While it was a special set of moments that flowed effortlessly my mind remained calm throughout the night. However once morning arrived I found myself needing just a little more change since it has been so long since this aging body had gotten to move around. The moment my jogging began I could feel every bit of protest and difficulty in attempting this. My body was like an old neglected mansion just falling apart and each movement forced these bones to shake off its build up of being idle. Thankfully this jog was only meant to take me back home in a sense because that old gym is where my roots took place.
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Even though this place is closed down because Bradley retired he made sure it was available for me whenever. While getting into a routine would be ideal, for my first day it was about getting this body moving so it's more prepared going forward. Although neglected I somehow was still in relatively decent shape which was surprising. After arriving the first thing was doing various exercises that got me warmed up. Luckily my senses of limits have not fully filled so seeking out rest was rather easy. During those moments of downtime she sent a message or two making certain memories resurface.
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With her around my mind remains silent allowing me more room to breathe but something about her makes me feel so reckless. Between exercises and using the equipment laying about her messages give me a reason or excuse for more resting time. After almost reaching the end of my five hour plan she arrived with food in hand. While she did ask me what and where I was seeing her just appear like this keeps me off balance. These surprises are wonderful yet so unexpected and watching her just stare at me made me feel it was intentional.
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"How is the view from over there?"
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"Really good, to think, all that, was hidden under baggy clothes, what a shame"
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"Alright enough staring and bring that food over I am suddenly more hungry than originally."
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While not every date was fancy or some extravagant plan these had always resonates with me most. Someone once told me I was more down to earth yet simple with wants or needs. With breakfast wraps in hand we share food and conversation while a kiss or two gets snuck in. Although she does not say it I can tell this is her testing the waters between us because she is always leading. So I give her a kiss of my own hoping it can convey enough to assure her everything is perfectly fine between us. Yet I also understand why she approaches like that since it's hard not seeing me as someone delicate mentally.
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Unfortunately our time together is short as she soon must head off for work. That desire of greed has made itself known but being selfish is also difficult for me. Yet i still do not fully understand what it is that has me feeling greedy, could it be her presence that helpsy mind state or just her as she is.
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"Alright I will be late but visiting was totally worth it."
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"Sure you gotta go, I think we have a shower here where I will wash up. Surely that's something you wanna view."
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"Oh yes that would make this day perfect but I would not make it to work either and if I did it would be a mess."
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"Oh yeah we would not want you speaking any forbidden thoughts to the customers after all."
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With laughter and a goodbye kiss we parted ways once more but plans for tonight had been made. Tonight was gonna be outside my normal activities since she wants us to visit a water park tonight. However everything else was a mystery leaving me thinking of various possibilities and even the more exaggerated ones. With the workout done and a fresh shower all that remained was searching through my old gym bag for left behind clothes. Since everything is guided by her, the least I can do is make my own efforts.
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Although many people enter yet leave my life few have remained within reach even if it was me who left them. It happened so much that it became natural but they have yet to blame or even cut me off entirely which is a miracle. Harvey runs a lounge which has lots of information getting around so finding a job will be easier. The walk down to his spot felt just a bit painful with my body adjusting to the extra exercise. What makes such a place popular is its limited night time activity and personal rules.
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"Hey Harvey, how have you been.?"
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"Well good but not that I see you it's much better, where have you been this time hun."
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"Same as every other time, trying to survive myself."
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"So who is she and what does she do, how did you meer. I want it all."
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Harvey loved talking or just gossiping in general but he was the purest person that I have seen. Like the other times he pulls information from me with such ease leaving me little room for retreat. Barely halfway through interrogation and he is already approving of her entering my life.
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"You really think so... Honestly I keep thinking it's reckless of me."
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"Yeah it could be seen that way. However you have never been reckless just sensitive to those around you. Those you truly vibe with have always gotten closest to you."
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It's not like I did not know this was the truth but hearing another say those words takes a burden off me. Judging myself is easy when it's negative but the moment something positive happens it feels easier to reject it.
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"Honestly you should be a little more reckless because you hold back often. You let everyone move you without knowing why you are moving or if you even wanna move. As if you had just learned to walk, so be a bit more reckless if this is our result."
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"Where is Nora for that moral support. I feel so attacked right now."
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A joke meant to be deflective but he was not entirely wrong either, comfortable inside this negativity is my biggest problem.
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"She moved about two months ago. No tag team or support for you, just honest truth."
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"Wish I had known so we could have said goodbye at least. Well can I ask about job offers that suit me?"
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"You wouldn't be doing that underground shit again right, because I will kick your ass for you."
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"No... Just something legit, I wanna try to do something right."
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"Good."
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Although I came here for a job my first task was doing some labor for him which was his way of punishing me. Even though I know some true people will actually support and help you through life problems, it was never easy for me to take that road. Each crate or box of goods needed to be moved for restocking before they open tonight which was familiar to me. Still it's good to hear Nora is living a good life away from this place that's far too small for her. Maybe if none of us encountered those permanent choices we would be like those everyday friends.
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While the work was even more exercise it still felt good at least getting this body moving more. With goodbyes and some nagging it was time to head home and get ready for tonight. While whatever she plans has never been seen through, tonight felt like something different. Yet all I could do was prepare and then go like a child at Christmas with bundles of energy. While my mind attempts to wander she gets a message through immediately consuming my attention.
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"Got a little break for some food and wanted to share its visual beauty."
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The image was spot on enough to make me feel hungry just from seeing it. I still wanna know how she does it while making everything seem so easy.
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"That looks good and has made me want some food as well. What do you recommend?"
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"Mmm how about Crab cakes which can be heavenly or just pretty good. ?"
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"Alright I shall take that suggestion to heart and let you know tonight which one was discovered. How goes work so far?"
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"Busy but normal, today is just slow since I am excited for tonight."
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Neither of us could wait for tonight which made it even harder not to feel excitement. Most of my day waiting for tonight became drowned in quote searching. While not the most productive form of time it was something that helped me pass time. Especially since you could often find words that fit something you never truly could explain before. We continued having short conversations when it was possible for her. Sometimes I find a picture or two that help make her day more lively and full of laughter.
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Before our scheduled time for the meeting I was heading home and dressing up which felt normal, so I decided it was best to do a little extra. A swim suit that lost its use over the years still fits me well enough even after so long away. Then she sent me a message for the meeting spot which meant it was time for this excitement to settle down. I honestly believed she was already perfect with how she presented herself yet this was something entirely new. Our walk together was rather full of conversation as she skillfully evaded my attempts at prying information.
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The place in her plans was amazing and one of the top three attractions in this place. However getting in was always difficult so only certain types of people got inside. Before I could ask her if we were breaking in a woman approached being rather friendly.
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"Welcome to our family park. You two took such a sweet long walk getting here I see."
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"Sorry mom, we just got lost in conversation."
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The mother was something like a curve ball but I could see how happy this made her. Yet when I look at her mother it feels almost dangerous even though she's speaking so sweetly.
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"Hello Taylor, you can call me Monica. My daughter has not had a day without mentioning you yet."
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Before I could even respond Heather sprinted off ahead calling out that she would get changed. This left me with a stranger who terrified me currently.
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"Yeah she's something unique for sure. It's nice to meet you Ms. Monica."
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"Well since it's just us let us walk and talk shall we ?"
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Her eyes could easily produce both terror and frigid temperatures. Yet she was smiling while remaining approachable as the conversation continued at her own pace.
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"Thanks to you our relationship has been better. She talks to me more now even though it's mostly about you but that's a good thing. Although you are a source of brightness for her, it was much more clear after seeing you."
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She did not even finish or continue explaining and it now felt like every step was on a carpet made from glass. One wrong step and I could easily cut my foot open which would be counter productive but curiosity demands attention.
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"What was clear?"
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"You seem to have given up on life entirely. Yet you still made attempts even if it did not work out and things just went back to square one. Highschool is when life went downhill for you I would guess."
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She investigated me and not in the over protective mother way either it felt like something much more.
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"Again I am glad my daughter can speak with me so do not take this as judgement. The choices you made back then are acceptable at least even if this world refuses to admit it. All I wanna tell you is that I know and at some point she will as well. Hopefully my daughter is more than another passing person in this life you have lived."
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Speaking or even commenting felt impossible because everything was more like a statement being laid out for me. Even though she was friendly about it those eyes told me just how dangerous this situation was for me. However this conversation has also reminded me about the past and how much it still affects me. Thankfully the rest of the night was normal and everyone had fun. It was only much later I realized her family owned this place entirely. Once her mother left we had our own moment to play around and enjoy some swimming. Even though my mind wants to wander she is keeping it centered on her perfectly.
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Unfortunately while enjoying ourselves in playing around the time flew on by. Since it was so late she managed to convince me to stay over since this place had vip rooms available. With her it was difficult finding a reason we shouldn't do this so our night ended in a room.
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and then Add to home screen.