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或許是她信任思源,又或者只是懶得設密碼。8964 copyright protection48PENANA6enWZcMUa5 維尼
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我一直都沒打開過。8964 copyright protection48PENANAaBIwW2nWr7 維尼
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直到那天早上,我無意中聽見手機震動,跳出一則通知:「iCloud備份空間不足」,我才順手打開來看。8964 copyright protection48PENANAIpkP6H85wp 維尼
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本來只是想清除一些空間,結果手指不小心滑進了語音備忘錄。8964 copyright protection48PENANAx35QrXEWDs 維尼
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那一排標題排得整齊:8964 copyright protection48PENANA7u4IqavbFv 維尼
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2023.12.03_吵架那天8964 copyright protection48PENANAJPQzJxu1bD 維尼
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2024.01.21_想說的話(未送出)8964 copyright protection48PENANAVSMz7KNIHT 維尼
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我猶豫了。8964 copyright protection48PENANAAnRI3SKDhi 維尼
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這些不屬於我。8964 copyright protection48PENANAKDREVWNGyi 維尼
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這是她的聲音、她的記憶、她的情感。我沒有資格聽。8964 copyright protection48PENANAKEUm8zwDcJ 維尼
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但我還是按下了播放。8964 copyright protection48PENANAQsCky3uwfv 維尼
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第一段語音,是她的聲音,有些低,有些悶悶的。8964 copyright protection48PENANALEeO47E2bW 維尼
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「今天他又忘了我不吃生菜,點了凱薩沙拉。我沒有生氣,只是有點難過。我知道他累,我也累,可是我還是想讓他記得我喜歡的東西,不是因為要他記得,而是……我想知道,我是不是在他心裡那麼重要。」8964 copyright protection48PENANAksdM8w6iga 維尼
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那聲音好熟悉。8964 copyright protection48PENANAoHOvxZhduU 維尼
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不是我聽過的聲音,而是……我這幾個禮拜裡,模仿著的聲音。8964 copyright protection48PENANA2xXb5ZYCVm 維尼
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我已經太習慣用這副嗓音說話,習慣到聽見林婉原本的聲音時,我居然覺得有點……陌生。8964 copyright protection48PENANAPuCuvcM7jU 維尼
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她的聲音裡有太多情緒,太多壓抑,也太多想說卻不能說的話。8964 copyright protection48PENANA38MfDKLOSW 維尼
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我繼續聽下一段。8964 copyright protection48PENANAuEjkyRQpo5 維尼
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「吵架那天,我知道我說話太過分了。我不是不信任他,我只是怕……他太堅強,我會變成他的負擔。我不想當那種只會依賴的人,但我也想被需要啊……」8964 copyright protection48PENANAGrm1tqvDou 維尼
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我突然覺得胸口悶得難受。8964 copyright protection48PENANALOSY4tCKzJ 維尼
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那些聲音、那些字,讓我第一次真正碰觸到「林婉」這個人。8964 copyright protection48PENANAmd92KGaa2N 維尼
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她不是只存在於思源記憶裡的溫柔模樣。8964 copyright protection48PENANApyNMaPGJqq 維尼
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她有掙扎,有脆弱,有自卑,有一點點任性。8964 copyright protection48PENANAhdM4p1y2Xb 維尼
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就像——我。8964 copyright protection48PENANAHgjNOMj7qF 維尼
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我忽然開始懷疑,我和她……是不是其實沒有那麼不一樣。8964 copyright protection48PENANA4DeyrdBhRI 維尼
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中午思源買了便當回來。8964 copyright protection48PENANAMhtrQBzeAZ 維尼
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打開袋子時,我看見裡頭是一盒熱騰騰的麻油雞湯麵線。8964 copyright protection48PENANAkuDVfpd0Sm 維尼
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他把湯盛出來,小心地挑去浮油,又撕了張衛生紙給我擦湯匙,最後說:8964 copyright protection48PENANAw44cksHIeO 維尼
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「妳前幾天說冷到骨頭,我想說煮點熱湯會好一點。」8964 copyright protection48PENANAPF86QpfVP7 維尼
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我手握著湯匙,卻沒馬上動作。8964 copyright protection48PENANARuUC8SlJcz 維尼
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「……妳不愛吃麻油嗎?」他發現我動作遲緩。8964 copyright protection48PENANAGeoaiKFFrA 維尼
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我下意識搖頭:「沒有啊,蠻好的……只是想起一些事。」8964 copyright protection48PENANAFaWQqRczjI 維尼
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他沒追問,只靜靜地坐下陪我一起吃。8964 copyright protection48PENANADsIHZyUzWY 維尼
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湯很燙,喝下去時有種從喉頭一路暖進胸口的錯覺。8964 copyright protection48PENANABNIr9zELZ1 維尼
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那種溫暖太熟悉,太讓人心安。8964 copyright protection48PENANAEJ0t6D4BKz 維尼
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我本應該拒絕這樣的感覺。8964 copyright protection48PENANAKutu1l7eyz 維尼
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但我沒能拒絕。8964 copyright protection48PENANAKduiTklDOF 維尼
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晚上我在陽台發呆,聽見房間傳來手機提示音。8964 copyright protection48PENANAXR0SA9LDeX 維尼
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我走回去看,是又一條語音備忘提醒:「想說的話(未送出)」8964 copyright protection48PENANAtb98Yp4S3w 維尼
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我猶豫了很久,還是按下播放。8964 copyright protection48PENANAandjsVMXfY 維尼
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「思源……如果有一天,我變了,或者我消失了,你還會記得我嗎?」8964 copyright protection48PENANAqL0bJl7Q7H 維尼
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那語氣比前幾段更輕、更柔,像怕吵醒誰一樣壓低著嗓音。8964 copyright protection48PENANASvGQVcmbv7 維尼
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我聽見那一句,突然有種全身血液倒流的錯覺。8964 copyright protection48PENANAjxPUAAVp2c 維尼
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「……我一直很怕你只是愛我『現在的樣子』,不是我這個人。」8964 copyright protection48PENANAJuLL1r2WlA 維尼
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那句話像是從我的心底裡被抽出來的。8964 copyright protection48PENANAOLei6q9G0w 維尼
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那根刺,正正地刺進我心口。8964 copyright protection48PENANAXc5yeo2DD1 維尼
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我忽然不想再聽了。8964 copyright protection48PENANABJVXOIHIWG 維尼
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關掉手機,把它塞回抽屜,我站在房間中央,胸口一陣悶熱,像有什麼正在翻攪。8964 copyright protection48PENANAqX5QILISVC 維尼
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我不是林婉。8964 copyright protection48PENANAo4Mc66rMsj 維尼
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我不是她。8964 copyright protection48PENANAbI7H6HIKdm 維尼
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但那一瞬間,我卻感覺——我理解她的話。8964 copyright protection48PENANADZhFZL6Bts 維尼
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甚至,我像是在對思源說。8964 copyright protection48PENANAfJ7SgQpBca 維尼
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你到底愛的是誰?8964 copyright protection48PENANAryv0N8uw5g 維尼
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如果我有一天說出真相,你還會——8964 copyright protection48PENANAFaFkBF5t7H 維尼
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還會像現在這樣,對我那麼好嗎?8964 copyright protection48PENANAMMAfUqlv34 維尼
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