKIjfo3Qi8
阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL1YumY5OI
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ380Ok9f4h0
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「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrdhrCc64l
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「把妳載去賣。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu87hWMfHw0
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHGXCDHbDb
「嗯，好。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ8LqKjvV4
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKdvhzlFA3
阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9qLbYvzQk
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我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zLNyP2DUO
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HkEEuCeoK
「起床了。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ09rIU0LC
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「快點起來，小豺！」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOitKJZCcEO
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVHS0K12JE
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinGv1WqCgG
「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGuFUid417
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我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOSy8nq9xl
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「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrHqJsg0ZP
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「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m3xGhGJHr
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「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgk5dVqnPD
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「在山上。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ72vbbSBB3
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKjxYlE4Nq
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「你要拜拜啊？」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT0lQQJTFC
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「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5FLmeIhqt
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlqNLHWYNe
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhABqcPBzu6
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FGrOzYYos
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomnQjGSe4r
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「我哪知道。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrELrF3ofOy
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「……說的也是。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagUAL8OuP4
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdQDuXb2sI
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「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5vbzclSNv
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「會發霉。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAbaeBAxGT
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16UwpFOLcC
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFMn2YUVZQ
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5sTqBdVDs
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「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfStQq2eKjo
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCAX8wQnX6
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「啊？」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsDrIINnWd
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzecB5lBhhV
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLtdZ4r0nu
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「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2LhS65oYR
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「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsXT5VpaQ9
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAkZlsNpyW
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQpE9B5Lyg
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我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0Vl85D9cq
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「好啦，我勉強用一下。」722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxANiRzxGR
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我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHVvvp3tJ5
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他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7fJ2vkfmB
722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwvf9yEeaX
我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GBRBocFtC
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0QPl8P7no
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