No Plagiarism!WMMr8xdeP1kqCFit59GXposted on PENANA 林婉的筆記本,我是在書桌抽屜最裡面找到的。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5M1T3LFAFX
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原本只是想找張便條紙抄個臨時備忘,但那本筆記本薄薄的,像是日記,又不是。8964 copyright protection42PENANAoWb0roTuXA 維尼
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打開來看,全是她手寫的備忘與心情紀錄。8964 copyright protection42PENANAdM7gfmlh8Z 維尼
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不是刻意文青的那種,而是零碎的:今天早餐太鹹、某個客戶很討厭、思源最近忘了她不吃洋蔥。8964 copyright protection42PENANAoVmOOqx0w3 維尼
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字寫得很工整,還會畫些簡單的小花小貓。像她這個人,溫順、規矩、慢條斯理。8964 copyright protection42PENANAvT6i9Jmp4e 維尼
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我本來只是隨手翻翻,想說看個幾頁就好,結果……一翻就翻了一個多小時。8964 copyright protection42PENANAwBYrAMoaEU 維尼
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那些記錄裡,有好幾段跟思源的互動。8964 copyright protection42PENANAiZIRWi6juM 維尼
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「他今天早上煮了一杯我不太敢喝的美式,但我還是喝完了。因為他說那是為了提神,我想,他也累了吧。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAQ9LJU4H6Jm 維尼
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「我發脾氣了……他沒回我,但晚上還是來接我下班。好像每次都是他先低頭。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAVsE6iLspLR 維尼
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我讀著讀著,忽然覺得手有點抖。8964 copyright protection42PENANAt7BGpgiYFW 維尼
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我不確定我在嫉妒誰——8964 copyright protection42PENANAEzExIUfCLt 維尼
是她嗎?那個被細細呵護的林婉?8964 copyright protection42PENANA0ij3f9KYjd 維尼
還是他?那個總是能得到理解、能被原諒的思源。8964 copyright protection42PENANAkYkens1yDi 維尼
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但我知道,我不該嫉妒。8964 copyright protection42PENANAQWsdrIeavx 維尼
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因為我什麼都不是。8964 copyright protection42PENANAug3TIcJhXi 維尼
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我不是她,也不是她所愛的他。8964 copyright protection42PENANAHRChIqQqc9 維尼
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我只是,剛好活下來、剛好被塞進這具軀體裡的一個局外人。8964 copyright protection42PENANAdVW1cqxr19 維尼
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那天下午,思源提早下班回來。8964 copyright protection42PENANAe2ElmtCvPD 維尼
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我以為他會直接回房間,但他走進廚房,輕聲說:8964 copyright protection42PENANAsxbvtPMJ3d 維尼
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「今天想吃什麼?我做。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAmwHAtXkecx 維尼
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「……你不是說最近很忙?」8964 copyright protection42PENANA6spxql8DkL 維尼
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「我主管臨時取消會議,我想說趁妳沒太累我自己動手好了。上次妳幫我煮了三天,我一直沒補回來。」8964 copyright protection42PENANACu06YsGZZX 維尼
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他說這話時語氣自然得讓我胸口發悶。8964 copyright protection42PENANAJnquHCwOjr 維尼
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以前我們是兄弟的時候,他煮的飯能吃,但說難聽點也就是能下肚的程度。現在他居然會主動下廚,連番茄都切成小塊去皮,怕我說難吞。8964 copyright protection42PENANAYxk3c6NgFR 維尼
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我坐在客廳,看著他在廚房認真地洗米、煮菜,鍋蓋一掀開,熱氣騰騰裡飄出香味。8964 copyright protection42PENANArwrpxGMFpL 維尼
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我忽然覺得……這畫面太平靜了,平靜到讓人心慌。8964 copyright protection42PENANAzwnWnJ2BFs 維尼
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不是因為我害怕他。8964 copyright protection42PENANAejKA1KlcAM 維尼
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是因為我開始怕這樣的日子我會捨不得離開。8964 copyright protection42PENANAiIyKWKhAs0 維尼
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飯後,他洗碗時還哼了首歌。8964 copyright protection42PENANA87Q9Ot6UOu 維尼
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不是情歌,是他以前常哼的動漫OP。還走調。8964 copyright protection42PENANAAgwicm8BYU 維尼
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我聽見那熟悉又難聽的旋律,心裡竟然泛起一點……安心感。8964 copyright protection42PENANADXA9ddpzkx 維尼
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我差點當場掐自己。8964 copyright protection42PENANAEXoTvMEw6J 維尼
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這不對。這不該讓我覺得安心。8964 copyright protection42PENANAnpAe0HchRX 維尼
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可當我轉頭看向他背影,陽光從廚房落地窗灑進來,把他整個輪廓染亮。8964 copyright protection42PENANASxnTV3hgzD 維尼
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我沒發現自己看他看了多久。8964 copyright protection42PENANAlZKfYl42ua 維尼
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直到他轉身過來,擦著手笑著說:8964 copyright protection42PENANADbn4sMQrGZ 維尼
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「幹嘛這樣看我?」8964 copyright protection42PENANAwdKQumYbYQ 維尼
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「……沒什麼。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAHlCB5lUWF8 維尼
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「妳今天的眼神很安靜。」8964 copyright protection42PENANApYnokSTZhz 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAYlzfWZ8oD6 維尼
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我低下頭,不讓他看到我現在表情有多混亂。8964 copyright protection42PENANAXGbx66s6Ht 維尼
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晚上他在陽台抽煙,我過去時他立刻把煙捻掉。8964 copyright protection42PENANA15wSdaZc8x 維尼
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「妳不是說煙味會讓妳頭暈?」8964 copyright protection42PENANA0EJ0FZpGG2 維尼
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「……你還記得啊。」8964 copyright protection42PENANAAHMCmP2c2h 維尼
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「當然。上次我們一起去妳朋友的生日妳不是才說過?」8964 copyright protection42PENANA6b5BD3z5yy 維尼
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我一愣。8964 copyright protection42PENANAm1aLPQlasi 維尼
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那不是我說的。8964 copyright protection42PENANAuwbQ5dih3b 維尼
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那是她。8964 copyright protection42PENANAShG6dGgUAW 維尼
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林婉說的。8964 copyright protection42PENANA5s6mJGXyor 維尼
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可我卻還是點頭了。8964 copyright protection42PENANAk6JuXNo4jc 維尼
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我已經……在代替她生活太久,久到有時候,連我都忘了,哪些記憶是我的,哪些是她的。8964 copyright protection42PENANADBualoH8Pd 維尼
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我靠在陽台欄杆邊,看著黑夜的城市燈光一點點閃爍,耳邊是他呼吸的聲音,很輕,帶著他身上那種混著洗衣精與煙味的氣息。8964 copyright protection42PENANAeuX4H0c9jj 維尼
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我突然想問他一句:8964 copyright protection42PENANAdmHLPyrwoL 維尼
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「你如果發現我不是她,你會怎樣?」8964 copyright protection42PENANAqONzsZk3LB 維尼
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但我沒問。8964 copyright protection42PENANA0APaSWw0KG 維尼
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我只是看著遠方,一個字都說不出口。8964 copyright protection42PENANATS1JXKKQfO 維尼
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因為我知道——他現在愛著的,是她的樣子。8964 copyright protection42PENANAAXCWMaovUG 維尼
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不是我。8964 copyright protection42PENANA8IDdCb3grs 維尼
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