＊這章節負面情緒密度比較高，因為很多都是我積壓已久的怒火，請慎入。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrRfAMoCrm
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回到飯店後，我沒有立刻吃，而是趕緊去洗澡，希望，食物別涼太快。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bX6GDocKi
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雖然男生一般洗澡都很快，但我比較不同，洗澡偶爾會很慢，暖水灑在頭頂時，特別容易進入內心世界。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vjsU5K9IP
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不過，為了吃上熱的烤冷麵，這次洗得特別快。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsyX2O8VTV
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終於到宵夜時間了。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlgz7zseUF
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開吃前先喝一口奶茶，台式奶茶我特別喜歡，而且必須要冰的。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mnbf7j4mW
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打開那外帶盒蓋後看見，那烤冷麵長得和蛋餅差不多，外皮塗上了一層酸紅醬和美乃茲，煎過的麵皮裡是煎蛋和火雞麵。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFeUoBoAM1
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我掰開木筷子，夾起一塊咬一口。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4dDyIPvjr
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嗯……不錯，對我這種不能吃辣的人來說剛剛好，而且，除了最搶味的火雞麵，美乃茲的酸味讓層次更豐富。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs55b2CTh8
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上次吃這款烤冷麵，應該是七個月前了，那時愛人陪在身旁，我們一邊吃，一邊聊無數往事。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87x7FrPCDV
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如今，這承載無數幸福回憶的雙人房，卻變成我專屬的單獨囚室，而法庭就在我腦海中，各種聲音無時無刻審判著我靈魂。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTilWlXJtI5
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但……明明只是個凡夫俗子，面對命運的無常，我無能改變，結果要我承擔就算，可為何，責任也彷彿在我身上？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHvnAl7i3x
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我受夠這一切，這世界對我如此雙重標準，什麼責任都推給我！到底為什麼？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7sTxeO7eu
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他人聽不懂，就是我表達問題，我聽不懂，就是我理解問題！83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr1OCo2Liu
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我說甚麼、做什麼，讓他人不舒服，結果一個個都先肯定人家感受，然後指控是我讓人家有這種感受？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjWDdaPWJd
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那我感受呢？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9vSmx3TN5
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輪到我不舒服時，為何反過來要證明自己的不舒服是合理？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYq6TEypjw
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哈哈，你說，因為我注定非凡，所以磨練特別嚴苛，呵，是嗎？其他人不是人嗎？就我是人？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWRU5PG83T
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可我好像連做人的資格也快沒了，變得越來越麻木、呆滯。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HoXKcYRh1
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殭屍倒好，有天師收服，而我靈魂已被命運弄得殘破不堪，只剩一副空殼，只能拙劣地扮演正常人，失控只是時間問題。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgsmTlcwqj
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以前總習慣理性的我，沒想到會有失去理智的一天，可我如今也忘記怎麼感性了！83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah1j0F1VIP
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文豪們落筆生花，把自己情緒化為七彩顏料，繪出山河，甚至創造萬物。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopZIC18qLj
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可我呀，現在連最簡單的情緒，表達起來也顯得僵硬無力，只能用空洞的標籤堆出一篇篇陳腔濫調，得不到理解就算，還要被各種糾錯，難道發洩也要有一套規範嗎？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VCXY74ncJ
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甚至為了展現自己的壓力，只能透過失控的行為去證明，可是證明完還是免不了一頓審判，難道我天生的使命就是要忍氣吞聲？83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6YpPJl2oh
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我失去對神明的信仰，失去對愛情的憧憬，失去對真理的渴望！我什麼都不信了，也不敢信，真的累了......83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9WRQSxTQ
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我感知到自己情緒，卻無處釋放，欲哭無淚，欲言又止。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXRazVuHxR
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有時卡在胸口，像被巨石碾壓般苦悶。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN4c1paM4c
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有時卡在腦殼，然後頭痛欲裂。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqxUBSjqqc
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我徒手折斷了木筷子，猛地站起身，椅子砰一聲撞向床尾。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN5hGh4yLz
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「嗚——」隔壁房門的開闔聲，在我耳中被拉長成一陣狼嚎，似乎……在呼喚我。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hx03etWrj
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鏡中顫抖的自己正逐漸化為野狼，身軀如烏雲般灰黑，臉上還有交錯的雷電狀疤痕，獠牙外露時，彷彿下一秒就要撕裂一切。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cgGLEVH4A
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「我等很久了……打碎鏡子，放我出來吧！」83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRUCEvFQmI
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正想一拳轟過去時，很快又把獸性壓下，因為真的賠不起。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQurt6sMwHA
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是太辣嗎？為何我越吃越暴躁？於是連忙喝了幾口奶茶，降降火。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBDZCsSzTW
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已經很飽，但還剩一點點。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIjQluMm4Q
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吃不完也無所謂，反正，我付款買的不是食物本身，而是它所帶來的快樂，如今這烤冷麵，它帶給我的效益，已然最大化，再強迫自己吃，那就開始遞減了。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv8lOojvWj
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烤冷麵，你的任務已經完成，感謝你。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1ZY6LGrP9
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說完，我便合上蓋子，把它扔到垃圾桶。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHjE8TEJkb
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我開始一邊劃手機，一邊喝奶茶。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zNySovWPo
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夏日的冰奶茶真好，聽說它是瀉藥。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12BiXJsZ83
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能瀉也好，至少不像內心一樣，一堆垃圾卡住。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWcsE5tBAN
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對了，我現在……的確很想大便。83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJdKAukQqF
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