＊這章節負面情緒密度比較高，因為很多都是我積壓已久的怒火，請慎入。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BCR5lFtzL
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回到飯店後，我沒有立刻吃，而是趕緊去洗澡，希望，食物別涼太快。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBpsajZqhs
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雖然男生一般洗澡都很快，但我比較不同，洗澡偶爾會很慢，暖水灑在頭頂時，特別容易進入內心世界。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6GMDDnSga
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不過，為了吃上熱的烤冷麵，這次洗得特別快。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSDggHLcxT
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終於到宵夜時間了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrRL1aP68n
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開吃前先喝一口奶茶，台式奶茶我特別喜歡，而且必須要冰的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEx12GRxNH
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打開那外帶盒蓋後看見，那烤冷麵長得和蛋餅差不多，外皮塗上了一層酸紅醬和美乃茲，煎過的麵皮裡是煎蛋和火雞麵。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXExigzfim
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我掰開木筷子，夾起一塊咬一口。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgMvD1xGXM
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嗯……不錯，對我這種不能吃辣的人來說剛剛好，而且，除了最搶味的火雞麵，美乃茲的酸味讓層次更豐富。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YkwLPktfX
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上次吃這款烤冷麵，應該是七個月前了，那時愛人陪在身旁，我們一邊吃，一邊聊無數往事。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWCSzbLiPS
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如今，這承載無數幸福回憶的雙人房，卻變成我專屬的單獨囚室，而法庭就在我腦海中，各種聲音無時無刻審判著我靈魂。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62KLY6xZPe
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但……明明只是個凡夫俗子，面對命運的無常，我無能改變，結果要我承擔就算，可為何，責任也彷彿在我身上？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDWv3MZnwS
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我受夠這一切，這世界對我如此雙重標準，什麼責任都推給我！到底為什麼？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEauRBfbwqB
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他人聽不懂，就是我表達問題，我聽不懂，就是我理解問題！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mV1b1shhk
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我說甚麼、做什麼，讓他人不舒服，結果一個個都先肯定人家感受，然後指控是我讓人家有這種感受？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72R2AnuEia
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那我感受呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ506BcGDNuf
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輪到我不舒服時，為何反過來要證明自己的不舒服是合理？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvW6GxQp7u
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哈哈，你說，因為我注定非凡，所以磨練特別嚴苛，呵，是嗎？其他人不是人嗎？就我是人？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJPgIOPO5U
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可我好像連做人的資格也快沒了，變得越來越麻木、呆滯。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkDBZqe7An
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殭屍倒好，有天師收服，而我靈魂已被命運弄得殘破不堪，只剩一副空殼，只能拙劣地扮演正常人，失控只是時間問題。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqZTV2wuHa
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以前總習慣理性的我，沒想到會有失去理智的一天，可我如今也忘記怎麼感性了！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH3E1JN2rC
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文豪們落筆生花，把自己情緒化為七彩顏料，繪出山河，甚至創造萬物。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIxMVyLNWv
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可我呀，現在連最簡單的情緒，表達起來也顯得僵硬無力，只能用空洞的標籤堆出一篇篇陳腔濫調，得不到理解就算，還要被各種糾錯，難道發洩也要有一套規範嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVlset6hUM
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甚至為了展現自己的壓力，只能透過失控的行為去證明，可是證明完還是免不了一頓審判，難道我天生的使命就是要忍氣吞聲？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYylx7NdnYB
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我失去對神明的信仰，失去對愛情的憧憬，失去對真理的渴望！我什麼都不信了，也不敢信，真的累了......58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDkvHZU1rQ
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我感知到自己情緒，卻無處釋放，欲哭無淚，欲言又止。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnQyIZQVAL
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有時卡在胸口，像被巨石碾壓般苦悶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRPugkpbWs
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有時卡在腦殼，然後頭痛欲裂。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6grEIC6eui
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我徒手折斷了木筷子，猛地站起身，椅子砰一聲撞向床尾。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8wqczjOPU
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「嗚——」隔壁房門的開闔聲，在我耳中被拉長成一陣狼嚎，似乎……在呼喚我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Ic6p0eda
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鏡中顫抖的自己正逐漸化為野狼，身軀如烏雲般灰黑，臉上還有交錯的雷電狀疤痕，獠牙外露時，彷彿下一秒就要撕裂一切。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZks3Hcp6vE
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「我等很久了……打碎鏡子，放我出來吧！」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsYxMNFXRS
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正想一拳轟過去時，很快又把獸性壓下，因為真的賠不起。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl1zUGZCws
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是太辣嗎？為何我越吃越暴躁？於是連忙喝了幾口奶茶，降降火。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6z3qvWBw0
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已經很飽，但還剩一點點。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmlUFiwdSV
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吃不完也無所謂，反正，我付款買的不是食物本身，而是它所帶來的快樂，如今這烤冷麵，它帶給我的效益，已然最大化，再強迫自己吃，那就開始遞減了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3IORcBFa6
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烤冷麵，你的任務已經完成，感謝你。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkHczV2ff2
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說完，我便合上蓋子，把它扔到垃圾桶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzJ7fmPDSE
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我開始一邊劃手機，一邊喝奶茶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfRPRnGuAb
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夏日的冰奶茶真好，聽說它是瀉藥。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QoPZ7Aso0
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能瀉也好，至少不像內心一樣，一堆垃圾卡住。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7zsJ0zCRM
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對了，我現在……的確很想大便。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtTJP865TO
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