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觸不到的戀人
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和阿龍、小迪一起共進午餐完後,我們離開了這家咖啡店。237Please respect copyright.PENANADhaDsdHby6
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這一頓是阿龍請的,要結帳的時候雖然我極力阻止阿龍付我的餐錢,但最後還是無效。237Please respect copyright.PENANA3djvzQMHb6
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阿龍的流氓臉一嚴肅起來我就輸了,我果然還是會怕壞人。237Please respect copyright.PENANAwqg8nSiVuF
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走出咖啡店後,我走在他們兩個後面,阿龍的車沒有停很遠,就在對面的火車站而已。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhHf7FQo5ft
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不過他停的位子是計程車專用道,從不遠處就看到有兩、三個計程車司機指著阿龍的黑色小客車議論。237Please respect copyright.PENANAk4wXgv838t
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「喂喂喂!你車停在這很缺德耶!沒看到這裡是計程車的專用車道嗎?」那些司機一看到車主回來,馬上圍過來責罵阿龍。237Please respect copyright.PENANAj1HtnXvKKX
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「有差嗎?看你們停在這老半天也沒有人想搭啊!借我停一下是會怎樣?」阿龍一副理所當然的樣子反駁那些司機。237Please respect copyright.PENANA60ZV5esAI3
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小迪拉著我的衣服,要我跟他先上車,我看了阿龍,阿龍還在跟司機們爭吵。237Please respect copyright.PENANAThwA8OC3O8
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應該不會打起來吧?237Please respect copyright.PENANAne4INLpNDb
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在我擔心的同時也被小迪拉上了車,小迪很迅速的關上車門。237Please respect copyright.PENANAe61zDa2sqY
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「這種時候呢就是要放生他,如果我們還站在那的話我們也會被那些小黃們罵進去的。」小迪編按前座的觸控小螢幕邊說。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdeheLvF69I
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不要一副事不關己的樣子啊!我嚴重懷疑就是你慫恿阿龍佔用這車道的。237Please respect copyright.PENANANP57JwOi73
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車上開始撥放音樂,小迪整個人往後躺,哼唱著現在撥放的歌曲。237Please respect copyright.PENANAH2NeXogAVm
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旋律一出來我就知道是什麼歌了,陳小春的獨家記憶,很久以前的歌。237Please respect copyright.PENANAWxcz53uydb
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百聽不厭的老歌。237Please respect copyright.PENANAFajuTEIEwh
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「阿楊也很喜歡聽這首哦。」小迪轉過頭來對我說。237Please respect copyright.PENANA5xDsWP6XVl
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「你怎麼知道?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAE9DhucQjFf
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他怎麼會知道瑀喜歡什麼呢?237Please respect copyright.PENANAqvPwID1HwO
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那張讓人看不出任何情緒的臉……237Please respect copyright.PENANA5edGitpJ1l
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「我們出去的時候我都會叫阿楊開車,誰要給那白目龍開啊!他超喜歡闖紅燈的,我才不想死在他手上,現在是沒有阿楊我才勉強讓他開的。」他答非所問。237Please respect copyright.PENANApO0YLcU688
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小迪笑笑的看著我,那笑容跟過去的笑容,差了很多。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdqMYiK1YNy
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少了真實的快樂,現在。237Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7gyGgf6TS
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「阿楊開車的時候都會放音樂,每次放出來的第一首都會是這首,所以我覺得阿楊一定很喜歡聽。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAL8ZuN18mRK
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「你了解他嗎?」我又問。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdSRPTAxBwP
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小迪搖頭,然後開始說著他了解的瑀。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMNQxct0TGh
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我不了解的那個瑀。237Please respect copyright.PENANAAvf9xgmpOz
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「阿楊雖然總是那張臉,但是不代表他沒有喜怒哀樂啊!他都很會替我們想,尤其是妳,其實阿楊跟妳在一起的時候是最快樂的吧!但是阿楊他不會表達,他好像失去表達能力一樣,他很在乎妳的,你們分手後也是,我看的出來,那是一種直覺,我知道阿楊一直想知道妳的狀況,但是他不敢問妳,他知道妳一定很受傷,我是不知道妳說了什麼去傷害阿楊,但是阿楊他不會在意的,因為是妳,我敢說阿楊比任何人都在乎妳,他把妳放在第一順位,在士林的時候──」237Please respect copyright.PENANAdY935xF38C
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前座車門被打開,阿龍坐了進來,小迪一看到阿龍進來就沒有在繼續講下去。237Please respect copyright.PENANADaNOfx7wt4
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士林那次?士林那次怎麼了嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANA80Rn6e1hWM
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「到底有什麼好生氣的?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAL7XBrzyzgJ
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「我不認為我該道歉、也沒有必要道歉。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAH7yv9UezBt
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「妳可以開口拒絕,但妳沒有,那妳想過我的感受嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAnQJcuylezx
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「妳不覺得妳很無理取鬧嗎?」237Please respect copyright.PENANAGiJ1roiQgh
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那些曾經令我窒息痛苦的話語彷彿又傳入耳中,我深深的吸了口氣,穩定自己的情緒。237Please respect copyright.PENANADPH8bpJFLP
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「真是有夠煩人的!」阿龍邊發動車子邊抱怨著。237Please respect copyright.PENANAkHMoESpFr0
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「你就白癡啊!上車就沒事了你還跟他們在那邊吵,其實你有病吧?欸橋橋附近有沒有精神科醫院還是診所的,找阿楊之前我們先帶阿龍去看一下醫生好了。」小迪又開始在嗆阿龍。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIbdlwoz8jl
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「在講你就給我滾下車!」237Please respect copyright.PENANArIxV4xog1z
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「嘴長在我臉上,有種你把它拔下來啊!」237Please respect copyright.PENANAmCSq6kR1c5
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面對小迪的挑釁,阿龍無奈的搖頭,專心的開車不再反駁。237Please respect copyright.PENANACsJv7gLU9P
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小迪嘖了一聲,繼續唱著車上放的歌。237Please respect copyright.PENANAFsfMMOjLWj
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我看著窗外,然後想起剛剛那首歌。237Please respect copyright.PENANAmj5y8COxef
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有關於你,絕口不提。237Please respect copyright.PENANAwdMBnDg6lo
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獨家記憶……237Please respect copyright.PENANAf7aHLDmc61
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二零一零年,十月。237Please respect copyright.PENANAXlscFUQsyA
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學校裡,這節是體育課,班上的男生幾乎都去打球,而女生有些去打排球、有些則是在樹陰底下乘涼。237Please respect copyright.PENANA0VhiumRjeG
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而我是後者。237Please respect copyright.PENANASowCHJxVqt
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我不喜歡打球、而且我很怕熱,只要遇到體育課我都會坐在旁邊休息。237Please respect copyright.PENANAtyTdGdmsio
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冬天除外。237Please respect copyright.PENANAAgB5CInUAx
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開學至今已經過了一個月,和班上的人也沒有多熟,好像一直停在原點。237Please respect copyright.PENANAHB7kxB7NJo
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我本來就不會主動和人說話或是加入人群裡,這大概是我交友方面比較失敗的地方吧!237Please respect copyright.PENANAY6zDN6RRhN
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不主動。237Please respect copyright.PENANAXIVXIt41nr
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但不主動也是有好處的吧?交到的朋友就不會那麼有心機或是虛偽,對我來說是這樣。237Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9lcMzHfnZ
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人妖就是個例子,大方又不做作的女生,當初是她主動和我說話的,所以才變成朋友。237Please respect copyright.PENANA6veCD0GAk7
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好朋友。237Please respect copyright.PENANARm6RVTmGIe
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「那個、叫什麼橋的我忘記了,來一起聊天啊!」237Please respect copyright.PENANAgySwlaVTSw
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跟我一樣在樹下乘涼的幾個女生突然喊了我。237Please respect copyright.PENANAdF404ZDUH4
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我看向她們,她們幾個帶著善意的微笑看我。237Please respect copyright.PENANANRlWgqZo1A
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我慢慢地用坐著的姿勢往她們那邊移動,同時也感到納悶,我的名字不好記嗎?只記得橋這個字是怎樣?237Please respect copyright.PENANAfYSjesNIOW
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坐定位後,她們繼續聊天,聊班上、聊老師、聊學長姐、聊愛情。237Please respect copyright.PENANALsM60irIij
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我完全插不上話題,只能靜靜的坐在旁邊聽她們八卦。237Please respect copyright.PENANAtdXymzG1Bt
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她們聊的內容有些我不太感興趣,尤其是愛情。237Please respect copyright.PENANA4gLq9B8j0H
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愛情。237Please respect copyright.PENANA4GrcYlp2EL
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對於不久前才和瑀分手的我來說,愛情之類的話題我真的很排斥。237Please respect copyright.PENANAmBmrNj826e
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排斥、非常的。237Please respect copyright.PENANABaxEnxgCIO
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「欸、欸!」一聲推喊嚇到了我。237Please respect copyright.PENANA1V8Lo12ubI
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我看著那個推我的女生,她臉上很多雀斑,沒記錯的話她在班上的位子是坐我旁邊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAWM9OvC0Orw
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「幹麻都不講話啊?啊對了!橋妳有沒有交過男朋友啊?」她問了一個讓我非常敏感的話題。237Please respect copyright.PENANAXDr5HjC4rX
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我看了她一眼、又看了其他人,她們都一臉好奇的等我回答。237Please respect copyright.PENANAgPvSq8fSL7
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「好,分手就分手,我告訴你,我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友,一輩子都不會!到死也是!」237Please respect copyright.PENANAT1yspjHftr
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「嗯。」237Please respect copyright.PENANA83a1exr2K4
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「沒有,我從來都沒交過。」我回答得非常乾脆、毫不迴避。237Please respect copyright.PENANAasqhHSwLdr
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然後她們驚呼。237Please respect copyright.PENANAU9KNZjRJWG
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有人信、有人不信、甚至有人說我單純。237Please respect copyright.PENANAQNDCDtRjAQ
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不管她們說什麼我都不在意,問我真的假的我也回答真的,不然她們想聽到什麼?237Please respect copyright.PENANAousxkGTN6h
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最討厭這種八卦了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA5nPdimxEBW
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「項鍊耶!自己買的嗎?還是別人送妳的?」又有一個女生靠過來,很自動的把我頸上的項鍊拿起來看。237Please respect copyright.PENANALyGWiUspOl
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「自己買的,覺得不錯看。」我忍住想推開她的衝動,冷靜的回答。237Please respect copyright.PENANAiB0HgUuOQg
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她半信半疑的盯著我,那眼神像是在告訴我「妳在說謊」。237Please respect copyright.PENANAx28DBrB74g
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「把男生的給妳戴,就代表我的心在妳那裡,藍色的小寶石,是我的心。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAvf2ZI8UKJk
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下課鐘聲一敲響,我馬上起身拍拍屁股走人,也許我這個舉動會引來她們的不爽,但是此時此刻我無法在待在她們身邊。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIyEn9QwJlf
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一分鐘都待不下去。237Please respect copyright.PENANAiCwWDxL4jJ
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拿別人的事情來聊、探聽別人過去的戀情,有比較好嗎?聊了笑了有比較開心嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANAbpt6NaDrVn
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怎麼有些人就是不懂別人的感受?237Please respect copyright.PENANA2xtovkLlmG
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頸上的對鍊在分手後的每一天我都想把它拿下、丟掉,但我發現自己辦不到。237Please respect copyright.PENANAEavbm1LqI1
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為什麼?因為還愛嗎?我不覺得是這樣,但又找不到其他理由。237Please respect copyright.PENANA2pvohpsJH9
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我轉進影視科大樓的女廁,洗了臉,揉著雙眼。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIpFJQFg5ur
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「而妳的心,就在我這裡。」237Please respect copyright.PENANAu57X2jOl0D
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贈予我對鍊的那一天、那些畫面不斷浮現在腦海裡,明明曾經那麼幸福的……237Please respect copyright.PENANApIjwTqzQkh
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都是騙人的嗎?楊瑀峰?237Please respect copyright.PENANAxaUHHSqrR8
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停下了揉著眼睛的手,就這麼放任眼淚流出來。237Please respect copyright.PENANAnDIYUO4nP8
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自那天分手到現在,這是我第一次、第一次為了回憶而哭。237Please respect copyright.PENANAzIcKcD5bMZ
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為了你。237Please respect copyright.PENANARrSvApRslv
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過去的後悔、現在的迷惘,已經無法再回頭了。ns 172.70.179.64da2
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