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觸不到的戀人
Author:
希斯
ISSUE #15
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二零一三年,七月。249Please respect copyright.PENANA6OofKkVW7u
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回想起當初接到的那通電話、你的死訊、那時的我。249Please respect copyright.PENANAi2viGkS5LE
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一個好好的人莫名其妙就死了,我怎麼能接受?當下要怎麼接受?249Please respect copyright.PENANAxLJeVWeEfQ
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那之後呢?我是怎麼過的?249Please respect copyright.PENANAJmjytW8wJi
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我站起身,看著瑀。249Please respect copyright.PENANAv0pj7CEwq6
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「我還在等妳。」249Please respect copyright.PENANADJFzENRwKe
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……其實我一直假裝你還活著喔,那段時間我是這樣撐過來的。249Please respect copyright.PENANAPwqWXZnAs7
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如果我不這樣逃避下去,我一定會崩潰的。249Please respect copyright.PENANAjX4uaMG8If
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如果之後那一年沒有面對朋友的死別,我不會來見你的。249Please respect copyright.PENANA3sx0eZdjA1
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如果這是你注定逃不過的劫,那我也注定是要面對的。249Please respect copyright.PENANAqv82cXysP1
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你有看見我的成長嗎?249Please respect copyright.PENANAUl0uvayLLu
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希望你有看到。249Please respect copyright.PENANATXGkjhWDbh
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「下次,在來看你。」249Please respect copyright.PENANAun1at8g7jZ
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我擦去臉頰上殘餘的淚水,輕輕替瑀關上門。249Please respect copyright.PENANAMfD7XVyxGy
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一定會在來的,我在心裡發誓著。249Please respect copyright.PENANA0tPiFKdWtx
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轉過身離開了這間房間,走回電梯所在的位置,阿龍跟小迪果然在那等我。249Please respect copyright.PENANAH2IRJ9jPlP
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「有把想說的都說了嗎?」一停下腳步,阿龍便開口。249Please respect copyright.PENANAdXMrjd0BkJ
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我點頭,並給了阿龍一個微笑。249Please respect copyright.PENANAx2KfgfvmbH
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「阿楊一定很開心。」小迪說。249Please respect copyright.PENANAXwz8o2imob
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小迪恢復的很快,現在的他臉上已經掛著笑容,完全看不出來剛剛有哭過。249Please respect copyright.PENANApcvcRbmZnY
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我也想要這麼堅強。249Please respect copyright.PENANAXLEMthGqAc
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阿龍按了電梯鈕,等到電梯門打開後我們三個一起走進去,下樓。249Please respect copyright.PENANACsppH1GSvj
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離開這裡回到車上的這短短幾分鐘,都沒有人開口講話。249Please respect copyright.PENANACAgilbYzfM
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回到停車的地方,打開一半的車門,我停下了動作,回頭看著金寶塔。249Please respect copyright.PENANAogDGLBTXBl
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「阿楊一直很努力的想活下去,我們到醫院的時候他還在奮鬥。」阿龍不知道什麼時候下了車,走到我旁邊、手放上了我的肩。249Please respect copyright.PENANAAFwaV2pu0y
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「他直到生命結束的那一刻,一定都還掛念著妳,不管妳以後會喜歡上誰、跟誰結婚,我希望你不要忘記阿楊、希望妳記得這世上曾經有個人非常的在乎妳,甚至到死亡。」249Please respect copyright.PENANAsCa6qm9vIa
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怎麼可能會忘記。249Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Yj6QNmep
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我很想這樣回答阿龍,但此刻的我卻什麼話也說不出來。249Please respect copyright.PENANAMlp9WHNIS2
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即使沒有留下深刻的回憶,我也不會忘記。249Please respect copyright.PENANACaelseLcAY
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對阿龍點了頭,再次回頭看了金寶塔一眼,淺笑。249Please respect copyright.PENANAkh4MkJJMxj
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謝謝。249Please respect copyright.PENANA6vCZTZuOes
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你。249Please respect copyright.PENANAwqsxq29z2O
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回到火車站時,已經下午了三點多了。249Please respect copyright.PENANASKh0Yob0Zk
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阿龍一樣佔用了計程車道,我看了四周,還好沒幾輛計程車,暫時不用擔心等等會有司機來敲車窗了。249Please respect copyright.PENANAcrVt2sOKxN
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「橋橋妳騎車回去要小心啊!基隆的車都很沒品的。」小迪說。249Please respect copyright.PENANAWDUxbLhxOD
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「我知道,我都騎很慢。」我說。249Please respect copyright.PENANA29syEf0zxR
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「下次我一定會把殷殷約出來的,阿傑就交給阿龍去約囉!我們大家在一起找個地方吃飯。」小迪用力的拍了阿龍一下,笑笑的看著我。249Please respect copyright.PENANAtn4kLBDjpX
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大家。249Please respect copyright.PENANALdiyIMfkBi
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我給了小迪一個微笑,但沒有回答任何話。249Please respect copyright.PENANA9fknHQXm5M
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小迪跟我想的一樣吧?就算失去了肉體,瑀還是一直陪在我們身邊。249Please respect copyright.PENANAdzNkA1PRyP
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即使我們看不見他。249Please respect copyright.PENANAwMvFTexkOl
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「自己回去小心點,有什麼需要幫忙的可以打給我們,不要都自己在那想辦法,朋友不是名詞好嗎?」阿龍轉過頭對我說。249Please respect copyright.PENANAQEOPZQOCyx
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「阿龍你怎麼突然長腦袋了?」小迪露出很驚訝的表情。249Please respect copyright.PENANA63a3cWQ27s
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「沒有腦袋是要怎麼活啦?」249Please respect copyright.PENANAKRRJrzpLSh
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「誰知道你怎麼活到現在的?我從來不覺得你有腦袋啊!你根本就是異類好嗎?願意跟你這個異類靠那麼近的人大概只有我吧!我突然覺得我好勇敢啊!」249Please respect copyright.PENANAlAFMys5gAt
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又開始了,坐在後座的我偷偷的笑了幾聲。249Please respect copyright.PENANACLIry1oabz
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「那我先走了哦。」我拿起包包,準備下車。249Please respect copyright.PENANApGPLTeKMhe
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「我陪妳走過去。」小迪比我搶先一步下車。249Please respect copyright.PENANACx6EE2esQG
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阿龍對我點了頭,沒有說什麼的揮了一下手,表示再見。249Please respect copyright.PENANARred81o817
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打開車門、關上,小迪很自然的勾著我的手陪我走回我停車的位置。249Please respect copyright.PENANA50QIFpCdqS
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路程很短,過一個馬路就到了。249Please respect copyright.PENANAXWc25hn0CM
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「謝謝你陪我走過來。」我說。249Please respect copyright.PENANAKnKNKhNXRB
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「不用謝啦!這沒什麼。」249Please respect copyright.PENANAMZX40G4NLD
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我拿出車鑰匙,先把包包放進車廂,然後戴上安全帽。249Please respect copyright.PENANAj5e8TO8XWN
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「在士林的時候,阿楊他很受傷喔!雖然我也知道橋橋妳很受傷,但是阿楊也很難過,他跟我們說他好像講出很過分的話,他不知道該怎麼辦才好,因為妳都完全不理他了。」小迪接續著那時在車上的對話。249Please respect copyright.PENANASbIS3tU5Sg
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「我很想幫阿楊,可是我發現他總是把人隔絕在外,他不會表達自己,這種困境必須由他自己走出來,在阿楊出事前他開始有在跟我們聊心事,我很開心啊!因為阿楊終於肯說出他自己心裡的煩惱,阿楊變了,明明一切都看起來那麼的好,怎麼知道突然就──」249Please respect copyright.PENANAvkOm5l0BW7
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小迪深吸一口氣,平息他想要激動的情緒。249Please respect copyright.PENANAegeF5Wx19j
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「橋橋,妳要幸福哦。」小迪握緊我的手,用我從未看過的認真表情說著。249Please respect copyright.PENANAGUvBsmvZRJ
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「我會試著去爭取我的幸福的,小迪,謝謝你。」我說。249Please respect copyright.PENANA9KWhGtS3vq
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聽到我這樣說,小迪像是放下心中那塊沉重的大石,放開了我的手。249Please respect copyright.PENANAOdEoNvnZr4
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「那,掰掰囉!下次見!」小迪說完,轉過身往阿龍的車那邊走去,慢慢離開我的視線。249Please respect copyright.PENANAgGq4j9bxWd
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下次,會是多久呢?249Please respect copyright.PENANA276n10JwjG
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我默默的搖頭,嘴角勾起了那一絲絲的微笑,發動車子、徜徉而去。249Please respect copyright.PENANAyQKpm7sp24
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我珍惜著我們這多年以後的相聚,只不過過去的依舊無法從來,而我們──也不再是我們了。ns216.73.216.67da2
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