他想起了很多事情，很多很多，那些原本很普通。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRzMxljPYm
甚至普通到不值得特別去記住的小事，此刻卻全部變得清晰。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGSANk5y6F
他想起小時候，兩人一起蹲在路邊看螞蟻搬家。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1ma8cItOh
想起放學後一起去便利商店吹冷氣，想起柯基第一次跑去他家吃飯時，因為太緊張，把整碗湯打翻在桌上。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0C9vIxTMi
想起兩人熬夜打遊戲，互相抄功課，偷翹課去漫畫店，甚至連小學時一起被老師罰站的事情。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G4UbtsXiv
他都記得。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLuMhuyv5M
他們從小一起長大，無話不談，彼此家裡更是熟到不行。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeeLFvC1A4
周小海甚至覺得，就算說他們是親兄弟，大概也沒人會懷疑。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20JEw8RO4P
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可現在呢？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UVWTmgEkX
現在這份友情。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4a4sCRl8e
還剩下什麼？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAvYg2q0eP
周小海死死咬著牙，胸口像被什麼東西狠狠堵住。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn9FNQ7SQ6
他知道，今天發生的事情，會變成他這輩子都揮之不去的痛。
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尤其是——69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aW11o6Z08
“畫畫”。
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這兩個字，像刀一樣，一遍一遍割著他的腦子。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGBud1pIJQ
如果不是他，如果不是他說出那句話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGhiQ2LzQj
張偉傑根本不會知道，柯基最重視的是畫畫。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYC0mLQBtl
是他害的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkVKvnvsjQ
都是他。
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周小海呼吸越來越急促，全身漲得通紅。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB90hsOkEJp
羞愧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiLclG15EB
憤怒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjj52yRont
恐懼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhmmkIn1qf
後悔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ526dvWDH0P
各種情緒像海嘯般瘋狂衝進腦海。
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他的身體開始不受控制地發抖，脖子僵硬，甚至帶動頭部微微抽動，發出骨頭的摩擦聲。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcOqkscDrQ
「喀——喀啦。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRv8TbzMQh
在安靜房間裡顯得格外清晰，彷彿有一雙無形的手，正在硬生生扭動他的脖子。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkccbBwhlu
「喀啦——咯啦——」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPUkaLubxG
他的拳頭越握越緊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYFWLMSX6X
指節因為過度用力而發白，手背青筋浮起，呼吸粗重得像野獸低喘。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnETBNcZj4P
周小海緩緩抬起頭，眼睛裡滿是血絲，憤怒像烈火，幾乎快從眼眶裡燒出來。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84gPoSlHEU
今天發生的一切。
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他絕對——69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4An3beAIN
絕對無法接受！！69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4fg7Q3BNy
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“好後悔！”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK3pPQ1xNi
“好屈辱！！”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXS5ruYo3g
周小海低著頭，聲音沙啞，像從牙縫裡硬擠出來。
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“張偉傑……”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zzmWXcE5N
“我要你死！！！”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvBkECqIUq
“我要你們全部都死！！！”
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房間裡，只剩下他粗重的呼吸聲。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU586TlKmA
周小海緩緩抬起頭，目光，落在書桌上那瓶《捕夢》。
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藍金色藥罐安靜擺在桌面。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAjDapjZzo
在昏暗燈光下，反射出冰冷微光。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZZQRLwyH6
那感覺，像惡魔遞來的糖果。
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周小海慢慢站起身，腳步有些不穩，卻還是一步一步走了過去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXJT8SeJCv
接著，伸手將藥罐拿起，冰冷觸感順著掌心傳來。
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而鏡子裡，映出了他的臉，頭髮凌亂，雙眼泛紅，整張臉因情緒過度壓抑而微微扭曲。
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他恨。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86UvjAgzkn
恨張偉傑。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb77Z2XNeQ
恨那三個小弟。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdaneiyhwV
可最恨的......69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNLLqP0Cgy
是他自己！！
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如果他沒有做那個夢，如果他沒有衝出去，如果他沒說出“畫畫”。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhqpQmlpl4
如果……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifkyud07BY
如果……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN603P7OP9Q
鏡子中的周小海死死盯著自己，眼神凶狠到幾乎陌生。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFnTQgsisv
像是恨不得把鏡子裡那個懦弱無能的人活活撕碎。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajQGcBX9nu
他緩緩打開藥罐，手指顫抖著，倒出藥丸。
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一顆。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvDJgiilsZ
兩顆。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIe5uPANQd
三顆。
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五顆。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrA3tp8J39
最後。
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他整隻手猛地一倒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk3BdtzhuI
——十顆。
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整整十顆《捕夢》。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cnpSYF2CB
全部被他塞進嘴裡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3jBL0Hi6h
“喀吱。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhiKI9TKQi
他直接咬了下去，藥丸外殼瞬間碎裂，濃烈苦味猛地炸開，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWh1f7SD6j
像某種金屬混著藥草的味道，刺激得人頭皮發麻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTSMhNBjwg
可周小海像感覺不到一樣，繼續咬。
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“喀啦。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1braLwxLD
“喀啦喀啦——”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzk1gyVYu0
牙齒瘋狂咀嚼，藍金色藥粉在嘴裡碎開，甚至從嘴角微微滲出。
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那畫面。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1FHLjjpRf
近乎瘋狂。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK7knN5bxN
他沒有喝水。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdlHZxZLIQ
硬生生將那些藥粉與膠囊全部吞了下去。
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喉嚨滾動。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jp6wWRmfG
一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRljMtZMGXF
一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS9dhwhJNZ
像把某種危險至極的東西，強行灌進身體裡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxaf7V2Jwq
而且，是帶著強烈恨意吞下去的。
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不，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEjlA2qTgB
不只是恨，69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdYshz5klh
而是殺意！69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6ApDHwSIi
濃烈到幾乎化不開的殺意。
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窗外，夜色越來越深。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1R6zhtn3m
房間裡安靜得可怕，只有周小海急促的呼吸聲，以及逐漸開始加快的心跳。
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“咚。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbq9ydrgG5
“咚。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGM3n9UCdK
“咚咚。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSxXIxhnCk
越來越快。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLycG4wsS3
越來越重。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0mz8AFoE2
像有什麼東西。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0GWfugc5y
正在他身體深處甦醒。
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——日有所思。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIySBffk6oa
——夜有所夢。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYUNBXcnoV
當一個人的執念。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhlijl4Q7r
像雨後雜草般瘋狂蔓延。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfszWOZ3Nr
最終便會化作看不見的鎖鏈。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HEwGWLEdZ
一圈。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGZk4mA5LD
又一圈。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUzQ7ihkuO
慢慢纏上靈魂。
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只是瞬間，周小海便感覺腦袋猛地脹痛起來。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY2wgrA0pk
像有無數根針，同時刺進大腦深處。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ceph9BjJJ
“啊...呃……”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAWKHrgCtM
他踉蹌後退半步，扶住書桌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QGVnryJDu
呼吸開始混亂，視線也逐漸模糊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQwBQ7bwkm
世界開始旋轉。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BJSXjPZGp
但不是正常的旋轉，而是一種詭異的扭曲感，牆壁像融化般微微傾斜，地板像水面般起伏晃動。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgi7SIRxrM
就連空氣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FhystD0kL
都彷彿被什麼力量硬生生拉扯變形。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOX3TfSXQN
時鐘。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ffv2FaClY
衣櫃。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBFc43b6bi
書桌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdKBc7Wp5K
窗戶。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vvWFvtikV
房間裡的一切。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7XxM66bVv
都開始慢慢失去色彩。
像有人將整個世界的顏色，一點一點抽走。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBp3XeqnBw
灰白。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD9DegsyPo
暗淡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKeHpEHPGl
死寂。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQakN8VmTj
周小海艱難地抬起頭，看向鏡子，鏡中的自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPiaPdPejZ
也正在慢慢變成黑白色。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgERQCy2gf
那雙布滿血絲的眼睛，在失去顏色後，顯得更加駭人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ49T95jVZX
下一秒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1WB1F0jK7
“咚——！”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsytjvcUgfO
周小海整個人重重摔倒在地，意識開始下沉。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ozCCi6XaR
耳邊嗡鳴不止。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsEPFqaoSD
彷彿有無數聲音在遠方低語，卻又聽不清。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdSUWs2L97
——69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVa6mk2pdO
房間外，餐廳。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5xFxdTYw3
餐桌上的燈光依舊溫暖，熱騰騰的飯菜冒著白煙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvmV9M98p0
周爸爸低頭吃飯，周媽媽則默默替他夾菜。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF73XfjbU4t
但奇怪的是，整張餐桌幾乎沒什麼聲音，只有筷子碰撞碗盤的細微聲響。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx2ieYO4L4
過了幾秒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95QylysboM
周媽媽忽然抬眼，朝周爸爸眨了一下。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0UIqUNb4w
周爸爸也抬起頭。
兩人對視。
隨後，周爸爸眉毛微微一挑，像是在問：
「小海？」
周媽媽眼神往房間方向飄了一下，接著又慢慢垂下，就像是在回答：
「還沒出來。」
周爸爸嘴角抿了抿，輕輕點頭。
「心情不好？」
周媽媽微微皺眉。
「可能。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpdJ0NEY1W
接著，兩人又同時沉默下來，低頭吃飯。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPSj190vXA
如果有外人在場，大概只會覺得這對夫妻有點奇怪。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlR98NF6gW
但其實，他們早就習慣了，結婚久了的人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpogeUctMRK
有時候根本不需要說話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTkfJhZ0qU
一個眼神。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhH0pVtndn
一個停頓。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6R7sqDhRe
甚至只是筷子放下的速度，都能知道對方在想什麼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHeigp1M1c
某種程度上，這或許也是一種“默契”。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6qdEGimwY
又或者，是人類最原始的讀心。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ2bm0dm35
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直到過了好一會，周媽媽終於忍不住。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN7hbKkf9o
“說話啦。”她有些無奈地開口。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiutwpFwVc
“房間又聽不到。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo29EelTV14
周爸爸這才笑了一下，終於出聲：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmVeX0ZYrs
“我是在想。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFHTsGCkKg
“小海今天是不是心情不好？”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvmhCYUoPm
周媽媽也輕輕嘆了口氣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB3BN6Zli1
“青春期吧。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGmMxzuorw
“等等晚點再去看看他。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB7Bi97nuW
“嗯。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH045JKM000
周爸爸扒了口飯。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDbRwHsx0w
忽然又開口：69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABmtOUnRHU
“早知道當初就再生一個。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv3wSOsEvK
“他也好有個伴。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWmuvBgDpD
周媽媽瞪了他一眼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoIcDspzX3
“現在說這些都來不及了。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZztUwoRpZ
“把小海照顧好比較重要。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T537ekwoN
“也是。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SuQBum2ZC
周爸爸苦笑。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72lmRDNAaL
“工作呢？”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DYokYjxNJ
“還行吧。”69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwYFIH8qd6
兩人就這樣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHJsMfKnTg
聊著工作。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH28h2qzvL
聊著生活。
聊著周小海。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwWP9Jkh3n
像平常任何一個晚上那樣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6IfMvV215
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