梁尚文提出另一種正義觀嗰日,氣氛比之前更沉。
佢唔係喺會議室講,而係喺一間好細嘅房間,只係有佢同陳家朗兩個人。蘇映晴冇喺度,因為佢知道,如果蘇映晴喺度,呢場對話好快就會變成另一場爭執。佢揀咗呢個時間,只係因為佢知道,自己有啲嘢一定要講清楚,唔係為咗說服邊個,而係為咗讓自己都知道,自己行緊嘅係咩路。
陳家朗坐喺佢對面,望住佢手上嗰杯已經凍咗嘅茶,低聲問:38Please respect copyright.PENANARr61kAIDFa
「你而家係想話畀我聽,你點睇?」
梁尚文點頭。38Please respect copyright.PENANAojREUEfmNY
「係。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA69RQcy9Z4j
佢放下茶杯,眼神好遠:38Please respect copyright.PENANAd5WY9zGAg8
「我講嘅正義,唔係真相本身,而係真相翻出嚟之後,仲有幾多人可以活落去。」
呢句一出,陳家朗即時望住佢。
梁尚文冇迴避,繼續講:38Please respect copyright.PENANATAX6bKlJxW
「我明白蘇映晴點諗。佢覺得真相就係正義,唔可以因為代價大而放棄。但係,我見得太多。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAAY5MxrXRTK
佢停咗一停,聲音更低:38Please respect copyright.PENANAokg2fRSkqk
「我見過太多人,因為真相翻出嚟,結果唔係得到正義,而係失去晒所有。」
陳家朗皺眉。38Please respect copyright.PENANAQPwhng4ZFE
「你意思係,真相會害人?」
「真相本身唔會。」梁尚文答得好快。38Please respect copyright.PENANAbz5LbgZXa2
「但係,真相翻出嚟嘅方式、時間、同埋牽連到嘅人,會害人。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAib53ucD5i2
佢望住陳家朗,眼神好真誠:38Please respect copyright.PENANAvA16hmDHLs
「你以為我唔想查?我想。但我更加清楚,有啲真相一旦翻出嚟,唔止係翻舊案,係會而家仲喺度嘅人,全部都拖落水。」
呢句令陳家朗沉默。
梁尚文繼續講,語氣好平,但好重:38Please respect copyright.PENANAP4H5sO4aHD
「我講嘅正義,唔係要所有人都知道所有嘢。係要確保,當真相翻出嚟嗰陣,唔好令更多無辜嘅人,受多一次傷。」38Please respect copyright.PENANATh99FsNeUf
佢停咗一停,聲音幾乎聽唔到:38Please respect copyright.PENANARKsD4bnc3V
「因為有啲傷,係一代人受過就夠,唔應該再傳落去。」
陳家朗聽完,好耐都冇出聲。38Please respect copyright.PENANAue6kRpegvJ
過咗一陣,先慢慢問:38Please respect copyright.PENANArzsmfYtXaa
「咁如果真相永遠唔翻出嚟,嗰啲受過傷嘅人,又點算?」
梁尚文望住佢,眼神好複雜。38Please respect copyright.PENANAru8IwDu0PX
「我知道對佢哋唔公平。但係,公平唔係唯一嘅價值。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA37BKrQwtuE
佢吸咗一口氣,慢慢講:38Please respect copyright.PENANAqKMJty8n4f
「有啲時候,生存比公平更重要。因為如果連生存都冇咗,公平就冇意義。」
呢句令陳家朗心裡一震。38Please respect copyright.PENANAaFhNsSIUOh
因為佢忽然明白,梁尚文唔係唔想正義,而係佢對正義嘅理解,同蘇映晴完全唔同。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOO2sev1fHp
蘇映晴覺得,真相本身先係最大嘅正義;38Please respect copyright.PENANA49zrHcsKwr
梁尚文覺得,正義要顧及真相翻出嚟之後,仲有幾多人可以繼續活落去。
「你唔係唔想查。」陳家朗低聲說。38Please respect copyright.PENANA6VKoiJuWQf
「你係驚查得太盡,會令更多人受害。」
梁尚文冇否認。38Please respect copyright.PENANAsY9iyHZbpr
「係。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAFRe2qPwmtW
佢望住窗外,天色已經好暗。38Please respect copyright.PENANAm3Lsjd14LQ
「我唔係怕承擔。我係怕承擔咗之後,發現自己原來係為咗一個理想,犧牲咗太多無辜嘅人。」
呢句唔係懦弱,而係一種好深嘅責任感。38Please respect copyright.PENANAqF7KPD3JjN
重到令陳家朗唔知點答。
梁尚文最後講咗一句:38Please respect copyright.PENANAPgKbwCm2vH
「我講嘅正義,唔係要所有人都滿意。係要確保,當真相翻出嚟嗰陣,唔好令太多人後悔活落去。」
呢句一出,房內好耐都冇人出聲。
陳家朗望住佢,忽然覺得,梁尚文同蘇映晴之間嘅分歧,已經唔係簡單嘅方法問題。38Please respect copyright.PENANAQmgvVWDAe7
而係兩種完全唔同嘅正義觀,已經正面碰撞。
蘇映晴相信,真相本身先係最大嘅代價;38Please respect copyright.PENANAPGyMTJsrzw
梁尚文相信,真相翻出嚟之後嘅代價,先係最大嘅考驗。
而陳家朗夾喺中間,發現自己兩邊都唔完全啱,亦都唔完全錯。38Please respect copyright.PENANARRgn5TRvYA
但係,佢更加清楚,理想與現實嘅衝突,已經開始無法調和。
因為當兩種正義觀都係出於善意,但方向完全相反嗰陣,38Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fh3BSCZEp
唔係邊個啱邊個錯嘅問題,38Please respect copyright.PENANAp0HA2e3rxJ
而係之後每一步,都要有人承受撕裂嘅痛。


