他想起了很多事情，很多很多，那些原本很普通。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj0F3jOgb2
甚至普通到不值得特別去記住的小事，此刻卻全部變得清晰。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡignU9k1Edk
他想起小時候，兩人一起蹲在路邊看螞蟻搬家。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2tx7u1uo4
想起放學後一起去便利商店吹冷氣，想起柯基第一次跑去他家吃飯時，因為太緊張，把整碗湯打翻在桌上。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5mpshwbku
想起兩人熬夜打遊戲，互相抄功課，偷翹課去漫畫店，甚至連小學時一起被老師罰站的事情。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsCdk0zTtF
他都記得。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXwS8v64qg
他們從小一起長大，無話不談，彼此家裡更是熟到不行。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj5JqN75Qm
周小海甚至覺得，就算說他們是親兄弟，大概也沒人會懷疑。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSGpFPpumw
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可現在呢？70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7udVeH2lm
現在這份友情。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2aBgux7wF
還剩下什麼？70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm4JWRXJeO
周小海死死咬著牙，胸口像被什麼東西狠狠堵住。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgo63XtOSN
他知道，今天發生的事情，會變成他這輩子都揮之不去的痛。
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尤其是——70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodfOZ5Qny4
“畫畫”。
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這兩個字，像刀一樣，一遍一遍割著他的腦子。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8HVCwbXe
如果不是他，如果不是他說出那句話。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYqAGxv21m
張偉傑根本不會知道，柯基最重視的是畫畫。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FR9MzbZii
是他害的。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49rMeOJWA9
都是他。
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周小海呼吸越來越急促，全身漲得通紅。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33WDisNtsf
羞愧。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dg90TVIeR
憤怒。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjdUwznZkq
恐懼。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiflX4W0TrX
後悔。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3L1SKLxKe
各種情緒像海嘯般瘋狂衝進腦海。
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他的身體開始不受控制地發抖，脖子僵硬，甚至帶動頭部微微抽動，發出骨頭的摩擦聲。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1lKUZEIW5
「喀——喀啦。」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCRZXMEK7F
在安靜房間裡顯得格外清晰，彷彿有一雙無形的手，正在硬生生扭動他的脖子。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQhn74WuBc
「喀啦——咯啦——」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6K4X0Z9uL
他的拳頭越握越緊。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIBz2WtF2F
指節因為過度用力而發白，手背青筋浮起，呼吸粗重得像野獸低喘。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy4gvMB9w9
周小海緩緩抬起頭，眼睛裡滿是血絲，憤怒像烈火，幾乎快從眼眶裡燒出來。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zUfLrPdqV
今天發生的一切。
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他絕對——70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBWIzrtFZk
絕對無法接受！！70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGNgqAuJwb
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“好後悔！”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU8HVfQNL7
“好屈辱！！”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHON9jZ94PQ
周小海低著頭，聲音沙啞，像從牙縫裡硬擠出來。
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“張偉傑……”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtMXTfNk00
“我要你死！！！”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxVnrqBFm
“我要你們全部都死！！！”
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房間裡，只剩下他粗重的呼吸聲。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYOeq39MoN
周小海緩緩抬起頭，目光，落在書桌上那瓶《捕夢》。
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藍金色藥罐安靜擺在桌面。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9rL0gw7zR
在昏暗燈光下，反射出冰冷微光。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnh297y5RC
那感覺，像惡魔遞來的糖果。
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周小海慢慢站起身，腳步有些不穩，卻還是一步一步走了過去。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNHOGAaqV2
接著，伸手將藥罐拿起，冰冷觸感順著掌心傳來。
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而鏡子裡，映出了他的臉，頭髮凌亂，雙眼泛紅，整張臉因情緒過度壓抑而微微扭曲。
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他恨。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij6Hdo5J9z
恨張偉傑。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemZiHYDj5D
恨那三個小弟。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GZxRdS0Sr
可最恨的......70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJlBpfNIVd
是他自己！！
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如果他沒有做那個夢，如果他沒有衝出去，如果他沒說出“畫畫”。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SsPf2q2JB
如果……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkekQp9LJU
如果……70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOydH0xx0Wh
鏡子中的周小海死死盯著自己，眼神凶狠到幾乎陌生。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIuNpANlaj
像是恨不得把鏡子裡那個懦弱無能的人活活撕碎。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH4ZSYtHQ9
他緩緩打開藥罐，手指顫抖著，倒出藥丸。
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一顆。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SZTR5Ei8e
兩顆。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1FfrleZKo
三顆。
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五顆。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6yDWfsTM7
最後。
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他整隻手猛地一倒。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXNCdzaCS5
——十顆。
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整整十顆《捕夢》。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEde77zyTF4
全部被他塞進嘴裡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO2jJ9pZKa
“喀吱。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGO2q1MY81
他直接咬了下去，藥丸外殼瞬間碎裂，濃烈苦味猛地炸開，70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGAAdT7Xsu
像某種金屬混著藥草的味道，刺激得人頭皮發麻。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaww6DIEX4
可周小海像感覺不到一樣，繼續咬。
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“喀啦。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4iorCR58y
“喀啦喀啦——”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi78iG5eqd
牙齒瘋狂咀嚼，藍金色藥粉在嘴裡碎開，甚至從嘴角微微滲出。
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那畫面。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXIMgX6xCC
近乎瘋狂。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XKARJBB6D
他沒有喝水。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ5msjXIMB
硬生生將那些藥粉與膠囊全部吞了下去。
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喉嚨滾動。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjrI7SYmo1
一下。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFdgj0yRpi
一下。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHm4n5SOJL
像把某種危險至極的東西，強行灌進身體裡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aqp6TWwH1
而且，是帶著強烈恨意吞下去的。
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不，70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nPti6M7Nk
不只是恨，70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5gTMKvZhQ
而是殺意！70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69lJrT12OO
濃烈到幾乎化不開的殺意。
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窗外，夜色越來越深。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBPklXQRNn
房間裡安靜得可怕，只有周小海急促的呼吸聲，以及逐漸開始加快的心跳。
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“咚。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKbGZfFdwJ
“咚。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0CdDxEbBk
“咚咚。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYnV28rGMx
越來越快。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULalguW2KM
越來越重。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq9bIDBrmA
像有什麼東西。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNi7JCx5fM
正在他身體深處甦醒。
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——日有所思。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78DyFGspcq
——夜有所夢。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsafiirUTkR
當一個人的執念。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8ZqaalqoX
像雨後雜草般瘋狂蔓延。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQyrRQCLO6
最終便會化作看不見的鎖鏈。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMvHhf9n11
一圈。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynjfyx8V39
又一圈。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfNyWabwXN
慢慢纏上靈魂。
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只是瞬間，周小海便感覺腦袋猛地脹痛起來。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOppdpNfTpi
像有無數根針，同時刺進大腦深處。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvis1e22vi
“啊...呃……”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcF1p90GCo
他踉蹌後退半步，扶住書桌。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5wDK6DKlZ
呼吸開始混亂，視線也逐漸模糊。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6PCUwm7jV
世界開始旋轉。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RIukIE0D4
但不是正常的旋轉，而是一種詭異的扭曲感，牆壁像融化般微微傾斜，地板像水面般起伏晃動。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YERfcfCjK
就連空氣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNSXdAmaA3
都彷彿被什麼力量硬生生拉扯變形。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdJiodgugd
時鐘。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU21JsLUBpn
衣櫃。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7msx15gOg
書桌。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqclvLlWkQD
窗戶。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX47joJsC7W
房間裡的一切。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeFSJAD1CB
都開始慢慢失去色彩。
像有人將整個世界的顏色，一點一點抽走。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIz8qKn7zY
灰白。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9BNkH8o4R
暗淡。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZhjyfv2RG
死寂。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxcrp9HZnD
周小海艱難地抬起頭，看向鏡子，鏡中的自己。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVQo6k95t3
也正在慢慢變成黑白色。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFkR5jOZ4V
那雙布滿血絲的眼睛，在失去顏色後，顯得更加駭人。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiweq1a5CoB
下一秒。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3swLFHaMG
“咚——！”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUrnGipE5u
周小海整個人重重摔倒在地，意識開始下沉。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlSBbsBmyM
耳邊嗡鳴不止。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tWJKqSfmF
彷彿有無數聲音在遠方低語，卻又聽不清。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iHVr6u0gK
——70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddRMOgS0by
房間外，餐廳。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEsDuqLuxu
餐桌上的燈光依舊溫暖，熱騰騰的飯菜冒著白煙。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmQnOZWvAD
周爸爸低頭吃飯，周媽媽則默默替他夾菜。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdci41rLLAs
但奇怪的是，整張餐桌幾乎沒什麼聲音，只有筷子碰撞碗盤的細微聲響。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n9a9S53vq
過了幾秒。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU0hGmKIQQ
周媽媽忽然抬眼，朝周爸爸眨了一下。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkgigk6kBZ
周爸爸也抬起頭。
兩人對視。
隨後，周爸爸眉毛微微一挑，像是在問：
「小海？」
周媽媽眼神往房間方向飄了一下，接著又慢慢垂下，就像是在回答：
「還沒出來。」
周爸爸嘴角抿了抿，輕輕點頭。
「心情不好？」
周媽媽微微皺眉。
「可能。」70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMP956XaTP
接著，兩人又同時沉默下來，低頭吃飯。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqKnE1Grkz
如果有外人在場，大概只會覺得這對夫妻有點奇怪。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW8RiRtIMm
但其實，他們早就習慣了，結婚久了的人。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfBhbqWad4
有時候根本不需要說話。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgfGBPgKYM
一個眼神。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2MW2eSSiw
一個停頓。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb5sTB5EiL
甚至只是筷子放下的速度，都能知道對方在想什麼。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dADjEe7TM
某種程度上，這或許也是一種“默契”。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtsGVO2HQP
又或者，是人類最原始的讀心。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHtY7okzuv
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直到過了好一會，周媽媽終於忍不住。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHvcBST2qY
“說話啦。”她有些無奈地開口。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KkQHWFVCe
“房間又聽不到。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HmXjVEoel
周爸爸這才笑了一下，終於出聲：70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGSSzD5jJV
“我是在想。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxY38uqmFE
“小海今天是不是心情不好？”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNvu553nh2
周媽媽也輕輕嘆了口氣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3foZe9vzLx
“青春期吧。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWUidSKylp
“等等晚點再去看看他。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZFVqzcCR0
“嗯。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhivz43GZf
周爸爸扒了口飯。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKShSbhPVCj
忽然又開口：70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY3pIfFc1B
“早知道當初就再生一個。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XbzTQ3JGu
“他也好有個伴。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA5d0HmsVa
周媽媽瞪了他一眼。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4x4iLk24r
“現在說這些都來不及了。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvB7TtBJ3Y
“把小海照顧好比較重要。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUbkTgQTYC
“也是。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpAOsbuboe
周爸爸苦笑。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRmGPSFIc7
“工作呢？”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvJzFeBFnv
“還行吧。”70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP1yjq9VEe
兩人就這樣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoYZ5pGjIu
聊著工作。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIQ1mW4k57
聊著生活。
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像平常任何一個晚上那樣。70Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGHNx6GbQ3
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