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『天氣預報,今天降雨機率是百分之九十,但低於我會惹妳生氣的機率。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAN6amfVbcqA
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雖然神谷美咲終究沒有回晚安,但奧利佛·愛空每天固定一則,帶點廢話的「不打擾型騷擾」,總會準時送達。因為如同上面這則訊息傳達:神谷美咲會生氣。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsbn00seBoJ
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才不是他討罵,那是「神谷美咲式」的在意,她大可不必理他,或者更徹底無視他一點。那天他說想她,她的回應都帶著兇巴巴的溫度,唯獨沒有否認他的想念。就算神谷美咲最常跟他說的話是「沒事不要煩她」。但奧利佛·愛空天天都感覺自己渾身有事,天天都需要確認一下神谷美咲還在場。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHBbh5WU2gx
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不能直接跟她要定義,那太拙劣了。但可以假裝自己有問題。34Please respect copyright.PENANAzpgid0CEBf
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他們沒探究過現在是什麼關係——或者該是什麼關係——但在空無一人的空間中親吻,指尖感受過彼此的體溫是不爭的事實。真要說,這些舉動也不見得能代表什麼,又不是沒有過,一時意亂情迷、突然鬼迷心竅都可以當作解釋。原本以為自己也能輕鬆看待,不過心情如同手機震動那麼明顯,怎麼可能沒事呢。34Please respect copyright.PENANAZkId3aBcrI
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『不好意思,這算很大的事』34Please respect copyright.PENANAq76KyOSehQ
『我剛剛從訓練場回來,發現我運動包裡混進了一張妳的廣告小卡?我發誓不是我偷 的。』34Please respect copyright.PENANASLypnBACbQ
『我想應該是之前工作人員塞錯袋子了。但我現在⋯⋯覺得把它放哪裡都有點色?』34Please respect copyright.PENANAh1TjEkEJU5
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訊息下面跟了一張照片,是她某個代言廣告卡,全身完妝、眼神透徹。被塞在球員袋裡,胡亂擠在汗浸濕的毛巾與皺巴巴運動服的夾縫中。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnHJXAfQyQU
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傳送完照片後,奧利佛·愛空勾起笑容,想像神谷美咲的反應一定是:「⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.PENANAaMVyvEYmHm
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因為那張卡片正常到不行,印刷紙、品牌LOGO、站姿、眼神角度,全都是精準設計出來的完美形象——這樣都能往「色」的方向去?難不成他就這樣幻想她,被放在他的毛巾和運動服之間——她一定會在心裡這樣吐槽他。34Please respect copyright.PENANA7EAH8Pi4dg
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對,他真的很常幻想她。一直想著什麼時候能再一次見她,吻那雙老反問:「你就這麼點大事?」的唇。這張卡片放在哪裡都沒問題,無論哪裡神谷美咲都冷冽不帶一絲水氣。但放在他散發灼熱體溫與潮濕汗味的私人物品中,被他的氣味包裹,被他的凌亂侵佔,就是最大的問題。34Please respect copyright.PENANAL7VstfYxGi
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『這算什麼大事。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAc8a08z8a6q
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三個小時後,冷淡的回應才姍姍來遲。從文字中能預見她打下這幾個字時,那副嫌棄又拿他沒轍的神情;三個小時,足夠讓運動包裡的熱度冷卻,也足夠再讓他回味無數次那個吻的溫度。34Please respect copyright.PENANAASTnomwTGW
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對,不算什麼大事。真困擾的話,像神谷美咲說的,把它「丟掉」就好。34Please respect copyright.PENANAzLW42rrO99
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但對他來說,這些都是天大的事。是必須做點什麼,才能舒爽的事。34Please respect copyright.PENANAHz3qpQLIco
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光線明暗像被一條線切割得俐落,那個男人的臉藏在陰影裡,只露出一隻穩穩撐在牆上的手。神谷美咲的下顎微微仰起,雙唇輕啓,在光裡的雙眼微斂,展現出前所未有的,渴望。34Please respect copyright.PENANAvihhaVdiGp
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新的照片釋出了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAf9A94WPtDo
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混合更衣室裡的汗味以及喧囂又過熱的急躁,此刻她的美感,在這樣粗糙原始的場所裡,被更上一層樓地凸顯出來。34Please respect copyright.PENANAh7zmh8V0iR
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「靠!這不是那個——那個誰嗎?」34Please respect copyright.PENANAnCtwiIPFrK
「有正耶。」34Please respect copyright.PENANABkIeDzxeRv
「欸,她好像很紅耶。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Zw1zlTg2
「真的超正耶。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAspunwIWyHG
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留言區滑開,「太美了」、「超有張力」、「窒息感超強」⋯⋯諸如此類平庸卻到點的稱讚,幾乎滿溢。隊友們擠在一支手機前,螢幕的光映在他們年輕、對未來充滿單純野心的臉上。34Please respect copyright.PENANAwSePRKmPqD
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奧利佛·愛空坐在凳上,正低頭黏膝後的肌貼,沒有湊過去。直到前鋒衝著他大喊:「愛空,你上次不是有被叫去試嗎?」34Please respect copyright.PENANA1JUkli9vJr
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「對啊。」他比對長度,咬住捲成膠帶的膚色肌貼一頭,隨意撕開。34Please respect copyright.PENANAY5q70Ka8TI
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「你被刷掉了喔?」34Please respect copyright.PENANA04G5nbR39R
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手指微微一頓。34Please respect copyright.PENANAnaB1Qg6fC4
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被刷掉?34Please respect copyright.PENANAMwjvUxjFvo
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奧利佛·愛空疑惑抬眼。早上他才傳一段廢話給她:『剛才隊上的人問我在看什麼,我差點回「在等神谷美咲回我訊息」,但我忍住了。因為我想留點尊嚴』;此刻前鋒如同貼符咒,把手機螢幕抵在他面前。34Please respect copyright.PENANAI85upWjApC
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是一張非常專業的照片。構圖清楚,留下的光線跟陰影都是精心設計過的。尤其陰影,刻意至極,陰影後的臉被徹底抹除。只剩下一隻穩穩撐在牆上的手,和壓在神谷美咲身上的半截陰影。34Please respect copyright.PENANAhdEIjOxGqq
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那是他的手。抵過那牆面的粗糙,抵在樓梯間的牆上;美咲唇瓣微顫的頻率,她大腦當機時急促的呼吸。那些熱騰騰的、足以燒毀理智的細節,一個個烙印在心底。34Please respect copyright.PENANAbugMrIZQgp
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可他卻徹底消失在這張公諸於世的照片中。即便如此,卻絲毫不影響畫面完整,甚至讓張力加倍流轉——男主角的留白、情感投射對象的模糊化,反而讓畫面中唯一的人,神谷美咲,顯得更加神秘動人。34Please respect copyright.PENANAB6bRQ9Xwcp
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畫面中的神谷美咲那麼美,奧利佛·愛空嘴角當然動了一下,眉頭卻連帶皺了一下。34Please respect copyright.PENANAWawgBPhzWZ
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如果留言全是誇獎神谷美咲多好看,那倒沒差。弔詭的是,總會有幾個烏龍留言寫到「Luca再次證明自己是鏡頭殺手,連影子都有戲。」關那個根本沒出現的人屁事?神谷美咲那天抱著的人根本不是他。34Please respect copyright.PENANAPQCLA4dKCO
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「喂,愛空。」前鋒狐疑地移開手機,「你幹嘛?臉很臭欸,在生氣?」34Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1DwBbVnww
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「沒事沒事。」奧利佛·愛空馬上掛起老練的笑容,「等等要不要打一場FIFA?輸的人請飲料。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAgMcy3bGSF2
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「打啊!誰怕誰!」34Please respect copyright.PENANAQTNlzVW8ep
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奧利佛·愛空隨手打發前鋒,臉上的笑意淡了幾分。自個兒撈出運動背袋中的手機。沒有去點照片底下的留言,那太自虐了。他更在意的是,她看到照片後有沒有什麼反應?34Please respect copyright.PENANAEVfEqJoDyk
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他熟捻地點進對話框。沒有反應。很空。不意外。早上的廢話她不知何時看了。奧利佛·愛空手指在螢幕上飛快跳動:34Please respect copyright.PENANAtxAurpS2kk
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『照片超好看。看來我只出一隻手,就能強化我們的化學反應。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y0pKWdctk
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發話的動機,說是佔有慾嗎?好像不太準確;說是宣示主權?倒也沒抱持那種自命非凡的強勢。只是想確認,那個私下無人卻真實不過的片段,她會不會像這張攤在光下的照片一樣,假裝繞過?34Please respect copyright.PENANAoF4FhuejG1
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訊息剛發出,已讀幾乎同時亮起。原來神谷美咲也在,也正開著對話——像無意間捕抓到對方的小秘密,奧利佛·愛空輕快地補上一句:34Please respect copyright.PENANAFF2BrlCPaD
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『不客氣,等妳請我吃拉麵。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAFtLynBLhWV
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他盯著螢幕,嘴角有笑,心底嘲笑自己剛才那一瞬間的介意。已讀早早亮起,已經說明她沒有假裝不當一回事。34Please respect copyright.PENANAcsrADr3Icx
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『不吃燒肉了?』34Please respect copyright.PENANAfhZ4M8qrnb
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她真正的回應是在一分鐘後。34Please respect copyright.PENANArQNmJQlgWJ
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奧利佛·愛空挑眉,想起上次她對燒肉店油煙味的嫌棄,順著回道:『妳不喜歡,我就不吃了。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAjpwP0EDXKU
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『你什麼時候這麼沒主見?』34Please respect copyright.PENANARRQolv0K5L
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『面對妳的時候。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA0I024N70eh
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已讀依然秒亮,只是沒回。更衣室依然喧囂滿天,但這裡卻靜得像真空。神谷美咲現在是用什麼狀態看手機,意外地,他心裡沒底。34Please respect copyright.PENANAXRWF6TfJ1c
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『這週。』神谷美咲簡短兩個字,不承接上文也沒頭沒尾。奧利佛·愛空卻瞬間領會。這是在約他?可是這週——34Please respect copyright.PENANAfWfHXtH94S
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『你要比賽。』她自己接了下去,冷靜截斷後續。奧利佛·愛空敏銳嗅到大好機會,趁勢追擊問:34Please respect copyright.PENANAsrAJUJsXW3
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『妳要來看嗎?』34Please respect copyright.PENANA4GBYqdA95e
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『讓你保有主見,我不去。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA6uYXfVkoYL
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『⋯⋯』34Please respect copyright.PENANASeaOaSOA9a
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奧利佛·愛空笑出聲——被反將一軍的感覺竟然這麼爽,神谷美咲真的很會。真想直接就地下跪當她的人——他抓了下凌亂的後腦,笑容帶著心甘情願的屈服,手指再次飛快回應:34Please respect copyright.PENANAQMeoi5yCSc
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『也是。要是被人看見妳來了,搞不好球場上,我的名字都要被打錯。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA2HeWOkNLGo
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『你再敢說這種話,我現在掐死你。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAk9XX0Eyl3r
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慘了。愛了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAKZbYC9jccd
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他甚至可以看見神谷美咲那雙清冷透徹的雙眼跳動著什麼火光。喉結上下滾動一回,奧利佛·愛空低頭打字,毫不掩飾嘴角笑意:34Please respect copyright.PENANAkyTs8Oe8y3
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『那妳得先過來,手才搆得到我的脖子。』34Please respect copyright.PENANANgtwP5BfKs
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沒等她回應,他惡劣地追加一句:34Please respect copyright.PENANAqrE0F2ZK4K
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『其實妳不用手。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA2MhIPPvLL4
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故意空了一拍,想讓她在螢幕另一頭窒息一瞬,準備好接收他接下來的話:34Please respect copyright.PENANAbpHaTdN1QA
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『像上次那樣⋯⋯就可以讓我窒息了。』34Please respect copyright.PENANAbtjBy0UzCM
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已讀依然神速。過去這些天,不管他多鬧,他們都很有默契地避而不談,不去觸及那個不知道該不該改變他們的「吻」。34Please respect copyright.PENANAL85S5YVhaA
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她會回什麼?臉紅心跳回味那天?不,那不是神谷美咲。滿臉通紅地想殺人,才符合她的個性;無論如何,奧利佛·愛空才剛逐漸平穩的心率再次攀升,像在球場上衝刺般亢奮。一秒、兩秒、十秒⋯⋯34Please respect copyright.PENANAS3wVyZvm5O
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就在他為她真的氣到摔爛手機時,跳出了回覆:34Please respect copyright.PENANAIQlp2ZXjkE
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『你最好把遺言寫好。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA2K32YInbHT
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文字冷得像冰,奧利佛·愛空能想像神谷美咲是用多麼冷靜、卻寫滿「我要宰了你」的精緻表情,打下這串字——她完全記得那個吻的所有細節。34Please respect copyright.PENANASsOm3KEZED
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簡直愛慘了。34Please respect copyright.PENANARZ3tLhWrMw
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奧利佛·愛空放聲大笑,明明一句甜言蜜語都沒撈到,他卻在充滿汗臭的更衣室裡,笑得連肩膀都在抖動。34Please respect copyright.PENANAUBRfCyBUGK
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『那妳非來不可,不然我就死不成了。守信用是職業道德哦,妳不會讓我的遺書白寫吧?』34Please respect copyright.PENANAQRD24cinfB
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終於承認他無比享受神谷美咲給他這種情緒震盪。奧利佛·愛空笑得像贏家,神采飛揚——現在這個瞬間,還殘留剛才玩笑的餘韻,又因為她的「殺氣」顯得純粹。這是最剛好的時機,能讓他把那份盤旋已久、一點也不輕浮的真心,妥帖地包裹在輕鬆的氣氛裡送出。34Please respect copyright.PENANAu2gyztTTLe
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這時候說,顯得認真,又不給人壓力——34Please respect copyright.PENANAzkwqaz6wK4
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被前鋒催促時,他在對話框裡留下一句。那是平時講起來太玩世不恭,嚴肅說出口又顯得太過沉重、引人反感,卻是他一直在想,也一直在做的事:34Please respect copyright.PENANAbaOFAdGwCH
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『我等妳。』34Please respect copyright.PENANA1o2FdBgyrA
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【藍色監獄】(奧利佛·愛空x原創)Not Meant To Be(BG向)
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