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　　這三天，神谷美咲過得很「正常」。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCEMfHNe5R
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　　她推掉兩個不必要的吧會，在健身房多待四個小時，多加兩堂早晨瑜伽，延長線上外語課。把家裡的冷色調床單換成了更冷的灰。她試圖用這些規律的、可控的事物，把那天樓梯間灼熱的空氣洗掉。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDypG1oXxPG
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　　但效果不彰。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzCYhiTeLb
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　　只要一閉上眼，那個異色瞳孔的男人撐在牆邊、呼吸壓下來的瞬間，不斷重播。最讓她煩躁的是，她竟然記得自己嘴唇微顫的頻率。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs4wq5HwgS
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　　當她在試衣間換上設計師的服裝時；當她在等待時的空檔；當她和其他模特擦身而過時⋯⋯當她背靠近牆面一點，她就會回想起那個樓梯間。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NtkZexkZQ
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　　現在不斷回想是勝者的得意嗎？不，是她這個敗者的反芻。在狹小的更衣室中，她將自己的外衣一件件脫下，換上細肩帶彈性背心。站在全身鏡前。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1r5OFnWqX
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　　她一直在解構那個吻。對那個混蛋來說，大概只是他豐富履歷中微不足道的一筆。他吻上來時的氣息，換氣的節奏，還有那隻撐在她耳側穩得驚人的手，都在無聲炫耀他的「熟練」。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn2jnrbvMS
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　　神谷美咲咬了咬下唇，嘴唇傳來的輕微麻刺感讓她想起那一刻——她根本不知道接吻時該如何呼吸，大腦在兩人唇瓣貼合的瞬間，當機，什麼都沒了。所有的冷靜、優雅、精準的控制力，在那個帶著汗水與熱度的吻面前，崩塌得一踏糊塗。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfkCZcc9mD
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　　當下只有一個感覺——不準讓他覺得他贏了。所以就算弄得亂七八糟，她也不可以讓他覺得佔優勢。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2IeNRajlu
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　　可她在那一刻的混亂與生澀，愛空一定感覺到了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuNOsKCgle
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　　他會怎麼想？覺得在鏡頭前不可一世的神谷美咲，私底下竟然純情得像個國中生？覺得她那種「反擊式」的回吻其實漏洞百出、毫無技術可言？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaosoFi9yo
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　　想到這裡她就氣，對自己很生氣！氣自己輸給一頭熱的衝動，敗給親吻不如人的現實！而且還是輸給那個動不動就笑得得逞的人！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnyLG0x4GH
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　　「美咲，妳好了嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6bQXVQ2Gk
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　　經紀人的聲音從門板外傳來，神谷美咲深吸一口氣。再次確認鏡中的自己，臉色正常，衣著整齊，穿好高跟鞋。轉身打開試衣間的門。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITxqhnfWYK
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　　「好了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGi5Y7Mslz
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　　經紀人檢查神谷美咲的臉以及服裝。神谷美咲像是正要去練習的芭蕾舞者，只穿簡單合身的細肩帶背心以及彈性長褲，身材完美顯露，鎖骨與背脊線條清楚可見，曲線明顯而不過度壯碩，既有女性自然的弧度彎曲，也有自律鍛鍊出的緊緻。踩著十五公分的黑色高跟鞋。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW6f9YHklb
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　　「哇——美咲！」發出驚呼的是這次的設計師，雙手張開，高度在她手腕，沒有抱她，是用看見藝術品般的讚嘆語氣，「看看妳，名不虛傳！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yTJE8H7fG
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　　四面牆中有兩面被掛滿樣式特異服裝的衣架車擋住。周圍各種碎布材料都被刻意清到一旁，在這個工作室裡整理出一道乾淨走道。神谷美咲站在正中央，腳踩著試台起點前的膠線。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmovcU7kmU
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　　「走一遍吧。迫不及待！」設計師用指腹鼓掌，輕又雀躍。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdw5S6ksL1
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　　這裡沒有音樂，但神谷美咲跟隨旁人聽不見的某種節奏，在設計師說完話，某個漂亮的時間點，踏出第一步。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDHoNszSBB
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　　高跟鞋與地板的聲音不大，卻非常清晰。她沒有特地控制聲響，只讓每一步自然落下。步伐筆直，重心集中，髖骨起伏的角度乾淨，不拖泥帶水，不誇張也不妥協。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqedLbfQzl
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　　這是今天第五場的「見面評估」，也會是最後一場試鏡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J82NMSVsj
　　這裡空間偏窄小，面對的背景太白，視線不容易有落點。但她沒有尋找焦點，眼神穩定筆直不斷延伸往前。她習慣鏡頭會在，知道經紀人的目光在，決定雇不雇用她的設計師也在。但都不重要，她只要讓每一秒鐘裡的自己，夠值錢就好了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai7YuKd5mP
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　　——因為他們就是一塊長了角度的肉。切得好看一點，就拿更多錢。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7grgOXFkz
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　　喀。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTbvNidiIA
　　高跟鞋落地的力道變重。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg9nDYPSc5
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　　不是。不是因為他們只是一塊肉。她不是因為這樣，才走到這裡。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEaKEyauvl
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　　喀。喀。喀。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKhSQ2h6Sc
　　高跟鞋狠狠踩在地上——她就是要來狠狠踩碎把吻也當商業利益來看的混帳信念。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW2z27Lb3K
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　　所以那天在樓梯間她——她才吻了上去。對。是這個原因。她是為了反駁Luca的信念，所以才在一個無人的地方，吻了一個Luca口中沒有點擊率的人。對，是這個原因。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc21D6f3Tr
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　　工作室裡有開空調，她穿得也不多。但​​走到線的盡頭時，她額頭竟冒出細汗。等她對著前方姿勢定格，轉身走回原點，直到她在原點的最終姿勢停了三秒，旁邊的設計師才發出驚呼。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1krkEzzMAy
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　　「真的太厲害了！超級有能量的台步！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Iwr9ZOON
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　　神谷美咲全身放鬆下來，還有幾滴汗黏在她的頸後。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurZcztcl92
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　　對，是這個原因⋯⋯不要笑。不是為了你。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg7QKGKt9j
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　　經紀人從旁邊拿外套給她披上。設計師再度大聲讚嘆她的氣場以及專業，扭頭迫不急待要跟經紀人敲定時間。直到他們收拾完畢，準備離開設計師的工作室時，設計師都還在滿嘴讚嘆。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YPMqCPxtj
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　　「美咲——相見恨晚！今年的秀一定要給妳走！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjQH4URyJv
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　　在門口跟設計師禮貌鞠躬道謝，他們上到保母車，經紀人才說：「等通知就好。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0DFC2o7aa
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　　神谷美咲嗯了一聲。她當然知道。從她踏出第一步開始，這場就收進她的節奏裡。這是她的工作，她的專業。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzyGY1H3Bg
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　　她最擅長「站穩」這件事。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95rORH27l4
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　　回到家時，天色早已暗了。神谷美咲把包包放在小小的玄關，沒開燈，直接走進浴室卸妝。今天只有簡單上底妝，卸得很快。神谷美咲撐著洗手台，看著水滴順著下顎滑落。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1PSBhM7rm
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　　她引以為傲的專業，在今天為她找到逃生出口——不管是Luca的挑釁，還是她解構了三天的吻——那種激昂，在離開工作室後慢慢消退，退到現在有股精疲力盡的虛弱感。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtfNuUaEnI
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　　神谷美咲隨意換了衣服，快速沖了澡。頭髮沒吹全乾，就直接一頭倒上那張剛換好灰冷色床單的床上。房間很安靜，空氣很安靜。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXyD8E2DWX
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　　她知道她還有個問題沒解決。太安靜，這就是問題。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG23EE72CHF
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　　但也早就知道答案了。那個吻對他來說，只是豐富履歷中不值一提的一筆。反正，她想打破Luca那王八蛋信念的目的也達成了。沒了。兩不相欠。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGtQkgf0wl
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　　灰色的床單布料很涼。她翻過身，把自己蜷縮起來，強迫自己進入睡眠。只要睡著了，明天又是那個無懈可擊的神谷美咲。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh0lXwFeZh
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　　就在意識逐漸模糊的邊緣，枕頭邊的手機震動了一聲。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCN8o0gR6i
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　　叮。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm3W3LK2Ym
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　　那聲嗡鳴異常刺耳。神谷美咲原本不想理會，但在這三天的「正常生活」中，她的神經早已繃到了極限。對，這幾天，她根本沒關通知。所以就出現問題了，太安靜了。她伸手抓過手機，螢幕的強光讓她不適地瞇起眼。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5avOHHbb7
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　　『美咲，』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdTfWU3c5l
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　　是他。終於自己來找死了嗎？神谷美咲一手撩起蓋在額前的頭髮，好讓自己可以看得更清楚。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrotDK49ZB
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　　『我好想妳。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnSIS2DIGd
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　　爛透了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgjGzz95jG
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　　某種莫名又熟悉的煩躁感回來了。神谷美咲眼神終於恢復清冷。她在心裡預演了無數種他的回覆：也許是輕浮的道歉，或者是更進一步的調情，無論哪一種，她都準備好更冷酷的話語要回敬過去；反正，最爛的結果就是這三天一樣的沈默無聲，那就更好了呢。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7Czdb6Jg6
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　　可這句話，實在太直白，太沒水準了。比起他保持安靜還更爛。這是一個很會親吻的人該說的話嗎？這適合跟動不動想掐死他的「神谷美咲」說嗎？這該是隔了三天後才傳的訊息嗎？這符合他們互動的氛圍嗎？30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzLFcU9W3g
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　　神谷美咲的表情，不喜不悲也不怒。但絕對沒有任何憐憫或慈悲，手指在手機上的力道非常明確：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWdKNvotHC
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　　「誰準你叫美咲的？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsfRTjMCcS
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　　送出這句話時，她感受胸口那股壓抑了三天的悶，終於稍微散開了一點。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH06pWQ7Fgo
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　　『那』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jb511kzdR
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　　沒想到他馬上回應。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9lI4Sty2F
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　　『寶貝，我想妳了。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW56QmpSbK
　　『親愛的，我想妳了。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgght2BEiD
　　『美咲，我想妳了。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM7EItEL7d
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　　訊息飛快回傳，快得猝不及防，快到神谷美咲青筋都還沒浮起，他就打完了：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2nNDCVfk1
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　　『妳選一個，我都好。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalbzdcyuVZ
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　　——好你個頭！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AXvZGT63k
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　　『寶貝跟親愛的都太俗爛了，我想妳應該不會喜歡』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR6hsFeudh
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　　你他媽就是那個最俗爛的人！30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRowprI99b
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　　『所以就』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN9TssGU0Q
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　　「閉嘴！」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAZ52IucWS
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　　終於找到縫隙插話，神谷美咲氣到嘴角還莫名上揚。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a3s3UNOdO
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　　『好吧，我閉嘴。但我說想妳是可以的吧？』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAVUYR5u5S
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　　不可以。這三天不是他用一句「我好想妳」就能抹掉的。她不想回了。但手機還握在手上，視線依然盯著螢幕。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj3m9EyOi4
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　　『好吧。在晚安之前，想問妳要不要跟我一起去吃燒肉？最近看到一間一直很想去。』30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49XvUkK928
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　　什麼晚安，誰跟他晚上會安穩？神谷美咲看著手機，看到螢幕漸漸暗下。她把自己深深捲進灰色調的涼被裡，捲縮起來像隻被打擾過後的貓。手緊握手機，臥在自己的額前，任由那微熱的金屬背殼貼著掌心，沒像往常那樣將它放在一旁的床頭櫃上。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDj3lMO3XH
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