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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9IckIT8tK
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他不會在回答我任何一句話，也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOKZoJj38R
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面對早已死去的他，我還眷戀什麼？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBbTd2Y1BU
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外，回憶。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMCJ2HDy0a
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你，肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U2rAhWTR0
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHXQJY68he
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我始終不了解你，無論是你生前、還是死後。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK3AIFBpC5
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留下那麼多謎給我，你覺得公平嗎？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAu2eLTbBs
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你，你應該知道的吧？」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9T6tkA1Cg
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你是有聽到的吧？即使你無法在回答我。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKhbQZkjpN
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時，他是抱著怎樣的心情？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlab3QfiWpn
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而同樣在場的小迪呢？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrcFcnMcTk
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻，都是由他們兩個親眼見證，他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmBwKEdeoB
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但是他們沒有逃避，甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事，他們勇敢面對你的死亡。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HVbPWsjau
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那我呢？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdDpPX6Uit
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逃避了一年多才來見你，你會生氣嗎？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eWRmmsLiZ
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……還是，你一直在等我來這裡？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo4acODk1F
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待？是這樣嗎？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9CQse5bQQ
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「我改，妳等我，好好照顧自己。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMadKP93lp
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「我也在等你，等你的改變。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtVF4xjnhd
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可是已經等不到了啊。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEs9Ai8NY7
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楊瑀峰，我已經等不到你了，怎麼辦？我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切，你怎麼就先走了？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22MQWEResR
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上，緩緩的吐了口長氣。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEFSTd0Mbo
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「對不起。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YBFfvnBEM
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐，我沒有用手抹去，一年了，該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYLgAmVxQd
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口，我蹲下身，把頭埋進手臂裡，哭泣。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCU2IjQrVi
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ctKf9x0u
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已經逝去的人，只能活在回憶裡了。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jbWaoq5fh
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二零一二年，一月。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uaaOBZBN1
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止，我放下手中的貝斯，跟著其他人一起收拾器具。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ4odnKFM4
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高一那時我進了熱音社，和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團，開始融入熱鬧的環境。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalWcxeOq6t
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUn45qnlUq
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OPKf2DU9t
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我喜歡現在的自己，這樣是好的，至少我是這樣認為。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzCPiwIeWu
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和大家道別後，我走到離此處不遠的公車站。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr2uHUnFJd
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已經九點多了，天色很暗，還好今天並沒有很冷。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUJqGMxxX6
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在我準備坐下等待的時候，公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjMEkGVu2O
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真是剛好啊。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgdXHZBxXl
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走上前招手，公車在我這站停下，車門在我面前打開。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0vxEniHIr
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區，車上人不多，我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWi6ybI4gQ
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放下沉重的貝斯，頭靠向了窗，睡意開始來襲。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT74W4ij59z
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時，已經快到家了。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd1ecHyZ8F
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微微的伸了個懶腰，感覺很累、莫名的累。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol2vuoiquX
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴，我起身，走到後門口，等到公車停了車門開了才下車。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfatEls8mX
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKbzmcs9qU
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢！301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZAfdhfIue
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但是已經是過去。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIaSg6bHEv
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他真的會改嗎？我們還有機會復合嗎？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7IQM54PYN
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋，但始終是無解。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvaW8tfSJ1
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到了家門口，翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu0uZY07lI
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門，把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkYCfiBZcQ
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好累。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsCmBBFJAl
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了，洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiAP7GgCzl
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊，調好睡姿，入眠。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwP6seZjT2
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〈我們都接受一定是彼此不夠成熟在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmlqCLDkrl
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嗯？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeU5ghbHab
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〈誠實的過了頭不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0d8ENjPlw
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努力的睜開雙眼，我好像睡了一段時間了，而窗邊的手機一直在響。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbRCYfl7ja
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伸出手拿了手機，螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼，而時間是深夜一點多，原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVrGiRAVPZ
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭把寂寞消除的理由剩下的那些感動 ……〉301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTVvcrYEnn
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我按了接聽，把手機放置耳邊，喂了一聲。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5YxWoG4rY
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「妳是橋嗎？」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡersGc1hJDw
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他是誰？我沒辦法立刻想起來。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVR96hxdAk
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「嗯，你哪位？」大概是剛睡醒的關係，我口氣並沒有很好。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRyKFTkpV6
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「我是阿龍，林正龍。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7a3IfcZjZ
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阿龍？我瞬間驚醒過來，為什麼阿龍會打給我？他怎麼會有我的號碼。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW60ZewL2yt
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我沒有提出我的疑問，他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感，他的聲音……感覺不太對。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasPCgCq27h
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後，他才說了這句。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4iMHJrCOR
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走了？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xNW2dc1dP
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「走去哪？」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGybZi747G
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBze96miJdK
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我愣愣的握著手機，一時不知道該說些什麼才好。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno1PvQzDmj
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怎麼可能？兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎？301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH4xpiwxuC
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不可能。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGw19O1uZX
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「你別騙我了。」我說。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzoHH6j5hE
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「葉星橋──」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dmD5QApeU
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我掛上了電話，手機關機。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69RHQPTpR5
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把手機放回窗邊，我起身開了房門，走向廚房，打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒，然後再走回房間，關門。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmzDJQtYOr
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毫不猶豫的開了酒，喝下去。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu3RgriA8M
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腦袋一片空白，我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqEbSAhplL
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuNezHifi5
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忘不掉……301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxNKSzRyu9
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為什麼會這樣……301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroRbjJjOy7
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心，你──從此完全退出我的人生。301Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvsjgasZj0
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