愛情像顆種子,深埋在胸口,有天它無預警地冒出了小芽,你甚至沒注意到它呢,它就開始茁壯了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAECa0UVZiQt
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後知後覺的我,待胸口的芽已成了小樹,才意識到它的存在。389Please respect copyright.PENANATfMQCvOHSe
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然而我沒有繼續灌溉滋養它,而是拿起大剪,抹去了它未來的可能。389Please respect copyright.PENANAcfQMPZu5M3
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逃避式的不和阿龍見面,每次的邀約都從馬上答應變成立刻拒絕,刻意到像是要讓他知道這是刻意的。389Please respect copyright.PENANAqprfAgSmF2
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也許我心裡某處的希望,是他戳破我的刻意,把已經歪斜的天秤打翻。389Please respect copyright.PENANAIVM4l0Tbwp
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但他沒有。389Please respect copyright.PENANAP3JroJNNFl
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在第五個或第六個週末,他不再打電話來;而我,也開始和追求自己的男人約會了。389Please respect copyright.PENANArOSCGMaEyu
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或許是直覺,也或許是太了解,我知道就算阿龍喜歡我,他也不會承認。愛情和友情、親情不一樣的是,我們很容易因為自私,而要求對方改變、要求對方配合自己。認識阿龍那麼久,加上這段時間的相處,我也知道要是兩人交往,會有諸多問題與不合。我不害怕自作多情的丟臉,而是害怕我們的關係一改變,就再也回不去。
說穿了,就是沒有勇氣。
我的勇氣不足,阿龍也是。389Please respect copyright.PENANA92k2WeLY1C
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再接到阿龍電話是半年後的事了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAOTMdveL1rg
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花了半年時間,體會了一段荒謬的戀愛,還以非常難看且難堪的方式收尾,搞得全世界都知道了,當然也包括阿龍在內。389Please respect copyright.PENANAQjzBpN4yh4
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「妳在家嗎?」389Please respect copyright.PENANA1X8f7pa6df
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「嗯。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAv1DyLKrp7x
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「下來。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAHwamsd9ONi
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我下樓,看到阿龍的車停在門口。389Please respect copyright.PENANAFsIEX2ZGVg
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阿龍從車裡出來,戴著墨鏡,咧嘴笑開,他整齊漂亮的牙齒回來了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAGOmyLBhuGR
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「上車。」他敲敲車子。389Please respect copyright.PENANAvWpNfWqeud
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「去哪裡?」扣好安全帶,我問。389Please respect copyright.PENANAqro03WBuxn
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「把妳載去賣。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA4oT2nudrQD
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「嗯,好。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAT57DxDGVIy
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阿龍又笑了,雖然我沒笑。389Please respect copyright.PENANAmiPrGap9PD
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我把椅背往後仰了些,閉上眼睛,整個人躺在椅子上。其實,我也不是那麼在乎阿龍要帶我去哪裡。389Please respect copyright.PENANAD908uxH8ak
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「起床了。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAQnxlsoMQvr
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「快點起來,小豺!」389Please respect copyright.PENANAbBkHbBPCdy
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我張開眼睛,居然睡著了啊…389Please respect copyright.PENANAfOLxZd5HpQ
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「妳是多累啊?有好好睡覺嗎?」389Please respect copyright.PENANAhAgxsfYjs5
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我還躺在椅子上,只稍微轉頭看駕駛座的阿龍,他戴著墨鏡,我看不清楚他的眼神,但他的眉頭緊緊的皺在一起。389Please respect copyright.PENANAw9BNqVLK2y
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「我臺灣人啊,上車睡覺,下車尿尿。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA2Dls64yiNS
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「噗嗤。」他的眉頭鬆開了。389Please respect copyright.PENANA7dO9w4kIbH
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「我們在哪?」我坐起來,解開安全帶,看看車子外面,我們在某個停車場。389Please respect copyright.PENANA2oR9BeGu4p
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「在山上。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAe3k2IGWthR
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下車後,看到了熟悉的特大尊土地公神像,還有往山頂土地公廟延伸的樓梯…389Please respect copyright.PENANAVSyYNeOUM4
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「你要拜拜啊?」389Please respect copyright.PENANAGPzKS4ZwVO
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「沒有,妳最近不是很愛爬山嗎?帶妳來山上走走啊。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAWiXKisOE2C
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「……喔…」
我心裡一沉。389Please respect copyright.PENANAC6w8IokwRb
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我們延著樓梯,爬到了山頂的土地公廟,便隨意找了個地方坐下,那是山頂的展望區。389Please respect copyright.PENANAc6jfPWkLUm
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「那是什麼山啊?」
我指著橫過城市、遠處一座被雲海包圍的山。389Please respect copyright.PENANAPPq4kuaOMI
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「我哪知道。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAbRdAD80MG0
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「……說的也是。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAIwlXIE9GxT
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「失戀的人不要一直待在家裡。」
好長一段沉默過後,阿龍開口說。389Please respect copyright.PENANA1fN2rMJ0G6
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「嗯。」
我知道,阿龍是帶我出來散心的。389Please respect copyright.PENANAlD3QAoNLlw
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「會發霉。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAY0LCTI9mXO
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「哈。」我舉起手聞了聞,再把手湊到阿龍鼻子前。「你聞聞看,有沒有發霉的味道?」389Please respect copyright.PENANAcYk3JGd6wc
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「噁,有耶,妳看妳的手,都長香菇了。」389Please respect copyright.PENANA5OCBYA1yTz
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「我這是靈芝,你懂屁啊!」389Please respect copyright.PENANApimOprvE00
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「妳還是這樣笑比較好。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAPMDPMNuvjB
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「啊?」389Please respect copyright.PENANA2yiWZ9tXyh
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「我剛以為自己要出借胸口還是肩膀讓妳哭一下勒。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAGuJWwpdMZc
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「哈…你很噁心耶。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAAUbxB778ph
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「什麼噁心,欸,我的胸口還算結實吧?」他搥搥自己的胸。389Please respect copyright.PENANA1mibkwX6r9
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「是啦是啦,好結實,可是我不需要啦。」389Please respect copyright.PENANATchLiISYvg
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「不識貨,那不然肩膀?」
他又拍拍自己的肩。389Please respect copyright.PENANA72ibQF04nG
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我笑出來,這傢伙真是夠了。389Please respect copyright.PENANAMA24pdktpy
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「好啦,我勉強用一下。」389Please respect copyright.PENANAAUn5UMwgpb
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我坐到阿龍旁邊,把頭靠上他的肩膀。
「這樣?」我說。389Please respect copyright.PENANAdsYFt0vRPS
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他把手繞過我,摟住我的肩,這個動作,讓我從肩膀滑到胸口。
「這樣。」他說。389Please respect copyright.PENANAztR8YuobAA
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我聽得見阿龍的心跳,以規律的速度跳動著,咚,咚,咚。389Please respect copyright.PENANAXoOqgvUPa4
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那是我和他最靠近的一次。389Please respect copyright.PENANAoTZQK8rL3x
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待續。
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