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『天氣預報,今天降雨機率是百分之九十,但低於我會惹妳生氣的機率。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAuGAgAciRO0
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雖然神谷美咲終究沒有回晚安,但奧利佛·愛空每天固定一則,帶點廢話的「不打擾型騷擾」,總會準時送達。因為如同上面這則訊息傳達:神谷美咲會生氣。31Please respect copyright.PENANA4YtbOLbHNr
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才不是他討罵,那是「神谷美咲式」的在意,她大可不必理他,或者更徹底無視他一點。那天他說想她,她的回應都帶著兇巴巴的溫度,唯獨沒有否認他的想念。就算神谷美咲最常跟他說的話是「沒事不要煩她」。但奧利佛·愛空天天都感覺自己渾身有事,天天都需要確認一下神谷美咲還在場。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvyfVZTABfh
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不能直接跟她要定義,那太拙劣了。但可以假裝自己有問題。31Please respect copyright.PENANAp02S0IEe8Z
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他們沒探究過現在是什麼關係——或者該是什麼關係——但在空無一人的空間中親吻,指尖感受過彼此的體溫是不爭的事實。真要說,這些舉動也不見得能代表什麼,又不是沒有過,一時意亂情迷、突然鬼迷心竅都可以當作解釋。原本以為自己也能輕鬆看待,不過心情如同手機震動那麼明顯,怎麼可能沒事呢。31Please respect copyright.PENANAyTLlOgiL1c
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『不好意思,這算很大的事』31Please respect copyright.PENANAK04LAxXk0R
『我剛剛從訓練場回來,發現我運動包裡混進了一張妳的廣告小卡?我發誓不是我偷 的。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAx2akesEWvU
『我想應該是之前工作人員塞錯袋子了。但我現在⋯⋯覺得把它放哪裡都有點色?』31Please respect copyright.PENANAkChIlnBSrX
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訊息下面跟了一張照片,是她某個代言廣告卡,全身完妝、眼神透徹。被塞在球員袋裡,胡亂擠在汗浸濕的毛巾與皺巴巴運動服的夾縫中。31Please respect copyright.PENANA4zMOZ6EQfc
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傳送完照片後,奧利佛·愛空勾起笑容,想像神谷美咲的反應一定是:「⋯⋯」31Please respect copyright.PENANAPPdOT8Lrhv
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因為那張卡片正常到不行,印刷紙、品牌LOGO、站姿、眼神角度,全都是精準設計出來的完美形象——這樣都能往「色」的方向去?難不成他就這樣幻想她,被放在他的毛巾和運動服之間——她一定會在心裡這樣吐槽他。31Please respect copyright.PENANAkRaH2FBjIW
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對,他真的很常幻想她。一直想著什麼時候能再一次見她,吻那雙老反問:「你就這麼點大事?」的唇。這張卡片放在哪裡都沒問題,無論哪裡神谷美咲都冷冽不帶一絲水氣。但放在他散發灼熱體溫與潮濕汗味的私人物品中,被他的氣味包裹,被他的凌亂侵佔,就是最大的問題。31Please respect copyright.PENANA2U6MzlG4Ut
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『這算什麼大事。』31Please respect copyright.PENANA0i6oCn09CH
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三個小時後,冷淡的回應才姍姍來遲。從文字中能預見她打下這幾個字時,那副嫌棄又拿他沒轍的神情;三個小時,足夠讓運動包裡的熱度冷卻,也足夠再讓他回味無數次那個吻的溫度。31Please respect copyright.PENANAReqX9VZVB4
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對,不算什麼大事。真困擾的話,像神谷美咲說的,把它「丟掉」就好。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGwldOhfWKb
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但對他來說,這些都是天大的事。是必須做點什麼,才能舒爽的事。31Please respect copyright.PENANAb6NL6B2AkJ
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光線明暗像被一條線切割得俐落,那個男人的臉藏在陰影裡,只露出一隻穩穩撐在牆上的手。神谷美咲的下顎微微仰起,雙唇輕啓,在光裡的雙眼微斂,展現出前所未有的,渴望。31Please respect copyright.PENANAWBsBpcpxac
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新的照片釋出了。31Please respect copyright.PENANA0aiqzUsTtI
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混合更衣室裡的汗味以及喧囂又過熱的急躁,此刻她的美感,在這樣粗糙原始的場所裡,被更上一層樓地凸顯出來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAZFMbwqlR5e
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「靠!這不是那個——那個誰嗎?」31Please respect copyright.PENANAFGYnJckaVl
「有正耶。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAS4XcSb2P36
「欸,她好像很紅耶。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAOBiWASYb2r
「真的超正耶。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAy3blgbEqrC
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留言區滑開,「太美了」、「超有張力」、「窒息感超強」⋯⋯諸如此類平庸卻到點的稱讚,幾乎滿溢。隊友們擠在一支手機前,螢幕的光映在他們年輕、對未來充滿單純野心的臉上。31Please respect copyright.PENANARSH8rhfNxe
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奧利佛·愛空坐在凳上,正低頭黏膝後的肌貼,沒有湊過去。直到前鋒衝著他大喊:「愛空,你上次不是有被叫去試嗎?」31Please respect copyright.PENANAf28H4X409Q
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「對啊。」他比對長度,咬住捲成膠帶的膚色肌貼一頭,隨意撕開。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvctuNEUNoT
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「你被刷掉了喔?」31Please respect copyright.PENANA8QgHR4KOhB
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手指微微一頓。31Please respect copyright.PENANASOKm4Oyx6X
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被刷掉?31Please respect copyright.PENANAbAcYPXe4pa
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奧利佛·愛空疑惑抬眼。早上他才傳一段廢話給她:『剛才隊上的人問我在看什麼,我差點回「在等神谷美咲回我訊息」,但我忍住了。因為我想留點尊嚴』;此刻前鋒如同貼符咒,把手機螢幕抵在他面前。31Please respect copyright.PENANAJejK9u59mZ
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是一張非常專業的照片。構圖清楚,留下的光線跟陰影都是精心設計過的。尤其陰影,刻意至極,陰影後的臉被徹底抹除。只剩下一隻穩穩撐在牆上的手,和壓在神谷美咲身上的半截陰影。31Please respect copyright.PENANAxjnxbavKgE
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那是他的手。抵過那牆面的粗糙,抵在樓梯間的牆上;美咲唇瓣微顫的頻率,她大腦當機時急促的呼吸。那些熱騰騰的、足以燒毀理智的細節,一個個烙印在心底。31Please respect copyright.PENANAocp78x8WhG
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可他卻徹底消失在這張公諸於世的照片中。即便如此,卻絲毫不影響畫面完整,甚至讓張力加倍流轉——男主角的留白、情感投射對象的模糊化,反而讓畫面中唯一的人,神谷美咲,顯得更加神秘動人。31Please respect copyright.PENANA8W3G46I5Ex
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畫面中的神谷美咲那麼美,奧利佛·愛空嘴角當然動了一下,眉頭卻連帶皺了一下。31Please respect copyright.PENANAZg05FgjldL
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如果留言全是誇獎神谷美咲多好看,那倒沒差。弔詭的是,總會有幾個烏龍留言寫到「Luca再次證明自己是鏡頭殺手,連影子都有戲。」關那個根本沒出現的人屁事?神谷美咲那天抱著的人根本不是他。31Please respect copyright.PENANAqsr7S5mm4D
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「喂,愛空。」前鋒狐疑地移開手機,「你幹嘛?臉很臭欸,在生氣?」31Please respect copyright.PENANADofyDYxtHh
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「沒事沒事。」奧利佛·愛空馬上掛起老練的笑容,「等等要不要打一場FIFA?輸的人請飲料。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAHlBcUJdna5
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「打啊!誰怕誰!」31Please respect copyright.PENANAh9ySXjBKXB
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奧利佛·愛空隨手打發前鋒,臉上的笑意淡了幾分。自個兒撈出運動背袋中的手機。沒有去點照片底下的留言,那太自虐了。他更在意的是,她看到照片後有沒有什麼反應?31Please respect copyright.PENANAxtz2CDhUud
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他熟捻地點進對話框。沒有反應。很空。不意外。早上的廢話她不知何時看了。奧利佛·愛空手指在螢幕上飛快跳動:31Please respect copyright.PENANALzXHnnnGBf
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『照片超好看。看來我只出一隻手,就能強化我們的化學反應。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAUVOUnl45mn
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發話的動機,說是佔有慾嗎?好像不太準確;說是宣示主權?倒也沒抱持那種自命非凡的強勢。只是想確認,那個私下無人卻真實不過的片段,她會不會像這張攤在光下的照片一樣,假裝繞過?31Please respect copyright.PENANADnBulOLVOu
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訊息剛發出,已讀幾乎同時亮起。原來神谷美咲也在,也正開著對話——像無意間捕抓到對方的小秘密,奧利佛·愛空輕快地補上一句:31Please respect copyright.PENANA184ggcG1u0
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『不客氣,等妳請我吃拉麵。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAdRxMjlS1K5
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他盯著螢幕,嘴角有笑,心底嘲笑自己剛才那一瞬間的介意。已讀早早亮起,已經說明她沒有假裝不當一回事。31Please respect copyright.PENANAauZDYpwSm8
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『不吃燒肉了?』31Please respect copyright.PENANAGAUU9uN79e
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她真正的回應是在一分鐘後。31Please respect copyright.PENANAeL6G2fOF1k
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奧利佛·愛空挑眉,想起上次她對燒肉店油煙味的嫌棄,順著回道:『妳不喜歡,我就不吃了。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAaDla44Z3LX
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『你什麼時候這麼沒主見?』31Please respect copyright.PENANANjXnNZAmkV
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『面對妳的時候。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAUlHFZIwxEh
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已讀依然秒亮,只是沒回。更衣室依然喧囂滿天,但這裡卻靜得像真空。神谷美咲現在是用什麼狀態看手機,意外地,他心裡沒底。31Please respect copyright.PENANAEJPoC6I965
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『這週。』神谷美咲簡短兩個字,不承接上文也沒頭沒尾。奧利佛·愛空卻瞬間領會。這是在約他?可是這週——31Please respect copyright.PENANAOlLvfcWulx
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『你要比賽。』她自己接了下去,冷靜截斷後續。奧利佛·愛空敏銳嗅到大好機會,趁勢追擊問:31Please respect copyright.PENANAdrDLZNqOHP
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『妳要來看嗎?』31Please respect copyright.PENANAQExAnFM79k
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『讓你保有主見,我不去。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAgMuwkYmMKK
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『⋯⋯』31Please respect copyright.PENANAWixvGYtGI2
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奧利佛·愛空笑出聲——被反將一軍的感覺竟然這麼爽,神谷美咲真的很會。真想直接就地下跪當她的人——他抓了下凌亂的後腦,笑容帶著心甘情願的屈服,手指再次飛快回應:31Please respect copyright.PENANAdjSMECFoVD
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『也是。要是被人看見妳來了,搞不好球場上,我的名字都要被打錯。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAuLg5VCBNWy
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『你再敢說這種話,我現在掐死你。』31Please respect copyright.PENANA4paYx4hljh
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慘了。愛了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAcjnOVERoKQ
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他甚至可以看見神谷美咲那雙清冷透徹的雙眼跳動著什麼火光。喉結上下滾動一回,奧利佛·愛空低頭打字,毫不掩飾嘴角笑意:31Please respect copyright.PENANAg76Xhk3kH4
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『那妳得先過來,手才搆得到我的脖子。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAyKAXWr4hth
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沒等她回應,他惡劣地追加一句:31Please respect copyright.PENANAMtdMp2w1MU
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『其實妳不用手。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAaj58ivpgiZ
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故意空了一拍,想讓她在螢幕另一頭窒息一瞬,準備好接收他接下來的話:31Please respect copyright.PENANAqU8V5oL2mE
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『像上次那樣⋯⋯就可以讓我窒息了。』31Please respect copyright.PENANAoZK1iioeKh
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已讀依然神速。過去這些天,不管他多鬧,他們都很有默契地避而不談,不去觸及那個不知道該不該改變他們的「吻」。31Please respect copyright.PENANAuxeqCC0PUC
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她會回什麼?臉紅心跳回味那天?不,那不是神谷美咲。滿臉通紅地想殺人,才符合她的個性;無論如何,奧利佛·愛空才剛逐漸平穩的心率再次攀升,像在球場上衝刺般亢奮。一秒、兩秒、十秒⋯⋯31Please respect copyright.PENANALa5KMkngei
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就在他為她真的氣到摔爛手機時,跳出了回覆:31Please respect copyright.PENANArJHmVlGmpB
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『你最好把遺言寫好。』31Please respect copyright.PENANApeDmt6JbyU
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文字冷得像冰,奧利佛·愛空能想像神谷美咲是用多麼冷靜、卻寫滿「我要宰了你」的精緻表情,打下這串字——她完全記得那個吻的所有細節。31Please respect copyright.PENANAlVflUeQkP4
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簡直愛慘了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvxuA77JgeS
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奧利佛·愛空放聲大笑,明明一句甜言蜜語都沒撈到,他卻在充滿汗臭的更衣室裡,笑得連肩膀都在抖動。31Please respect copyright.PENANAl6Xqbm0yNm
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『那妳非來不可,不然我就死不成了。守信用是職業道德哦,妳不會讓我的遺書白寫吧?』31Please respect copyright.PENANADXCcWUQYRc
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終於承認他無比享受神谷美咲給他這種情緒震盪。奧利佛·愛空笑得像贏家,神采飛揚——現在這個瞬間,還殘留剛才玩笑的餘韻,又因為她的「殺氣」顯得純粹。這是最剛好的時機,能讓他把那份盤旋已久、一點也不輕浮的真心,妥帖地包裹在輕鬆的氣氛裡送出。31Please respect copyright.PENANAQXzQrJxsQ3
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這時候說,顯得認真,又不給人壓力——31Please respect copyright.PENANAMPqtAVT39S
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被前鋒催促時,他在對話框裡留下一句。那是平時講起來太玩世不恭,嚴肅說出口又顯得太過沉重、引人反感,卻是他一直在想,也一直在做的事:31Please respect copyright.PENANAe6BE1Cabo0
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『我等妳。』31Please respect copyright.PENANA8zXMLPpDRu
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【藍色監獄】(奧利佛·愛空x原創)Not Meant To Be(BG向)
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