愛情像顆種子，深埋在胸口，有天它無預警地冒出了小芽，你甚至沒注意到它呢，它就開始茁壯了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeQ2Ni0RWp
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後知後覺的我，待胸口的芽已成了小樹，才意識到它的存在。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgRJbMfvZD
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它，而是拿起大剪，抹去了它未來的可能。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jmb8WOxro
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面，每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕，刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6RiBWtVZg
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也許我心裡某處的希望，是他戳破我的刻意，把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnlGPubNdw
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但他沒有。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WwFPEWUer
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在第五個或第六個週末，他不再打電話來；而我，也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pF5GQP3QC
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或許是直覺，也或許是太了解，我知道就算阿龍喜歡我，他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是，我們很容易因為自私，而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久，加上這段時間的相處，我也知道要是兩人交往，會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉，而是害怕我們的關係一改變，就再也回不去。
說穿了，就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足，阿龍也是。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUek4sG1Rmx
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLgELx8Xwl
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花了半年時間，體會了一段荒謬的戀愛，還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾，搞得全世界都知道了，當然也包括阿龍在內。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSgUJ3IwG0
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「妳在家嗎？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVn4FIKeiZ
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「嗯。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOjjP4zPE2
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「下來。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm8jVplBAU
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我下樓，看到阿龍的車停在門口。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KCRcryCHg
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阿龍從車裡出來，戴著墨鏡，咧嘴笑開，他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1AQMWAty5
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4nJCzLmku
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「去哪裡？」扣好安全帶，我問。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9C0RNK8jH
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「把妳載去賣。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iNOtAeFov
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「嗯，好。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSrMCzpuiq
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阿龍又笑了，雖然我沒笑。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHgj8ceL5n
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我把椅背往後仰了些，閉上眼睛，整個人躺在椅子上。其實，我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZoG4x1jQF
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「起床了。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWNjUCgXHw
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「快點起來，小豺！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnUgD8xA2V
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我張開眼睛，居然睡著了啊…578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4WPdLaIEn
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「妳是多累啊？有好好睡覺嗎？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1oTgdtR5w
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9xucTK4eE
我還躺在椅子上，只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍，他戴著墨鏡，我看不清楚他的眼神，但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa5uddu8vr
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「我臺灣人啊，上車睡覺，下車尿尿。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtUzcxKhV6
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「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2v5zPYPdS
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「我們在哪？」我坐起來，解開安全帶，看看車子外面，我們在某個停車場。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxkwPoXoqb
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「在山上。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBNNkKpGZw
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下車後，看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像，還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GjDL6EzTx
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「你要拜拜啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2iugDInY1
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「沒有，妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎？帶妳來山上走走啊。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMWqBJNq0S
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9m4wAcrAU
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我們延著樓梯，爬到了山頂的土地公廟，便隨意找了個地方坐下，那是山頂的展望區。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCskSvIs3Bk
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「那是什麼山啊？」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmIFVSugf8
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「我哪知道。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz85KGGKw3
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「……說的也是。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP88W9vR4b
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後，阿龍開口說。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISzVvBeDQc
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「嗯。」
我知道，阿龍是帶我出來散心的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV7WvLHf0M
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「會發霉。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPNz0erSmV
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞，再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看，有沒有發霉的味道？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDXQJj5bNQ
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「噁，有耶，妳看妳的手，都長香菇了。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBP2UvZZP7
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「我這是靈芝，你懂屁啊！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL15VAbiYp
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LrLQnKMis
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「啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT0FC3i6MP
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxBiRWr2qR
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnP4xXCDF2
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBN0eVWOiI
「什麼噁心，欸，我的胸口還算結實吧？」他搥搥自己的胸。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDm9VcMuAa
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「是啦是啦，好結實，可是我不需要啦。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Guo00bLQ
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「不識貨，那不然肩膀？」
他又拍拍自己的肩。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX7542RW2x
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我笑出來，這傢伙真是夠了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIFHZr8wZV
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMH9hrwrdS
「好啦，我勉強用一下。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7zGvuDMHV
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我坐到阿龍旁邊，把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣？」我說。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XRaRUmExs
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhNxypiF1x
他把手繞過我，摟住我的肩，這個動作，讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZtz0xsuUy
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我聽得見阿龍的心跳，以規律的速度跳動著，咚，咚，咚。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUd1oipOTy
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFvdPJPONw
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