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這三天,神谷美咲過得很「正常」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAy8yvzBoLZ0
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她推掉兩個不必要的吧會,在健身房多待四個小時,多加兩堂早晨瑜伽,延長線上外語課。把家裡的冷色調床單換成了更冷的灰。她試圖用這些規律的、可控的事物,把那天樓梯間灼熱的空氣洗掉。33Please respect copyright.PENANAjyJdU9dgeW
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但效果不彰。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1dchx0b21u
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只要一閉上眼,那個異色瞳孔的男人撐在牆邊、呼吸壓下來的瞬間,不斷重播。最讓她煩躁的是,她竟然記得自己嘴唇微顫的頻率。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9xRKYxzxbd
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當她在試衣間換上設計師的服裝時;當她在等待時的空檔;當她和其他模特擦身而過時⋯⋯當她背靠近牆面一點,她就會回想起那個樓梯間。33Please respect copyright.PENANALGccJPPlst
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現在不斷回想是勝者的得意嗎?不,是她這個敗者的反芻。在狹小的更衣室中,她將自己的外衣一件件脫下,換上細肩帶彈性背心。站在全身鏡前。33Please respect copyright.PENANAo3rSLglPR2
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她一直在解構那個吻。對那個混蛋來說,大概只是他豐富履歷中微不足道的一筆。他吻上來時的氣息,換氣的節奏,還有那隻撐在她耳側穩得驚人的手,都在無聲炫耀他的「熟練」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAzPfz7oy1OX
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神谷美咲咬了咬下唇,嘴唇傳來的輕微麻刺感讓她想起那一刻——她根本不知道接吻時該如何呼吸,大腦在兩人唇瓣貼合的瞬間,當機,什麼都沒了。所有的冷靜、優雅、精準的控制力,在那個帶著汗水與熱度的吻面前,崩塌得一踏糊塗。33Please respect copyright.PENANA2IyuA3BrXD
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當下只有一個感覺——不準讓他覺得他贏了。所以就算弄得亂七八糟,她也不可以讓他覺得佔優勢。33Please respect copyright.PENANAgIY6vF2bV6
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可她在那一刻的混亂與生澀,愛空一定感覺到了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAvxmNQkvgix
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他會怎麼想?覺得在鏡頭前不可一世的神谷美咲,私底下竟然純情得像個國中生?覺得她那種「反擊式」的回吻其實漏洞百出、毫無技術可言?33Please respect copyright.PENANArHODjuorKO
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想到這裡她就氣,對自己很生氣!氣自己輸給一頭熱的衝動,敗給親吻不如人的現實!而且還是輸給那個動不動就笑得得逞的人!33Please respect copyright.PENANAuMyKYXrWG5
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「美咲,妳好了嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAt0b0PzqrVT
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經紀人的聲音從門板外傳來,神谷美咲深吸一口氣。再次確認鏡中的自己,臉色正常,衣著整齊,穿好高跟鞋。轉身打開試衣間的門。33Please respect copyright.PENANARtqLHdtghH
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「好了。」33Please respect copyright.PENANADpWfie8bOw
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經紀人檢查神谷美咲的臉以及服裝。神谷美咲像是正要去練習的芭蕾舞者,只穿簡單合身的細肩帶背心以及彈性長褲,身材完美顯露,鎖骨與背脊線條清楚可見,曲線明顯而不過度壯碩,既有女性自然的弧度彎曲,也有自律鍛鍊出的緊緻。踩著十五公分的黑色高跟鞋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAjGD78VVS9a
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「哇——美咲!」發出驚呼的是這次的設計師,雙手張開,高度在她手腕,沒有抱她,是用看見藝術品般的讚嘆語氣,「看看妳,名不虛傳!」33Please respect copyright.PENANAUtCC2eq6tb
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四面牆中有兩面被掛滿樣式特異服裝的衣架車擋住。周圍各種碎布材料都被刻意清到一旁,在這個工作室裡整理出一道乾淨走道。神谷美咲站在正中央,腳踩著試台起點前的膠線。33Please respect copyright.PENANAF4NPZ0sejt
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「走一遍吧。迫不及待!」設計師用指腹鼓掌,輕又雀躍。33Please respect copyright.PENANAFbbLDVcAq9
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這裡沒有音樂,但神谷美咲跟隨旁人聽不見的某種節奏,在設計師說完話,某個漂亮的時間點,踏出第一步。33Please respect copyright.PENANAeEIRIVrZiE
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高跟鞋與地板的聲音不大,卻非常清晰。她沒有特地控制聲響,只讓每一步自然落下。步伐筆直,重心集中,髖骨起伏的角度乾淨,不拖泥帶水,不誇張也不妥協。33Please respect copyright.PENANASpfF7SbvQS
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這是今天第五場的「見面評估」,也會是最後一場試鏡。33Please respect copyright.PENANAAUz2AmXyUd
這裡空間偏窄小,面對的背景太白,視線不容易有落點。但她沒有尋找焦點,眼神穩定筆直不斷延伸往前。她習慣鏡頭會在,知道經紀人的目光在,決定雇不雇用她的設計師也在。但都不重要,她只要讓每一秒鐘裡的自己,夠值錢就好了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAAYjqLOgZ8S
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——因為他們就是一塊長了角度的肉。切得好看一點,就拿更多錢。33Please respect copyright.PENANAMGzExG3K3b
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喀。33Please respect copyright.PENANAd3W6mynckT
高跟鞋落地的力道變重。33Please respect copyright.PENANAfYCa2wRpc5
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不是。不是因為他們只是一塊肉。她不是因為這樣,才走到這裡。33Please respect copyright.PENANAa3FXm56kyU
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喀。喀。喀。33Please respect copyright.PENANAXKG0whTdjh
高跟鞋狠狠踩在地上——她就是要來狠狠踩碎把吻也當商業利益來看的混帳信念。33Please respect copyright.PENANATbjveIoTsN
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所以那天在樓梯間她——她才吻了上去。對。是這個原因。她是為了反駁Luca的信念,所以才在一個無人的地方,吻了一個Luca口中沒有點擊率的人。對,是這個原因。33Please respect copyright.PENANATjJxZTih2u
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工作室裡有開空調,她穿得也不多。但走到線的盡頭時,她額頭竟冒出細汗。等她對著前方姿勢定格,轉身走回原點,直到她在原點的最終姿勢停了三秒,旁邊的設計師才發出驚呼。33Please respect copyright.PENANAN2Rn7tU7Bm
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「真的太厲害了!超級有能量的台步!」33Please respect copyright.PENANAS5PTEzNpmG
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神谷美咲全身放鬆下來,還有幾滴汗黏在她的頸後。33Please respect copyright.PENANA0PEmA1YIux
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對,是這個原因⋯⋯不要笑。不是為了你。33Please respect copyright.PENANA6O9upWcetQ
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經紀人從旁邊拿外套給她披上。設計師再度大聲讚嘆她的氣場以及專業,扭頭迫不急待要跟經紀人敲定時間。直到他們收拾完畢,準備離開設計師的工作室時,設計師都還在滿嘴讚嘆。33Please respect copyright.PENANAQfIeygD9Xc
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「美咲——相見恨晚!今年的秀一定要給妳走!」33Please respect copyright.PENANAeumloQytgv
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在門口跟設計師禮貌鞠躬道謝,他們上到保母車,經紀人才說:「等通知就好。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPmqRoESl
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神谷美咲嗯了一聲。她當然知道。從她踏出第一步開始,這場就收進她的節奏裡。這是她的工作,她的專業。33Please respect copyright.PENANA8u5sQx4wvv
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她最擅長「站穩」這件事。33Please respect copyright.PENANAD3ryisTHRO
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回到家時,天色早已暗了。神谷美咲把包包放在小小的玄關,沒開燈,直接走進浴室卸妝。今天只有簡單上底妝,卸得很快。神谷美咲撐著洗手台,看著水滴順著下顎滑落。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsFZPC1dDxV
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她引以為傲的專業,在今天為她找到逃生出口——不管是Luca的挑釁,還是她解構了三天的吻——那種激昂,在離開工作室後慢慢消退,退到現在有股精疲力盡的虛弱感。33Please respect copyright.PENANA6bbJjcAgCw
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神谷美咲隨意換了衣服,快速沖了澡。頭髮沒吹全乾,就直接一頭倒上那張剛換好灰冷色床單的床上。房間很安靜,空氣很安靜。33Please respect copyright.PENANACRUJYYJBT4
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她知道她還有個問題沒解決。太安靜,這就是問題。33Please respect copyright.PENANAj690X6u8Tt
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但也早就知道答案了。那個吻對他來說,只是豐富履歷中不值一提的一筆。反正,她想打破Luca那王八蛋信念的目的也達成了。沒了。兩不相欠。33Please respect copyright.PENANApiH0Wsf2ke
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灰色的床單布料很涼。她翻過身,把自己蜷縮起來,強迫自己進入睡眠。只要睡著了,明天又是那個無懈可擊的神谷美咲。33Please respect copyright.PENANAszuJIxRio9
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就在意識逐漸模糊的邊緣,枕頭邊的手機震動了一聲。33Please respect copyright.PENANAg2XmFeuYgx
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叮。33Please respect copyright.PENANA0OaFtZb2l2
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那聲嗡鳴異常刺耳。神谷美咲原本不想理會,但在這三天的「正常生活」中,她的神經早已繃到了極限。對,這幾天,她根本沒關通知。所以就出現問題了,太安靜了。她伸手抓過手機,螢幕的強光讓她不適地瞇起眼。33Please respect copyright.PENANAXa63KYNRMA
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『美咲,』33Please respect copyright.PENANAoB24tgYLLj
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是他。終於自己來找死了嗎?神谷美咲一手撩起蓋在額前的頭髮,好讓自己可以看得更清楚。33Please respect copyright.PENANA7mCfSZ03l4
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『我好想妳。』33Please respect copyright.PENANAzDy8Cy0zkr
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⋯⋯33Please respect copyright.PENANALXlBNhVGjP
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爛透了。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1K6vPxv6D3
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某種莫名又熟悉的煩躁感回來了。神谷美咲眼神終於恢復清冷。她在心裡預演了無數種他的回覆:也許是輕浮的道歉,或者是更進一步的調情,無論哪一種,她都準備好更冷酷的話語要回敬過去;反正,最爛的結果就是這三天一樣的沈默無聲,那就更好了呢。33Please respect copyright.PENANAU0EZ5E4LoQ
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可這句話,實在太直白,太沒水準了。比起他保持安靜還更爛。這是一個很會親吻的人該說的話嗎?這適合跟動不動想掐死他的「神谷美咲」說嗎?這該是隔了三天後才傳的訊息嗎?這符合他們互動的氛圍嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANANKx86Bd9HQ
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神谷美咲的表情,不喜不悲也不怒。但絕對沒有任何憐憫或慈悲,手指在手機上的力道非常明確:33Please respect copyright.PENANA3GSlHv80X6
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「誰準你叫美咲的?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAQCwFbRw0VL
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送出這句話時,她感受胸口那股壓抑了三天的悶,終於稍微散開了一點。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4HbGjzpAzN
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『那』33Please respect copyright.PENANAdCFEIEsfAR
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沒想到他馬上回應。33Please respect copyright.PENANA0WSeyU7Itd
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『寶貝,我想妳了。』33Please respect copyright.PENANAqk1FLc9trv
『親愛的,我想妳了。』33Please respect copyright.PENANAlemRaXjPV1
『美咲,我想妳了。』33Please respect copyright.PENANAt7uL2Vt3pH
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訊息飛快回傳,快得猝不及防,快到神谷美咲青筋都還沒浮起,他就打完了:33Please respect copyright.PENANAjFUUJXQ9xU
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『妳選一個,我都好。』33Please respect copyright.PENANA43FdP5df4m
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——好你個頭!33Please respect copyright.PENANAvDMymOSmqP
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『寶貝跟親愛的都太俗爛了,我想妳應該不會喜歡』33Please respect copyright.PENANAOp6DhHcLdG
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你他媽就是那個最俗爛的人!33Please respect copyright.PENANA0lvHJxrG5A
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『所以就』33Please respect copyright.PENANA6yTR45yUR2
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「閉嘴!」33Please respect copyright.PENANAQ34MyNXDJl
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終於找到縫隙插話,神谷美咲氣到嘴角還莫名上揚。33Please respect copyright.PENANAQN0PNyhO3r
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『好吧,我閉嘴。但我說想妳是可以的吧?』33Please respect copyright.PENANAEafdUzCMrZ
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不可以。這三天不是他用一句「我好想妳」就能抹掉的。她不想回了。但手機還握在手上,視線依然盯著螢幕。33Please respect copyright.PENANA4MKLkyyqtt
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『我要閉嘴了喔。』33Please respect copyright.PENANA0Mu3ubKlk7
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『妳沒有別的要回嗎?』33Please respect copyright.PENANAIaVfJzE54x
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『真的不說話了喔?』33Please respect copyright.PENANAYx1sRQ1kmk
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囉哩八唆。33Please respect copyright.PENANA8IXnIgtXrb
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『真的要閉嘴了喔。』33Please respect copyright.PENANA4xjTeRg3lz
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閉上。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q6cvDKpe6
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『好吧。在晚安之前,想問妳要不要跟我一起去吃燒肉?最近看到一間一直很想去。』33Please respect copyright.PENANAySNrdOKYbA
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「不要。又臭又吵。」跟你一樣。33Please respect copyright.PENANABR0X0SoQjp
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『OK,收到。下次約妳吃拉麵。晚安。』33Please respect copyright.PENANARCFsBEGvTI
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白痴嗎他。33Please respect copyright.PENANA8kJgqzYim8
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什麼晚安,誰跟他晚上會安穩?神谷美咲看著手機,看到螢幕漸漸暗下。她把自己深深捲進灰色調的涼被裡,捲縮起來像隻被打擾過後的貓。手緊握手機,臥在自己的額前,任由那微熱的金屬背殼貼著掌心,沒像往常那樣將它放在一旁的床頭櫃上。33Please respect copyright.PENANASLCQNzGV9r
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眼皮開始沉重起來,睡意漸濃。神谷美咲的呼吸很快平穩下來,快到她自己都沒發現,那抹不知何時在唇角泛起的弧度,比這三天的任何一刻都要放鬆。33Please respect copyright.PENANABP7JxN45ai
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叮。33Please respect copyright.PENANABAZZE9kQBW
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神谷美咲的雙眼幾乎在同時間睜開。33Please respect copyright.PENANAgCIBlTrgv6
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『抱歉,還有一件事』33Please respect copyright.PENANAHh6pGUAiqk
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『我發現妳還沒跟我說晚安?』33Please respect copyright.PENANA5hEHbnK2Uf
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⋯⋯去死啦。33Please respect copyright.PENANAGHfcOYhEV6
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【藍色監獄】(奧利佛·愛空x原創)Not Meant To Be(BG向)
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【藍色監獄】(奧利佛·愛空x原創)Not Meant To Be(BG向)
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天雪飛
ISSUE #27
No.27《解構一個吻的時間》
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