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觸不到的戀人
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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。235Please respect copyright.PENANA9lMd85CmhW
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他不會在回答我任何一句話,也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。235Please respect copyright.PENANAjMUU5H1l6a
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面對早已死去的他,我還眷戀什麼?235Please respect copyright.PENANAi5pcd39PdV
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外,回憶。235Please respect copyright.PENANAq0CZ9EjCxn
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你,肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧?235Please respect copyright.PENANA9VvekVlCVM
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。235Please respect copyright.PENANAEXOdAOJT5W
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我始終不了解你,無論是你生前、還是死後。235Please respect copyright.PENANAAUBezg6bZd
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留下那麼多謎給我,你覺得公平嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAdZxqyPGY3T
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你,你應該知道的吧?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAnvi6F54Cg1
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你是有聽到的吧?即使你無法在回答我。235Please respect copyright.PENANApOzltdu8Pc
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時,他是抱著怎樣的心情?235Please respect copyright.PENANAPRp15r3HuN
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而同樣在場的小迪呢?235Please respect copyright.PENANA5CpBkszEBu
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻,都是由他們兩個親眼見證,他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。235Please respect copyright.PENANAiyDpaG0QVp
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但是他們沒有逃避,甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事,他們勇敢面對你的死亡。235Please respect copyright.PENANATX0mn1anoQ
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那我呢?235Please respect copyright.PENANAfO7oBT5HdC
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逃避了一年多才來見你,你會生氣嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAUJM8iSVfYH
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……還是,你一直在等我來這裡?235Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HaIBIywg
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待?是這樣嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAGL7gC2Fk2Y
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「我改,妳等我,好好照顧自己。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAVCYdnixF3J
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「我也在等你,等你的改變。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAInV1Qes6Sb
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可是已經等不到了啊。235Please respect copyright.PENANADkmj1vaGto
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楊瑀峰,我已經等不到你了,怎麼辦?我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切,你怎麼就先走了?235Please respect copyright.PENANAgSwoh3y3Sa
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上,緩緩的吐了口長氣。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2sxkeCcdYS
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「對不起。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAVR7rlLZKYF
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐,我沒有用手抹去,一年了,該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。235Please respect copyright.PENANAnfUj0iNCDc
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口,我蹲下身,把頭埋進手臂裡,哭泣。235Please respect copyright.PENANAz9flZZ3BJ9
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。235Please respect copyright.PENANACNvphJUEDJ
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已經逝去的人,只能活在回憶裡了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAYHLjVcO3rH
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*235Please respect copyright.PENANA77yi0UqeHM
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二零一二年,一月。235Please respect copyright.PENANAqFJb3LmmHr
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止,我放下手中的貝斯,跟著其他人一起收拾器具。235Please respect copyright.PENANADj4MT2zueH
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高一那時我進了熱音社,和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團,開始融入熱鬧的環境。235Please respect copyright.PENANALbRuG7gBV4
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。235Please respect copyright.PENANAnBGIY2WsUs
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。235Please respect copyright.PENANA1A3pUXSmy0
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我喜歡現在的自己,這樣是好的,至少我是這樣認為。235Please respect copyright.PENANAivCyZ7WxK8
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和大家道別後,我走到離此處不遠的公車站。235Please respect copyright.PENANA27V0Vji0Fv
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已經九點多了,天色很暗,還好今天並沒有很冷。235Please respect copyright.PENANA4TzYZnOxVY
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在我準備坐下等待的時候,公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。235Please respect copyright.PENANAL6hjXT2GLs
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真是剛好啊。235Please respect copyright.PENANAoysjhya2mr
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走上前招手,公車在我這站停下,車門在我面前打開。235Please respect copyright.PENANABue8P5Rl7P
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區,車上人不多,我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。235Please respect copyright.PENANAniF1zIYB8Y
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放下沉重的貝斯,頭靠向了窗,睡意開始來襲。235Please respect copyright.PENANAREMgmy7l0b
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時,已經快到家了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAySGFNJdM0C
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微微的伸了個懶腰,感覺很累、莫名的累。235Please respect copyright.PENANAVem1PnrdaN
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴,我起身,走到後門口,等到公車停了車門開了才下車。235Please respect copyright.PENANArQtzgQGHDN
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。235Please respect copyright.PENANAXTi39DZU1H
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢!235Please respect copyright.PENANAkkOycladg2
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但是已經是過去。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ku3lZvb4e
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他真的會改嗎?我們還有機會復合嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANA1eLR3uG3dM
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋,但始終是無解。235Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xhyr7A2p5
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到了家門口,翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。235Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ5MGBzR0c
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門,把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。235Please respect copyright.PENANAEsqVTVfTvg
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好累。235Please respect copyright.PENANADbD4IZj0Xy
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了,洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。235Please respect copyright.PENANAI0DYmQLWN1
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊,調好睡姿,入眠。235Please respect copyright.PENANA5A95c31sLs
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〈我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉235Please respect copyright.PENANA6q1b36Fqab
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嗯?235Please respect copyright.PENANAcFxsxyv653
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〈誠實的過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉235Please respect copyright.PENANAuEZMjeueHe
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努力的睜開雙眼,我好像睡了一段時間了,而窗邊的手機一直在響。235Please respect copyright.PENANAp2dIsQr64e
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伸出手拿了手機,螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼,而時間是深夜一點多,原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久?235Please respect copyright.PENANA3c1FS5eKgB
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感動 ……〉235Please respect copyright.PENANAUznuxFDM3c
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我按了接聽,把手機放置耳邊,喂了一聲。235Please respect copyright.PENANAURntDJgC5x
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「妳是橋嗎?」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。235Please respect copyright.PENANACJV7NJQst8
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他是誰?我沒辦法立刻想起來。235Please respect copyright.PENANAdRqYFX3mZd
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「嗯,你哪位?」大概是剛睡醒的關係,我口氣並沒有很好。235Please respect copyright.PENANA4gMbNsEFke
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「我是阿龍,林正龍。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAnaIhZtrQ7y
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阿龍?我瞬間驚醒過來,為什麼阿龍會打給我?他怎麼會有我的號碼。235Please respect copyright.PENANANFhIdlFiHY
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我沒有提出我的疑問,他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感,他的聲音……感覺不太對。235Please respect copyright.PENANAX0QUltMqKe
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後,他才說了這句。235Please respect copyright.PENANAmzjQ9dvDt8
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走了?235Please respect copyright.PENANAQG1Eh4WC4T
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「走去哪?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAvqih5h97D7
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAWfoFxEpQdD
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我愣愣的握著手機,一時不知道該說些什麼才好。235Please respect copyright.PENANAuRBRroDDMW
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怎麼可能?兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAuH3xgd1rqg
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不可能。235Please respect copyright.PENANAicaK6jeKLK
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「你別騙我了。」我說。235Please respect copyright.PENANAV6oKEKgVDG
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「葉星橋──」235Please respect copyright.PENANAevoH12xQmR
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我掛上了電話,手機關機。235Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0zHDnulcF
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把手機放回窗邊,我起身開了房門,走向廚房,打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒,然後再走回房間,關門。235Please respect copyright.PENANAbNCKbBrpoT
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毫不猶豫的開了酒,喝下去。235Please respect copyright.PENANAQekW4b4D5l
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腦袋一片空白,我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。235Please respect copyright.PENANAD9tEZz0jFC
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車,出了車禍,緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重,阿楊他──死了。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAy0KrnTKoVX
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忘不掉……235Please respect copyright.PENANARJNH2AJuum
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為什麼會這樣……235Please respect copyright.PENANAKHdU8Vuwyv
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心,你──從此完全退出我的人生。235Please respect copyright.PENANAa214we6UJU
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