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觸不到的戀人
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二零一零年,八月底。268Please respect copyright.PENANABRYueDZDXr
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度過了無趣的生日後,緊接著就是開學了。268Please respect copyright.PENANAzhx6pBOENn
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新的開始、高中生活。268Please respect copyright.PENANA99EVbk4tX5
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新生訓練那幾天我發現班上並沒有認識的,就算有同個國中畢業的但也只有看過對方,並不熟。268Please respect copyright.PENANA7YhpzCxpIY
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就在我舒服地躺在床上開始規畫著我美好的高中生活時,放置在一旁窗戶的手機響了。268Please respect copyright.PENANATZumciAIhj
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拔掉正在充電的手機,看了來電者──楊瑀峰。268Please respect copyright.PENANAEjRtihIxLw
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我沒有馬上接起來,手機就握在手裡震動、發出鈴聲。268Please respect copyright.PENANAdFj8TXEuQ0
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淡水那天回基隆後我自己坐公車回家,沒有和他講話、沒有讓他載。268Please respect copyright.PENANAFKGpEEB7n3
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從那之後到現在我都沒有和他聯絡,而他也沒有打給我或是傳簡訊。268Please respect copyright.PENANA9EPwtME228
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我在賭氣嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANA1nobWToX6z
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其實氣也沒用,反倒是看開許多。268Please respect copyright.PENANAtU3gMUlOpl
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是我自己擅自想改變和他的相處模式,才會搞成這種局面,能怪誰?268Please respect copyright.PENANABsBZBUWlDS
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手機停止震動作響。268Please respect copyright.PENANApkW1vSzgdF
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在我要把手機擺回窗戶邊的時候,它又響了。268Please respect copyright.PENANAXPvGEfNJAV
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「喂?」我接了起來。268Please respect copyright.PENANAbALMCmL41l
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「妳現在能出門嗎?」268Please respect copyright.PENANAeHvYiDHwAC
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一個月沒聽到的聲音,懷念。268Please respect copyright.PENANAOluMZ9eemO
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明明才一個月而已啊……268Please respect copyright.PENANA5qOFgMjBZK
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「我在妳家樓下。」他說。268Please respect copyright.PENANAwZncjoBNSl
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「等我一下。」我說完便把電話掛斷。268Please respect copyright.PENANAvLhPpZsz5A
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繼續在床上躺了數秒後,我終於離開了它。268Please respect copyright.PENANAvNvyb8qb5a
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隨便換上出門會穿的上衣和短褲,拎起了包包,反正今天家裡沒人,就不需要告知任何人要出門。268Please respect copyright.PENANABhQwbXeFJJ
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手機放進口袋裡,我離開家裡,然後下樓。268Please respect copyright.PENANAPTNpAvQfED
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一出公寓大門,果然就看到他。268Please respect copyright.PENANADXfrbqetEx
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他坐在那台屬於他的白色勁戰上,看著我。268Please respect copyright.PENANAwOzLDR9mSo
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他怎麼了?268Please respect copyright.PENANAvhi5zvL26A
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總覺得他有個什麼不一樣了,雖然看起來還是那樣,但是就是有種他不一樣的感覺。268Please respect copyright.PENANAFmA3XumkdK
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感覺。268Please respect copyright.PENANAYiDAUz2wnm
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他下了車,從車廂拿出安全帽,走到我面前幫我戴上。268Please respect copyright.PENANABwPWc5x8eh
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我跟著他坐上車,沒有問他要去哪,反正不用想也知道他一定會載我去那個地方──268Please respect copyright.PENANAdgh43nX3CD
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有著你我共同回憶的中正公園。268Please respect copyright.PENANAjSzl88Itq6
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不出所料,他果然載我來中正公園。268Please respect copyright.PENANA8flAHuJNYP
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天色漸漸暗下來。268Please respect copyright.PENANAVA5V8iWrKY
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總是睡到下午四、五點的我到現在才意識到要晚上了。268Please respect copyright.PENANA74mSZjEDDz
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這次他沒有走上去,停了車放了安全帽後,就這麼站在原地。268Please respect copyright.PENANAwKep01O7jT
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他並沒有看我,而是一直看著那被他稱為「寄託希望」的大鐘。268Please respect copyright.PENANAdjM8VHovY2
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「我沒有爸媽,我一直都是一個人。」他突然說起自己的事。268Please respect copyright.PENANA3gPQKtgcCr
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我抬頭不解的看他,沒有爸嗎?他是孤兒嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7dua1hjFl
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一個人……他是怎麼走到現在的?268Please respect copyright.PENANAG6Yc0Xb6Je
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「被親戚收養到高中畢業,我就自己出來住,她給我生了這張臉,讓我選了公關這個工作。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA7N5Q73lLec
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她?是指他的媽媽嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANAYA1luM3Ljd
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我沒有打斷他,靜靜的聽他說。268Please respect copyright.PENANAyt0c7td2Ib
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他用那種冷漠至極的口氣述說著自己的事,讓我覺得他不是很在乎。268Please respect copyright.PENANAyZdzWKexWN
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關於他自己的一切,他顯然並不重視。268Please respect copyright.PENANAQc6X7KLnsr
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「表面看到的不一定就是真的,內心也是,感覺是那樣就不一定是那樣。」268Please respect copyright.PENANA0BkCoeGIy9
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「你想說的是我至今看到的你認定的你都不是真實的你嗎?」我問。268Please respect copyright.PENANAbqb5k6w6Mz
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他沒有回答也沒有做任何表示,是默認嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANACJtnJNkUGM
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算了,他說的也很有道理,我本來就把他認定是那種冷血的人不是嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANASKmWeUZZGX
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說不定他也是有血有淚的。268Please respect copyright.PENANAffxeNvXkm6
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既然他願意說自己的事,那我也不必再計較淡水那天的事了吧?268Please respect copyright.PENANAbls6c2CB3U
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我嘆了口氣,繞過他準備從他機車上拿安全帽。268Please respect copyright.PENANAaThC3u51FS
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講開就好了,也許我該好好改一下自己的脾氣──268Please respect copyright.PENANAZwCaOa2Kz3
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「橋,我們分手吧。」268Please respect copyright.PENANATMJNIikynk
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在要碰到安全帽的那隻手停了下來,像是聽錯一樣的回頭對他露出疑惑的表情。268Please respect copyright.PENANAbanRNQVtNv
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他也沒有再重複一遍,那冷漠的眼神似乎在告訴我「妳沒有聽錯」。268Please respect copyright.PENANAb1pNoyeCqj
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分手?268Please respect copyright.PENANAbpqlZJEtoE
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為什麼要分手?268Please respect copyright.PENANAhaLvlXSWwT
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我問不出來,就這麼傻傻的看著他。268Please respect copyright.PENANALMXEBPeMz5
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「妳上了高中,感情生活會變得更複雜,我不想一直以男朋友的身分束縛著妳的新生活,所以我們先暫時分手吧!我會等,等到妳高中結束、能完全接受我的時候。」268Please respect copyright.PENANAJbNOC0pejk
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這大概是我跟他相處那麼久第一次聽到他講這麼長的話。268Please respect copyright.PENANA8gcDAfB25o
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但卻是關於分手的話。268Please respect copyright.PENANAWcvRFUmKtt
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這是什麼爛理由?268Please respect copyright.PENANAQbiuBwU2TO
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「終於受不了了嗎?你早就想甩開我了嗎?」面對我的質問,他默不作聲。268Please respect copyright.PENANAAu1emyQkSZ
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「要分手就早點說啊!不要在那講了一堆讓我覺得可以了解你走近你的話之後才說分手,你在整我嗎!」我提高音量。268Please respect copyright.PENANACyunFwP6kB
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他越不回應我情緒就越接近失控。268Please respect copyright.PENANAIofPQ0Rc2O
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我不能接受這種理由,為什麼他能那麼輕易的說出分手?268Please respect copyright.PENANAppuf4yjze6
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難道這一年多的感情在他眼裡根本就不重要?268Please respect copyright.PENANANcO7tMYl89
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「說話啊!幹麻不說話啦!」我用力推他一把。268Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4uLoiurMQ
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他依舊沉默。268Please respect copyright.PENANAs9uLB0fuBj
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「好,分手就分手,我告訴你,我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友,一輩子都不會!到死也是!」我幾乎是用吼的,用盡所有力氣吼出了這句話。268Please respect copyright.PENANAwvecv1KRTY
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「嗯。」他冷冷的回應了我。268Please respect copyright.PENANA04vuEPMtse
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就只是一個「嗯」。268Please respect copyright.PENANAfVj638HVs1
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不帶任何情感、毫不在乎的「嗯」。268Please respect copyright.PENANAd276IbBTqW
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我還期待什麼?那就如他所願的結束吧?268Please respect copyright.PENANA9JMaf2s0A4
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我轉身離開他身邊,隨便招了一台計程車,上車離開了這、離開了他。268Please respect copyright.PENANAZmGWs4MeaE
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這種時候應該要放聲大哭的,但我哭不出來。268Please respect copyright.PENANAjCTc2x5alj
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不是因為在計程車上大哭會讓司機困擾,而是真的哭不出來。268Please respect copyright.PENANAz9NBstXz3s
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令人窒息般的感覺又再度襲來,很想大聲吼叫好好宣洩一番,可是現在在計程車上,我也只能痛苦的忍住。268Please respect copyright.PENANAnlms9RjdQk
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結束了嗎?268Please respect copyright.PENANAG0gyZsIMpb
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我和瑀之間,就這樣結束了?268Please respect copyright.PENANAKXzr9hqJfc
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那日死去的,並不是我、也不是你,而是彼此的心。ns18.188.148.202da2
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