觸不到的戀人 - 13

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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuMoRteBrM
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他不會在回答我任何一句話，也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZe9gWOgFv
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面對早已死去的他，我還眷戀什麼？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbb5Y0K1aZ
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外，回憶。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxYQUNprZq
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你，肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqYHFslEg3
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJuXBNcxDc
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我始終不了解你，無論是你生前、還是死後。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4ZKBQDT6p
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留下那麼多謎給我，你覺得公平嗎？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4rZ8Idx1j
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你，你應該知道的吧？」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7l9nSeezO
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你是有聽到的吧？即使你無法在回答我。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnC5rPxhNE
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時，他是抱著怎樣的心情？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxjA8v0B2R
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而同樣在場的小迪呢？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCJOuRPUn4
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻，都是由他們兩個親眼見證，他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBWGhJHNp3
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但是他們沒有逃避，甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事，他們勇敢面對你的死亡。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxl41qgALk
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那我呢？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh58MSm50T
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逃避了一年多才來見你，你會生氣嗎？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOpY0ZWlep
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……還是，你一直在等我來這裡？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38IWAfkbXh
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待？是這樣嗎？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVAohvNbHY
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「我改，妳等我，好好照顧自己。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdzLF09HTE
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「我也在等你，等你的改變。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyW8SqkXE7
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可是已經等不到了啊。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyS7KMm3o8
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楊瑀峰，我已經等不到你了，怎麼辦？我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切，你怎麼就先走了？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAPXHpu4Fp
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上，緩緩的吐了口長氣。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg0mxZ8Bsx
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「對不起。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0E1ZG1d9O
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐，我沒有用手抹去，一年了，該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlJWBH7pjN
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口，我蹲下身，把頭埋進手臂裡，哭泣。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YTiLNQplT
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50ppo6GpCJ
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已經逝去的人，只能活在回憶裡了。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXurPCrlrdi
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二零一二年，一月。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN1oPJ0NCA
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止，我放下手中的貝斯，跟著其他人一起收拾器具。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIP1BP1xqo
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高一那時我進了熱音社，和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團，開始融入熱鬧的環境。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaSBf0RLQr
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJizvMOxey
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsviUflw2LN
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我喜歡現在的自己，這樣是好的，至少我是這樣認為。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqfLaWOcRY
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和大家道別後，我走到離此處不遠的公車站。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUOG4VbaR3
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已經九點多了，天色很暗，還好今天並沒有很冷。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwfUX3F8o0
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在我準備坐下等待的時候，公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0cZPptZgY
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真是剛好啊。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhoQNFFXBr
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走上前招手，公車在我這站停下，車門在我面前打開。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUh1wP6NSb
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區，車上人不多，我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKTfzZ3jYm
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放下沉重的貝斯，頭靠向了窗，睡意開始來襲。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrNCLPalNI
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時，已經快到家了。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixLknIzcOv
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微微的伸了個懶腰，感覺很累、莫名的累。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypO64GzTLE
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴，我起身，走到後門口，等到公車停了車門開了才下車。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP23Qg6SPI
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNtgpQMVjp
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢！302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Fe53hGLn
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但是已經是過去。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutOXL6uT48
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他真的會改嗎？我們還有機會復合嗎？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9F4LVYj5H
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋，但始終是無解。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKA4rEnwS0
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到了家門口，翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDd1VjroKK
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門，把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0wldJ1xOJ
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好累。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWouDYVIBC
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了，洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK8n2sttZr
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊，調好睡姿，入眠。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGTlzcZRXS
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〈我們都接受一定是彼此不夠成熟在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLurf79h0Np
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嗯？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg99k6EV9l
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〈誠實的過了頭不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6khS2dGhGj
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努力的睜開雙眼，我好像睡了一段時間了，而窗邊的手機一直在響。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLWsxGJUwb
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伸出手拿了手機，螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼，而時間是深夜一點多，原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQP4MxLT2e
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭把寂寞消除的理由剩下的那些感動 ……〉302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSayaFTt62C
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我按了接聽，把手機放置耳邊，喂了一聲。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqUkUHNbZ0
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「妳是橋嗎？」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Gripefdv
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他是誰？我沒辦法立刻想起來。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUbLePTLo2
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「嗯，你哪位？」大概是剛睡醒的關係，我口氣並沒有很好。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJy6KQSNww
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「我是阿龍，林正龍。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW5RCLkxzJ
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阿龍？我瞬間驚醒過來，為什麼阿龍會打給我？他怎麼會有我的號碼。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUWpJN0GGs
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我沒有提出我的疑問，他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感，他的聲音……感覺不太對。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vx4b54z0N
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後，他才說了這句。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkQL2UFXoR
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走了？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHou0tHsCg
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「走去哪？」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA64OQsGgv
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRjaQauOvg
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我愣愣的握著手機，一時不知道該說些什麼才好。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvFzndZKgA
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怎麼可能？兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎？302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1x46rUMXq
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不可能。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzVyta9Yj8
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「你別騙我了。」我說。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7KmDggT7b
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「葉星橋──」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE0YFpAcE1
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我掛上了電話，手機關機。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUYLEvK109
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把手機放回窗邊，我起身開了房門，走向廚房，打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒，然後再走回房間，關門。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHS6rICahQ
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毫不猶豫的開了酒，喝下去。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhGatKFqnZ
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腦袋一片空白，我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlruPLPxha
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LK0X9AKLZ
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忘不掉……302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lp93IqmwA
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為什麼會這樣……302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCHdWhJ8Gj
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心，你──從此完全退出我的人生。302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aIGvho7bf
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