2. 《消失之後:重返香港的日子》(自傳續集)
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陳美玲,香港資深食評家,九十年代末因調查鼎豐集團黑心食材供應鏈而被迫消失二十年。二零一九年,喺兒子阿明嘅抗爭下,佢重返香港,結束二十年嘅匿藏生活。本書係佢嘅第二本自傳,記錄佢返到香港之後嘅日子——如何重新適應社會、如何修補同家人嘅關係、如何面對過去嘅創傷、同埋如何喺舊區搵到新嘅歸屬。本書係《消失二十年:一個食評家嘅抗爭》嘅續集,亦係一個關於回家、關於重生、關於希望嘅故仔。1234 copyright protection34PENANAYzDpFvId4d 尼
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目錄1234 copyright protection34PENANAd38yMJ6av2 尼
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第一章:返屋企——糖水舖嘅第一碗紅豆沙1234 copyright protection34PENANANXS83inCdX 尼
第二章:阿明——我嘅仔,我嘅英雄1234 copyright protection34PENANAhVzjspgZBx 尼
第三章:晴晴——我嘅新抱,甜絲絲嘅傳承1234 copyright protection34PENANAUxpCKiqLJg 尼
第四章:舊區——深水埗嘅變與不變1234 copyright protection34PENANAWfavRUirpr 尼
第五章:堅叔、陳伯、街坊們——第二個家1234 copyright protection34PENANALNooDdTpoJ 尼
第六章:寫作——將故仔講俾世界聽1234 copyright protection34PENANAa1p77cZNcZ 尼
第七章:演講——由深水埗去到全世界1234 copyright protection34PENANANCQ1rAKeKG 尼
第八章:陰影——過去嘅夢魘1234 copyright protection34PENANAO9La5iJXL4 尼
第九章:阿爸——最後嘅告別1234 copyright protection34PENANApv9W4rNPWD 尼
第十章:甜絲絲——永遠嘅味道1234 copyright protection34PENANArEBfs8mXmk 尼
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第一章:返屋企——糖水舖嘅第一碗紅豆沙1234 copyright protection34PENANAicIi2af3CN 尼
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我返到香港嘅第一日,阿明帶我去甜絲絲糖水舖。1234 copyright protection34PENANAWvJUjqJRIy 尼
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我企喺門口,望住個招牌——「甜絲絲」三個字,係手寫嘅,邊緣有啲褪色。我知呢個招牌嘅歷史:晴晴阿媽親手寫嘅,用咗幾十年,燒過、熔過,但係晴晴堅持唔換。因為呢個招牌,係佢阿媽留低嘅。1234 copyright protection34PENANACK95qzHMvV 尼
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我深呼吸,行入去。1234 copyright protection34PENANAHPmNASPbA8 尼
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舖頭入面好細,但係好溫暖。牆上貼滿街坊嘅相,角落有一個招財貓嘅殘骸,收銀櫃檯上面有一隻新嘅招財貓,手不停擺動,「咔咔、咔咔」。1234 copyright protection34PENANAk8A764bNhi 尼
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晴晴由廚房行出嚟,著住一條白色嘅圍裙,面上有笑容。佢話:「奶奶,你坐低,我煲紅豆沙俾你飲。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAkbpB8rrJfU 尼
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我坐低,望住佢嘅背影。佢喺廚房入面忙碌,手法好純熟——浸豆、落水、開火、加糖、加陳皮。每一個步驟,都同我當年一模一樣。1234 copyright protection34PENANA1q1wu6NcuQ 尼
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我嘅眼淚流落嚟。1234 copyright protection34PENANA2gTAyGMRkS 尼
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晴晴將一碗紅豆沙放喺我面前。我拎起湯匙,舀起一啖,放入口。1234 copyright protection34PENANA7gNawIlDRF 尼
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紅豆嘅甜、陳皮嘅香,喺我嘅舌尖爆發。我記得呢個味道。呢個係我當年教晴晴嘅食譜——浸豆要過夜、陳皮要用十五年嘅、糖要分三次落。每一個細節,都係我親手教嘅。1234 copyright protection34PENANAPc5XCZWaLD 尼
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「好味嗎?」晴晴問。1234 copyright protection34PENANA4pPwDbKLSi 尼
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我點頭,喊住話:「好味。」1234 copyright protection34PENANA27Ud4if6nP 尼
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阿明坐喺我對面,望住我,眼神好溫柔。佢話:「阿媽,你返咗嚟啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANADIk2o7XvK9 尼
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我話:「我返咗嚟啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAKLR7fwTpNo 尼
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嗰碗紅豆沙,係我二十年嚟食過最好味嘅嘢。因為佢唔只係紅豆沙,佢係「回家」嘅味道。1234 copyright protection34PENANAUHM8MEboYk 尼
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第二章:阿明——我嘅仔,我嘅英雄1234 copyright protection34PENANAPNb6UTqEzv 尼
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我離開嘅時候,阿明得十歲。我返嚟嘅時候,佢已經三十歲,結咗婚,有咗自己嘅事業。1234 copyright protection34PENANAySiSZQYTFi 尼
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我成日覺得,我錯過咗佢嘅成長——佢第一次返學、第一次考第一、第一次失戀、第一次搵到份工。我統統都錯過咗。1234 copyright protection34PENANA4pJ0S1nV9f 尼
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但係阿明從來冇怪過我。1234 copyright protection34PENANAiGlgDY7snp 尼
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佢每日都會嚟探我,有時帶燒鵝髀,有時帶蛋撻,有時就咁坐低陪我傾計。佢話:「阿媽,你以前嘅事,我知。你係為咗保護我先走。我唔怪你。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAOp6g3Qg1CE 尼
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我問:「你點解可以咁容易原諒我?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAUdRCoCejU3 尼
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佢望住我,話:「因為你係我阿媽。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAn4i5EBEJma 尼
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我喊住攬住佢。我嘅仔,成為咗一個男人,一個願意原諒、願意理解、願意守護嘅男人。1234 copyright protection34PENANAh72yqsSlOx 尼
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我開始留意佢嘅工作。佢每日騎住電單車,喺舊區送外賣。佢同每一個客人傾計,同每一個騎手打招呼,同每一個小店老闆寒暄。佢唔只係一個外賣仔,佢係舊區嘅一條線,將所有人連結埋一齊。1234 copyright protection34PENANAaM9uumaFPI 尼
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我問佢:「你鍾意送外賣咩?」1234 copyright protection34PENANANfYgNKIABz 尼
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佢話:「鍾意。因為我可以見到人,可以幫到人,可以感受到呢個城市嘅脈搏。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAmAQqymFiCP 尼
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我望住佢,想起佢細個嘅樣。嗰陣時佢成日問我:「阿媽,點解你要寫食評?」我話:「因為我要話俾人知,咩係好嘅嘢食。」佢問:「咁你點解唔自己煮?」我大笑。1234 copyright protection34PENANAbbvtBh1laA 尼
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而家我明白,佢用佢嘅方式,做緊同一樣嘢——話俾人知,咩係好嘅嘢。1234 copyright protection34PENANAGD14ACS3xM 尼
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第三章:晴晴——我嘅新抱,甜絲絲嘅傳承1234 copyright protection34PENANALM6wuxKGNl 尼
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我同晴晴嘅關係,由一碗紅豆沙開始。1234 copyright protection34PENANAPBCZlgjEHz 尼
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我返嚟嘅第一日,佢煲紅豆沙俾我飲。我問佢:「你點解識煲呢個味道?」佢話:「阿明話俾我知嘅。佢話你以前煲紅豆沙,係用呢個食譜。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAT7rxPMlmH4 尼
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我望住佢,覺得呢個女仔好特別。佢唔只係煲糖水,佢係用「心」煲。1234 copyright protection34PENANA3aaHtnSgCb 尼
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我開始喺糖水舖幫手。晴晴教我點樣用新嘅爐頭、點樣處理新嘅食材、點樣應付新嘅客人。我學得好慢,因為我離開咗二十年,好多嘢都唔同咗。但係晴晴好有耐性,佢話:「奶奶,你慢慢學,唔使急。」1234 copyright protection34PENANApmXQwRtRrD 尼
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有一日,我問晴晴:「你點解要傳承甜絲絲?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAmD9Jit31SS 尼
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佢話:「因為呢間舖係我阿媽留低嘅。佢話,糖水要甜,人心要暖。我要守住呢個信念。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAWZ9vFR9bMP 尼
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我望住佢,想起自己當年寫食評嘅信念——要話俾人知,咩係好嘅食物。我同晴晴,雖然做嘅嘢唔同,但係理念一樣——用食物,連結人心。1234 copyright protection34PENANA3A6smhPuB4 尼
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我話:「晴晴,我將我嘅食譜全部俾你。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAZOxhzyuP9S 尼
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佢呆咗。「全部?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAt6pqseFgca 尼
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「全部。」我話,「我希望你將甜絲絲傳承落去,一代一代,永遠唔好斷。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAys4B1d6lf3 尼
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晴晴喊住攬住我。我哋兩個女人,喺糖水舖嘅廚房,攬住,喊住,笑住。1234 copyright protection34PENANAmoemnGTFrq 尼
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第四章:舊區——深水埗嘅變與不變1234 copyright protection34PENANAiQ0QmgUY18 尼
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我喺深水埗長大,亦都喺深水埗匿藏二十年。呢個地方,係我嘅根。1234 copyright protection34PENANAsl430iC5lC 尼
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返嚟之後,我成日喺舊區行來行去。我發現,好多嘢變咗。1234 copyright protection34PENANAMOiywTRJZl 尼
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以前嘅街市,翻新咗,乾淨咗,但係少咗人情味。以前嘅茶餐廳,好多都執咗,變成連鎖店。以前嘅街坊,好多都搬走咗,或者已經唔喺度。1234 copyright protection34PENANAWrsA8IA3ev 尼
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但係,都有嘢冇變。1234 copyright protection34PENANAAXGQqVfRyq 尼
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堅記燒臘店仲喺度,堅叔仲係每日斬燒鵝,仲係著住白色汗衫。阿財嘅茶餐廳仲喺度,奶茶仲係同以前一樣香濃。仲有陳伯個紅豆檔——雖然陳伯退休咗,但係新檔主阿傑繼承咗佢嘅手藝,紅豆仲係同以前一樣飽滿。1234 copyright protection34PENANAgAKgFtAiKN 尼
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我企喺街市門口,望住來來往往嘅人。有好多年輕嘅面孔,我唔識。但係有啲老人家,我認得。佢哋見到我都好驚訝:「美玲?你返咗嚟?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAJXkmjKfyTu 尼
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我話:「我返咗嚟。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAM3fnRdNOqF 尼
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佢哋攬住我,喊住話:「你返嚟就好啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANA4Xgi0rpWsI 尼
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我發現,舊區嘅靈魂,從來冇變過。變嘅只係外殼。人心,仲係暖嘅。1234 copyright protection34PENANAnMN05PrLme 尼
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第五章:堅叔、陳伯、街坊們——第二個家1234 copyright protection34PENANAO9ZsBdUq2d 尼
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返嚟之後,我識咗好多新嘅街坊。1234 copyright protection34PENANAilAcoF9bkm 尼
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堅叔係其中一個。佢係一個粗人,講嘢大聲,成日鬧人,但係佢心地好好。我第一次去堅記,佢斬咗一隻燒鵝髀俾我,話:「你係阿明阿媽?你個仔好叻,你都要好叻。」1234 copyright protection34PENANA3LSc6XPkOD 尼
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我問:「點樣先為之好叻?」1234 copyright protection34PENANA3CzbDDWxZk 尼
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佢話:「留低。唔好再走。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAL9v0gEsurV 尼
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我望住佢,點頭。1234 copyright protection34PENANANzTzkx2ysl 尼
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陳伯係另一個。佢退休之後搬咗去新界,但係成日返嚟探我哋。佢每次返嚟都會帶一包紅豆,話:「呢啲係我親自揀嘅,俾晴晴煲糖水。」我話:「陳伯,你退休啦,唔好操勞。」佢話:「我退休啫,我啲紅豆未退休。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAGSzR6AaZfX 尼
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我仲識咗阿財、陳太、同好多好多街坊。佢哋每一個人都好熱情,好溫暖。佢哋話我知,呢度係我嘅家,永遠都係。1234 copyright protection34PENANAxiwGNqoRQs 尼
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有一日,我坐喺糖水舖門口,望住條街。阿明行出嚟,問我:「阿媽,你諗緊咩?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAhZrvwRcybE 尼
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我話:「我諗緊,我消失咗二十年,失去咗好多。但係我返嚟之後,得到咗第二個家。」1234 copyright protection34PENANA5NvVk6N172 尼
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阿明攬住我,話:「你唔會再失去。」1234 copyright protection34PENANApXVaLvfbJr 尼
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第六章:寫作——將故仔講俾世界聽1234 copyright protection34PENANAKI4eurUuIA 尼
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返嚟之後,我開始寫書。1234 copyright protection34PENANAwGkUZPYkcF 尼
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我嘅第一本書《消失二十年:一個食評家嘅抗爭》,記錄我被迫消失嘅經歷。寫書嘅過程好痛苦,因為我要重溫嗰段黑暗嘅日子——收到威脅信、被迫離開屋企、匿藏喺深水埗嘅唐樓、遠遠咁望住阿明長大。1234 copyright protection34PENANAwW1b2G2AfO 尼
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有好多個夜晚,我寫到喊,喊到寫唔到。晴晴會行過嚟,遞一杯熱茶俾我,話:「奶奶,你休息吓啦。」我話:「我唔可以停。我要將我嘅故仔講俾世界聽。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAwmb4kdRGRP 尼
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三個月之後,我完成咗書稿。出版社嘅編輯睇完之後,喊住話:「陳小姐,你嘅故仔好動人。我一定要將佢出版。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAbiPe1r6M5y 尼
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書出版之後,反應好熱烈。我收到好多讀者嘅信,有啲話我嘅故仔令佢哋喊,有啲話我嘅故仔令佢哋堅持落去,有啲話我嘅故仔令佢哋原諒咗自己嘅父母。1234 copyright protection34PENANAoMllyT47hC 尼
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我望住一疊疊嘅讀者來信,心入面好感動。我消失咗二十年,我嘅聲音被壓制咗二十年。但係而家,我嘅聲音傳到好遠好遠。1234 copyright protection34PENANAJzll0POJLa 尼
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阿明話:「阿媽,你做到啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAgM4dNsK6Ls 尼
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我話:「我做到啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANANbrEB8EYsE 尼
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第七章:演講——由深水埗去到全世界1234 copyright protection34PENANAVOjUWog8RA 尼
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書出版之後,我開始收到演講邀請。1234 copyright protection34PENANAp2MOiVm6nw 尼
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第一場演講,喺深水埗嘅社區中心。台下坐嘅都係街坊,有堅叔、有阿財、有陳太。我企喺台上,手震震。我望住阿明同晴晴坐喺台下,望住我,眼神好溫柔。1234 copyright protection34PENANAngXrcQOOjy 尼
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我深呼吸,開始講:「大家好,我係陳美玲。我消失咗二十年……」1234 copyright protection34PENANA3CrSSdfWnR 尼
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我講咗一個鐘。台下好靜,所有人都專心聽。我講完之後,全場掌聲。堅叔企起身大叫:「美玲,你好嘢!」1234 copyright protection34PENANAzk6JGrQ8Tg 尼
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我喊住笑。1234 copyright protection34PENANApXc7kN82Ob 尼
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之後,我嘅演講邀請越來越多。我去過大學、去過書店、去過社區中心。我仲去過台灣、去過新加坡、去過英國。每一場演講,我都會講同一個故仔——關於堅持、關於希望、關於回家。1234 copyright protection34PENANA8n3XQkwf9g 尼
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喺倫敦嘅一場演講,有一個英國女人喺台下喊。佢完之後行過嚟,攬住我,話:「我嘅故仔同你一樣。我都係為咗保護我嘅仔,消失咗十年。」我攬住佢,話:「你返咗屋企未?」佢話:「返咗。」我話:「咁就好。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAOeTD7TBmfz 尼
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我發現,我嘅故仔唔只係我嘅故仔。佢係好多女人嘅故仔——為咗保護家人,被迫犧牲自己。我嘅演講,係話俾佢哋知:你唔孤單。1234 copyright protection34PENANAsCKM9uzazU 尼
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第八章:陰影——過去嘅夢魘1234 copyright protection34PENANArpYfnWxjAi 尼
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返嚟之後,我以為我可以忘記過去。1234 copyright protection34PENANAw5LgL5JCQf 尼
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但係我唔可以。1234 copyright protection34PENANAyVxMkMQSyo 尼
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我成日發惡夢。夢見收到威脅信、夢見被迫離開、夢見阿明喊住叫我「阿媽」。每一晚,我都會驚醒,一身冷汗。1234 copyright protection34PENANARlrOIVsZyq 尼
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有一晚,我喊住打電話俾阿明。佢即刻過嚟,攬住我,話:「阿媽,冇事㗎。我喺度。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAJ5mNhfKtNN 尼
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我問:「佢哋會唔會再嚟?」1234 copyright protection34PENANA6fDY9RMMCc 尼
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阿明話:「唔會。鼎豐已經冇咗。Mr. Y 坐緊監。冇人可以再傷害你。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAuminZyaS3R 尼
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我望住阿明,覺得自己好傻。我匿埋咗二十年,犧牲咗咁多,就係為咗保護佢。而家佢大個咗,輪到佢保護我。1234 copyright protection34PENANAcohXF8HJNh 尼
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我開始睇心理醫生。醫生話,我嘅創傷好深,需要時間療癒。我問:「要幾耐?」醫生話:「每個人唔同。你要俾自己時間。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAonfyryXeA8 尼
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我慢慢學習同過去和解。我學習接受——過去嘅事,改變唔到。但係我可以選擇點樣面對將來。1234 copyright protection34PENANAK1blAniF57 尼
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有一日,我企喺糖水舖門口,望住個天。我發現,個天好藍,好靚。我深呼吸,覺得心入面嘅石頭,輕咗少少。1234 copyright protection34PENANAcJXNEK4LQs 尼
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第九章:阿爸——最後嘅告別1234 copyright protection34PENANAY1SOAaHjLy 尼
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返嚟之後,我見到阿明嘅阿爸——我嘅老公。1234 copyright protection34PENANA3YQb37ZZkn 尼
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佢中風之後,講唔到嘢,行唔到路。我企喺佢面前,望住佢。佢老咗好多,頭髮白晒,面上有好多皺紋。但係佢嘅眼神,同三十年前一樣——溫柔、堅定、同埋一啲蠢。1234 copyright protection34PENANApszYfmcnIe 尼
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我捉住佢隻手,話:「我返嚟啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAkDB5pyU6gp 尼
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佢流眼淚。佢想講嘢,但係講唔到。只係用顫抖嘅手指,喺我手心寫字。我感受到佢寫嘅係:「我等咗你。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAiPle08ZhvD 尼
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我喊住話:「對唔住,我遲咗。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAW2EAaGjT2y 尼
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佢搖頭。佢寫:「你返嚟就得啦。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAXzhg9phP6N 尼
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佢走嗰日,我陪住佢。我捉住佢隻手,同佢講:「你放心,我會照顧阿明,我會照顧晴晴,我會守住呢度。」佢望住我,微微點頭,然後閂埋眼。1234 copyright protection34PENANAWi7fDRX22i 尼
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我企喺佢嘅墳前,望住佢嘅相。我話:「我愛你。我從來未停止愛你。」1234 copyright protection34PENANABsVucaAknB 尼
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風吹過,樹葉沙沙作響。我感覺,佢聽到。1234 copyright protection34PENANA3d3Coq26Ah 尼
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第十章:甜絲絲——永遠嘅味道1234 copyright protection34PENANACZ8AeMBHqz 尼
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而家,我每日都會去甜絲絲糖水舖。1234 copyright protection34PENANAm2eMxbN3AU 尼
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我幫晴晴洗紅豆、煲糖水、招呼客人。我同街坊傾計,同騎手打招呼,同每一個入嚟嘅客人講:「歡迎嚟甜絲絲。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAVjUWYyN24F 尼
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我嘅生活好簡單,但係好充實。1234 copyright protection34PENANAUem22TSRtI 尼
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有一日,阿明問我:「阿媽,你覺得幸福係咩?」1234 copyright protection34PENANAA6n87BCGDS 尼
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我望住佢,望住晴晴,望住舖頭入面嘅街坊,望住收銀櫃檯上面嘅招財貓。我話:「幸福,就係喺度。」1234 copyright protection34PENANAjQsjlBgHui 尼
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阿明笑住攬住我。1234 copyright protection34PENANAvlIIIdUo2T 尼
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我消失咗二十年。我失去咗好多嘢——阿明嘅童年、同老公一齊嘅日子、我嘅事業、我嘅朋友。但係我返嚟之後,發現我擁有嘅比以前更多。1234 copyright protection34PENANASXCHE5rzuq 尼
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因為我有一個勇敢嘅仔、一個善良嘅新抱、一個溫暖嘅屋企、一班有心嘅街坊。1234 copyright protection34PENANA9jGsamJ2Ue 尼
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我嘅故仔,唔係一個悲劇。我嘅故仔,係一個關於回家嘅故仔。1234 copyright protection34PENANAYWTxRN5dXl 尼
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謝謝你,讀完我嘅故仔。1234 copyright protection34PENANAQdq8C1Xtsn 尼
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如果你都係一個被迫離開屋企嘅人,我希望你知——返屋企,永遠唔會太遲。1234 copyright protection34PENANA4T7J8PYgkr 尼
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陳美玲1234 copyright protection34PENANAHA5qm6YJ7Z 尼
二零二一年.香港1234 copyright protection34PENANAy1WL646PG6 尼
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附錄:陳美玲演講足跡1234 copyright protection34PENANAJ1pGrNs6Cv 尼
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· 香港:香港大學、中文大學、浸會大學、香港公共圖書館、各區社區中心1234 copyright protection34PENANA9TYyCDsqBP 尼
· 台灣:台北國際書展、誠品書店、台中、高雄1234 copyright protection34PENANA4zC4SJR4c8 尼
· 新加坡:新加坡書展、南洋理工大學1234 copyright protection34PENANA92CmibiWFB 尼
· 英國:倫敦書展、倫敦大學、曼徹斯特1234 copyright protection34PENANAS9woIOaWEE 尼
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媒體書評1234 copyright protection34PENANAoNWUt4zt56 尼
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「陳美玲嘅第二本自傳,比第一本更加動人。佢寫返到屋企之後嘅適應、寫同家人嘅關係、寫過去嘅創傷,每一頁都令人心痛,但又每一頁都令人感到希望。呢本書唔只係一個食評家嘅故仔,係每一個曾經失去家嘅人嘅故仔。」——《明報》1234 copyright protection34PENANA60oOliR6SQ 尼
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「讀《消失之後》,我喊咗好多次。陳美玲寫佢同阿明嘅重逢、寫佢同晴晴嘅相處、寫佢喺舊區搵到第二個家,每一個細節都好真實、好揪心。佢係一個堅強嘅女人,一個偉大嘅母親。」——《蘋果日報》1234 copyright protection34PENANA64KckSAkW7 尼
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「如果《消失二十年》係一個關於抗爭嘅故仔,《消失之後》就係一個關於療癒嘅故仔。陳美玲用佢嘅筆,寫低咗一個時代嘅傷痕,同時亦寫低咗一個時代嘅希望。」——《香港01》1234 copyright protection34PENANA1Zna2Ocbzu 尼
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讀者留言1234 copyright protection34PENANALQ1ocPUEXD 尼
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「我阿媽都係為咗保護我而離開。我恨咗佢好多年。讀完陳美玲本書,我喊住打電話俾佢。多謝你,陳美玲。」——讀者阿軒1234 copyright protection34PENANAy4LvX9GYvZ 尼
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「我係一個單親媽媽,成日覺得自己好孤獨。讀完呢本書,我知道我唔孤單。多謝你。」——讀者Candy1234 copyright protection34PENANAARy3D0YDtv 尼
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「我將呢本書送俾我老婆,佢喊住攬住我。我哋一齊決定,要更加珍惜對方。」——讀者李先生1234 copyright protection34PENANAXTvWTWS2mR 尼
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