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觸不到的戀人
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ISSUE #14
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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。234Please respect copyright.PENANAeOyWqS7cgl
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他不會在回答我任何一句話,也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。234Please respect copyright.PENANATXqILlGVhw
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面對早已死去的他,我還眷戀什麼?234Please respect copyright.PENANASd23WPWLSU
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外,回憶。234Please respect copyright.PENANAl8PJ8pEcf5
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你,肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧?234Please respect copyright.PENANAxKfog1d85q
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。234Please respect copyright.PENANAwOduOTm483
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我始終不了解你,無論是你生前、還是死後。234Please respect copyright.PENANABrkHp6hxo3
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留下那麼多謎給我,你覺得公平嗎?234Please respect copyright.PENANARSAl5nU2pX
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你,你應該知道的吧?」234Please respect copyright.PENANAqeqp4UmeK4
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你是有聽到的吧?即使你無法在回答我。234Please respect copyright.PENANA1knA31vuIk
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時,他是抱著怎樣的心情?234Please respect copyright.PENANAfjmauUb13u
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而同樣在場的小迪呢?234Please respect copyright.PENANAzedYlIlSip
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻,都是由他們兩個親眼見證,他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。234Please respect copyright.PENANADFg1VvnFXO
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但是他們沒有逃避,甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事,他們勇敢面對你的死亡。234Please respect copyright.PENANAZYfkpt0n9R
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那我呢?234Please respect copyright.PENANAwwRGNZEkei
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逃避了一年多才來見你,你會生氣嗎?234Please respect copyright.PENANAtnsSgJT55N
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……還是,你一直在等我來這裡?234Please respect copyright.PENANAfdKf1vukIG
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待?是這樣嗎?234Please respect copyright.PENANA5otoWnorIl
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「我改,妳等我,好好照顧自己。」234Please respect copyright.PENANAOLqCuI8Rnr
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「我也在等你,等你的改變。」234Please respect copyright.PENANAtBMg6dGzYQ
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可是已經等不到了啊。234Please respect copyright.PENANAdTJ1Qnn3ov
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楊瑀峰,我已經等不到你了,怎麼辦?我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切,你怎麼就先走了?234Please respect copyright.PENANAkwbzJCZgHS
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上,緩緩的吐了口長氣。234Please respect copyright.PENANAA4zXyoO5bO
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「對不起。」234Please respect copyright.PENANAhoiUiBxYMs
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐,我沒有用手抹去,一年了,該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。234Please respect copyright.PENANAQdsFY559LT
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口,我蹲下身,把頭埋進手臂裡,哭泣。234Please respect copyright.PENANANEkRvKlsqo
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。234Please respect copyright.PENANAmgqKJUBzEH
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已經逝去的人,只能活在回憶裡了。234Please respect copyright.PENANA9sw51cIKoG
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*234Please respect copyright.PENANAxOUNSQFSgb
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二零一二年,一月。234Please respect copyright.PENANA6BvuqYVpn7
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止,我放下手中的貝斯,跟著其他人一起收拾器具。234Please respect copyright.PENANAkofL0hbwIG
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高一那時我進了熱音社,和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團,開始融入熱鬧的環境。234Please respect copyright.PENANAk4NaPzNio5
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。234Please respect copyright.PENANAvJdCIboavF
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。234Please respect copyright.PENANAB3Pvfa2nhR
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我喜歡現在的自己,這樣是好的,至少我是這樣認為。234Please respect copyright.PENANAbGi9SPNpQK
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和大家道別後,我走到離此處不遠的公車站。234Please respect copyright.PENANAgpBrk8K4K1
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已經九點多了,天色很暗,還好今天並沒有很冷。234Please respect copyright.PENANASorkv8Rern
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在我準備坐下等待的時候,公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。234Please respect copyright.PENANAcEO5UO9PI1
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真是剛好啊。234Please respect copyright.PENANALIDTQlN470
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走上前招手,公車在我這站停下,車門在我面前打開。234Please respect copyright.PENANAXn1bUIK9xU
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區,車上人不多,我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。234Please respect copyright.PENANAJtqFdNgw0C
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放下沉重的貝斯,頭靠向了窗,睡意開始來襲。234Please respect copyright.PENANAMj0UG0HYae
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時,已經快到家了。234Please respect copyright.PENANAHE79xZNWvN
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微微的伸了個懶腰,感覺很累、莫名的累。234Please respect copyright.PENANAvFNBNT7lFu
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴,我起身,走到後門口,等到公車停了車門開了才下車。234Please respect copyright.PENANAoDfeSDDl20
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。234Please respect copyright.PENANANZ5yWydgfL
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢!234Please respect copyright.PENANAIGNjMjBgZg
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但是已經是過去。234Please respect copyright.PENANAppvyEpqx0d
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他真的會改嗎?我們還有機會復合嗎?234Please respect copyright.PENANAixBTroVGVv
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋,但始終是無解。234Please respect copyright.PENANAveiBA4DoQt
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到了家門口,翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。234Please respect copyright.PENANAcrHkadnRVq
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門,把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。234Please respect copyright.PENANAGMJqOCQTzZ
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好累。234Please respect copyright.PENANAs5WVIMxLFZ
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了,洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。234Please respect copyright.PENANAMLqtRCLK0u
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊,調好睡姿,入眠。234Please respect copyright.PENANA1fxCQRGmHr
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〈我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉234Please respect copyright.PENANAOL3ROKttOO
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嗯?234Please respect copyright.PENANAyavFuHzjP8
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〈誠實的過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉234Please respect copyright.PENANAEW6XVcNMxU
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努力的睜開雙眼,我好像睡了一段時間了,而窗邊的手機一直在響。234Please respect copyright.PENANAF7HDfl6dd6
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伸出手拿了手機,螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼,而時間是深夜一點多,原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久?234Please respect copyright.PENANADh3lriZkki
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感動 ……〉234Please respect copyright.PENANASpZEMuQFEe
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我按了接聽,把手機放置耳邊,喂了一聲。234Please respect copyright.PENANAL7p3VACfXd
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「妳是橋嗎?」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。234Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ9Y5fcNZ3
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他是誰?我沒辦法立刻想起來。234Please respect copyright.PENANAxugwEeWtdh
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「嗯,你哪位?」大概是剛睡醒的關係,我口氣並沒有很好。234Please respect copyright.PENANAdvTunXEZLV
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「我是阿龍,林正龍。」234Please respect copyright.PENANAYT4wnK8D6t
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阿龍?我瞬間驚醒過來,為什麼阿龍會打給我?他怎麼會有我的號碼。234Please respect copyright.PENANAlC869lZk0G
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我沒有提出我的疑問,他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感,他的聲音……感覺不太對。234Please respect copyright.PENANADY8ZucES60
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後,他才說了這句。234Please respect copyright.PENANAFln5HaW1wR
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走了?234Please respect copyright.PENANAKPwszINW5D
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「走去哪?」234Please respect copyright.PENANArBDkhIbAmU
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」234Please respect copyright.PENANANPQx2hJZTR
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我愣愣的握著手機,一時不知道該說些什麼才好。234Please respect copyright.PENANABizfsD3YTK
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怎麼可能?兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎?234Please respect copyright.PENANANRJuHC7S0C
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不可能。234Please respect copyright.PENANAeWK735LtgS
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「你別騙我了。」我說。234Please respect copyright.PENANAn31k72dCWb
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「葉星橋──」234Please respect copyright.PENANA5iv8oXxKSP
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我掛上了電話,手機關機。234Please respect copyright.PENANA42FFzmMhCZ
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把手機放回窗邊,我起身開了房門,走向廚房,打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒,然後再走回房間,關門。234Please respect copyright.PENANAOntyE3ATdh
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毫不猶豫的開了酒,喝下去。234Please respect copyright.PENANApKncYcbGaW
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腦袋一片空白,我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。234Please respect copyright.PENANAFloz7zhjwH
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」234Please respect copyright.PENANAVfsRDWxdqe
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忘不掉……234Please respect copyright.PENANAvfqModBbkN
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為什麼會這樣……234Please respect copyright.PENANA6MH6AX3ZWO
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心,你──從此完全退出我的人生。234Please respect copyright.PENANAnf93I4WWjN
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