愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8IPnGzqBB
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbvj3Qaxug
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeTrjlijzv
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcT0vgpyyQ
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBNzQtPZH9
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但他沒有。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCmVRksOln
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKOblW2EAj
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或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F8EjDtgds
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjghc5EeFEn
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花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIKnco25s5
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「妳在家嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrHShhH3s2
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「嗯。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfTpec8nz9
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「下來。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8RUEEs71a
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我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5P6Y1ApyA
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阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPAy6oathJ
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv7pRpeibb
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「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhNDSQsS5s
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhMm4hG9WV
「把妳載去賣。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddi8b7e8by
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「嗯，好。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGvNWD3Uf4
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xCgDthMzV
阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVunoKwfW1m
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40uCQUQeOJ
我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxRKOnuIaK
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「起床了。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ056bAgZvki
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「快點起來，小豺！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58oUMSFv8C
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgJTpcg67K
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZYZXhN44W
「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xigjMy78Y
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNmTjeOARY
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD14GfUo08
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「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD2FGYiBmI
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSFGOa7BBU
「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADyXHfp3zJ
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「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9dNJuxnuy
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「在山上。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvki3qYFvrI
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTugy3LjhTR
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「你要拜拜啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MWewfZCGq
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「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnuK1PMWun
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoDLIEYehR
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlNtaLF5yj
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERzpL7T3I8
「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3WS9nNnKf
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「我哪知道。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjj43os9Wg
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「……說的也是。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJCvxjNVpa
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ThZge1Ynm
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXhLtUP0E
「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx87UQDQ3hN
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「會發霉。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYwNgYqsnA
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0k1tAKdn2
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zicqIIFCc
「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6tFV8CCcQ
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4SMJE8HhC
「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cPMNFgLWr
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeXKOrHaQe
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「啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4H8IeaDzc
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0GLu0M9T2
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0tl1qHCkr
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「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfLz58v2ZO
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「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhzC7QUf3k
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5mMoAVG4c
「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtXm29sfet
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我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYAJKwhIOz
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「好啦，我勉強用一下。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56TyBg1ZGS
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我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo84mevnyI
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G8tiAKA2e
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGeO1EaTOu
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cBxFdNaFS
我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYAZLBqmOw
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTqWwcY54B
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