蘇映晴第一次正式講出自己對正義嘅理解,係喺一次好小型嘅內部會議度。
嗰日佢哋本來只係想整理下最近查到嘅嘢,點知討論到一半,有人講咗句:「咁多年嘅事,係咪真係要追到咁盡?」呢句唔係梁尚文講,亦唔係陳家朗講,而係一個一直幫佢哋提供資料嘅中間人。但正正係呢句,令蘇映晴忍唔住要講清楚。
佢放下手上面嘅文件,望住在座每一個人,語氣好平靜,但好堅定:12Please respect copyright.PENANA1ySfcBHTmb
「我唔接受『年代久遠』呢四個字,變成放棄追究嘅理由。」
房內即時靜咗。
梁尚文望住佢,眼神有啲複雜。12Please respect copyright.PENANAapDzKmlXwZ
陳家朗則低下頭,冇出聲。
蘇映晴繼續講,聲音唔大,但每句都好似釘落枱面:12Please respect copyright.PENANAeYMK2NbyR1
「我知有人會話,時間過咗咁耐,再翻出嚟只會令更多人受傷。但係,受傷嘅人,唔係因為真相翻出嚟先受傷。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAgv4IKEWwAv
佢停咗一停,眼神掃過每一個人。12Please respect copyright.PENANACZ6y1DnOS2
「佢哋係由第一日開始,就因為真相被壓住而受傷。」
呢句令中間人即時黑面,但冇反駁。
蘇映晴冇理會對方反應,繼續講落去:12Please respect copyright.PENANAwkJY9N7Boc
「我唔係唔明白代價。我係明白得太清楚,先至更加唔可以接受,用『保護』做理由,去掩蓋一個本來就應該被講出嚟嘅事實。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAHks5Qay7Gi
佢望住梁尚文,眼神好直:12Please respect copyright.PENANAWSPAl2HLBU
「你講嘅正義,係要計代價、計後果、計邊個可以承受。但我講嘅正義,唔係計呢啲。」
梁尚文眉頭微皺。12Please respect copyright.PENANAGjGBNZALcs
「咁你講嘅正義係咩?」
蘇映晴答得好快,好清晰:12Please respect copyright.PENANAhH2CE45ViW
「係真相本身。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAcWpMHXKjT5
佢停咗一停,聲音更低,但更重:12Please respect copyright.PENANA2nmc4rueZt
「係唔可以因為年代久遠、唔可以因為有人唔舒服、唔可以因為會牽連更多人,就當件事冇發生過。」
呢句一出,房內好耐都冇人出聲。
陳家朗終於忍唔住抬頭:12Please respect copyright.PENANAWISCWA0gJF
「但如果有無辜嘅人因為真相翻出嚟而受牵连呢?」
蘇映晴望住佢,眼神冇之前咁銳利,但依然堅定:12Please respect copyright.PENANAti4OpBS7mS
「我知道會牵连。但係,牵连唔等於放棄。」12Please respect copyright.PENANABlh2SCWbQ3
佢吸咗一口氣,慢慢講:12Please respect copyright.PENANAeFi7dX6Opr
「如果因為怕牵连,就唔講真相,咁同當年嗰班人用『保護』做理由去隱瞞,有咩分別?」
呢句問得好直接,直接到陳家朗唔知點答。
梁尚文沉默咗一陣,先開口:12Please respect copyright.PENANAIrxKQtzA61
「你唔係唔明白現實,係你選擇唔接受現實。」
蘇映晴點頭。12Please respect copyright.PENANA1o9w4NO2Wf
「係。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAbqID3VDQbR
佢望住梁尚文,眼神好真誠:12Please respect copyright.PENANA3UuAoIzOCj
「因為我明白,一旦我接受咗呢種現實,我就同佢哋變成同一類人。」
呢句「同一類人」,令梁尚文即時沉默。
中間人見氣氛太僵,試住打圓場:12Please respect copyright.PENANAhcBu4rm8ll
「我唔係話唔查,只係話……」
蘇映晴直接打斷佢:12Please respect copyright.PENANA0QGxGbR7Xq
「唔係只係。係根本方向唔同。」12Please respect copyright.PENANAfThOG6kLcV
佢望住對方,眼神好冷:12Please respect copyright.PENANAlzBTZWqW93
「你覺得年代久遠就可以放低,我覺得年代越耐,越要追究。因為時間唔係解藥,係另一種罪證。」
呢句「另一種罪證」,令在座所有人都一震。
梁尚文最後問咗一句:12Please respect copyright.PENANA5UjKjtv7Tv
「如果追究嘅代價,係令更多無辜嘅人受多一次傷,你點算?」
蘇映晴冇即刻答。12Please respect copyright.PENANAZM6Y0uSAxB
佢望住窗外,天色已經開始暗。12Please respect copyright.PENANAqVvZUexr7P
過咗好耐,先慢慢講:12Please respect copyright.PENANAmFb0HFZUiC
「我會承擔。」12Please respect copyright.PENANA6AwM6K8jYF
佢轉返頭,望住每一個人:12Please respect copyright.PENANAktBIZX3lAm
「唔係要其他人承擔,係我自己承擔。」
呢句唔係豪言壯語,而係一個好重嘅承諾。12Please respect copyright.PENANATrSeYiDYUR
重到令房內再次靜落嚟。
陳家朗望住佢,眼神有啲複雜。12Please respect copyright.PENANApjpnvN6AhI
佢知道,蘇映晴已經唔再係之前嗰個只係協助追查嘅人。12Please respect copyright.PENANAcdHAHadrAA
佢開始變成推動者——一個願意為自己相信嘅正義,承擔所有後果嘅人。
會議最後冇達成共識。12Please respect copyright.PENANAESqoo1FNSp
但所有人都好清楚咁知道:12Please respect copyright.PENANACapRN5Jfvy
蘇映晴已經唔再只係協助者。12Please respect copyright.PENANA2N6n6kEx0U
佢開始變成推動者。
而呢個轉變,比任何新證據都更令人不安。12Please respect copyright.PENANA7LGBz6sj26
因為佢代表,之後每一步,都唔會再有人輕易退讓。


